It's been quite a week, you know?
I hope it's been a decent one for you all.
Thank you all kindly for sticking with this weird little thing that I have going here lol.
It has been one hell of a ride going back over these journals, these memories...
It had gotten pretty heavy for me at times, you know?
Old scars can still ache every now and then, especially if you never really took the time to address them properly so that they could truly heal.
But enough of that lol.
We both know what you came here for lol.
Enjoy.
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May 30th, 2012.
Journal #043.
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It's been a while.
Busy, busy, busy.
XXXXX and I are very much in love.
I am very happy with my life.
Not so much drama, nothing really outlandish.
Just good ole life.
I need to stop spending money that I don't have though...
I will.
Very soon.
I NEED to save.
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I was super into this woman lol.
I can remember how potent the love I had for her felt.
How all-consuming.
How bold, and bright, and blinding.
I was soooooo enamored.
It was a summer of love.
I was caught in that daydream.
That didn't make it any less real, you know?
If you've been there, you know lol.
You know.
There is just something -for me- about a woman with a pulsating brain lol.
I am a sapiophile after all lol.
She was very intellectual and eloquently spoken.
I was very drawn to that, above all else.
Hmm.
I am still very much that way these days.
I hope that you all have a great weekend, I will leave you at that and see you all back here soon, yeah?
Safe travels folks.
Stay safe.
Stay healthy.
Stay vigilant.
-Redd.