After Denis was done with his explanation, he told me how he had wanted to approach Brian to greet him but was somehow scared of my reaction.
Denis was aware the reason why we moved from Nairobi was to get way from our old life. Brian included.
I understood his worry for me, as I thanked him for taking my welfare into his consideration. I excused myself into my room to go and freshen up.
As soon as I reached the door to my room, I opened and immediately slumbed down onto the floor. I wailed as all the memories of him hugged my mind. How he had concluded I was a mistake and even regretted ever meeting me. He had said he was going to punish himself.
Was this his punishment? Getting married to another woman? I cried more thinking of my baby who looked exactly like him. What would I tell him if he ever asked about his father? I had promised to let him know everything about his dad. I did this while hoping one day Brian could show up and we would reconcile.
My dreams were far fetched as reality slumped me back onto the wall, sobbing my eyes out.
"You're everything I've ever wanted Valeria." His voice echoed through my mind.
"I love you so much I don't think I would ever love anyone like this. " He had planted a kiss on my forehead as he embraced me into his arms. His male scent that was to strong to go unnoticed, waltzed through my nostrils evoking a strange feeling inside of me.
I wrapped my hands tight around him as I let him nuzzle on my hair.
"Fuck Valeria," he had inhaled.
"You have no idea what you're doing to me. " His voice was too gentle and barely a whisper. It sounded so sweet to my ears, evoking something I couldn't place what it was inside of me.
Brian had given me a light squeeze on my waistline, compelling my body to move deep closer to him. I felt it. The strange feeling again.
"B_Brian." I was becoming short of breath as I whispered his name. He slightly released his hold on me, as he dipped his head down to look at me.
His dark embedded emeralds were the most beautiful thing I saw that night.
I gulped, muching on a good amount of air as I bit down on my lip.
This made Brian so hard I could feel him through the light gown I was wearing.
"Val_" Brian was beginning to say when I cut him short
"Kiss me. " I had demanded. The power this man gave me was so weirdly empowering. I was yearning for him and everything he had to offer.
"Please_" I had begged.
Brian had seized that opportunity to lace our lips with so much passion I could feel his lips on me every time I thought about him.
In huge amounts , again tears began strolling down my cheeks, as my feeble fingers shot to my lips. They felt dry and chapped from crying too much. My tongue was fast to lickt through them as his memories of his breath and wet tongue filled me with intense desire.
That evening, Brian had taken me rough and hard. Like I was something he had invested all his resources in, he had savoured every inch of my body. Brian felt every scar and beauty of my skin as he made love to me.
It was the same night he had promised of all the things he could do with me. Of how he had foreseen his adorable babies inside of me. Of how they would have his handsome looks and striking beauty of their mother.
Brian was building a castle with me using all the resources he hade. As he released his fluid babies inside of me, Brian had sworn to love and protect me with everything he had. His heart was only mine, he had declared. How ironic was it!
It was the same night that I opened the door of my womb to welcome his babies.To keep and nurture them until they were all grown. It was that same night, I had become one with him without having any slightest idea. That night, Brian and I had built something that would forever associate us. Our child!
Before finding out I was pregnant, I had initially used all protective measures to make sure I wouldn't carry any belle. How I got pregnant with his child was a mystery and had remained one till to date. I had no plans of getting pregnant for him without completing my mission. Pregnancy was my last resort, if my plan ever failed, but it came so unprepared.
I was so much scared when I found out. I didnt know what to do. All I needed was to talk to him. I needed to reveal to him the tragic news of our passionate night. Little did I know, my small scheme had been uncovered.
The memory of him leaving without looking back resurfaces all the other events that followed. More tears came streaming down my eyes, as I lost track of time.
It was Lana's voice announcing that dinner was ready that startled me back to my surroundings.
I quickly shot into the bathroom to freshen up. My eyes were swollen and looked puffy and red. My nose too was a dark pink that was making it flare. Anyone could tell I was crying.
As much as the thought of skipping the meal crept somewhere in my mind, I discarded it. Doing that would only raise questions from Lana and Dennis, and mostly make them worry. I did not want that.
I, instead took my time in the bathroom and when I was done, I applied some concealer under my eyes to hide the fact that I was crying a few minutes ago.
Hoping into the leaving room, I found Lana and Denis waiting for me. The two never ate without me. Despite my order to not wait for me, they always chose to defy it.
Lana told me that family always ate together, and this was my new family. The sooner I embraced it, the better.
"Let's eat," I smiled at both of them, as Lana served our meal.