I Did Marry My Crush

This story is POV about my past experience with girls and how time and situation changed me. It all started 15 years ago…

Classroom

 (Bells Ringing…) (Student Chatter…)

SHAH

(This is it.)

(Today is the final day of middle school.)

(But up until now I'm still single and never had a chance to confess to my crush. All my friends had their partner until graduation and here I am with no memories of romance, being lame for the past 5 years.)

(There she is, my crush.. she looks shy around people and always sticks with her best friend Pah, the big boob girl with thick makeup. Always catches boys' eyes, but not me… all I see is her, her shyness.. her small cute face and body, so feminine. She was my dream girl up until now but I never had the courage to even talk to her. I don't know her name at all and 5 years wasted like that. Ugh… If I can turn back time.)

???

Hei, what are you looking at pervert, Pah boobies sure let your guard down huh. 

(This is RIN, the only girl at school who is close to me because of our similar hobby which is drawing and watching anime.)

SHAH

Then show me your boob then. Pffft…

RIN

Haghhh In your dreams SHAH, I'm very very expensive you know! 

SHAH

Whatever…

(Now my crush is gone.)

(Not gonna ask anyone though, probably end up as stalker because asking it by sudden.)

(RIN? she will think it's funny and gonna mock me for eternity.)

That evening we spent our last day taking photos for memories and exchanging contact.

I said goodbye to all my friends and headed straight back home.

Home

SHAH

Now where are my yearly books? I could find some clues about my crush there.

Mom! Did you see my school yearly books?

MOM

What? What book? Hmmm... I think we have thrown it all.

SHAH

What the… good grief.

(Phone notification)

RIN

Hei pervert, miss me?

I found something that catches your interest hee…

SHAH

What is it?

RIN

I bought this anime DVD on sale last time, the title is Midori. About a school guy had a girl as his hand.

SHAH

So… he masturbates using that?

RIN

Eww, you're gross as ever Shah. Sicko!

SHAH

Yeah… coming from gay manga lover.

RIN

You should watch this. I can lend it to you.

SHAH

How? We are not coming to school.

RIN

Come to my house tomorrow evening.

SHAH

Ok, did you keep any of our school yearly books?

RIN

Dunno, gonna check my store. Why?

SHAH

I want to use it for self-reference. If you have, I'll take it tomorrow.

RIN

Alrighty <3

RIN Home

SHAH

(This is my first time coming to her house. All this time we only meet at school.

Somehow I'm so nervous.)

(Ringing Bells)

RIN

Yo, Come in.

SHAH

(Stupefied)

(Whoa… she totally looks different at home. Shockingly sexier than she was at school, which is like a boy.)

RIN

How's my necklace SHAH, isn't it cute?

SHAH

Y-yeah, suits you.

(She's wearing an opened button transparent shirt, I could see her bra and breast… Was RIN always like this at home? Damn I didn't know she could be this tempting.)

(Now I'm getting more nervous, my eyes were looking everywhere but still landed on her breast.)

RIN

Come in, you wait on the sofa. I'll go and take the anime and that book you want.

SHAH

(So this is what a girl's house looks like, I mean yeah she lived with her parents and siblings but this is new to me.)

RIN

Here you go, plenty of 'em

(Bend her body down)

SHAH

(what a seductive view, did RIN do it on purpose? Man… now I'm getting boner over her.)

Err… yeah! That's surely… plenty!

RIN

Sure it is.

This is from last year.. (mumbling…mumbling…)

SHAH

(How long is she gonna expose her breast like that.)

Can I use the bathroom for a sec.

RIN

Oh? sure, use mine since the main bathroom is far at the back.

Go inside my room, it's on the left.

SHAH

Alright, Be back later.

(Damn, now I'm in the girl's room. Really felt like an anime.)

(It Smells nice. Getting me even nervous!)

(The bathroom, the bathroom! Don't even think about treasure hunting around here.)

(Kclark.)

(Ugh, this boner will never go… Calm your dick virgin, that's why you never get a girlfriend.)

(Shocked)

(Great! Her bra and panties left in this bathroom like a display.)

(Damn it, now my boner gonna last forever.)

(Is Rin mocking me? It's like she purposely threw me in this situation.)

(Touch)

(knock knock)

RIN

What taking you so long.

SHAH

(Fuck! She's here.)

A moment!

RIN

My dad has returned home, come out and greet him.

SHAH

(WHAAAAAT!!!)

(Shockingly the boner is gone in milliseconds.)

(Kclark)

RIN

He is out there smoking.

(Blush)

SHAH

Eh? Did you not wear a sweater before?

RIN

Shut it pervert!

SHAH

…

(while I'm in the bathroom she's swiftly wearing a sweater. Maybe because her dad is home.)

Hi uncle, back from work ?

(I'm so nervous.)

RIN DAD

Ah yes, what is your business here?

RIN

He's a friend who wants to borrow this school yearly book. 

RIN DAD

I see… give him something to drink.

SHAH

It's ok uncle, I'm about to go home. Something came up, thank you for the offer…

RIN

Y-yeah, he is! yeah!

SHAH/RIN

Bye!

Home

SHAH

That's 3 years of our school yearly books.

She really keeps them neat. 2 years ago, she's not moving in here yet.

I knew her only after she moved in and other friends suggested we should be friends because we shared similar hobbies.

My crush? I only knew I liked her for the past 2 years. I don't know why I like her.

My dream girlfriend is a girl with glasses and a large breast, but my crush is the opposite of that. 

Now to search for her name…

(Phone Notification)

RIN

'Sup, what are you doing?

Are you busy?

SHAH

Nothing in particular. Why?

RIN

How was it?

SHAH

(How's what? What does she mean by that? The book? The DVD?)

RIN

Does it catch your interest? I mean it's your fetish right.

SHAH

(Does she mean her outfit today?)

Yeah, it's nice.

No censor, very appealing. So bold.

RIN

Yeahh…I know right. Showing titties like that. Haha.

Makes you wild huh… pervy!

SHAH

(What in the... how can she make that statement about herself.)

(Guess I'll just play along).

I don't even know you were secretly hiding that from me before.

RIN

I wanted to show you at school before, but it's too appealing and embarrassing. If others see it, I'll end up called pervy like you. Hahaha.

SHAH

(Now she casually talks about it like it was nothing. Play along with her mood then.)

I wanna see it more. Can I grope it? I've been dreaming about it.

RIN

(Silent)

SHAH

(What took her so long to reply.)

(Was I too direct?)

(Oh my god, now I'm nervous.)

(Phone Notification)

RIN

What are you talking about?

Did we talk about anime?

Are you talking about me?

SHAH

(Fuckkkkkkkkkk. She is talking about anime! What the hell. I didn't watch it. I never knew it was about anime titties. Fuckkkk, I wanna die. How to reply? How to reply? She's gonna hate me now. Mannnnn… I'm worse than shit.)

(Take a deep breath)

Sorry, I thought you were talking about today at your home.

I haven't watched the anime yet, so I don't know what you're talking about. Sorry! Please don't hate me.

(I wanna die of cringeness.)

RIN

It's ok. 

SHAH

Haha. Hehe, I'm gonna watch now so we can talk about it.

(Damn it, I make it sound a lot creepier.)

RIN

It's fine.

Well, that we've come to this… I want to talk with you about something.

SHAH

(She's been cold suddenly.)

What is it?

RIN

(silent for 30 minutes)

SHAH

(That's it, my life is done.)

(Phone notification)

RIN

I like you. For a very long time.

I'm nowhere near PAH, or your ideal girl. But it is sincere.

I love you.

SHAH

(Heart Attack)

(What is this double attack, I'm confused.)

I'm stupefied, my brain can't process. Why are you mentioning PAH?

RIN

Boys adore her, including you. She has a nice figure and massive boobs. I lost before even fighting.

I tried to allure you, being sexy is not my thing. But when I know you're paying attention to me. I'm happy.

SHAH

(She got it all wrong, I'm not looking at PAH. I'm looking at my crush. But even so, she has the courage to confess to me. I'm the loser here.)

(But it's rude if I'm explaining to her about my crush. Since we don't even know each other. I might as well try to accept her. I want to experience relationships too.)

I'd love to. Looking forward to our relationship.

RIN

Thank You thank you, hee.

So, what now. We're a couple. Hee.

SHAH

Let's go on a date, our first date. Cinema or food hunting.

(Gosh, I've been meaning to ask girls out on a date for a very long time.)

RIN

Sure, how about next week. There's an Anime expo. I heard there would be many cosplayers around.

SHAH

Set! Our first date. Haha.

(I was so excited on my first time going out with a girl, everyday i wished that the time would have moved faster.)

Anime Expo

(It's been a week of our relationship, but we haven't talked much. Only basic things.)

(I missed our old days. There's so much to talk about. Now somehow it felt awkward, like we're strangers now.)

(I don't even know where to start, what to do.. I'm suck at this. Totally different from what I'm expecting or in any anime/manga.)

(Phone Calling)

H-hello d-dear, w-where are you?

(I'm stuttering, it was hard to say it.)

RIN

Already on the bus, in 15 minute we'll be there.

SHAH

Alright, I'll be waiting near the newspaper kiosk.

(We? she bring someone else maybe.)

(Phone Ringing)

RIN

We're here. I'm the red striped blouse.

SHAH

I'm here, waving at you.

(Oh, it's her little brother.)

(There she is… Her outfit like usual, like a boy.)

RIN

Hi there!

Sorry for making you wait, here's my lil bro. REN.

REN, this is my boyfriend. SHAH.

REN

Hi, wow you're tall.

SHAH

(Hearing RIN address me as her boyfriend really makes my heart warm and tight with happiness.)

Hola there bro, Nice to meet you.

(Maybe having her brother around will lighten our mood.)

SHAH

(No good, It's been awkward from morning till now.)

(I only talks with her brother about gaming since he likes video game.)

(But RIN only speaks a few words.)

(After a long walk, we decided to take a rest.)

You guys want some drinks? It's on me.

RIN

I'll go with you.

SHAH

(Ah, a change of pace.)

Let's go, there's a vending machine over there.

(She's holding my hand.)

Now it feels like we're lovers. Hehe

RIN

Sorry about before, I felt awkward. This is my first time having a boyfriend. So I don't know what to do.

SHAH

Y-yeah me too, never had a girlfriend. Zero experience… Using manga as a guide. Haha

(Both laughing.)

RIN

My bro… He likes you. He talks a lot about gaming with you.

SHAH

Yeahh… That's what boys do. Spark anything about hobbies, they became best friends shortly. 

RIN

Boys sure are simple.

(We finished visiting the expo and walked to the bus stop.)

REN

SHAH, you're cool you know. I can see many girls looking at you.

SHAH

Eh, Really ? I don't even notice.

REN

It is! maybe because you're handsome. Man, I wanna be like you.

SHAH

Haha, it just your imagination.

RIN

I saw it too… That's why I held your hand before.

SHAH

Haha, ridiculous!

(Wow, Rin showing her jealousy. Now she's cute.)

REN

SHAH, come to our home later. I can show you all my collection.

SHAH

Sure, I'll come later. I'm curious about your anime figurine.

RIN

See you later… SHAH

SHAH

Yeah… see you later.

Home

SHAH

Today so far is good, no awkward situation. Man… I forgot to take our picture together. 

Maybe I should just draw our memories today.

(I did do the drawing and the coloring. But it's lost now.)

Can't wait to show it to RIN.

(Phone Notification)