College Entrance
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SHAH, You alone?
SHAH
Yeah, waiting for IZU. He's sure is late…
(It's SARA, IZU girlfriend friend ASHA. IZU is my senior in Graphic Design courses. Yeahh, SARA is a bombshell too. She's a new student and almost everybody wants her, she's a popular newcomer.)
SARA
Can I join you? I'm waiting for ASHA too. Hehe.
Say… how long have you studied here?
SHAH
Since 2010, I've been on Medical courses before… But now in Graphic Design.
SARA
Ohh… From Medical switched to Graphic is really not related. Haha
SHAH
I know right. If I tell you what course I am in middle school you will be more surprised.
SARA
So… what is it?
SHAH
Accounting.
SARA
What… hahaha, that's really not mixed together.
Are you good at accounting? My courses have accounting. I'm sucks at it.
SHAH
Nope, I failed.
(Both laughing.)
IZU
Hei look at that, our two lovebirds.
SHAH
Yeahhh. So funny… What took you so long?
IZU
I'm waiting for ASHA.
SHAH
Cool, we are both waiting for you both.
IZU
Well, I'm giving you the chance you know.
ASHA
Yeahhh, any progress SARA?
SARA
W-what you guys are talking about.
IZU
You're both single, why not.
Isn't it dear.
ASHA
You guys look like a good pair.
SHAH
Ha… Funny.
(Four of us had lunch together and went back.)
Hostel
(Phone Notification)
SARA
SHAH, are you busy?
SHAH
Not really, Why?
SARA
It's about accounting. I don't understand some of the questions.
Can we meet? Tonight, can you come to my hostel?
SHAH
Okay. I'll try what I can…
SARA
Hehee. Thanks. I know I can depend on you.
(Later that night I borrowed IZU bike and headed to SARA hostel.)
SARA Hostel
SHAH
(Texting)
I'm here.
SARA
Ok. A moment.
(A few minutes later, she came.)
I want to bring you upstairs but the neighbour here is too busybody.
Let's go to college. Got a study table there.
SHAH
(I don't want to go upstairs… too many girls and most of them I don't know.)
Alright, let's go to college.
She ride the bike with me and we study together at college until 11pm
SHAH
Alright. Let's go home.
SARA
Studying is surely exhausting…
While on the bike, SARA hugs me tightly. I can feel her breast and head pressed against my back.
SARA
I wish we had more time together.
SHAH
There's always tomorrow right.
SARA
Hehee. Bye… Take care, see you.
#SHAH#
Yeahh. Bye, take care…
Hostel
BOB
There he is, our biggest playboy ever.
The fuck you doing with that bombshell, you wanna die huh bastard.
ADYB
YEAHHH FUCK YOU!
AME
This guy… one another after another. Bastard, I wanna kill you.
SHAH
We got nothing, we are just friends…
ALL
FUCK YOU!
SHAH
Yeah, whatever.
ZAM
He got to have SARA body alone guys, what should we do? Should we hang him upside down?
ADYB
DROWN HIM IN THE LAKE!
ALL
YEAHHHH!!!
AKHI
Relax guys, I got an idea. I know we all want to lick SARA but we can't because of this motherfucker. Why not we trick her… SHAH, you said you have a video project and are looking for a model. Then we all can have our eyes lick her body together.
ALL
GOOD IDEA!
SHAH
Like hell she fell for that, why would I ask. It's you all who want it… Ask yourself.
BOB
Motherfucker, so much babbling. I wanna punch you in the face.
IZU
Hahahah, so unfortunate of you SHAH.
AKHI
She wouldn't do it if we ask, genius! If you're the one who asks, maybe she will do it.
SHAH
Alright, alright I try asking…
What a headache.
(Texting)
Hi SARA, Can I ask for your help?
SARA
Yes, What is it?
SHAH
My friend here has an assignment, now he needs a model for photo shooting and video.
Can you do it, be their model?
SARA
Haha, I'm not good enough.
Tell them to ask another person.
SHAH
We didn't know anyone else.
I'll be their model too… I just need a girl model.
SARA
Are you in this too?
If it is with you I'm okay.
ALL
MOTHERFUCKER.
AKHI
Tell her to wear a sexy outfit.
SHAH
Ok set, Can you wear a bit sexy? For product attraction.
SARA
Well…I don't have a sexy outfit, I guess I'll wear something near that.
SHAH
Thanks SARA, you're saver.
See you later.
SARA
No biggie, Bye.
SHAH
Are you all satisfied now?
AME
Oh god, of all people why did she choose you SHAH.
Children Park
A few days later…
All of them perverts are waiting at the children's park to visually devour SARA. While I go and fetch SARA at her hostel.
SHAH
I'm here.
SARA
Ok, I'll be there.
(I forgot what SARA was wearing, but it was really sexy. She's displaying half of her breast.)
Am I sexy enough?
SHAH
Y-yeah so sexy!
SARA
Um, Hold my chest…
I want to tighten the knot a little bit
SHAH
(She just let me grab her breast like that. It's in front of me, her breast… I can see a talc powder between her cleavage, maybe to prevent skin rash. The moment she tightened the knot, her breast expanded and became round, fitting the shape of her dress… It happened in front of my eyes like slow-motion.)
O-ok, let's go to the park.
ALL
(Control their hyper with a cool face.)
SHAH
(Damn motherfuckers, know how to act.)
SARA
I didn't know if there would be this many guys.
SHAH
Are you scared?
SARA
You are here SHAH, there's nothing to be scared of… Hehe.
(We did our shooting, we hugged, we held hands and after that I'm buying her ice-cream and sending her home.)
SHAH
Thanks for today, you were great. You should be a model sometime.
SARA
It's nothing, you helped me before. So this time it's my turn. Haha.
(We said our goodbyes and returned back to the hostel. The moment I opened the door everybody was in front of the laptop screen. They're zooming all of SARA's photos and videos.
BOB
Damn it, I can't hold it much longer. I'll go masturbate now.
AKHI showed to another senior that we had been shooting together and after that day. I can sense anger from seniors around and SARA classmates. One of my seniors started calling me 'Prick' on his facebook. My friends also bombed SARA Facebook by mentioning my name, SARA sometimes comments on my facebook. I know their intention was good to make me forget about FIONA and NANA… But it just lures more hatred towards me. I don't ask for this… I just wanted a peaceful semester. I said it before, even if I liked someone… I have nothing to provide, I'm a boring person…
Hostel
I'm chatting with SARA about something, I forgot what it is but she said something about making her cloth wet. Then…
SARA
SHAH… can we both go somewhere?
SHAH
Where?
SARA
Go someplace where no one else is there.
Just the two of us.
SHAH
Then, doing what?
SARA
Doing anything. What no one knows.
SHAH
(Did she mean sex?)
(We're not even dating yet.)
Somehow my past trauma with IZA triggered and I got mad.
Are you always like this?
Leisurely asking people for sex.
SARA
Why are you saying this?
I'm only asking you. It's ok if you don't want it…
SHAH
(She's not a virgin, I can tell…)
(I dreamed of a virgin girl. All this time I hold my lust because I'm afraid of karma.)
Sorry I said that, I had trauma from a past experience.
(She must be really embarrassed I rejected that.)
SARA
It's ok, you're a good guy SHAH.
We continued chatting about other topics. I can sense that she has lost interest in me. Somehow, deep inside I felt regret. If I'm not triggered, maybe we can have sex… I want to experience sex, but I'm really afraid of karma… I'm a virgin, so I have to find a virgin too… But she's a bomb, I really regret that!
Later after that SARA and my senior who called me "prick" got together as a couple…Good for her that senior has a bike and car. He's from a rich family too… That senior post an update said "get lost now Prick" yeah, after I rejected her lust for sex with me and groped her before… you just picked my trash. But my regret is getting more repulsive, no turning back. Whenever I post something regretful, SARA will comment to soothe me. She's a sweet girl.
Home
Next is another Semester Break. I worked at a factory during these breaks. I always hang out with FAIZ, a friend from middle school… He's on Semester Breaks too. Some random night while hanging out I got a call from FIONA.
FIONA
Hello SHAH, where are you now?
Are you busy?
SHAH
I'm at home. Why?
FIONA
I need your help, I'm out with my cousins…
But we lost somehow, and don't know where to go.
SHAH
(She sounded panic.)
Is it? You know where are you now?
Got some signboard or any building that I can recognize?
FIONA
It says… PACIFIC.
SHAH
Oh, I know where that is.
I'm coming in 15 mins, what car and what color?
FIONA
It's a Red color MPV type.
SHAH
Got it.
FAIZ, let's go, we got a mission.
FAIZ
Aww man, I just started smoking.
SHAH
It's FIONA, She's lost.
Asking me to help her out.
FAIZ
Yeahhh, your time to be a hero eh.
Let's go, you on the bike. I want to smoke.
Once we reached FIONA, I signalled her to follow my lead. Unexpectedly there's a police roadblock in front. I got no license and FIONA and her cousins were behind me. FAIZ quickly changed places with me in front of the officer there. God knows how embarrassing I was at that time. Luckily the officer let us go without questioning. I was so embarrassed that I'm not open my helmet visor to show my face to FOINA cousins .
FIONA
Thanks SHAH and SHAH friends.
I'll text you later SHAH.
Bye.
SHAH
Bye..
FAIZ
Poor guy, thought gonna be a hero.
But end up as a clown.
Pfffttt…
SHAH
I lost my dignity as a man.
Let's go find some vending machines.
We take a little stroll and then head back home.
Factory
There's a girl who's my ideal, wearing glasses and in the same department as me. She often comes and says hi to me. I don't remember her name… I goes with Lily, the only conversation
I remember it goes like this…
LILY
How old are you SHAH?
SHAH
20 this year… you?
LILY
Hmmm…. I thought of asking you for marriage.
SHAH
(She what! What the hell, I'm not ready yet. She's a babe, but this is sudden.)
What is your age?
LILY
Try to guess first. If correct, I'll give a kiss to your cheek.
SHAH
Let's see… 23?
LILY
I wish I'm that young.
SHAH
27?
LILY
That's too old, there goes your kiss hehe.
It's 25. Mom is asking me to find a partner or I have to marry of her choice.
It's depressing… I'm not ready yet.
Grow up fast, SHAH…
SHAH
(She makes me blush.)
That's the last time I saw her. Maybe she really did marry with her mother's choice…
I've gathered enough money and I'm taking a bike license. I'm eager for the new semester, now I understand what seniors feel… Waiting for new face's every new semester is really exciting.
(Phone call)
SHAH
(It's AME)
Hello AME, What is it?
AME
We have to clear up all our belongings at the hostel.
SHAH
Why, what happened?
We're in the middle of Semester Breaks right.
AME
It's BOB, we trust him with our rental money, But he hasn't paid it for 3 months now.
He didn't pick up my calls either… He ran off with that money, now the owner gives us 24 hours to clear up and we need to find a new hostel too.
Come over, I've informed the other's.
SHAH
I didn't know BOB would do this… We're friends, like best friends.
AME
People change SHAH, even best friends.
(Hang up)
SHAH
BOB.
How could you…