Kartik dragged me to his car....
Anger and rage was clear in his eyes and on his face.... I had never seen him like this.... More than bullies am afraid of him right now.... Krishna jii please please please bacha lena.....!!! I know he would never hurt me but still... I didn't even had seen his this face too..... The way he punished that boy...!!!!
I never thought he could be this dangerous.... And and..... He have gun... GUN too....!!! Kya karun??? Haath chudhwa kar baag jaun??? Pagal hai Shivi??? He is too strong.... And you are so tiny in front of him... If I even try to... He'll catch me with minimum efforts...
He said me in cold voice "Get inside" And I followed without doing or saying anything... He still have that Gun... and am too stunned to do anything...
Mei itni jaldi marna ni chahti....!!!!
He was not even looking at me.... And was driving too fast..... My heartbeat is too loud and fast that I could hear it... Ahhhh!!! I took deep breath.... Aaltu jalaltu aai bhala ko taaltu.... Aaltu jalatu aai bhala ko taltu....!!!!
When I entered the college after saying bye to Kartik... I was in too good mood and everything because he is so sweet and kind... He even gifted me so many things.... No one ever bought me these preety things..... I really love it... And isse bhi bahooot bahooot bahooot zada I love how Kartik care about me...... Thanku bhagwan ji for sending this angel in my life... Yes Kartik is my angel who have changed my life....... I smiled happily....
I was too happy that I even forgot about those bullies..... How can I???? Yeah I know if I had remembered too tab bhi I can't do anything... But at least I would be prepared.....
And the way kartik enetered likd a hero..... And punched that bully..... My eyes got too big in shock... And still not able to digest what I had witnessed.....
Kartik said me to go to class.... But what if they attack him??? He should have someone in his support..... Hmm I can't fight with them but atleast saath mei marte..... That's why I hid there in audience....
But the moment he pulled out that metal Gun and fired.... I gasped in both shock and surprise... Hey Bhagwaan jiii!!!!!! Is this real gun??? Like is this the same gun villains use in movies...... After this scene... I can't imagine him like a hero but Villian.... The devilish smile he gave him.... His evil smirk his deadly voice..... Ahhhhh My little heart would get heart attack in no time...
Calm down shivi!!! Calm down....!!!!! Take deep breath....
1....2....3..... Haaaaah!!!!!
I shut my eyes tightly and started murmuring under my breath while playing with my fingers.... 👉👈
Aaltu jalaltu aai bhala ko taaltu.... Aaltu jalatu aai bhala ko taltu....!!!
And he suddenly stopped the car.... I came out of my Thinking... We are at home... His home.... He slammed the door of his side in anger and opened the one at my side... And I shivered with fear.....
He unfasten my seatbelt and took my hand... He started dragging my hand.... I can see yamraj coming...
Muma papa I love you I miss you.... Bhai yes you don't love me but I still love you... You'll always be my dearest bhai.... Bhabhi.... Thankyou for your love and care... And suru I love you the most my cutieee.... Srishti.... Yes I just met you for a day but you too made a special place in my heart.... I love every one who is around my... I love you cocoo... Who ever felt bad because of my am sorry....
I gave the last speech and remembered everyone I know for the last time in my mind while he was dragging me inside his home...... I tried to get back but his hold was too tight....
And he opened the door and shut it behind him with his foot..... Then caged me against the wall.....
I shut my eyes close... And started murmuring....Aaltu jalaltu aai bhala ko taaltu.... Aaltu jalatu aai bhala ko taltu....!!!!
I can feel his hot breath against me.... After some seconds when he didn't speak anything... I opened my one eye slowly....
He was standing in front of me with his arms folded...
"Done with your matraa??? " He asked slowly.....
"Am sorry Kartik.... Am Really sorry please please please don't kill me.... I don't want to die..... Please please.... " I baffled with tears in my eyes....
He stepped near me and put a finger on my lips... "Shhhhhh no one is going to kill you.... How'll I'll survive after killing you.... you are my oxygen baby girl hmmm" He said softly and tugged the hair strand behind my ear.....
I took breath.... I can't take this proximity... He was standing too close to me.....
Then he slowly cupped my face.... And started creasing my cheeks " Just tell me Shivi... Why didn't you told me that those fu..... I mean bad guys were bullying you at college hmm"
"Am Am sorry Kartik... I thought you'll take...me as a...small kid who.....can't even handle.....her problems... " I managed to say gazing down....
" But you are a kid baby... You still are a kid.... Don't you even trust me on sharing your problems hmm??? Not because you are kid but because you are my kiddo..... " He softly and slowly said....
I can't digest his words..... My body was shivering with his words and his closeness....something in My stomach is twisting..... I can feel a knot inside... Am aroused.... That sensitive part between my legs is so wet... Ahhhh!!! I can't take this.... I can feel electricity passing through my body...!!!
"But... I don't want you to think me as just a kid" I almost whispered.... I can't find voice to speak....
"Lekin kyu mera bachaa.... " He asked stressing his words....
I almost forgot how he treated those bullies... I forgot he have a gun.... I forgot his devilish side.... All I can see is that sweet and caring Kartik in front of me...
"Because.... "
"Hmmm kitten speak up and just the truth okkk" He said in calm yet authoritative voice....
I looked at himm... His dark brown eyes.... I don't know whether I want to look away or get lost into it....
"Say shivi" He again asked...
"Because.... Ahh I don't know" I said and moved aside....
I can't tell him that I love him... Am affected by him.... Am so attached to him... I too want him to see me as an adult.... As his.... Always... But I can't tell...!!!!
He held my wrist and pulled me back....
"Don't avert your eyes... Look at me and say..... " Now I can see a mix of rage in his eyes....
I clutched my clothes again...
What if he doesn't have same feelings???? I can't break my heart with my own hands..... I can't ruin this beautiful friendship.... What if he don't have feelings for me??? I know he is too sweet and kind that he'll keep my heart just for not hurting me... But I can't do this to him.... He already have did so much for me......
"Say... Shivanyaa... Am waiting" He asked with impatient voice again.....
"Because..... I don't like you calling me kid and I can handle my own things by myself..... Am not in school..... Am grown up now..... I don't like other interfering"Â I finally managed to say keeping a big stone on my heart....
He stepped away from me...
"Am I other person for you" He said with hurt in his voice....
"Damn it Shivi!!! AM I OTHER PERSON FOR YOU... AND WHAT YOU MEAN INTERFERING???? he almost shouted at me for the first time.... And hit the wall hard... Too hard that his knuckles started bleeding.....
I shivered.... " Kartik.... Itss bleeding...." I said with tear in my eyes and stepped near him to take his hand....
He raised his other hand stopping me... " This is nothing shivi... I mean Shivanyaa... My heart is bleeding.... You should have told me before... Kartik don't interfer.... I have.... Ahhhhhh" And he ruffled his hand in his hair.... Controlling anger...... He was all red....
Tears collected in my eyes..... "Am sorry Kartik I didn't mean to hurt you"
He too looked at me with teary eyes..... " don't... Don't cry... Shhhh.... It's not your fault Shivanyaa.... It's mine... It's okk I'll not INTERFERE again" He wiped my tears and gave me a smile that was filled with hurt and eyes with disappointment.....
"Am sorry" I said again...
"Hmm koi baat ni" He said slowly and went to his room upstairs without looking at me and Locked it from inside.... Something ached in my chest... I can feel my heart ripping...