Ufff Ufff Ufff.... Ahhhhhhh Krishnahhh jiii!!!! What was that.....!!!! Hoooo!!! I ran towards my room without looking back as I was too embarrassed... And stunned and shocked and ufff a dozens of feelings are running through my veins.....
I shut the room beside me and leaned to the door..... I took some deep breaths.... Ahhhhh!!! Okkk Shivi you are fine... Yesss you are fine.... Ahhhhhh!!!!
I covered my face with both my hands thinking of what just happened... And I can feel my god damn body getting hot as fire.... I blushed too hard.....
Kartik was this close to me.... Krishna jiii!!! He... He..... Kissed... No no ate my lips.... My sensitive part between my legs is soaked..... Am feeling soo shy....
I walked towards my bed and hid my face inside my pillow... And hugged tightly my cocco.....
This Feeling.... Ohhh This Feeling is driving me crazy... I wanna be with him in his arms and wanna run from him at the same time....
I don't know what is happening..... Why am feeling like... I.... I..... Want to.... Taste his lips again.... Want him to taste me again..... And I rolled on bed in embarrassment.... Ahhhhh!!!! And screamed.... Uffffff.....
Shhhh shhh Shhhh shivi.... Control... Control.... Kartik would hear you!!! And I shut my over excited mouth with my hand..... Ufff this urge to run to him again..... Krishna jiii...!!!
Coccoo Should I go....???? I asked looking at cocco..... But... Yeah of course I would look desperate... What would he think of me??? But... But.... Cocco I am desperate....and am his Gf.... *giggle*
Control Shivanyaaaaa!!!!! I took a deep breath..... Control..... You don't have to look desperate to him.... Control....
But Cocccooo.... How can I control if that Mr. Workaholic who suddenly changed into
Bollywood wale Prem ji and put up these stuntss.... Ahhhhh!!!!! Am too shy to even face him right now.... (I again hid my face into cocco)
Okkkay Shivi behave like adults.... Its okk... It's just a kiss... JUST??? NO SHIVI DARLING NO IT'S FREAKING KISSSSS!!!!!!!!! damnn!!! Am driving insane....
Nahi Krishna ji mei pagal nahi hona chahti.... Log kya kahege....!!!
Headlines "Shivanya Ji haan dosto ek college mei padhne wali 20 saal ki ladki hui ek kiss se pagal ji ji sahi suna aapne sirf ek Kiss"
Yakkkk!!! Kya image rahe jaygi Shivi....!!!
Stop it.... What the hell Am I thinking!!!!!
I... Think..... Ummm..... Yessss..... A shower would help.... To distract me..... May be for a while.....!!!
Cocco wait for me here....!!! And I kept it gently on the pillow and hopped down the bed and stepped towards the washroom...
I grabbed my towel and ruddy hell!!!!! The moment I looked into the mirror..... Holy shit shivi...!!!! Look.... Just look at you..... You are looking like a red red tomato.... Blush is coming out of your cheeks..... Hell... Hell.... Hell.... Don't tell me Krishna ji.... I was with this messy shakal in front of him!!!! That's why that Changez khan was chuckling looking at me....!!!!!
Just look at yourself..... Just a small closeness made you look like a blushy mess.... Kya hoga tumhara shivi!!!! He says right..... You are a kiddo just a kiddo... You can't even handle this much!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhh...
Yeh dharti phat kyu nahi jaati bhagwan ji!!!! And I stomp my foot hard at floor.... Ooouchhhh Ouchhh Ouchhhh zor se lag gyaa!!!!!
Anyways..... Ab pachchat hot kya jab chidiya chug gai khet.....!!!! Bass ab Kartik ji ka hirdya parivartan na ho jay....!!!
And I slowly opened my clothes..... I slightly touched my neck and cheeks the way he touched me and uffff I can feel my body again getting red hot..... The way he explored my body..... Ahhhhh I can still feel his touch on my sensitive skin who shivers in hunger with each touch.....
I turned on the shower and stepped under it..... The water started flowing on my bare body... But it is doing no justice in suppressing Kartik's thought..... I can still feel the way he slowly explored my body with his slender finger which felt like feather..... The way he tasted me...no no ate me...the way he sucked my little lips and explored my inside with his tongue.... Like Am all his and he's all mine.... Just his presence is enough for running electricity in my veins.... The sensitive part between my legs is throbbing for him.... These feelings are no more under my control..... They listen to him more than me..... The knot in my stomach.... The strange feeling of running away from him and to be in his arms for ever at the same time Ahhhh!!!!
It is feeling like I fell for him much before I realized.... I never knew he one the only one I crave for.... I wanted.... I needed.....
When I was away from him... I realized he's not just my crush... But my everything... He is the only one I have.... Beside that yes... He is now the only one I need...
And he said he'll be always here for me..... The words my ear were waiting to hear from so long..... He is healing something he never broke
Assurance to be on my side always..... I know Am selfish but hmmm I always needed someone who consider me as the part of there life..... And words of Kartik... Assured me that!!! I don't know but I want to trust him.... I want to believe in him..... I want to be with him... Because I don't know whether Am his part of life or not.... But he is becoming my whole life now....!!! I don't know what I would do if... Ahhhh.... And a tear rolled down my eyes..... I sighed and took a deep Breath..... Positive positive shivi!!!
And I don't know from how long Am here.... Under this cold water..... My body is getting numb...!!! Shivi.... Part of life pata ni but if you'll get ill Kartik would..... Kartik would..... Krishnahh jii Can't imagine....!!! And I chuckled and turned off the shower.....
I stepped outside and cleaned myself with towel and changed into my night suit... I dried my hair with towel and let it fall on back.... It's still wet.... But it's okk itna chalta hai!!! Am not used to drier!!!
And I walked outside the washroom... I placed the towel on chair near by..... I was still in my thoughts that long arms snaked around my waist slowly..... I gasped in shock.....
"Shhhh baby girl it's me.... " Kartik said in his deep voice... And nuzzled into my neck.....
"What..... I mean why.... I mean.... " And I stammered again.... Shit..... Shit shit..... Please someone kill me...
He kissed me softly on the side of my neck and rolled me to his side and caged me against wall...
My hands landed on his chest and with that I forgot the rest of my vocabulary.... He was looking deep into my eyes.... Uffff his dark brown eyes would kill me someday..... I gazed down as I can't hold eye contact with him.... Yes I too want to gaze into his deep eyes but.... But..... I never can.....!!! Why Krishna jii!!!! I never looked at ground this much honestly....!!!
He placed his finger on my chin and made me look up.... "You take too long in shower kiddo...."
He said slowly... But I was too lost in him that I didn't even listened properly to his question... Uffff!!! His neck peeking from shirt got my attention..... It's... It's... Too hot... And sexy at the same time.... How can someone's neck be so attractive... And I know Am blushing right now.... I can feel my hot cheeks and I looked down again...
I heard him chuckled... Ahhh!!!! Have he... Have he.... Noticed.....????!!!! No... No... No.... Please....
He bend to my height and said teasingly but more in his addictive voice.....
"My little muchkin tell me if you want to me to open my shirt for better view..... "
Krishna jii!!!! Samay aa gya hai ab aap meko is dharti mei sama hi lo please... And I covered my face with both my hands in embarrassment....!!!!
I opened two fingers from one eye all to notice him smirking while looking at me.... And I closed it again!!! Ufff ufff uffff... Why....this.....have.....to.....be.....
this.....embarrassing...!!!!!
He held both my hand and tried to pull it.... "Bass hogya mera shyyy baby" And I refused to open it but apni shaktiyo ka galat istemal karte hue.... He locked my hands into his one hand and held them tightly behind my back..... He then pulled me closer to him.... To much close that I was tip toeing to his height and our lips were almost touching....
He smiled near my lips and pecked softly..... While moving his other hand slowly to my wet hair.... "Why you are so cute and addictive at the same time sweetaaa....!!!" He whispered slowly and took both my lips into his softly....
He pushed me more into him with my hands locked behind in his hand that our bodies touched.... He kissed me deeper and slowly.... So slowly that I can feel the part between my legs soaking...!!! It was too intense and deep... He slowly opened my lips with his and started exploring my mouth with his tongue... While sucking my lips... Knott in my stomach became unbearable.... My heart is beating so fast....
He slowly let go of my lips when I was struggling to breath and I gasped mouth full of air... He released my hands too and cupped my face... He kissed slowly on my forehead and then on my nose...
"I love you sweetaa.... " He said softly....
"Love you usse be zada Kartik..." I manged to speak after finding words..... And he creased my cheeks while smiling....
"Can you sleep with me today little moon" He asked me.....
Huh....!!! Wait..... Whatttt.... Whatttt..... What did you just said..... Did I hear right???????? You want me to what????!!!! Like yes I too want that.... But he just said this just like that!!!!! Is he serious.... Is he really serious!!!!!! Okkk control shivi....
I looked at him with my big eyes.... So big that they would come out if I stretch it more.... And he chuckled looking at me... Why.... Why is he laughing..... And I pouted.....
"Kiddo relax..... It's just a sleep..... Trust me.... I just want you to be with me..... In my embrace... Always.....!!! " He said and I took deep breath...
"But.... But I meannnn..... " I tried to find words....
He replied in dramatic tone...
"Don't you want to be with me??? With your Kartik"
Huh???? Is he for real???
"Please meri pyaari si jaaaaaan" He said with puppy face....
Wait a second??? Is he same no emotion..... Billionaire Kartik Rajput The Ceo of Rajput Empire... From whom everyone is Afraid of... Am I dreaming... I rubbed my eyes and looked at him....
He raised his eyebrows and looked back at me with questioning look which suddenly changed into
Don't-you-dare-to-say expression...
And I giggled..... "Okay okayy..... I mean..... Hmmm " I was just completing my statement that he picked me up and said
"I'll take it as yes"
I gasped at sudden action and held his neck tightly.... "Kartikkk"
"Yes Kartik's baby girl" He replied with too much love that I didn't resist and blushed again ufff ufff ufff.... He smiled and shaked his head... And started moving towards his room.....