She is with me.... Around me.... In just a room near me but I still can't get enough of her I want her near my heart.... In front of eyes always... I want to feel her breath.... I want to look at her honey brown eyes and get lost into it.... I.... I just want her in my embrace always.....!!!
I was not sure whether she'll be okay to be in my room or not but hmm was not a tough job..... I know she too crave for me that way I do.... She can be too shy to give words to it but her eyes..... Her eyes never lies.... I can see in them the desperation she have for me...!!!
So I picked her up and went to my room while she was trying to hide her cherry red cheeks..... My shy baby she is....!!! Uffff But..... But... I really love her blushy cheeks.... The way she try to control hard but fails... The way she covers her cute expressions under her little hands....
Uffff I sometimes think like is she really for real!!! How can someone be this innocent and cute at the same time....
My little kiddo..... I would love to spoil her..... To ruin her innocence slowly and softly.... I would love to make her mine....!!!
On reaching my room I gently kept her in the centre of my bed and unfold the comforter.... She was looking at me with a smile on her face..... And was blushing out of no where....
"Whatt???? " I asked looking at her back with a slight chuckle.....
And she rolled to other side hiding her face in pillow....
Ufffff meraaa bachaaaa.....!!!!
I layed beside her leaning on headboard and looked at her with smile..... Maar hi daalogi mujhe tum apni in harkaton se....!!!
She peeked at me over her shoulder and again hid her face in the pillow to opposite side....
"Don't look at me like this" She said in childlike voice....
I leaned over her and moved her hair from her face slowly with my fingers and asked in my deep voice "like what sweeetaa??? "
And she snuggled more into the pillow.... And I suppressed my laugh.....
"Gir jaogi aur aage gai tohhh!!"
When she doesn't responded and keep on moving forward....
I slowly snaked my arm around her tiny waist and pulled her into my embrace... And she gasped....
I gently put her head on my arm and covered us with the comforter........ She's perfectly nested into my frame like we are not different but part if each other..... I never felt this cozy and comfortable before....
But my heart!!! It was beating so fast and loudly that I can listen it dhak dhak.... When I pulled her more into me I realized am not the only one struggling her heart is beating like it would come out of the chest in no time.....!!! And I smirked....
I caged her into my arms and hugged her tightly from back..... She's too warm right now.... And I can feel her taking breath heavily...
I started creasing her hair slowly while giving her arm scratches slowly and softly....
Her body was getting relaxed slowly... She's also getting comfortable with me.....!!! And that is what I want.... I want her to feel safe around me... I want her to be her around me..... All comfortable in her own self.....!!!
I feather touched her nape with my nose and kissed softly
"Close your eyes and sleep kiddo" I said lovingly.....
She hummed already in half sleep and said in her sleepy voice "Good night Kartik.... "
"Good night meri jaan" I replied pecking her on neck while I was still creasing her head softly.....
She adjusted more into me and whispered "I love you.... Kartik..."
I smiled and replied "Love you more my butterfly" And I realized she already dozed off.....
I smiled and kept on creasing her softly and I didn't realized when I too went asleep... And trust me I can never have a better sleep than this.....
Light rays of sun woke me up in morning.... I realized Shivi was hugging me like a little koala's baby.... Her legs were on my torso and little hands covering my chest and head was on my shoulder.... I adored her for a moment and kissed her on the head...... Please God.... Make my every morning like this....!!!
I looked around and realized it's already 6:30 am....past my gym time..... Shit!!! I should wake Shivi up or else she'll get late.... And she can't miss her college today as she already took too many offs....
When I looked at shivi... She was sleeping so Peacefully and her expressions were too relaxed that no one on earth could want to disturb this sleeping beauty.....
But am sorry mera bachaaa...!!! Dil par pathar rakhkar I have to.....
I slowly creased her head
"Little dove.... Wake upp.... We are getting late for college..... " I said softly....
She winced and snuggled into me and hugged me more tightly..... Ufff Shivi don't make it hard for me.....!!!! How can I..... Just How can I control the urge to uffffff khaa hi jaunga ek din isko mei....!!!! I sighed and managed to say again suppressing the urge to eat every fucking part of her...
"Sweeetaaa wake up na baby.... Late ho jayega... Uthh jao shabashhh..... "
"Nahi naa Kartikk please... " She said in sleepy voice
"Nahi baby uthoo chaloo shabahshh..... " I said again..... And she hid her face in my chest.....
I hugged her "Soch lo Shivu.... If you want to be in your bed I have better plans too..... But may be after that..... You'll not be able to leave this bed for many days...!!! " I said in teasing yet deep voice...
She snaped her head in my direction and looked at me with her big eyes....I can see... These eyes are no more sleepy but stunned.... I smirked and asked.... "Want to try baby girl..."
She sat up on the bed in milli seconds and said in her stammering voice "Mei... Mei.... Tyaar ke liye... College.... Ja rahi hoon... Nahi nahi.... College ko tyaar jaa... Rahi hoon.... " She started thinking what she said and shaked her head and said again "mei tyaar I mean Krishna jii.... College ke liye tyaar hone ja rahi hoon haan college ke liye tyaar hone ja rahi hoon"
And stepped down the bed and ran to her room....
I laughed hard after she left....
Ohhhhhhh My little baby....
Hahahahaha!!! That was easy....!!!! But don't worry sweeta when I'll do that am sure you'll beg for more..... You'll crave for having me inside you.....!! And.... Till you get comfortable completely comfortable with me with all your trust I'll wait...
I stood up too and went to washroom for quick bath and then changed into my pant and shirt and grabbed my coat.....
I called shivi "Shiviiii babyyy get ready fasttt" While tieing my shoes...
I knocked her door and it was locked from inside... "Sweeta you ready!!! "
"Yeahh.... Yess 5 minsss..... " She said loudly.....
"Jaldi baba jaldi am waiting for you down stairs..... " I said and meanwhile I messaged my PA Ruhi to send schedule for my meeting with a very big company deal with which was very important.....!!! I can't miss that deal.... Raj and I were working on presentation for many days...!!!
I reached down stairs and our cook have already kept breakfast on the table..... I looked back and shivi still hadn't came.... Uthakar lana padhega...ufff!!!
"Shivuuuuu aa jaooooo ab jaldi se late hore hai bachaaa" I called her and served food in plate....
She came running "Aa gai aa gai sorry sorry.... "
I looked at her and she was wearing anarkali sky blue suit which was looking amazing on her... She looks like an angel everytime though but everytime I see her I feel like she's getting more and more and more beautiful and am falling more and more and more for her...
I can't take my eyes off and she settled on the chair.... I was still looking at her.... She blushed and tugged her hair behind her ear..... Ufffff ek toh apsarao wali khubsurti uper se yeh adayyieee..... Aur phir puchte ho ki aap par kyu marte hai hum!!!
"Abh late nahi ho raha kartik jii.... " She asked in teasing tone.....
I settled on the chair near her and pulled her onto my lap that her hands landed on my chest
"Mann toh kar raha hai aaj jaun hi naa" I replied giving soft peck to her lips...
And she again gazed down blushing hayeeee!!! I took her lips into mine and slowly devoured it..... Every inch of it..... And sucked the sweet Nector out of it...... It's so sweet and juicy that I can never get enough of it.....!!! I kissed her deeper and slowly pulled my lips away and then kissed her forehead slowly.... She was taking deep breaths... I can feel it on my face...
"Nahi jate hai phir.... " She said
I raised my eyebrows....
"Ahm ahm my little kiddo sabh samj raha hoon mei kyu nahi jana hai aapko....
Chaliye have your food jaldi jaldi.... " And took a morsel
"Kartikk...... Please naaa" She tried to convence with her puppy eyes but am not falling for it this time.....
"Have it like a good girl " And stretched the morsel towards her...
She ate the food making her faces.... Ahhhh Shivii I too want to keep you with me but no compromises with studies....!!!
After having breakfast.... I grabbed her bag and her hand and started walking outside....
And she was walking behind slowly and slowly.....
"Shivanyaaa " I looked at her little firm this time and she understood I guess..... And started hurrying.... Thank God.....!!!
Outside I met Raj and he greeted both of us and shivi looked at him too with sad expressions
"What happen Shivi" Raj asked
"Ask Changez khan " She whispered into Raj's ear but I heard of course
"Ask whom... " I asked folding my arm.....
"N... No nothing" Shivi replied and Raj laughed...
"Anyways Kartik did you checked the message they scheduled meeting in morning itself... Which is just in some time from now.... " Raj told me....
What the...!!!! Why the hell Ruhi didn't informed me......I need to drop Shivi too......
"Ohhhh so meeting is veryyyy Important na Kartik.... Don't worry you go... Mei nahi jaati hoon" Shivi said dramatically....
"Shivi Driver would drop you" Raj said ruffling her hair and she looked at him thinning her eyes.....
"Am not going with anyone else.... " She said stomping her feet....
"But... " Raj was going to say but I cut in between.....
"Shivi you are not taking any off neither you are going with anyone else... Am going to drop you myself..... Raj you handle the meeting I'll try to come fast" I said and Raj nodded I held her hand to move....
"But.... But.... Kartik....... " She said....
"Shivanyaaaa...!!! " I said little loudly and she stopped arguing....
I opened the door and she sat inside silently........
I sighed and moved to my side..... And started driving....
I looked at her from side eye only to see her ballooned face looking outside the window...
Ahhhh!!!! Okkk I over reacted.....!!! I shouldn't used that tone with her.... Pyaar se samjana chahiye tha My bad....
"Meri pyaari si jaaan" I said softly...
"Huhh...!!! Am not your jaan" She replied still looking outside....
Oohh it's gonna be hard this time....!!!
"My sweetaaaa look at me naa..." I said again
"Don't talk to me.... " She replied