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Chapter 18 - Look at me

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"Here" Ze'ev handed a glass of water to her and she took it

"Thank you" she murmured. He sat beside her and couldn't take his eyes off her.

She seemed extremely depressed and at the same time terrified

He wondered what type of bad dream she had

The annoying girl he spoke with few hours ago had suddenly changed like she had a switch at the back of her neck.

She wasn't even speaking at all. She just sat there quietly drinking the water he gave to her.

"You wanna talk about it?…I mean it was just a nightmare-"

"Can you please just fuck the sad out of me?" He looked surprised at her words and she just stared blankly at him. She wasn't really going to get the images out of her head anytime soon. Infact she was sure this would add to her past traumas

Hell was the definition of worst

Esmira must be laughing at her right now.

She needed a distraction and he looked like he was willing to help. She needed anything,anything that would distract her from this vivid images flashing through her thoughts.

She couldn't get rid of the thousand screams that kept replaying over and over again.

"I just need something to distract me, I can't help but recall-" she was caught off when Ze'ev's lips slammed on hers. It was an unexpected kiss so she didn't know how to react at first but after a few seconds she placed the cup on the bedside drawer and pulled him by his neck.

"My pleasure,princess" he muttered in the middle of their kiss. His hands slowly crept into her hair and he grabbed a handful of it. His hands finally on her flesh felt so gentle yet commanding, made her want to sin. The kiss was so intense yet it felt so good, he was kissing her like he might die without the right amount of passion, she wasn't complaining though.

The sexual tension got even crazier and the temperature got hotter as they shared heated breaths. He didn't know what was wrong with him but he didn't like seeing her like that, she looked broken hearted and he wanted to do anything in his power to make her feel better. Call him crazy but he didn't know what possessed him when she looked bitter and when she said she needed a distraction he was more than happy to help. He possessed her mouth completely, stealing her breath and she kissed back in the same way. He tasted so good. When she tasted him, she realised she had been starving. She felt him nibbling on her bottom lip gently then hungrily glided his tongue inside her mouth. He wanted to eat her whole, stealing her breath wasn't enough. The air around them became a thick fog caused by all consuming hunger.

His hand slipped to her back and he carefully lay her down on the bed with him on top her. His hands flew to the buttons on his shirt she was wearing and he loosened it. She felt like her heart was about to explode…just his touch in her flesh felt like electricity in her every nerve.

He broke their kiss and his lips landed on her throat instantly, she moaned hard into his ear and she felt him smile against her neck. He wanted to hear more of it

"That's it baby, moan for me" his voice was so ragged and unbelievably sensual and she felt like her brain had malfunctioned. When he finished with her shirt he tossed it to wherever it landed.

"You…you weren't wearing any undergarments?" She slightly nodded while biting her lips and a devilish smirk couldn't help but crawl on his face.

"You have no clue how beautiful you are, do you?" He stared at her naked body

"You deserve to be adored and fucked until you can't stand up" his voice sounded husky against her ear and she groaned, she was getting wet by the minute and he was making her wait. She needed his lips on her skin again unless she was going to lose it.

He took her breast into his mouth sucked and licked on it and she moaned hard with pleasure. Her hands flew to his head and she pushed his head into her breast more. He finished with her right breast and moved to the left one wanting to give both of them the same attention.

"Moreee"she moaned and he choked her, thinking he shouldn't be doing that to an asthmatic patient he slowly removed his hands from her neck…but that didn't mean he would stop torturing his sassy little wife. He grabbed a handful of her breast and slowly massaged it earning another moan from her

"Mor-e…please, Ze'ev" she moaned again biting the side of her lips

"You liked to be fucked like a whore huh?"

He sucked in her neck,nibbled bit every single bit of it, he was sure they would leave hickeys. His kisses were passionate,demanding, wild and full of need. He licked her neck then the twirls over the curves of her chest until it sleeps over her aching lips. She tried to pull him away to catch her breath but he took her by the wrist and held her arms down to the bed, intertwining their hands, he leaned over and kissed her again but this time harder.

He slid his finger into her wet clits and she moaned loudly "please do that again Ze'ev" she begged

"What…you like that?" He thrusted deeper into her and she screamed even more.

"Faster" she moaned then he suddenly stopped.

"Not until you look at me" he ordered and she instantly opened her eyes but staring at him was big mistake because now she couldn't take her eyes of him. His dark whiskey eyes

"Good girl" he whispered then spread her legs, his two slender fingers slid into her again playing with her wetness,slow and gentle and she begged for more.

"Yes Ze'ev…please…faster"she breathed heavily, his mouth took her breast again and her hands struggled to be free from his but he held it in place. They stared deeply into eachother's eyes as he caressed her with fingers faster watching her every reaction.

"Mine…you're mine and only mine, do you understand?" He spoke with an hoarse voice and she nodded obediently.

"Say it" he ordered caressing her slowly

"I'm yours" she murmured hoping he would go faster but he went even slower.

"What'd you say?" He tilted his head to the side,smirking and she threw her head back rolling her eyes in pleasure

"I'm yours, Ze'ev… I'm all yours" she moaned and clenched his jaw.

He freed her hands and spread her legs even wider. She was fully naked before him yet he was fully clothed. They breathed heavily while staring at eachother. The atmosphere became even more heated as they stared intensely at eachother.

"That's what I thought"

A dirty lick from him nearly drove her insanely with pleasure. She shut her eyes and threw her head back but he held her chin and gave her an intense stare while clenching his jaw

"No princess, look at me" he muttered and she hesitantly obeyed. She just loved the way he called her princess like it was her name.