2.joy of midsummer "July":
june went away like a day dream and here's july.in the whole june i never talked to him or approached him . it felt like staring at him is pretty enough to make my day . yea!!its the beginning of july. following him everywhere....he used to stick with his books alltime. and i used to stick with him.without his knowledge i became his shadow .every evening of july have my whole heart .i see him walking to his home.july's 1st week is not different it was just like june...yea!!!nothing to be highlighted except "him". it was july 15 i saw his mom . she was talking to teachers and to her son's friends. she was worried about him . i eavesdropped her ! she said that he's not even sharing about his day to her , he looks so introveted these days. after seeing him with his mom . i felt like i wanna become a boy's mommy in future . they both looked like a queen with a lil prince!. days passed i got to see his face. his face is gorgeous !!!!!just gorgeous....my boyy he's my boyy!!!!july did a little change in the story , yea !yes!. his friends i mean the people around him noticed me . as days passed he came to kno that i exist .and am falling for him. yea!!! bad or good? i dont know it. there was a eve where he's walking infront me, i was behind him . he walked into his apartment and i crossed like nothing he started to climb upstairs. i ran back and leaped my head a lil back we both turned at eachother and he saw me coming back just to look that he went in or not . this thing made him to think that am so obvious about him. yea!!!that's so true my lord. this was july's 3 rd week. yeaaa!!!things was like this. but we never talked. but sometimes we made few eyecontacts which lightened up my whole city. yea!!this july was amazing . the next day i leaped into his class . and checked the class register there i came to know that his birthday was on august 2 . i was excited. and then i made up my mind with a birthday plan. i wanna wish him. but it should be in a special way...not as ordinary. it should be extra ordinary!!! i made a vintage birthday greeting for him.in that i wrote a song's lyrics that says;
this is me praying that ...
this was the very first page
not where the story line ends
my thoughts will echo your name
these are the words i held back
As i was enchanted to meet you....
and down this i wrote him some greeting words for his birthday and for his future too!!. i can remember everything that i wrote in that letter. once he weared a blue jacket , it looks so cute on him.and once he had a haircut it was damnnnnn cute!!!. i came to know many things about him. but still we never talked!. this was my july!! after doing a greeting for him. i awaited for august ..and that's how July ended up by giving me a shining "joy".