When Yuan Feng took away the scroll that was in her hand, she finally looked at him, it made him smile. Even though the look in her eye was a glare, it was better than when she refuses to even look toward his way
"You've finally looked at me." Yuan Feng said to her, Shang Gu quickly drop her head and look at her hands instead
"I wanted to talk to you about us." Yuan Feng said to her and Shang Gu said nothing as she kept her head down
"Can you look at me?" Yuan Feng asked Shang Gu but she said nothing, biting her lower lips
"Fine, you can continue to look at your hand but listen to me." Yuan Feng said to Shang Gu
"This is the last time." Yuan Feng said to her and Shang Gu lift her head up and stare at him
".....the last time?" She asked, it was the first time that she was talking to him directly in the past 7400 thousand years
"I'll bother you for the last time." Yuan Feng said to her and Shang Gu sat there quietly but Yuan Feng noticed her trembling slightly
"I admit that while in the mortal realm, I thought of you as a princess from another kingdom; I was just a peasant. I felt that I wasn't worthy of you even though I was in love with you." Yuan Feng said to her
"I spent millions of years looking for you in between the dead and mortal realm as a ghost. Yet when I decided to let go, I woke up as a true god but the memories of you still linger in my head." Yuan Feng said to her but Shang Gu said nothing
"The love for you is still fresh in my mind and I finally understand how you felt when I refused to return your feeling; I also felt that you were out of my league but you still love me the same." Yuan Feng continues
"I felt that way too when I found out about our position when you turn me down for the same reasons that I turned you down." Yuan Feng said as he look at her and Shang Gu dropped her head once more
"So...I've bothered you for 7000 years...compared to the mortal realm of two years I know it's not fair to use the time I spent chasing you and the time you spent chasing me, but I had spent more time looking for you and chasing you as well." Yuan Feng said
"But I've spent more time chasing after you than you spent chasing after me, and my spirit bond who is also my advisor reminded me that I can't sit outside of your palace all the time. So, I came to the conclusion that....after today, I will no longer bother you." Yuan Feng said to her and Shang Gu said nothing to him, Yuan Feng got up from the seat in front of her
"I just wanted to let you know that I love you, I love you more than anything in this world. I won't show up in front of you or bother you anymore." Yuan Feng said to her and left the room, he didn't turn back or stop in his track at all because Shang Gu was listening to his steady footstep walk away from her while her tears streamed down her face as she sobbed quietly.
"....it's better that you give up on me." Shang Gu said to herself as she wipe her own tears and slowly pulled her legs towards her chest, Shang Gu had not felt this small since the time that she came into consciousness, being all alone was scary to her and she hated that more than anything.
It wasn't that she was mad at Yuan Feng but she felt guilty about Yu Chi whom she left behind in the mortal realm and when Yu Chi turned out to be Yuan Feng, she didn't know how to face him. So she chooses to run away from him but instead it made Yuan Feng think that she hated him.