She may not want to remember everything in her childhood but he was one of the good things that happened to her during her childhood. He was like a ray of sunshine that came down into her dark life, she was an outcast even among the other crow spirits.
They would throw stones at her and call her names, she was homeless with no parents nor siblings like the others since she was from the mortal realm; she didn't ascend into the spirit realm through her own power but she was able to ascend by eating a special core by accident thus they all see her as impure.
He reached his hands towards her, gave her a warm cloth and some food with a kind smile and her heart became him since that day.
Chang Ge trained and trained with blood and sweat in the hopes of being with him once again even if she was even able to be just a maid waiting upon him in his palace, she would be more than happy.
Yet after training so hard and going through painful thunder tribulants, she opened her eyes in the nine-heaven realm as a Fall goddess.
Chang Ge was ready to be looked down upon but they still talked about her, just like when she was still a black crow but she still remember her manners. Chang Ge put on a smile as she pretends to not hear them
"Chang Ge, greet true gods, my fellow gods and goddesses." Chang Ge said to them as she bow and she turned the other two goddess
"Chang Ge, greet the two-season goddess." Chang Ge said to them since she wasn't getting any reply from the others
"It is a pleasure to have you." Er'Xi said to her and Chang Ge smiled lightly thinking that they were just keeping up their appearance like the others that she met before
"Don't listen to the nose of birds and bees around here." Shang Gu said to her and Chang Ge nodded
"Let's head to the four-season palace." Er'Xi said to her and lead Chang Ge to the four-season palace.
"Sea-Season palace?" Chang Ge asked them and the two of them nodded
"You're a season goddess as well, have a look." Shang Gu said as she conjured a body size mirror and Chang Ge looked at herself in the mirror. Her dark dirty skin was now as clear as porcelain, her raven hair is as silver as a newly polished sword, and her eyes were as blue as the sky that she used to take flight in and even her true form has become white. The signature look of a season goddess.
That was the moment that Chang Ge knew that the two of them weren't being kind to her to keep up appearance but the two of them were truly happy to receive her as a Fall goddess. So when she heard that Shang Gu and Yuan Feng were having some love issues she felt the need to lend them a hand.
Chang Ge approached Yuan Feng not too long after she became the Fall Goddess, suggesting that the two of them work together to get what they wanted; Chang Ge will help Yuan Feng get together with Shang Gu and Yuan Feng will give her opportunities to be alone with Qing Mu.
Chang Ge didn't want to make Qing Mu fall for her, she only asked that Yuan Feng create the chance for her to be with Qing Mu. She knew her place and that he might never look her way even if she was to try all her life but she wanted to at least try it.
Yuan Feng was desperate and agreed with her plan, the first plan was for him to pull away from Shang Gu; the sense that she is losing him. Then Chang Ge would fill Shang Gu's head with the idea of Yuan Feng being in love with someone else; to provoke the possessiveness inside of the goddess and then Yuan Feng would tell her that he still love her.
The day that Yuan Feng told Shang Gu that he would no longer bother her, Shang Gu retreated back into her palace as the two of them expected yet the two didn't know that Zu Zhi who was reporting back to Shang Gu would cause a big misunderstanding.
Yuan Feng went to the Fall Palace every single day, he had to stop himself from stepping feet into the Spring Palace, telling himself that it was not yet the right time to meet her.
He held on and held on for over 500 years, but then he could feel it happening; a thunder turbulent was coming for him. Yuan Feng decided to prepare for the worst since the last time that he went through a thunder turbulent, he lost half of his power and had to undergo a trial in the mortal realm to regain it back.
Chang Ge on the other hand though, every chance that she was given by Yuan Feng to be with Qing Mu; Chang Ge took it.
Never forgetting to confess to Qing Mu at every chance that she got.
"I've loved you for many years." Chang Ge said to Qing Mu but the god brushed it off, yet Chang Ge never backed away from him and instead, she cling to him even more.
Every single day without fail, Chang Ge would go visit him; making him tea, striking small talk, and trying to just be in his life. Chang Ge does this for over 500 years, with the news that Er'Xi was going to have a child but she needed to return to the Phoenix clan to lay her egg. Tian Qi decided to go along with her and the two wouldn't come back until the egg hatch.
With Er'Xi gone but the Summer Palace still needed a person to be in charge, so Er'Xi sent a god from the Phoenix clan to be the messenger between the spirit realm and the nine heaven realm.
Since Er'Xi left, Chang Ge didn't have the time to go visit Qing Mu like she used to but instead, she spent all her time with the god from the Phoenix clan, Su Ming.
"Where is goddess Chang Ge?" Qing Mu asked his spirit bond who brought him tea
"Th-The fall goddess is at the fall palace." his spirit bond said to him and he sighs
"I mean, why is she not here yet?" Qing Mu asked his spirit bond
"She-She is busy. Since the Summer goddess and true god Tian Qi went to the spirit realm and the Spring goddess retreated back to her own palace." his spirit bond said to him
"So?" Qing Mu asked his bond
"So, the fall goddess doesn't have the time to come visit you every day." his spirit bond said to him and he sighed
"Set the tea down and get lost." Qing Mu said to his bond, the calm god could feel the anxiety rising in himself. Qing Mu had waited and waited for her to come all day but she was nowhere to be seen.
Asking himself 'where is she?', or 'she should be here by now' but there was no use, she didn't come and there was no news from her about whether she would come or not.
Qing Mu waited and waited for her for over 100 years since Er'Xi and Tian Qi left the nine-heaven realm. Qing Mu finally decided to go see her but the sight that he saw was a shocking one.
Qing Mu thought that by now she would be miserable since she hasn't seen Qing Mu in so long but instead, he saw her smiling and laughing with another man.
She was working alongside another man and so closely with another man, inside him boils like it has never been before and he didn't know the reason.
All that Qing Mu know was that she spent her days with this man instead of going to find Qing Mu, he wanted to do nothing more than to go in and take Chang Ge away but he didn't.
Qing Mu told herself that she would come to him once her workload was taken care of and she would visit him just the same as she has for the past 500 years.
But he waited and waited, yet she still didn't come and inside he grew even more nervous and anxious. Qing Mu barged into the fall palace
"Why have you not visited me?! What have you been so busy with?!" Qing Mu asked her, Chang Ge who was still working with Su Ming look up at him.
"....Ah...Su-Su Ming. This is true god Qing Mu, true god this is Su Ming from the Phoenix clan." Chang Ge said to him but the true god was blinded by rage