CHAPTER 8: WEDDING NIGHT II
James walked into the room and saw that his bride had not slept. He looked at her tired face and asked calmly. "This is 12:00 o'clock why are you still up?"
"I have some things to say to you too", Diana responded.
James went to the sofa and sat down beside her. "I'm listening".
''First, have you had dinner?"
James looked at her surprised this was the first time in a really long while someone had asked him if he had dinner the butler and the maids will only ask him if he was ready to eat no one told him to eat or asked if he had eaten and he had since learnt not to bother. When he did not reply Diana continued.
"I asked the maid earlier if you had eaten and where you were, she said you were in your study and you would not eat until later. You know you should really try to avoid eating late, well its actually a good thing in a way since you obviously work out, your stomach would have grown very big by now if you always ate this late don't worry i will make sure that changes alright?"
Diana smiled when she saw he was still quiet, "you don't have to say anything. I know you are kind of emotional about the things i said just now".
James: .....!
He raised his brows and chuckled lightly ''is this what you wanted to say to me?"
"No, just answer me first have you eaten?".
''Well yes i have, thank you!".
''Ok'' Diana nodded. She suddenly started feeling very nervous again probably because of the intense gaze he was giving to her right now, she wringed her hands together and kept swallowing spit.
James was becoming impatient.
''Diana?"
"If you could just stop looking at me that way i will talk".
James blinked yet again, and thought 'what way and why the hell did he feel like he was blinking too much since he came across this woman she just had a way of surprising him'. Before he could retort she started talking.
"So i was going to say even though you feel you might not be able to fall in love with me afterall its an arranged marriage you might have someone else on your mind, i don't mind. I will also try my best to live well with you 'oh'! And you can be rest assured that i have no one too, not really at least that will cause many problems". Diana said her piece and stood up.
James noticed the nightie she wore, it was so baggy and very unsightly with an ugly looking teddy bear at the middle. he took a mental note to make sure he changed all her nighties.
Diana waited for a moment and when he didn't reply she turned and headed straight for the bed. Just as she was close to the bed, his voice behind her made her stop in her tracks.
"I thought we were going to start making babies tonight like you said? I can't wait to get you pregnant!" James said and turned her to look at him.
Diana's cheeks burned without remedy she tried to maintain an equilibrium that all at once felt wobbly.
His mouth eased into a slow smile as she felt herself trembling from head to toe. Was he really going to do the deed now Diana thought to herself she quickly cast that thought from her mind.
James felt her body tremble and saw the panic in her eyes but he wasnt ready to let her go just yet.
''I mean what happened to i will try my best to live well with you?'' James taunted further.
Diana screamed in her head 'but this is not what i meant'. She could feel the tears burning her eyes as her own words came to bite her in the ass. So much for having much confidence where this man was concerned.
"Or you could also give me your body as a wedding gift since you did not get me anything". James interjected her thoughts.
''Well'', Diana started in a small voice. "I was going to get you something later once i stepped outside". She looked at him pleadingly.
James swept Diana off her feet to her surprise and gently laid her on the bed. He got ontop her and buried his face against her neck. Diana felt his hot breath against her neck and felt her body shiver as goosebumps covered her skin. She trembled slightly as she felt his lips on that part of her neck.
"James please" Diana called pitifully.
In his world, james felt he heard a whisper of a plea but he just could not let go of her the damn woman just had to use his body wash and it smelled so fucking good on her.
He bit her neck and sucked lightly. Diana felt feelings she had never felt before wash through her body making her moan loudly.
She immediately covered her mouth obviously surprised and distressed at the kind of sound she made as the tears that were burning in her eyes came slipping down. Was he really going to force her now when she thought they had started being quite matey with each other?.
James bit her again but sucked harder this time getting more loud moans from her he felt her clamping and rubbing her legs together against him, the shit she was doing going further to turn him on even more. he only stopped when he tasted the salty liquid that slid down her neck. 'So she was crying'....
He looked up and met her scared gaze. Diana Stared at him as she felt another wave of tension surge through her. It felt as if his eyes caught fire and flamed with a burning intensity that could not be hidden even if he tried.
Shr heard his voice next, very soft, like a whisper against her skin. "What's wrong?"
'Whats wrong' Diana asked herself in her head again, he really had no idea but she was still going to beg.
"Can it not be today please?"
''Why?" James asked back. When he did not get any reply James searched her face as if to understand the reason and only saw the fear in her eyes. He nodded and got up from her and walked into the closet then bathroom.
Diana was still until she heard the bathroom door shut. She sighed in relief and at the same time felt a sense of loss she couldn't describe. She immediately sat up and used two pillows to demarcate the bed before she laid back down to sleep.
James stood in the cold shower and stared at how active his member was, that damn woman. He didn't know why he allowed himself to get turned on by her this night.
After the way she had softly spoken to him saying she was going to try to live well with him, he had wanted to do wicked things to her body there and then. He fisted his hands on the wall and kept taking deep breaths to calm himself down. It felt like a century before he actually calmed down.
James dressed and got out of the bathroom. The sight that greeted him as he got out was quite a funny one, he noticed that she had the pillows as walls against him in his own room and bed.
James scoffed and a wicked thought of using the pillows to flog the hell out of her for making him go through torture this night crossed his mind but then he decided against it. The last thing he would do was lay hands on any woman even if it was a joke.
He quietly went to the other side and lay down respecting himself since his own wife was shutting him out of his bed. Distinctly in his mind before he slept, he thought if she could do this on her own now what will happen in the future maybe she would be chasing him out of his own room.
James shuddered and smirked at his thoughts he would pursue her away first before she had such thoughts against him. Well she is one very interesting woman he will give her that.