From: Yamaguchi
Tsuki are you free tonight?
Let's hangout! It's been a while since we had a drink.
Yachi also wanted to see you. She wants to celebrate that last match she didn't manage to watch.
Tsuki??
Let me know when you're free.
And congrats on your upcoming graduation!
I sighed and put my phone in silent after replying to Yamaguchi's messages. It's been a while since I hang-out with them but just seeing his messages exhaust me already. I managed to hide the fact that I'm hurting when I'm with them but I'm close to my limit now. Seeing them together breaks my heart every time we meet, and if I continue on doing this stupidity, my heart will one day turn into ashes for real.
I tried. God knows how much I tried to free myself from cupid's arrow that is binding my heart from moving on to the love that I almost had. But as I keep on struggling from it, the lead arrowhead only gets deeper and deeper, making the wound bigger giving me unbearable pain.
Whoever said that Cupid is God of love, they're damn wrong! Cupid is not a God but a sadistic, diapered asshole who shoots people for his own amusement!
I took a bath in irritation so I could calm my nerves. I mentally noted to buy some beer after since I don't have class or practice tomorrow. I'll drink my sorrows alone and curse that diapered asshole the whole night.
"Kei..." I gasped in surprise when a strong pair of arms embraced me from behind while taking a shower.
I didn't have to turn around to see who it is because there's only one person who has my spare key.
"Omi-san! Are you trying to kill me?" I grouchily asked that just made him laugh and make me face him after turning off the shower.
I can't help but to admire his chiseled body that I'm used to see every now and then. Even though I'm taller than him, he looked big because of his hot, perfect body. I can't count how many times I gasped in pleasure underneath his warm body that's been my only salvation during this hellish moment of mine.
I locked gazes with Kiyoomi-san and couldn't help but to feel aroused when I see lustful desires on his eyes that is normally dead with emotions. We didn't need words to know what we have to do. What's written in our eyes are enough for our lips to meet passionately, both not wanting to get dominated by one another.
I have a rule to not share a kiss with my sex friends. Even with Kuroo-san, we never kissed even once. Because for me, a kiss is something I only wanted to do with the person I love. That is unfortunately will never ever happen. I thought that he was like that too, but I was wrong.
For a germaphobe like him, no one would ever think that he's a kissing addict. He loves to kiss before, during and after sex that made me forget the rule that I made. Or rather say, I didn't get to tell him about it because I end up getting addicted to his kisses too, the first time we had sex.
I couldn't suppress my moans when his tongue seeks for entrance searching for mine as his hands gently wanders on my body sending ecstatic feeling in me. I felt his fingers inside me looking for my sweet spot without a haste as if he wants to take it real slow and gentle as possible. His sensual lips planted soft kisses on my neck and lowered his head so he could nibble on my lips. While his fingers keep still on gently preparing me for his throbbing member that looks like it wanted to be inside me.
I'm used to our rough sex but there are moments that Kiyoomi-san is so gentle with me just like now and he always do it whenever I'm in a hellish mood. And I hate it.
Because he's making my heart swayed a little.
"Do me... Rough..." I begged so he stopped sucking my nipples and turn me around so he could enter.
I'm expecting that he will thrust inside me roughly but to my frustration, he slips in his throbbing member gently and slowly move.
"I hate... You... Hmmp... Aah..." I cried in pleasure and frustration but he just chuckled and bite my shoulders like what he usually does, marking my body as if I'm his.
"Admit it Kei, you love to do it with me." He whispered in my ear before thrusting inside me roughly this time that made me gasped in pain and pleasure when he hits my sweet spot.
"Kiyoomi...haaaah!" I couldn't help but tear up because of how good it feels and the embarrassment that accompanies it.
Kiyoomi-san bend to kiss me as he keeps on ramming inside while his hand gently strokes my hard dick oozing with cum until I feel the hot liquid, he shoots inside me. He made a few thrusts before pulling out and made me face him, lending me his wide shoulders to lean on while he cleaned my insides.
Unlike my other partners in bed, whenever we do it raw, he always cleaned me up whether I could get up in bed or not. That's why I got used to it and to be honest it scares me because we're just sex friends. And the way he acts is too far from the normal sex friends I had before.
You're scared because he can make your heart swayed just like with Yamaguchi.
"Can you stand alone?" I just nod and pulled away from his embrace while trying to drive away the unnecessary thoughts in my head.
There's no way that I'll end up falling for this perverted germaphobe. I admit my heart flutters on whatever he does for me but I won't fall in love with him. Yamaguchi is enough to be my mistake. I don't want another heartbreak because whatever happened, I will never ever engage in a fruitless relationship.
"Kei." Kiyoomi's voice made me come back to my senses when he called my name.
"What?"
I turned to look at him just to be ambushed with his soft lips and before I could even react, he quickly pulled away as if nothing happened with a sweet smile on his face that no one ever sees before, I guess.
"I bought your favorite strawberry cake. Let's eat it while watching a movie later." He said before he went out of the bathroom leaving me in awe as my heart beats in unusual way.
Dear heart, you won't fall for him, right?