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Chapter 20 - Tired - Eros POV

I loved watching that little girl push out an orgasm just as much as watching her suck my dick. To know my mouth was the only one to suck her dry and my dick was the only one her lips wrapped around only made it so much more pleasurable. I didn't understand why I was getting possessive of her, and after all this time. I was usually turned off when a girl didn't know what to do, but with Ella I fucking loved it.

I didn't want anyone else to have her first or to show her this side of being an adult. I totally fucked myself too because I knew I would push to take her fully while also knowing she was just another conquest of mine. I didn't want anything long term with her. I just needed to own her body right now and it felt fucking amazing when I did.

I held my hand out wanting her phone to delete Jack's number, but she collapsed back to the bed and giggled. What the hell was wrong with her? She was delirious in her post orgasm and it made me smile forgetting about the phone. I laid next to her and pulled her to my arms. My fingers brushed through her hair as she laid across my chest and fell asleep.

For hours my hand roamed her naked body so fucking tempted to wake her up and take her. If Aaron wasn't down the hall I think I would had given in too. I didn't fucking care anymore. I had a carnal hunger to show her how good I can make her feel that it didn't matter if she was a virgin or if she wanted more from me. I wouldn't lie to her, but I would take everything she gives me.

I finally pushed myself out of her bed and went back home. I got what I wanted for now and I needed to stop crawling in that damn window. I was trying to be a decent person and despite how much Aaron pissed me off about Jack I didn't want little Ella attached to me like that. We wouldn't work out and when it came to part ways I didn't want to leave her heart broken. I didn't care much about other people, but I wasn't a total dick that liked making girls cry. Unless that girl was choking on my cock, then I fucking loved it.

The next day I spent all day avoiding her house. I needed to make sure she knew I wasn't looking for anything more than her body and if I stalked her like I wanted that would give her the wrong impression.

I also needed to figure out how to get her alone and not down the hall from her parents. I was putting way too much thought into this, yet I couldn't help but fucking obsess over how I would take her for the first time.

"What is up with you?" Rich smacked my shoulder as we looked over the club.

"Nothing." I shrugged with my stupid smirk.

"Hmm, nothing? You have that look like you're about to do something stupid."

"No I don't!" I really did though.

"Did you find a new bike to restore?" Rich began questioning me with squinted eyes.

"Nope." I did need to look for a new one though. Fucking Ella with her goody two shoes personality made me sell my favorite girl.

"Did you and Chrissy make up?"

"Fuck no!"

"Ella!" His eyebrows shot up and I remained quiet. I liked to fuck girls dirty but I didn't talk about it. "It's her isn't it? This isn't the good look of being in love. This is an Eros has a plan to do something reckless look."

"I don't know what you are talking about and I'll never be in love. Do you know anyone that's in fucking love?"

"Well, let me think. There is me." He looked at me like I was stupid.

"That's different."

"How? Oh, because we aren't rich assholes that put all of energy into becoming richer. I get it." He nodded his head annoyed looking away from me.

"I didn't say that. Stop asking me question. I'm not up to anything anyways."

"You are!" He looked at me disappointed. "Not everyone is an asshole to women like your father. Well I guess maybe except you."

"I'm not an asshole. I dated Chrissy for a year and I never fucked a girl while I was dating any of my girlfriends."

"Oh wow! You do know it takes more than not cheating to be a good guy, but you are doing better than daddy dearest so..." He tapped my shoulder and looked back down to the crowd.

We didn't speak much after that. Rich made my mind, that was solely in planning mode to fuck Ella, to contemplating if I actually treated my girlfriends like shit. I wasn't an asshole, I was honest. I didn't fucking pretend to like shit I didn't and I was upfront with how I wanted things. If I was such an asshole then why did they stay with me so long? Rich was an asshole! He actually wasn't, but right now he was.

When I got home I saw her light on in her room and began walking to her window. What the fuck? I scolded my legs for taking over my body and went home. I wasn't going to that girl for at least 24 hours. We needed boundaries. I needed boundaries!

The next day Ella wasn't home at all and it irritated me. I wanted to know where she was. All this time I've known her I never got her phone number. Why would I need it anyways? She did have Jack's phone number though.

My fist collided with the punk kid that challenged me in a match. Blood spit out his mouth and I shook my head at how easy this was. I had to make it last at least two rounds though. The cage fights didn't get much hype if it was over once it began.

The boy was probably seventeen and had a major chip on his shoulder. I could tell he was dabbling with steroids too. You needed more than just strength to win in here though. I glanced at the clock and smiled. That was enough time. He came at me and I watched his weak punch completely miss my body then landed my uppercut perfectly in his jaw. He actually lifted off the ground as his body went flying in the air then landed flat on his back.

That wasn't as much fun as a match with someone that actually knew how to fight, but it gave me a little adrenaline rush anyways.

"I heard you killed the kid!" Rich laughed as I met him back upstairs.

"I should of. I don't think he every fought in a ring before. It was annoying. I need a real fight."

"You seem a little more tense than usual." Rich was poking the beast in me and knew it.

"Fuck off. I'm fine, just bored."

"Didn't find a new girl to ride yet?" He smiled at me knowing that meant two ways and that he was right. I needed a new project with my bikes and I needed Ella screaming under my body as I fucked her raw.

"Not yet!" I clenched my jaw. My eyes diverted downstairs and fucking Jose was back. There was always trouble when he showed up. He followed the club rules up until he was wasted. Then he wanted to do anything he wanted to the strippers. Since he was a big shot in the gangs he thought we should just let him too.

"I don't feel like dealing with that." Rich rolled his eyes watching Jose closely.

"I got it." I smiled walking away.

Last time he cut up one of our girls pretty bad. She looks more like the damn joker than a slut and can't find work anymore. Her sister also works here and made sure they all had some tranquilizers to slip in his drink if he tried to cut anyone else up again.

I talked with our bartender giving her the vile and told her to slip him a little when he starts slurring. Hopefully he would leave before he got out of hand, but if he didn't then he could sleep it off out back.

After an hour Jose was groping every stripper and screaming at them how he would fuck them stupid. I know I can speak like a dirty asshole to whatever chick I was with; but I did it in private and they liked it. I didn't degrade women left and right and I didn't do it at a damn strip club. This guy had a serious small dick complex.

"What did you do?" Rich's eyes shot up as Jose collapsed off the table he was standing on as he waved a gun around.

"Don't know what you're talking about. He must of had too much to drink." I shrugged my shoulders chuckling. He didn't look so tough now.

"Well, whatever it was, it worked. I wish some other gang will just take that scumbag out already."

"Or maybe the cops could arrest his ass!" I added looking at him. Rich would arrest him in a heartbeat but as dumb as they were they always did everything in private. It was hard to pin something that would stick on them and the arresting officer better be prepared to leave the state forever because the gang would come after the whole family.

I sighed in annoyance thinking about Jose. I hated this place and these people. I'm almost twenty one and I always said I would leave all this by then. I wasn't ready to just be CEO Eros though. I like this edge I had at the club and in the cages. Fuck! I need a drink.

My phone buzzed with Chrissy asking to talk. I didn't respond at first debating if I should have her come over. She was an easy fuck and as far as the CEO Eros goes, Chrissy fit into that world perfectly.

"I'm heading out." I nodded to Rich as we locked the last door.

"You good?"

"Yeah, just fucking tired." And frustrated but Rich didn't need to know the last part.