I woke holding this little thing in my arms with the biggest grin on my face. I cursed myself for being so stupid though. I was definitely addicted to this girl now and I knew she was getting way too wrapped around me.
I can't believe we actually slept together last night. I can't believe she just let go and gave me of all people her virginity. Isn't that supposed to be a big deal to a chick, especially ones like Ella.
The worst part of all it was that I fucking loved it. Every second of last night was the best moment of my life. I felt in control, cared for, wanted, needed, and little Ella definitely made my ego double in it's already large size.
She got up whining how sore she was and it was just another way that she made me hard as a rock. Now that I know how good she tastes and feels I don't think there will be anything she does that won't turn me on.
I needed to get a grip on reality though. I didn't know what to do with her so dumbass me washes her, dresses her, and takes her home. What is she my child now?
I didn't even feel like myself around her and that I didn't like. Not so much who I became, but that I so easily jumped to take care of her. I didn't want that in my life and Ella would expect way too much from me.
As I turned to walk out of her house my stomach sank in disgust. I should at least kiss her goodbye. After we showered and got dressed the rest of the morning was just an awkward silence between us. I quickly took her home so we didn't have to have any long talks of what last night meant. I was clear no strings, no attachments. Those were actually her words. I wasn't an asshole, yet I felt like the biggest one that ever existed.
She called my name and I instantly turned to her. I felt wrong just leaving, but inside of me was a tornado of guilt that needed to get away from her.
Then she thanks me. I couldn't help but laugh at how adorable she is. I doubt she meant thank you for last night and more for bringing her home, but still that was classic Ella. Weird as fuck yet somehow so fucking cute.
"Anytime, baby girl." I winked at her before leaving.
The second the door closed I hit my head to it. What is wrong with me? Doll, baby girl? I didn't say these things to anyone. It was like some soft, punk ass, nice guy was slowly taking over when she was near and I hated it. In all fairness I wasn't all that nice to her. Those words were endearments you call a committed girlfriend not some chick you're just fucking though.
I dated Chrissy almost a year. The only pet name I called her was little red, and only when fucking her rough, and only because I had a fucking hard on the last three years for Ella dressed as little red riding hood. Fuck! Last night was a bad idea. It felt amazing, but definitely going to blow up in my face.
I power walked to my house annoyed. I needed everything that I took last night and I'm not going to be a chick who overthinks it's then ruins everything. I was clear that it meant nothing and nothing I will do.
I grabbed my keys and headed out of town. There was an old girl that needed a good work over I wanted to check out. A new project, not involving Ella, is exactly what I needed right now.
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"Good morning, daddy!" Ella came bouncing down the stairs the next morning bright eye and bushy tail. Someone was on cloud nine and I definitely believed it was one hundred percent because of me. I got a new bike yesterday and spent all night working on her. I was in a good mood and Ella only made it better.
"Good morning, princess." Aaron kissed her cheek.
"Eros!" She jumped ten feet in the air at the sight of me.
"Ella!" I chuckled.
"Uh, good morning." She gave me a half smile then walked to the coffee machine a nervous mess.
Aw, I should feel bad that she felt uncomfortable, but I didn't. I hadn't seen her in 24 hours since we had sex so she probably had no idea how to act, which also included that little blush of hers.
"Everything ok?" I crossed my arms sliding closer to her.
"Fine! You?" She didn't blink as she stared at the jar of coffee beans. Did she forget what she was doing? God, this was going to be so much fun.
"Fine!" I smiled watching her another moment. "You going to make coffee?"
"Yup!" She finally blinked then started scooping beans into the grinder.
Ella's mom called Aaron upstairs for help and my smile just grew wider.
"Ella."
"Yeah." She finished setting the coffee machine and closed the lid.
"Look at me." I demanded.
She slowly turned her head and there was so much fear and embarrassment in those eyes.
"Nervous baby girl?" I winked at her.
"No! Of course not." She took a hard gulp staring into my eyes.
"No?"
"Nope, perfectly fine. You?" She put her hands behind her back and swayed back and forth on her feet. This really shouldn't be turning me on. She looked like a five year old.
"That's good." I leaned forward, my fingers pinched her chin, then took a slow kiss. Fuck me, I missed those lips.
"Hi!" She whispered breathless as I pulled back. What is wrong with her and why is it so cute?
"We already said hi, little Ella."
She just hummed back to me with her eyes still closed.
"I'll see you tonight?" I whispered in her ear then bit her lope making her yelp.
"Eros!" She scolded me looking back to the stairs.
"Relax, baby girl. He hasn't come back down yet."
"He could though. What are you even doing?" Her eyebrows scrunched together confused.
"Playing with my little doll. Are you already bored with how I play with you?" My fingers brushed her hair behind her ear.
She shook her head no biting her lip.
"Good girl. Let me feel how much I excite you." My hand reached between her legs and she was hot and wet. "Fuck, I'll see you tonight. Yes?"
"Yes... wait no!"
"No?"
"I have a thing and won't be home until late." She whined. I couldn't tell if she was actually saying she would be too tired or if she was scared to invite me in between her legs again.
"What time do you think I go to bed?"
"Eros, not here and if it's like last time then I won't be able to walk home let alone climb a damn tree." Oh my god she was so flustered. How can she be so naughty once I get her all worked up and this shy now?
"How about you say you're sleeping over a friends?"
"What friend?" She looked at me like I was an idiot.
"I don't know, make some, or lie."
"No!"
"We see." I gave her lips a quick peck and moved away hearing Aaron come closer to the steps.
"You ready? We need to stop at the store on the way into work." Aaron sighed walking back down towards us.
"Everything ok, daddy?" Ella's voice was so fucking small and innocent. I rolled my eyes at how she acted like such a good little girl. Then I smiled how she was my good little girl on her knees. Fuck! I need to get away from her.
"Everything is perfect, princess. Your mom's necklace broke, that's all." He kissed her on the head and nodded for me to leave.
"See you later?" I bit my lip moving closer to her.
"No!" She whispered looking over my shoulder for her dad.
"Say yes or I won't leave." I teased taking another step closer.
"Eros, go. Please!"
"Tonight?" I stepped closer now directly in front of her face.
Her eyes panicked. "Fine. Now go."
"I need to hear it, baby girl. I want you to beg me to come over now." My hand cupped her face and my thumb caressed that embarrassed blush over her cheeks.
"Please come over tonight." She melted right to me. I gave her a small kiss on the lips with a smile.
"Good girl. I like when you behave. It makes me so fucking hard..."
"Go Eros!" She pushed lightly on my chest making me chuckle. I did really need to move before Aaron came back in here to see why I wasn't out the door behind him. I was being stupid and for what? To tease her a little. Fuck, I really liked teasing her though.
"Bye princess." I mocked her dad's tone and she actually stuck her tongue out at me. I missed that tongue too.