I woke up in Eros' arms with a big smile on my face. I didn't move an inch because my entire body felt like a truck ran over it. Was sex supposed to hurt this much the next day? It wasn't just between my legs either. Every muscle felt like I did some intense work out. Sure we were physical last night, but in all honesty, he did most the work.
"How do you feel, baby girl?" Eros' sleepy voice came from behind me making me smile like an idiot.
"Good." I squealed out.
"Hm, just good?" His fingers tickled over my stomach and I giggled, but grabbed his wrist tight.
"Don't do that, please." I begged.
Eros lifted up so I could see those gorgeous green eyes. They were the lightest green I ever seen before and he looked peaceful. Well, except for the worry etched on his face. "What's wrong, doll."
"I'm sore, really sore." I looked away unsure if this was normal.
"It's ok, baby girl. I'll get you some pills and then we can take a nice shower." He smiled at me and I knew exactly where his mind went.
"No more sex, Eros. No more coming, period. I really feel like every muscle of mine is in a tight ball."
He chuckled. "Ok, little Ella. I'll be good... for now." He got up wearing just his sweat pants and I lightly moaned at his hard chest on display. Fuck.. I mean shit! He looked too good and I can't get wet. Not again, not now. Walk away hot boy.
He looked back at me with his sexy grin knowing exactly what he was doing to my body right now, then left. Thank god. I sat up stretching my body. I needed a spa, and a sauna, and a bath, and pain killers. I didn't handle any kind of physical discomfort well. I wasn't even sure how I made it through last night.
The second he tore into me my insides were burning in hot white pain. At first it didn't feel good at all. I read that it gets better once you adjust, but it took so long for the pain to go away. It actually never did, it was just overridden by the pleasure he gave me. I really hope it gets less painful.
Even now with the soreness in my body I still wanted him again. I couldn't do it though. I needed to heal or whatever needed to be done down there because this was crazy.
"Here, take these. I'll start the shower and come get you."
I took the pills from his hands not looking at his body. I can't handle him half naked right now. He walked back to me from the bathroom and scooped me into his arms. I started giggling in shock and he smiled so sincerely at me. I took a hard breath watching his eyes on me. This was perfect.
He sat me down on the sink then peeled my shirt off. His hand went to his pants and I panicked.
"Don't!" I shouted. I can't see him right now.
"Are you being shy? My dick was deep inside you twice last night, baby girl."
"I know I just don't want to do that again." I pointed to his crotch and could visibly see him getting larger.
"Fuck, you're the most adorable little doll. I won't take you again little Ella, but I will clean you up and I won't be wearing pants while doing it." He peeled them off and I whined biting my lips. God his cock was fully hard and so beautiful. I licked my lips thinking how he fit that monster inside me last night. No wonder I was so sore.
"Come on!" He scooped me up again laughing at my wide eyes on his package.
He stood me with my back to his front then started lathering soap over me. When he reached between my legs I jumped a bit and he chuckled touching me softly. It was sweet but turned me on just as much as every other way he was with me. God, I was in so much trouble.
Once we finished showering he toweled dried my hair and gave me a pair of pants and t-shirt to throw on. I didn't say a word the whole time. I just watch how he took care of me and secretly fell even more in love with him. I can't tell him that though. Fuck.. shit!
"You ready to go home?" He raised his eyebrows at me and I looked at him in complete fear.
I can't walk in my front door wearing his clothes. He noticed me looking at what I was wearing and chuckled again. He found me way too amusing. "Your parents left for work already, little Ella"
"Oh good! Yes, I'm ready then." He shook his head grabbing my hand and guide me downstairs.
Now what? Do we say bye? Make plans to do that again? Was that it? He said he wanted to show me every way to be together. Would he want me again? Oh god, this was such a mess.
"Calm down! Everything is fine, baby girl." He opened his front door and walked me to my house. "You need to eat and drink lots of water. Ok?"
I nodded my head at him. Do we kiss bye? He turned to walk out and panic raced through me. I didn't want him to leave. Not now or ever. I wanted him.
"Eros."
"Yeah, Ella." The way he looked at me like I was just the neighbor had me shy away. Shit! I really messed this up for myself.
"Uh, thank you!" I scrunched my eyebrows together. Did I seriously just thank him for taking my virginity? It's a good thing we did do that last night because I was never going to get a guy to touch me again.
"Anytime, baby girl." He chuckled then winked at me before leaving.
Why am I so weird?
I walked to my kitchen making coffee then headed upstairs to put on my own clothes. I actually didn't want to take this off, ever, but I needed to attempt to not be a total psycho obsessed with him. We said no strings, no attachments. I can't be weird about it now. Well, only in my head I can be, not in real life.
Fuck! And I mean fuck this time. I wanted him so bad. How can I not want him? He was so... just everything and last night was everything. I lifted his shirt to my nose and took a deep breath. I'm so sorry Eros. I'm hopelessly obsessed with you now. I smiled and headed to my closet. I really needed to stop sniffing the clothes I was wearing.
I happily dressed and headed to school. No matter what I did I couldn't get his body on top of me out of my head or the stupid grin on my face to go away.
When my teacher called on my name to answer a question my elbow fell off the desk and I hit my head on the surface. I was totally zoned out in Eros' and Ella's little adventures last night. If people didn't think I was weird in that class before after my little show of smashing my head then stuttering out an incoherent answer they definitely thought so now.
I rushed out the class and headed straight to my studio. I needed to lock myself away from the world. I was not ok to be in the general public right now. I'm not even sure how I made it to my studio. I miss five turns and it's literally a straight line from school to the art building my dad rented out for me. I was a mess, but I loved every second of it.
I just wish I knew what happened next.