I was drunk but clearly, I could see that we were not headed to my dorm. I don't know where we were heading and why he was telling me anything. He looked so focused on driving.
"Hey, where are we going? My place is on the opposite road we left five minutes ago,..." I said dragging my voice but he didn't even look at me. Waste trying to play it cold again after making me drink this much? Wait a didn't even tell me what he was supposed to say after I'm done drinking.
" I can't take you to your dorm like this... it's the gateman who gave you information about me right? There is no one else who knows and it's because of his nosey wife... I'm not kidpanpnh you or something but I might get in trouble when the word reaches my father..." he said calmly and I almost laughed.
"Is that even my problem? It's because of you I'm like this you know?" he looked at me for a second then focussed on the road again. " Just find a roundabout and turn around...I'm not going anywhere with you.... learn to respect your hyungs" I said but he didn't say anything back. I kept on watching as he drove but my eyes gave in. I should have struggled or fought but I don't feel like it.
I was woken up by the cold water that was sprinkled on my face. I looked up to see him standing on my dour side with the bottle of water. The reason why I can't punch him right now is that my hands are so tiny and I don't want to overuse them.
"Can't you wake someone in a better way?" I asked and he smirked. I got out of the car and looked around. I couldn't believe my eyes.
"Is this a joke or something?.... Did you bring me to your parent's house?" I asked and he didn't even bother looking at me. He seemed to be so far on his own mind. I looked at the big house in front of me. It could only belong to a chaebol. I'm not ready to get mixed up here so it's better if I just leave.
"I think I'm sober enough to drive back home... just take this as an offer that I've brought you home... give me my car keys," I said but he started walking towards the door. Iran and caught up with him.
"This is my house okay? If it belonged to my father there would be a lot of people around, especially maids and security... he doesn't even know I own it..."Should I believe him or not? If I decide to go back now on my own then I might not be able to get there without my car crashing but I don't want to be here either.
"Don't look at me like that... If I wanted to kidnap you then I would have done it when I was younger not now" he said and then opened the door.
After some time I followed him to the house. He was waiting for me on the stairs and I followed him. I just feel like taking a long bath right now to regain my senses and as if reading my mind he handed me a towel and showed me the bathroom. Super cozy just like a chaebol's. I didn't take long in the shower as I had intended because he still had to shower too. I was surprised when I found him in a towel drying his hair. Probably might have taken a shower in another bathroom how could I not have thought of that? But something caught my eye. For a moment I wanted to scream but I was able to control my emotions. How could he have so many marks on his back? Some even look fresh as if he had been whipped. They even looked like they stooped bleeding not long ago. Is this the kind of punishment that the gateman was talking about? Because can't think of any other reason right now. My hands are even trembling because of nervousness. I felt like I was fully awake now and I couldn't stop myself from crying. I couldn't stop the tears because they looked so painful that they felt like they were on my own body.
I don't know what happened and he suddenly turned. He looked so surprised to see me.
"Sorry didn't think you'll be done by now... You didn't have to see those..." he spoke in a low time and I understood what he was talking about.
"Why are you crying?" he asked coming closer to me. I wanted to rub off the tears but suddenly I didn't have the strength to do so.
"Come here..." he said hugging me. I still couldn't stop sobbing. I was even trembling more now imagining that he was closer to me. It felt like I was sharing the pain with him.
"Are you gonna stop crying or not? I'm not good at babysitting you know.." somehow I stopped sobbing and pulled out of the hug.
"Isn't it painful?..." he looked at me as if he didn't understand what I was saying. "Your back...." I added and he smiled a little and looked away.
"You are different... that's a crazy reason to make you cry... you're worried about me...are you drunk?" he asked and I nodded. Earlier I was but right now I wasn't.
I was waiting for him to smirk or pull out a sarcastic laugh. He looked at me for almost five minutes and I was getting uneasy. I was about to walk away when he pulled me back.
"It hurts... a lot..." he said and I could tell the pain from his eyes. If he was weak he would be crying right now. He then leaned close, closer and then his lips captured mine warmly. I was surprised, in awe, and shock. I should have stopped him but I let him in. For the first time, I'm able to forget about Evel. For the first time, I kissed someone else, who has never been in my head before. It wasn't just a peck but a real kiss. Suddenly it felt so good. It was drawing me closer and closer to him. I was afraid to touch or caress his back even though that's what I wanted.
In no minute I wasn't in a towel anymore and I was on the bed. He was pressing against me but it seemed like I was the one pulling him closer. I don't know if this is because of the drinks earlier or because of something else.
I willingly let him do all the tricks on me. He was taking me to places that I'd never been before and I let him take full control.
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Shin was drunk but he didn't want to admit it. On a real occasion, he wouldn't let this happen. He wouldn't let someone to kiss him that easily. Especially a stranger he had just met.
On the other hand, it was the first time for Felix to feel cared for by someone else, apart from Axel. He hadn't intended to kiss Shin but they were both drawn to it by their own desires.
He trailed kisses to the most sensitive parts of his throat, behind her ears, and down his chest. He had smooth satin-like skin that deserved to be kissed gloriously and he did so. He could feel Shin's breath quicken each time he played a trick. It felt so right kissing this guy below him. How could he resist those beautiful eyes and such a cute face? He was done now playing the games. He got rid of his pants and once Shin saw him, he closed his eyes immediately. He wanted to stop buy he wasn't able to control himself. He slowly entered him, carefully not to hurt him even though he knew it would still hurt. He could feel Shin twitching below him, as he moaned beautifully, but the twitching explained it. Either way, he didn't stop. He wanted to but the way Shin held on to him made him change his mind. He pushed in further and further, slowly, in and out until his whole was accumulated. He then started sticking back and forth in a slow rhythm because he didn't want to hurt Shin. If there was any possible chance after this, maybe they would do it faster. There was nothing more pleasing to his ears than the sound of his name coming out of Shin's mouth in-between moans. They both came at the same time and Shin drifted to sleep immediately. They were both tired, it had been a long night. Felix slept some minutes later after taking a long shower in the bathroom again.