It's been some days now and we are almost officially disbanding. I'll have to get used to the fact that my boyfriend doesn't answer his phone and I don't know of his whereabouts. Shin told me that he had met with Felix coincidentally and he had said that Axel is fine. I don't have to be jealous but I am. He is handsome too so I should be jealous. Everyone has been alright in the group and I can tell that the disbanding seems to be eating all of us up. We are used to being together and I can tell that everyone is afraid of it from the talking and everything but I think we will just be fine. What matters to me right now is how to get my boyfriend and have him for myself. It wouldn't be bad to spend days with him. I don't know what's with Shin lately because he has been zoning off and I'm not the only one who thinks so. He drinks more lately and talks less. He seems to be thinking about something that only he knows. We are planning to ambush him tonight and make him tell us what's wrong but before that comes, I'm headed to the office. This time round it's not Mr. Chin who called me but it's the other way around. I've been trying to schedule a meeting with him in the past week but he has been busy flying in and out of the country now and then but at least today I'm lucky. One more thing, in with my bodyguard who is also my driver because I wanna act like a cool boy today.
Unlike the other days, today with my bodyguard im able to walk freely in the building. I can feel the stares but everyone seemed so busy. Rumors have it that they were scolded for being unprofessional and acting like paparazzi and anyone who tries to act that way again towards an artist here, then will have to face the consequences which include getting fired and others. It's funny that the rules are now written at the entrance of the huge building. What's even more professional is that right now we are being ushered to the office by his personal secretary. That serious face and serious walking style, she's the most professional of them all here. I've known her for a while and she takes her work more seriously than anyone else I know. She doesn't even seem so interested in the starings or pictures as the others here. As always, his office is always guarded by two mighty men. I'm sure he has seen us by now.
"Wait here," She said and then she got into the office. This was different now and I was utterly confused. She then came out after some seconds.
"You may go in now... ' I don't think it's bad but isn't that a long procedure? I opened the door myself and got in. He was seated on his favorite chair. He looks like he has been dealing with a lot from the look on his face. He seems so tired and overworked.
"Mr. Chin... "I bowed and greeted him, and he suddenly smiled.
"It's good to see you here Evel,... I haven't seen you even after your song which is still trending... I owe you one... "He seemed so happy now and I was actually counting if this was the face I had seen earlier.
"Thank you, sir... " I said and seated. I was getting nervous for no reason but I didn't want to show it. If I show it then I might not be able to acquire what I've come for.
"Sir I'm here to talk about your son... we strike a deal, right? You had said in I work hard on my song and it hits one billion views on YouTube then you'll let me help right? " Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. He was outside the country when I was wrapping up about the song and he sent me the message as an encouragement one. That's what I took it like.
"You didn't even reply to the message I sent you so I assumed that you didn't want it..... " How can he say that? I even remember the message very well. ' I'm outside the country now so I won't be there when your song is being released... I've heard the comments that you are doing a great job just like the other did.... let's have a deal, if your song can get one billion views then I'll let you help my son' That's what it said. How can not want to help his son?
"Well, a deal is a deal so ill have to keep my part of the bargain...but right now something is up but ill schedule your meetings with him after my birthday" This felt warmer than I had expected.
I had forgotten about Mr. Chin's birthday which is next week. It's actually on the day we debuted and now the day we will be disbanding. I still haven't thought about a gift for him but I have a few days for it.
"You're so silent...I know my son will be in safe hands... but I'll give you some days to see if you can... If it's hard, you won't have to do it.... he is stubborn I know, and cold, and doesn't talk so I think you'll be having trouble with that... If you can help him with the drug thing then I'll give you anything you want, even if it's the company... I want him to be okay, I want his depression and his mental status to go away, and that he will be able to live like a normal kid...if you can't do it I'llstill appreciate for your efforts because I've tried too and it didn't work we became more like strangers... you still have time to think about it" He said and stood up.
"Again, congratulations on your song, you guys have done me more than proud," he said shaking my hand. I nodded with a smile but my mind wasn't actually there.
I'm thinking about his son. If he is so young then why is he on drugs? Does he know the dangers? It's one thing to have depproson and another one to be on drugs. It's like making a death wish. If he is cold then my boyfriend is cold too so I might be able to handle him. My estimation of his age is around sixteen so I might be able to handle him just fine. I wonder what kind of trouble he is in right now because he might be the reason for Mr. Chin's sullen face when I came earlier.