Love doesn't always have to be sweet, instead, it's bitter-sweet. Yes, it hurts but sometimes it hurts so good. I've been counting the days since the last day I was with my little bunny and it feels like a year though it has just been two weeks ago. The days have been kind of difficult for me, I would like to say something else but all in all, life goes on. I get bored often and I don't wanna participate in anything anymore because the one thing I want I don't know where to find it. Shin has been going beyond depths to help me but this time I didn't want him to do it, last time it ended him trouble, and he slept with Felix, I can't help but blame myself for that because maybe if it wasn't for me he wouldn't have gone that far. It's affecting him lately and everyone has noticed it what's why I'm not letting him do anything else that might land him in trouble.
Since Shin can't help me, I had to ask for the details about where to find Felix but I've been there almost daily for the whole week but I couldn't spot him. I feel like fate is playing tricks on me. I even ended up confusing Felix with other guys there because I'm so desperate to see him, he's the only link to my baby. I can't help but wonder how my baby is doing. Is he alright?
"Hey let's go, stop zoning out..." Min Jae pulled me along with him to the black van. We are heading to Mr. Chin's birthday event. It's a big event because we will also be officially disbanding today and a lot of guests are there. It's also gonna be aired so I'm expecting a lot of paparazzi too. Told you I'm zoning out a lot lately because all I'm thinking of is bout my little bunny. I'm actually worried about him so much.
The event was more than what I had expected. The big all with a lot of guests, tables filled with wines, and waiters moving all around. We had arrived later but others seemed to be coming too. The place was already filled to capacity and I'm not sure if more people would be appropriate for this.
"Guys, are we here to perform or something? Looks like an arena filled with fans don't you think?" Woo Jin whispered.
"We will still have to perform, maybe sing a birthday along for him don't you think? Wait, why did I even say that when we have been practicing about it... The only difference is that it's just one song dedicated to him" Shin said and then a waiter came over and we all picked our drinks. If it weren't Mr. Chin's birthday I don't think I would have come. I would rather spend time searching the whole of Seoul for my boyfriend. After taking the drinks, we were directed to our reserved seats which were at the front. I could tell that the people here, the guests were all famous, and all the artists of FG entertainment were all here including artists and bands from other music companies.
Mr. Chin was going around greeting and welcoming everyone to the event. He even came to us and greeted us too. He then called us to follow him and we followed him to a quiet place.
"Glad that you guys are here... I'm so happy, and sad at the same time that you are disbanding... I'm so happy that you guys have finally made it and you can now live your lives freely and the way you want without having to worry about anything,... In other terms, I will miss you all, the four of you are my best and will always be my best, we've come so far together, right?" He said and we all nodded. Actually, it should be us the king him because if he didn't discover us at the last minute then we would not be here today, we would have disbanded ages ago and this would just be a hallucination.
"Thank you again boys for coming..." If hugging him was possible I'm sure we would all be hugging him right now. Good thing we are able to hold back.
Suddenly there was a loud announcement and everyone was told to gather and seat in the hall. The events were now officially starting. We then bowed and turned to leave but Mr. Chin stopped me.
"You will see him today... He has been in jail for some days now, I would have gotten him out by now but I wanted to teach him a lesson He said, and then left me rooted to the spot.
Could he leave his son in prison? How is the kid feeling right now knowing that his father left him there intentionally? I didn't spend much time thinking about it. I followed my friends back to our seats. There were all kinds of entertainment. Lots of solo artists and bands are hot to perform, including us. The main event was Mr. Chin and every time someone took over the stage then you would know how much he means to them. It was now time for Mr. Chin to take over the floor. Everyone clapped and cheered as he walked to the stage. We also did the same. He took the mike.
"Hi, good evening everyone, I will start by appreciating everyone who is here tonight, I'm so glad that you guys have shown up... I'm truly happy and grateful for that... It's been a good year for me, a year of learning and knowing that everything happens according to God's plan... I'm so happy that I'm turning a year older today even though most of you say that I'm not aging physically, I feel so blessed to be able to be gathered with you here all again since last time... I wanna thank you again for the great performances and for the birthday songs... I feel like a kid right now even though I'm a grownup... So thank you again... " he said and everyone clapped and cheered again.
"Thank you, thank you again, so tonight.... " he looked around for a moment and then got back to his speech. " I've come with someone special... He's not a social person but I have to reveal him to you... I want you to meet my son tonight guys... I'm so happy... Where is he? " he asked looking around. Everyone had cheered even more when he had mentioned the word, son. If only they knew the kind of son he has then maybe none of them would be this happy. I'm also eager to see his son. Everyone was now looking around to see the son who has never been revealed to the public.