It's past nine, and the members have already had dinner and are now watching a movie in Shin's room. It's usual for them to watch movies and animations in Shin's room but right now the others had a different mission. They kept on giving glances at who to start the conversation but nice if they wanted to start it. In a situation like this, it was best to leave it to Evel so their eyes landed on him. He takes a deep breath slightly and then looks at Shin who was busy on the tv but it was clear that his mind was far off. Even was about to speak when Shin spoke first.
"Guys... do I really look like a girl?" he asked and then looked at each of them. They would have said yes if they hadn't seen how serious he was on this one.
"You are just so handsome maybe that's why people mistake it for that... plus your name Shin is unisexual but mostly for girls too, maybe they add that on top of it..." Min Jae spoke up.
"Do you guys really think so?... It's been eating me up... I'm a man right? I don't even behave like a girl and someone calls me beautiful... that's so stupid... I really hate his guts" he was heating up and looked upset. Everyone's surprised because he rarely behaves this way.
"Hey, beautiful doesn't have to mean a girl you know... so relax man... It's not bad..." Evel said. Everyone else nodded but Shin was still fuming with anger.
"Is that why you seem to be so deep in your head? If it's that then you need to stop thinking about it... anyway, who is this person that got you this upset huh? We really wanna know cause you rarely mention about other people... This one got on your nerves, right?" Woo Jin said and all eyes were on Shin again.
"I don't want to talk about him... he is so annoying, freakingky annoying and I hate it... Let's just forget about it" he said and now focused on the tv. Everyone looked at him surprised and this convinced them that there was something more that they didn't know, he has never been this furious again.
"Hey if you wanna talk we are all here, for you and we love you... Shin, you know you don't have to keep it to yourself right?" Evel is always the best when it comes to luring people.
"Yes... Please talk to us... we wanna know what's going on in that mind... We really care a lot about you..." Min Jae added.
"Did something happen the day you went out at night? When you came back the next day you looked a bit off... And your mood has been worsening ever since... Did something happen to you?" Woo Jin asked. "We are going our separate ways in the next few days so let us help huh..." he added.
"I don't wanna anything from you... But promise not to get mad or shout at me...have you guys ever had sex?" Their faces said it all. No one ever expected Shin to talk about something like that, especially because he doesn't like hearing the name.
"C'mon I asked you guys a question... Stop looking at me like that 'cause you making me feel like I asked something that I shouldn't have asked," he said after everyone went silent for some time.
"I'm a virgin so no..." Evel said immediately and then looked at Min Jae and Woo Jin.
"We've been together for so long guys... lately is when we've been having some freedom but I don't think that anyone has had sex yet... I was to say Evel because he lived with his boyfriend for a week but since he's a virgin then we all are..." Woo Jin said and looked at Min Jae to see his reaction.
"I'm a virgin too... Why are you asking anyway?" It was time for them to eye Shin now. They were still surprised.
"Well, I'm not a virgin...."That was the most surprising thing and it was even more shocking because it had come from Shin.
"You're so funny... What day is it? Fools' day?" Woo Jin said amidst laughter.
"Are you pulling our legs? If I was to say then you'd be the last one to have sex here... I mean you are not perverted like us and I'm sure you are lying..." Min Jae said joining Woo Jin in the laughter but they stopped when they saw the seriousness on his face.
"I'm serious here... I was a virgin yes but not now..." He said there was a moment of silence between them. They were still processing what they had been told.
"Okay, I guess I need some water guys," Evel said and went downstairs. Tension filled the room now. Min Jae and Woo Jin didn't know how to act so they just keep quiet and waited for Evel to come back. Shin didn't look like he wanted to say anything either and that's why they didn't sa anything too.
Five minutes and Evel came back.
"Why are you guys so quiet?" he asked after getting in. He had sensed the tension in the room and decided to make it easy for everyone.
"Your so lucky to have had sex you know? How was it? Did you enjoy it?" Those weren't the questions he had wanted to ask. He wanted to ask if Shin did it with a person he likes and whether he did it willingly but he didn't want to make him uncomfortable.
"Yea, tell us the juice..." Min Jae added and they sat closer to Shin. They could tell that he wasn't happy about it but they pretended like they didn't see because at any minute he would be crying.
"He is younger than me, seven years younger than me. I was drunk but I should have stopped him but I guess I was desperate too...it felt good you know, ... I'm so stupid, I guess I'm the dumbest man alive right now... I don't know how to feel guys... It was just one night but it keeps me reminded of him..." He paused a little and then started crying.
"I went to find him to ask about Axel, I wanted to help Evel but I ended up in a ditch... I didn't plan for that to happen, I didn't want to have sex with him at all but I ended up in his bed... I'm so stupid, so stupid...." he continued with the cries but they knew its best if they didn't say anything. They all hugged him until he fell asleep.