The week came to an end quicker than I wanted it. It should have been better if it had just dragged itself and the days got longer. I'm back in the dorm and I miss my boyfriend so much. I miss hugging him each time he wanted and I miss his scent, I miss his innocent eyes and his bare face which was so cute even when he was not smiling. Good thing I'm already don't with the song because he made me do it mercilessly or less right now I would be in hot soup because I can't concentrate at all. I've been stuck in this room since I can back and it suddenly doesn't feel like how it used to. It feels so empty and I know what's missing. I just miss his presence around me even when we are doing nothing, it's like I just want to feel him near me.
I was happy when it was just the two of us. We did a lot of indoor crazy and fun stuff that I've always wanted to do with someone I love. At first, he didn't want to but I nagged him until he did it. He can't even boil water. When he asked me if I knew how to cook I thought he was a good one I couldn't stop laughing at him because I'm much better than him. I have so many plans to do with him and that's including living together officially as a couple and not just having a sleepover. I wonder how we are going to survive in the house if we both can't cook. I can afford hundreds of chefs but I just want it to be just the two of us in the house and maybe a dog pet. I had accidentally mistaken his phone for mine and the lock screen wallpaper was that of a Pomeranian dog. Those tiny little dogs with beautiful furs. If he had that as a lock screen it meant that he loved them right? I had asked him if he owned any pet and he said no, then I'm gonna get him a teacup pomeranian, I know it's expensive but for him, I would get anything, not just that. I'llgey him as a surprise for his graduation though he didn't want me to come. Said that his school is insane and I would draw a lot of attention if I went there but promised that we will see each other that day. It feels good because on that same day, I will be officially going to live in my own house and I think I might take him along with me.
We spend most of the daytime playing games and again I was the one who initiated everything. He lost all of them and I learned that he has never played games with anyone. That got me curious if he even has siblings or friends but I didn't ask him. He wasn't good at movies either and it was boring to watch alone so the only thing that we could do together was read comic books. It has become my habit now because of the many comics I've read with him. It felt so fun when he read something and looked at me like it was me he had seen in the comic. I will be responsible if he fails his exams because he didn't study even a tiny bit. He didn't seem like he cared and I didn't give him the chance to study either. I just wanted to spend any time I had with him. I don't know how but I ended up behaving like a child but it's worth it.
I never knew that living indoors was this fun until I started living with him. It was even more fun waking up, seeing his beautiful face, and doing some things together like brushing out death and trying out some new stuff. I just like how my clothes loom on him. I'd say he rocks them more than I do. That's one thing that makes me happy because when j plans in stealing him then we won't have to worry about clothes because he can use mine all he wants.
On the last day of our week together, I insisted on us doing sontbjnv much crazier. At first, he was against it but I convinced him over a hundred times and he agreed. We went outside. At night. Watching the sky at night with someone you love makes you fall in love even much more and that's what happened to me. When I planned on going out with him, it was just a normal out but it changed once we stepped out, once I held his hand tighter, and once we started walking down the busy street together. I felt at peace and wanted to hold hands together like that and walk side by side together. Each time I looked at him I wondered if he really belonged to me or if it was just my fantasy world. We watched the sky together at night and it felt so good doing it with him leaning on my shoulder I top of the building we were in. It felt like I got what I needed and couldn't ask for more. I already have over a hundred pictures of him that I had snapped him but the one I took yesterday, the two of us was and will always be my favorite. Going there we had our masks on but since there was no one around we removed them.
I just miss how I barely slept the whole night yesterday because I could ntl stop watching him in his sleep. Thinking about him right now I've just texted him and he hasn't replied. Okay I'm gonna admit it I'm so mad at him right now and I'll punish him when we meet. If only he knew how much I miss him already he wouldn't dare leave me on read. I know he is not good at talking or messages but damn I can't help it. What's much worse is that there's someone who came to pick him up in the usual black car. The worst part is he is handsome and he acted lovey-dovey around him and I couldn't help it but I had to hold my horses. He better not be spending time with him. I don't even understand why he let that boy take him home because I had offered to take him. If he wants to drive in a black expensive car like that then I'll fucking buy it.