16 june 2010(Wednesday)
Dear Diary , I am Dead.
They say , "Inspirational quotes can't take away the pain". I agree because nothing can absolutely help me at the moment .
He has kill me , I can't get over him , He was my life but He cheated on me . It so funny how he cheated on me with a male! WHY? HE'S Gay ? Huh? No I don't think so , but I show him and that guy having sexual intercourse. I thought it was sexual assault or something but when I sawthat huge smile on his face I knew he made him Happy. They are Happy together . He's gay I can't change him . HE is who he is no one could...No!!No!!No!! Maybe he did what he did because he was drunk, or Maybe to hurt me , but why would he hurt my feelings he loves me . I remember 2 Years back when I Gave him my virginity ,He said he loves me for the first time and I think that was probably the last time . He is not gay I know but then again I saw him with that guy But he said he will marry me ? Why would ue cheat on me . I GAVE HIM My whole heart and more MAYBE I was drunk but I was sober !
I know him he wouldn't do me like that he wouldn't hurt me . He said I am his "prefect mistake ." Why would He hurt me If I matter that much?
Dear Diary I am Confused.
~Emily Martin~
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