After reading that page that I was reading five minutes ago. I couldn't hold my tears and I just started crying , I hug my kneels because no one was there to support me.
I Needed to alone. I am strong I can Do this even if it hurts. I am doing this for Dad .I am doing this for Isabella maybe her soul didn't rest in peace, or maybe she wanted me read this diary.
As I took a Deep breath,I felt cold,It hurts so much.I Fear blood, I am Hemophobia . I drink water to cool my self down and begin to count 1 up to 10 .I feel much better.
I should start reading again but why did he cheat on her?
She was beautiful, she lack nothing in life,she looked like a model. Dad Used to say I am so smart sometimes I remind him Isabella .Why would her boyfriend cheat on someone like her ? She love him. She care about her boyriend more than her self. Okay I understand the cheating part. What confusing more here Is that her boyfriend cheated on her with a male that means her boyfriend is simply gay or bisexual. No no no I don't think bisexual, Her boyfriend was Homosexual . I remember when she said ,"He looked so Happy with Him , they were Hapoy together ". Then why stop someone from Being Happy? Why did his boyfriend took away her virginity? Was she not Enough? Were they toxic? What did his boyfriend mean when he said,"She Is His perfect mistake". Is Isabella his mistake? But why would he say perfect? There were so many Unanswered Questions. I am confused just like emily.
I should continue reading 7 more pages till the end . They all have more dry blood droplets. I can Do this ,I have to for Peace and closure. I took a deep breath and begin to read.