She was confused. My cousin emily was confuse.Why ? This is confusing me as well. Her boyfriend was gay?why did he hide his sexuality? Or was he doing all of this to hurt Emily? Maybe he had his reasons to hide his sexuality or maybe he's homophobic. He did what he did just to hurt Emily maybe...
He should just be honest with her and tell her the truth. His reasons , and accept who he is . Sometimes "Don't ever be afraid to show off Your true sexuality, Be who You are , don't try to hide Your self. Being Homophobic is a blessing not a curse or sin."
Maybe emily knew he was gay and yet she gave him her whole damn heart? Why was she desparate? But emily said he did loved her . She was her all yet he was Happily with another man. This whole thing is confusing me,I should probably stop reading Emily's Diary because surely it's messing with my mentality. No no I can't stop I am doing this for Dad right? For closure, for Peace.
I really hate seeing my dad drowning himself with alcohol. It's not healthy for him, I can't lose him because of what Happened Twenty Years ago I really can't. He is all I have it been The two of Us ever since I was born. I don't have any relationship with mom, she passed away While giving birth to me .It was a matter of life and Death and I survived but it's so sad she couldn't make it. She died and left me alone in this harsh world but then I got dad he filled all the Qualities, needs and wants I need In a parent. My dad is everything I couldn't replace, he is simply the best dad I ever had. I love this feeling or emotion that I get everything I think about Dad. I JUST SMILE . He makes me Happy.
I will be selfish If I fail to help him pass this condition.I should find closure and give him reasons, Why emily commited suicide? What really happened when he was not around? I want to answer all her Unanswered questions . I can't live him. He wasn't born an alcoholic I'll make him stop once I find the Truth behind Emily's Death. I can do it .