Without realizing it, my lips finally made a sound, because my father's words were too late for me.
"What should Letta answer, because all the questions and accusations that Mom and Dad gave Letta all of them never did Letta do."
With courage, I finally tried to defend myself in front of Mom and Dad.
"How clever you lie! Father has proven it and saw with his eyes if you were alone with
a man!" said Mother in reply to my words.
"Ma'am..... indeed I was with Hansen, but not necessarily he was my girlfriend and also the two of us were in a public place Mrs.... we were both on the side of the road, where many people were passing by. we....". with a pitiful voice and trembling lips I tried to explain to Mother.
"Ooooh....so that guy's name is HANSEN!!" said Dad as he stood up from his seat and approached me, who had been standing frozen near the main door of this living room.
Maybe this is my most fatal mistake to Hansen, because without realizing it I had mentioned his name in front of Father and Mother so now Father and Mother have pocketed a death card for me and Hansen as well.
"Where do you know Hansen! Is he your work friend or your college friend?" Dad asked me.
Now it's not only Mother who has been accompanying me to stand near this door because now Dad is standing on my right side.
Honestly, I really want to now turn my body and run out of this house, because I can no longer hold the patience that I have given them both.
This time I really can't hold my anger anymore. I think that the attitude of Mom and Dad is now getting more and more arbitrary towards me. Even though my current age is no longer a child, why do Mom and Dad still continue to restrain me and don't trust me.
"Dad, help me, I'm not doing anything and all of this isn't what you think, Dad and Mom, look at the clock on the wall, it shows I'm not coming home tonight, Mom..."
Once again I tried to defend myself in front of Mom and Dad. Even though I know that all my defenses will end up in vain.
"Oh my gosh Letttaaaa.....!!! You really have the courage to fight your parents now...!! You've become a rebellious child again huh...!!" Mother's soft voice has now begun to be heard in my ears and also Mother's face has started to look wet.
I don't know if this is all a charade or if it's Mother's attitude that is always like this if you want to see me you have to beg for forgiveness and have to feel the most guilty for all the problems that I have never done.
"Mom.....it's not that Letta wants to fight but that's the truth, Letta didn't do the mistake that Mom and Dad accused Letta of".
for the umpteenth time I said in a low voice, I really want to go into my room and cry to my heart's content because I feel that the more mature I am, the less meaningful life feels like.
" Ooo ... !!! so it's not a mistake the name, you can get off in the middle of the road and then you can be alone somewhere with a man ! do you think that is not a mistake !!! did you forget that you have to come home on time, moreover you are a woman, is it appropriate for you to do something like that!!" Dad's words really hurt my heart, to be honest, at this time I could no longer hold back the tears that were in my eyelids.
My self has now become completely uncertain between sin and also my pride to prove all accusations that are too evil for me.
"Father.. Mom... Letta beg, please listen to Letta's voice just this once, because Letta really didn't do everything that Mom and Dad accused me of, let alone have a boyfriend, Mom... Letta is so scared to have friends, what else can Letta do? tell Mom and Dad the truth...". With eyes that kept holding back tears and lips that kept on trembling, I tried to ask for understanding from Mom and Dad.
"Are your parents that bad that you can say you're afraid to have friends!! HAH...!!"
With a voice that sounded hoarse from crying, Mother still wanted to scold me.
Really in this little heart, I really want to leave this place now, leaving the two of them who are still trying to survive to judge me.
But I know all that is impossible for me to do because my biggest desire right now is to really go out of this house.
I want to get out of this house that I feel is like hell.
Because I feel there is no longer a place for myself to breathe and feel life in freedom. I'm very tired of all the pressure that is always used as an excuse for me to be able to understand the meaning of the word "Sin".
"Mom... why are you angry, Julian wants to sleep...!"
Suddenly my brother's voice was heard from behind the curtains between this living room and the living room where we could eat together. I smiled a little seeing it because At least I felt helped by the sound of a small rebuke to Mom and Dad.
"Never mind, ma'am, it's late tonight you will become sick with high blood pressure if you keep getting angry with this child who doesn't know yourself."
said Dad while hugging Mom to stay away from me, Dad and Mom finally walked into the room leaving me who was still standing frozen in silence. Honestly if I had so much courage I definitely wouldn't have experienced something as funny as this. Because I must have gone free to enjoy the beauty of the stars in the sky and didn't care anymore about the face of Mother who would cry in front of me and also the look in my father's cynical eyes.
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