now I can only scream in my heart, and can only express it while pulling my hair. Because I can't imagine what will happen next in my life.
"Letta... ! Knock... Knock... Knock.. !! Are you okay?! Why are you silent, Letta, let's eat first!"
Mother's voice came back to wake me from all the thoughts that were almost driving me crazy.
Finally I took this step slowly to approach the door of my room... stepped to face a problem that I still can't imagine in my mind.
" Siiisss Lettaa....!!"
With a very loud voice Laurent hugged me tightly as soon as she saw me open the door to this room.
"Go take a shower first! After that you just eat, Dad has been waiting for you for a long time!"
Mother said without seeing my face first.
"Gleg.."
I immediately swallowed my saliva, after I heard what Mother said to me, because my guess turned out to be absolutely right. I haven't had time to return a warm hug from Laurent, now I feel like I want to go back into my room again. I already knew that Mom and Dad wouldn't stop just trolling me about Hansen.
"Sis Letta stink...!! Come on, take a shower first!"
said Laurent in a slightly loud voice, then she pulled my hand to go to the bathroom immediately. But this self seems to not care about Laurent's voice because now what is on my mind is my intention to return to immediately leave this house.
"Sis... ! Laurent has taken this towel, come on, take a shower first...!!" shouted Laurent back.
I gasped because suddenly my hand was given a towel by Laurent then he pushed my body back into the bathroom.
"Hmmmmmm...!"
Right now I can only sigh because I inevitably have to follow the rules that Mother told me, which is that I have to take a shower first and then I meet my father, because Dad is already waiting for me at the dining table.
Maybe I should have prepared my heart from now on because what will happen next I still can't imagine.
"Eeeeh..!"
I suddenly gasped in surprise because Julian held my hand before I closed the bathroom door.
"Sis Letta, if possible now, brother, don't meet with Father first, because I know for sure that Father and Mother will make Sis Letta hurt again, I know what Father and Mother have said and accused Sis Letta of all of that is not true, because That's all I can tell Sis Letta so you don't have to obey their requests. Oh yes, Julian has already prepared food for Sis Letta in the room, so Sis Letta will be able to eat in the room, don't need to go to the dining room and if later Sis Letta is finished eat it, sis Letta can send a chat to me, so that I will take the dirty dishes later ".
I fell silent like a statue after I listened to Julian's words.
He said it made my heart feel tight and a little sore, because now I know that I am not really alone in this house because there are still people who want to pay attention to me and understand my real situation.
I immediately closed the bathroom door without giving Julian an answer
because I don't want him to see me shedding these tears.
Yes... of course I cried because I was very sorry to hear all those words, why did all those words come out of the mouth of a Julian why not from the mouth of a mother who should have defended me from the injustice that my father accused me of! why... why did Mom even support Dad and enjoy seeing me suffer?!
These tears are getting heavier and unbearable, because I keep remembering the heartache that I have always suppressed all this time. I'm getting complacent to pour it all out under the shower which is currently wet on my head.
But I realized that I shouldn't cry like this for too long, because if I stay in the bathroom for too long then a new problem will occur. all of that will happen because right now everything I do will definitely be linked by Hansen.
"Enough Letta! You have to solve all these problems because what will happen will still happen, even though it's now, the day after tomorrow or later, Father and Mother will still accuse me because in the eyes of Father and Mother, I am the number 1 sinner in the world. in this house."
While wiping my tears, I encourage myself in my heart to stop these tears that keep falling from my eyes.
"Hopefully the kitchen room is quiet!"
I opened my bathroom door slightly, my eyes immediately looked around this kitchen room if there was no one then it was an opportunity for me to run quickly into my room.
"Thank God....", I said with great relief as soon as I entered my room and locked my room quickly.
I immediately put on my denim clothes which I had prepared beforehand. Because I have to be on guard if something happens then I'm ready to rush out of this house.
Now my eyes immediately fell on the food that was neatly arranged on my study table, all of which made me smile a little, because of my gratitude for all this to Julian.
To be honest, from now on I have to make myself throw all feelings towards Julian and Laurent because if I remember the two of them that happened my heart will melt again with my determination and desire.
I don't want to be weak because in terms of my age, I'm actually no longer a child who must always be protected or restrained by Mom and Dad. Maybe this Hansen problem is a way for me to be able to plan for the future I've always wanted.
"Huuuufttt.... !"
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