Climbing up the tree and throwing down my bag on the bed stride to the bathroom having a quick shower and throwing on black leggings and black crop top sliding on a pair of white flat canvas.
Looking back at my reflection the sad painful eyes stared back bottled up emotions I always tried to hide don't know how long I can hold on until my agony eats me alive.
Pulling on a white hoodie sliding my phone in the pocket my hair still straightened from this morning so I just toss it in a ponytail walking downstairs and into the kitchen the delightful scent of freshly baked cakes spices and not to mention the well-seasoned food, luscious mouth-watering flavourful heavenly delight lingering the air assaulting my nostrils.
"Hi, Mrs. Johnson want help with anything?" I inquired asking the head cook "there's boxes of decorations in the living room get busy and hurry up" she ordered didn't once spare me a glance you thought because they're also Omega's they'll treat me any better sadly nope they treat me the same.
Walking into the living room seeing boxes making trips carrying them into the ballroom where the party will be.
First thing I started blowing up some of the balloons to make arch colours of burgundy and gold some other arch with mint green and midnight blue.
Scattering the colourful arches all over the place his name was on a huge banner placing it at the front so once they walked in it would be the first thing they see and a number eighteen helium milestone in the colour mint green.
After blowing all two small boxes full of different types of balloons and five other boxes of decorations and began decorating the room.
Eventually done with all the boxes of decorations it was just remarkable, I did a great job looking around the well-decorated room the tables were in the corners already decorated only waiting for the Omega's to place the foods and plates etc.
The contrast of colours making the room come to life a wide smile crossed over my face spinning in circles just looking at the colours dazzling when I childish spin in circles carefree.
I stopped spinning when I heard a low chuckle looking around but didn't see anyone I walked out and closed the doors and head to my room.
Jeremiah POV
After renouncing Bianca all Lucca did was whimper in distress it kinda hurt knowing it's my fault but c'mon who would want her she's better off being alone, she's old enough to know she'll never fit in and never be happy I'm just making it easy for her.
"Want mate must have mate" Lucca started whining "oh for Christ sake she'll never be my mate get over it Lucca, God damn I'm happy with Cami you'll get used to her either way because she's not going anywhere" I said sternly.
"Don't piss me off human once I take full control of this pathetic body that blond bitch would be the first, I'll practice on ripping out throats" he threatened his voice was hoarse but it didn't even lose the fiery wrathful which was evident.
"Was that a threat" I challenged "no that's a warning" he spat bitterly rolling my eyes "look she's a lone wolf she doesn't even have a wolf she's just a useless pointless Omega why would you want someone like that?" I debate trying to reason with him he's only hurting himself running after a frail spineless who can't even protect or have the courage to fight back.
We gave her the name lone wolf even though lone wolves meant they don't have a pack but in her case it's similar since she's an outcast.
"Moon Goddess gave her to us I don't care if she doesn't have a wolf or an Omega rank doesn't matter in my eye, she was bestowed upon us and I don't give a shit what you think she's my soulmate" he retorts with a snarl.
"It's our job to accept her as she is not denying her, your nothing but a dumbass you refuse my mate" he exclaimed Lucca was infuriating I've never seen this side of him before.
"I know you're pissed but in due time you'll understand" I attempted allowing Lucca to see things my way "I've never been so disappointed in you" he reacted he did a deafening growl and retrieve to the back of my mind.
"Hey, baby what's wrong you're not eating?" Cami worriedly asked we were all sitting down in the cafeteria with Scott Aaron Jason and the girls they're the only people I hang out with.
"It's nothing" I told her in a bored tone my eyes automatically wandered looking in the extreme corner where Bianca usually sat but she wasn't there I felt discomfort in my heart everything I had said to her came back her teary eyes and silky face hearing her plead with me.
I didn't think I'd feel any remorse for my actions but I did, urrh curse the fucking mate bond.
But that feeling quickly went away when Cami started drawing circles on my thigh, "don't worry I have a surprise for you tonight" she murmured seductively in my ear I had to suppress the grunt that tried to escape my throat.
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The day went faster than I imagined after school we went shopping for the party well more like I took Cami shopping reaching home and help her with the bags walking back downstairs passing the ballroom the strong scent was so powerful I just had to get closer. The door opened a little and I peeped in seeing the room colours have been well selected the decorations were well organized but what stood out to me the most was Bianca spinning in circles.
I couldn't help but chuckle which came out louder than I thought it would, she stopped and turned around I took that as my cue and ran before she saw me.
"Stupid mate bond I thought I'd be able to get over it since I've rejected that fool God damnit" I muttered.
Walking into the kitchen to make sure everything was up to my standards they never disappoint the scent of delicious mouth-watering food blanket the air wanting to check if everything was in place for tonight.
Finally, it's time for the party after taking a long shower and got dressed in white skinny ripped jeans and a red long sleeve button shirt rolling up the sleeves elbow length and pairing it off with a white Adidas.
Walking into the ballroom the music was blasting people dancing getting drunk some making out. The Disco ball did wonders as the lights of multi colours reflected of shapes moon, stars, darkness, and sun gliding around illuminating the darkness of the room.
It was even phenomenal in the dark the lights shining on the balloons were just perfect everything was just spectacular she did a great job with the decorations.
The party started early because when the moon reaches its peak that's when I'll have the final base of my shift meaning this one would be the most painful shift; you'd be feeling extreme not to mention excruciating pain.
At the age of thirteen, every pup had their first shift which was painful and now the final shift would be even worst after completing this, the other times shifting won't feel any pain.
Partying dancing cutting cake socializing drinking and right now I'm in my room with the love of my life.
Nibbling on her smooth neck "why don't you just mark me already" she moaned softly as I jab deep inside her, "I want it to be special" I whispered connecting our lips pulling on her bottom lip asking for access which she granted my tongue explore every inch and corner of her mouth.
We've been at it for hours and I'm loving every minute of it she rolled off panting as we catch our breath.
Lucca was fuming I had to restrain him buried him deep inside my mind, the quicker he accepts Cami the less he'll suffer.
Bianca POV
Laying in bed the music was blasting full speed after everything that had happened, I didn't want to be near Jeremiah or anybody else.
Closing my eyes and welcome sleep well open arms I was too exhausted and all I wanted was to forget this day and the events that unfold.
Waking up to feel my entire body under fire the burning sensation and pain shoot through every single vein it's like I want to rip out of my skin because of the nerve-wrenching pain.
I couldn't hold back the tears anymore throwing the covers off getting out of bed I was so hot like my vessels were gonna explode I wailed in agony, "it hurts just make it stop please just make it stop" I shriek when another wave of distress whacks me causing me to stumble to the ground.
It wouldn't take a genius to know what was happening Jeremiah was mating with someone else who wasn't his mate causing me suffering.
It hurts me to know what I am a lone Wolf and that misery is with me all the time, knowing that I meant nothing to him.
There's only so much hurt I can take, wheezing my breath was laboured shaking agony rake my entire existence, everywhere I touched feels like a furnace as if I was set ablaze.
"Please just stop" I yelp don't know how long I have been in pain I can't breathe it hurts so much I just want it to be over so intense my fingernails clawing shredding the t-shirt I was wearing drenched with sweat and digging into my chest trying to find some sort of relief to ease the feeling I could smell the strong pungent coating of the overpowering metallic coating my fingertips slashing against my skin ignoring the bitter stings.
I was drenched in sweat and tears closing my eyes and find a happy place my mind wandered to the forest my favorite spot praying and hoping it will help.
My vision had black dots surrounding me slowly I slipped into darkness and just hope I don't wake up.
Jeremiah POV
"It's time Jeremiah we're all waiting for you in the clearing" dad's voice called out through the mind-link.
"I'd be there in a few minutes," I told him closing the link looking down at Cami as she snores kissing her forehead.
"Hey baby wake up it's time you need to get dress" I notified slightly shaking her shoulder as her eyes opened looking at me "already?" she asked sitting up telling out a yawn, "yeah it's almost twelve" I reply.
"C'mon we don't have much time" I added pecking her lips we took a quick shower together and throw on the same clothes we had on walking past Bianca's room I sense sadness hurt pain drifting plagued the air.
"She's hurt," Lucca proclaimed enraged "mate" he chanted in agony ignoring his plead we made our way to the clearing walking down the stone path the huge circle of every pack member present to witness.
We separate and I stepped into the centre of the crowd standing beside my parents, "tonight we'll all witness the new transformation of Jeremiah our soon-to-be alpha" Dad informed cheers, and howls were heard.
The moon already hangs in the night sky glowing a gentle silver-white, "drink this it will help to trigger your inner-wolf" mom told me handing over a bottle of wolfsbane.
I took it taking a deep breath gulping down the liquid gags and sprawled back and forth coughing as it leaves traces of fire down my throat.
"It's time son" dad notified looking at the moon as it reaches its highest apex.
I feel sick no I feel as if I've been stabbed several times and left to die, suddenly cold pain inflicted itself upon me, the bones in my body fell apart leaving me wailing in agony, but it was worst they were constantly changing course shifting not giving me time to adjust.
The unendurable pain surged through my bloodstream creating intense flare, bones outstretching the cracking and snapping of bones could be heard from a mile away I screamed out it's like my entire body was ignited, tearing apart from the inside I feel like I'm being tortured. My body was suffering in distress sharp piercing pain blast throughout stretching out all over.
Lucca was trying to break through the barrier as he snarled, my jawline dislocated I cried out as it snapped and developed into a vicious muzzle.
My entire face was altered, fur penetrating through my skin like needles and spurted all over, fingernails grew at an alarming rate to violent razor-sharp claws.
Sharp white claws emerging out of my fingers, hair becoming a more subtle feature on my arms, and face large white canines developed ripping away my gum in the process I could taste blood and without a doubt, Lucca was emerging growing stronger.
My spine snapped unbearable torment irritation seeping trying to catch my breath forcibly stretched and change their shapes moving so drastically that they rapture and puncturing my skin blood was pouring I did an ear-screeching scream which forced me on all fours.
He was a bit taller and bigger knowing the changeover is complete my wolf has been remade he's even stronger we fought for control but he overpowered me I couldn't control him his anger and strength subdue me he was now in total power.
He let out an ear-bursting growl looking around as everyone cheered, he tilts his head glaring at Cami with so much disgust and wrath.
"Don't do it Lucca" I cautioned he ignored my protest I tried to restrain him but couldn't I urge him to stop.
It happened so fast Lucca was on top of Cami she was laughing but quickly came to her senses when he snapped after her slender neck wanting nothing more than to sink his fangs into her neck draining her of every ounce of blood.
"Lucca, please I beg you please don't do this" I argue he viciously launched at her neck if it was just a tip further he could tear it all out in a second.
"Is this what you want uh this worthless shit" he snarls everyone screamed out beseeching for us to stop tears poured down Cami's scared face.
"Please Jeremiah stop you're scaring me" she cried out her eyes clenched tightly fidgeting beneath Lucca.
"Lucca" I warned feeling defenseless he only chuckled "I'm not doing his for you but for my beloved mate" he spat out bitterly roaring menacingly as he runs off with the last bit of strength, he ignored the terror look on everyone's face.
He ran up to the house and through the wolf door "mate she's hurt" he confirmed in a bleak tone as he followed the precious calming aroma.
He halted outside of Bianca's room using his snort to open the door and the delicate savour hit us like a wave of heat I could literally taste it on the tip of my tongue.
He was heartbroken and disgruntled when he saw the sight of Bianca laying on the ground curled in a tiny ball the moonlight illuminates and shone down on her fragile body he ran off and licking her teary face.
"Look at her, look what you did" he was livid when I saw her ripped shirt I could smell the awful trench of blood, "I-I" he cut me off "shut up you stupid bastard" he snarled furiously fierce tone.
"Please I'm sorry please wake up sweetheart I'm here now" he whispered laying down beside her with his head on her chest as he listened to her steady heartbeat.
Constantly licking her face and whispering sweet nothing not gonna lie I felt his sorrows and it hurt me deeply and most of all it broke my heart but the question remains do I want her hell nah.
"Stop it tickles" Bianca whispered between giggles Lucca started licking her face harder her voice and soft giggles was music to my ear I'd be lying if I said my heart didn't swoon.
"Stopp" Bianca said between a fit of laugh brushing our vibrant mahogany coat Lucca wags his tail with excitement and pleasure.
Our fur is a contrast of two different hues bright red and dark brunette, it's like both colours come together and blend naturally into one another, making it impossible to tell where one shade starts and the other one ends.
"So breathtaking" Lucca murmured whines happily as she rubbed our head and our body immediately relaxed "yeah she is" I admit her eyes fluttered opened shimmering under the moonlight she inhaled hard and dropped her hand as if we just burnt her. Her fascinating eyes held fright as she started squirming and backing away.
"Do something she's gonna scream" Lucca ordered freaking out "don't ask me you're on your own" I retorted taunting him "useless human" he spat.
Before I knew it I was in human form "what the hell, are you doing?" I yelled "shut up" he hissed at me.
"Plea-please I'm so-rry" Bianca stuttered cowed in fear backing away slowly not taking her eyes off us.
"Hey, hey it's ok I'm not Jeremiah I'm Lucca the better version I'm his wolf" Lucca introduced he took control of my human side the only difference is his voice is much softer and gentle and his eyes when the reflective light from his iris casts off a near translucent of a yellow copper dark gold tint with hues of cognac.
Bianca trembles like a leaf on a tree during a windy day constantly inching further "please don't hurt me" she chants.
"It's ok I promise you I won't hurt what belongs to me and you're mine trust me," Lucca told her trying to calm her worries he wipes her smoothing cheek feeling the force running through my hand it's like I was floating on air my heart even skipped a beat.
She opened her eyes "promise" Bianca lets out a vulnerable meek murmur "I assure you I won't mistreat you, never you have my word" Lucca gave an account of hope to her since she gave a slight smile that would make anyone fall head over heels.
The quicker the smile came the quicker it went and replace with uneasiness, "you wouldn't but what about Jeremiah?" Bianca curiously asked pondering her eyes held dismay and defeat.
The bitterness feeling runs through me knowing that she was reluctant about me part of me feels like shit while the other half feels impressed that she fears me.
"Like I mentioned you have nothing to worry about I'm here now," Lucca console sweetly, "I'm Bianca" she said sweetly I could hear her heart calmed down something I noticed is that she didn't stutter.
"It's a pleasure to finally meet you dear Bianca" he replied with a blarney tone cupping her face she leaned into the touch her soft lips release a solace sigh
"Can we leave now I'm bored Cami is probably looking for me?" I demand with such boredom, "don't start with me fucktard" he barked I just sat down being held captive in my mind like some sort of prisoner.
They talked about stuff while I just ignored them "is it ok if I ask you for a hug?" Lucca asked causing her to stiffen a little, "uh yeah, I guess you can" Bianca answered shyly.
Wrapping his arms around her waist she tensed at first but quickly calmed down embracing into my chest slowly she placed her arms around my waist God damnit she felt so freaking good I inhaled her wondrous aromatic fragrance that calms me.
She removed her hand and stared at me suddenly her eyes go wide and gazed at the ceiling "what now" I thought she covered her face "uh Lucca uh, where's uh...your clothes?" She muttered.
Fuck sake too caught up with Lucca and this trash, I didn't even think about being exposed when he had shifted to human form.
"Ooh" Lucca smiled flashing his pearly white teeth "my apology I didn't even think about it sorry about that" he apologized to her amusement coat his voice she laughed a little.
"We have to go now give me back control" I ordered seriously don't think I can be in the same proximity and breathe the same polluted air that was already tainted by her.
"Fine" Lucca grumbled without a fight I couldn't be any happier don't know how long I can stay being around this retard inbred.
"I have to go now Bianca I'll see you around sweetheart," he told her with his signature smile and a peck on her forehead I've never seen him this cheerful I don't know why he can't accept Cami in the past he never had any issues with her so what now.
"I'll see you around Lucca bye" Bianca rejoice, sounding happy who gives the mongrel the ability to be happy if it was my choice she would have been kicked out from the time we found out just how useless she is, but nope dad said he took her in it's fair she stayed until she finds her mate.
Now you can tell how that turns out ridiculous mate but not to worry she's in for a treat I'll make her suffer drive her crazy and straight out of my pack.
"Nice meeting you Lucca" she called out when I was about to open the door, "It's not Lucca and if you think just because Lucca takes a liking for you anything will change" I glare hearing her take a deep intake of shaky breath her face was pale and rid of every ounce of contentment and happiness, precisely the way I liked it.
I could sense the terror and heart raising "stay the hell away from me freak" I warned walking out banging the door.
"Why the fuck would you do that she was starting to open up" Lucca shouted sounding pissed "what did I somehow offend your girlfriend?" I utter chucking he irritatingly growled out.
"You got what you wanted I didn't say anything about playing nice" I comment he snarled I made a run for it before I ran into anyone seeing me naked and luckily I throw on a pair of black sweatpants and a black sleeveless shirt once I was in the safety of my room after I took a quick shower.
"Jeremiah Sean McIntosh you are in serious trouble" Mom's voice shouted through the link "not so loud mom" I grunt rubbing my temple my ear still ringing.
"Do you know how worried we were you attach Camille and didn't even think about apologizing for your behaviour" she yelled in a scolding manner letting out a sigh always treats me like I'm a pup.
"I'm sorry mom I lost control of Lucca and he took over" I explained wanting to forget what Lucca would have done.
"You can't let your wolf lost control like that again maybe next time you'll hurt her" mom warned me.
That's the last thing I want happening, "I won't" I reassured her "where were you? we couldn't pick up your scent we even tried the mind link" mom curiously asked.
I couldn't tell her where I was and that Lucca masked our scent and block the link.
"We went for a walk and I masked my scent I wanted to be alone same with the link," I explained hoping she doesn't think too much into it.
"Oh, honey you had me worried if this is about not finding your mate don't worry it's not too late" mom empathizes with me her tone assuring that I'll someday find my better half too bad I've already found her the stupidest and most despicable wolf in the pack.
"What have I ever done to deserve this," I thought "I know mom I'll see you tomorrow" and with that, I close the link and drift off to sleep.