"Well not that long I only heard please Bianca you can hate me all you want yell at me I don't care but you better wake up" she answered "that was the first part" I told her why do I even bother to ask it was obvious.
"Oh yeah oops sorry about that I wasn't gonna listen but you were so worried about someone you swear to not being your mate wanna explain" Maggie recounted sternly.
She had this friendly calm aura about her maybe I could at least talk to someone and take suggestions and she's an adult and mated.
Like I said why do I even bother denying it "it's a long story," I told her sighing low while stroking Bianca's hair.
"Good thing I have all day" Maggie answered I gave her the are you kidding me look "go on I'm listening" she motioned for me to start as she drags a chair and sat down giving me a nod to go on, so I told her everything.
"So let's get this clear you found out that Bianca's your mate you rejected her because she doesn't have a wolf and also an Omega," she said giving me a disapproving stare I was about to talk but she stopped me.
"You do not have the right to reject your mate whether or not she has a wolf" she pointed out.
"See even Nursie dearest here knows what a complete idiot you are" Lucca grumbles "you don't even start with me," I told him.
"And now you're with your first love Cameron or is it, Camille I'm not quite sure," she said unsure "it's Camille" I corrected.
"Oh yes, Camille do you love this girl even though she's not the one?" She asked studying my face as if she's reading it for any form of lying, thinking about it I don't feel the same way about her like I used to.
"No, I don't" I admit truthfully sometimes I have the nerves to push her off me, "even though you abandoned her she didn't accept it since she's still linked to you so she still has hope that probably someday you would accept her seeing that the bond between you two is still up and running" she implied.
"There's no us and from what I've seen and done I've rejected her and the bond is only strong because she won't let it go and accept that we'll never be a thing I'll never be able to look at her and love her the way I feel about Cami," I let out lying through my teeth every day I walk past her or the breeze blows her scent my body mind, and soul cries out for her and only her.
"Well, one thing for sure you can hide your true feelings for Bianca burying them deep beneath but when the bond gets stronger than ever, you can run but you can't hide from it, it will pull you both together and nothing I mean nothing can stand in the way of true destiny not even Cameron I mean Camille can stop it" Maggie declared, but spat Cami's name out like a sour taste.
"You talk so much ever consider being a guidance counsellor instead of a nosey nurse?" I suggested she laughed "well maybe I'll reconsider as a second choice after you make it right with the lovely Bianca," Maggie said while she looks over at Bianca with a kind smile.
I ignored her statement "I hope everything we have discussed stays within these four walls" I ordered knowing if this gets out, I'm gonna be the laughing stock of school and not to mention my pack.
"Are you that idiotic to put yourself, your pack, and even other's concerns before your mate" she lectures ranting on and on about how I disowned Bianca which was starting to piss me off.
The bell rang for lunch that's my cue walking towards the door about to open it "where you think you're going" Maddie inquired "lunch" I said with such boredom, "you can't leave she'll eventually wake up" she responds.
"Well too bad that's your problem, not mine" I defended "don't you dare walk out that door" she warned I did a light chuckle "try and stop me" I challenged with that I walked out slamming the door.
Bianca POV
I saw the raging tide barrelling towards us, it crashed into us separating me from the wrath of Apollo and threw my body underneath the waters.
I struggle to keep my head above the watery grave that's waiting patiently to swallow me whole in the harshness of the moment flinging my arms in all directions trying not to drown.
Trying to push with my arms and legs but I simply couldn't find any leverage, for all I knew I was dragging myself further down my body fighting for every last bit of air weakly tried to push myself out of the difficult water.
Air being sucked from my body cold water filled my lungs and blood pounding behind my eyes this was it this was how I was gonna die I haven't even started life yet when I grasped for the last bit of breath unfortunately icy-cold water engulfed in my throat burned as if millions of needles have been pricked into me.
My air supply ran out and my mouth barely could open for air I could feel my heart and lungs tighten and then cutting it off even more.
Submerged beneath the piercing water I could feel my lungs giving out I wanted to cry out for help but I couldn't bring enough air into my lungs.
Trapped and defeat inside an invisible wall holding me captive I saw the exit bright light with two arms reaching out for me, but I no longer have the strength to survive my breathing was agonizingly painful and short.
I'm slowly slipping into unconsciousness I felt strong arms dragging me out "Bianca" the voice called out but the more it called out the further it sounds until the darkness of the abyss takes me as their victim dooming me to death.
Jeremiah POV
"Where have you been?" Jason questions as I approach our usual table seeing the six of them looking at me questioningly.
"Clearing my head," I said in a bored tone I could feel Cami's eyes boring holes in the side of my head which was starting to irritate the shit out of me and I couldn't take it anymore turning to face her she had a pissed-off look.
"Why the fuck did you help her?" Cami snapped which didn't come as a shocker "c'mon she needed help and I helped no big deal" I answered flatly "of course just like you did the last time" Aaron mentioned.
"It's not like I'm gonna sit back and know she needed help she may be a freak but still she's part of our pack" I replied, "don't tell me you have a thing for the lone Wolf" Jason taunt wiggling his brow.
"Shut the fuck up I rather be single than be with that Omega," I said with disgust they all chuckled while the girls do what they do best bitching about how pathetic Bianca was.
"I'm sorry for the poor guy that would end up being Bianca's mate" Scott bluntly add we all started laughing even though mine was fake and I'm the one who just happens to end up with her which sucks big time.
"Babe don't be silly she'd be mateless I don't think moon goddess would be so heartless to mate her with anyone" Katie sickly state "I can see her growing old still being the worthless pathetic weak and total disgrace to our pack and the werewolf's creatures" Maya snarled.
I'm not gonna lie hearing what they're saying hit a fucking nerve but I pushed it aside knowing for a fact they'll have more questions and I don't think I'd have the answer.
Lucca started scratching the surface which was getting annoying "what the hell is wrong with you?" I asked "it's Bianca something's wrong I can sense it" he responded, "yeah right it's always her every flipping time when I'm with Cami you just have to bring that stupid idiot up" I retort.
I just had enough of her Bianca this Bianca that I've rejected that laughingstock and still hearing her name I could have a perfect mate even mark her but that wasn't the case out of all the she-wolves why did I end up with that piece of shit.
"I'm not joking about this I could care less about that bitch you keep clinging to" he snarled viciously I rolled my eyes.
"I fucking swear to Moon Goddess Jeremiah if you don't get the fuck up I'll take over your body and you know I will kill everyone around this table starting with the lovely Camille" Lucca warned me spatting every word with venom and I know nothing will stop him.
I got up Lucca is stronger than me and I can't stop him "where are you going, babe?" Cami asked "I have something to take care of" I answered didn't wait for her reply I walked out.
"Run you pathetic human I can feel her in distress" Lucca barked orders "how the hell did you even know that I didn't even feel anything?" I asked speeding down the corridor following her scent.
"Since you rejected her you have cut all ties with her so you can't feel her emotions and since she thankfully didn't accept the rejection I can still feel her emotions pain agony and that leaves you with only feeling the tingle," he told me.
That makes so much sense pushing the door to the nurse's office running to the bathroom I stood there only to see her trying to grip something her hands flinging all over the place.
"Don't just stand there you idiot" Lucca yelled pulling me from my state of shock I jogged over pulling her up from the cold water.
I could hear her whimpering and gasped for air shaking from the cold I pushed her hair out of her face I looked at her face eyes were still closed as she pant.
Lifting her resting her on my lap throwing my jacket over her thank God she wasn't hot but freezing sitting on the floor with her on my lap trying to warm her up as possible.
Staring at her gorgeous face which was slowly losing the colour blue and her lip were fading to the usual colour.
Joy spread across my face when stunning honey eyes stared back she looked at me with a small smile she closed her eyes and rubbed them as she opened them again but this time she shrieks struggling to get out of my firm grip.
"Whaaa" she stuttered pushing my arms off her as she got up "what happened" she shouted looking around "where's my clothes what the hell am I doing here" she yelled trying to cover up her body.
"You fucking bastard what did you do" Bianca snapped angrily her arms wrapped tightly shielding her body.
"You should be grateful I helped your sorry-looking ass you had fucking high temperature burning up and the only thing I could do was bringing you here" I yelled.
"I could care less about your dumbass I don't give a fly fuck if you're living or dead I can't stomach the sight of you what the hell have I done to offend the Queen to be stuck with an abomination as a she-wolf" I barked.
The look in her gazes had a dejected look I couldn't believe I've said that did I felt bad a little bit did I care the slightest hell no.
"Fine I'll walk away you will never have to look at me and cover up our bond and connection you'll never have to loath the part of you that cares for me despite all the things I've done I never asked to be like this" she yelled Bianca sighed heavily letting her head drop as she continued.
"I will leave and you will be free I just want to know the truth to be honest with me is there a tiny bit of humanity that cares about me the slightest or accept me as your mate," she asked staring at me with so much hurt a single tear rolled down her cheek as she roughly wiped it away.
"I'm gonna be the future Alpha I'm building a life for myself I have plans for a future and none of these things involves you" I justified my reasons.
"I-I understand," she said nodding her head, "no you don't yes I keep fighting the mate bond yes I hate myself for the truth it will never be you, Bianca, it will always be Camille I'll never be able to accept you as my mate and Luna" I confessed.
She looked like she was expecting me to say these things yet the hint of hope Bianca hangs on to quickly erase like a fire being put out, Lucca trying to break free but I had to suppress him.
"So you get the truth accept it and cut the tie move on Bianca I'll never find it to ever think of loving you, so go walk away from me and never come back because yes I'm being honest with you I don't want you to be my Luna that's what I want" I told her truthfully.
"You're right silly me to even think you'll look past my setback and accept me as your chosen guess not everyone's as they seem I care for someone who doesn't even care about me finally my heart accept what my mind already knows" Bianca started laughing as she continued "no more tears because I didn't lose you, you lose me" she acknowledged.
Finally, she agrees to move on at least Bianca did something right for the first time.
"Good now get this over with I have places to be," I said in a monotone "I Bianca Adams-" she was about to finish when the door opened snapping our attention towards the door I did a low growl
"Oh hello Bianca welcome back to the land of the living," Maddie said smiling as she looked at me then back at Bianca.
"Wow, nice tattoo Bianca," she let out Bianca stopped pulling down her top "what tattoo?" She asked sounding confused I didn't even realize she had a tattoo "right on your left shoulder" Maddie pointed out.
I walked around to see it was a beautiful triquetra symbol and a Celtic spiral beneath it.
She looked shock when she saw it in the mirror her fingertips slowly slide over it I looked at Maddie as she stared eyes opened wide Bianca had the same expression.
"Uh I have to go" she bluntly said breaking the silence as she run out the door echoes with a bang leaving Maddie and I in an awkward silence.
"Maddie" I utter as she shakes her head recovering from her trance as she gazed at me, "how long has she had that tattoo?" She asked running her hand through her dark brown hair as she paced back and forth nervously.
"I don't know" I answered unsure of what to say I'm uncertain about why the sudden change in Maddie's facial expression.
"What you mean by that you don't know?" Maddie yelled "how the hell should I even know" I argued raising an eyebrow questioningly as she breathes heavily.
"You are her mate and you're telling me you don't freaking know" she responded with disbelief "she may be my mate but I don't have any intention of seeing her naked," I said in complete at most disgusted, which earn a dangerous growl from her.
"You watch that mouth don't you ever talk about her like that" Maggie snarled furiously "do you know who you're talking to" I shouted with authority which she wasn't even fazed by.
"What yourself Jeremiah I could care less about your title" Maggie hissed out in a challenging tone.
I don't know what happened all of a sudden I was on my knees and she stood over me, "listen and listen well when push comes to shove you'll need that girl on your side" she advised me as she continued.
"You can hide all your emotions deep within everything you feel for her deny all you want but know one thing for sure that you can't hide from the mate bond it will forever be with you" Maggie explained as she put away the towel Bianca was using.
"How long will you hide the truth from everyone especially Camille before it all comes biting you back in the ass" Maddie questioned, "it's better you come forward and tell the truth or watch as everything falls apart your choice" she suggested looking at me observing my face for any emotions or something but my face was expressionless.
"Hurt her again and you'll regret it," she said smiling she turned back around facing the cabinet taking some bottles of herbs and mixing them in a bowl "you're free to go" she uttered in a monotone it's like a burden was lifted off me and I got up looking at her puzzled she didn't even spare me a gaze.
"I said to go" she barks causing me to fidget I ran out of there for the first time in my life I showed fear.
The door slammed shut which startled me, what was that all about why was she so, so urrh I hate when I don't understand anything she was so obligated to Bianca and I don't even know what's going on.
Does it have something to do with the tattoos Maddie wasn't like this but why the sudden change after seeing it that has me thinking.
What had me dumbfounded was the fact that I don't know what happened one second I was standing the next I was on my knees can't move.
There's something fishy going on with Maddie I need to know what's going on with her and the tattoos and I will stop at nothing until I find out the truth.
"Hey, I need you to-" Aaron cut me off through the mind link "where the hell were you we looked everywhere why didn't you answer the link?" he asked more like demands an answer.
"I'm sorry I was doing something" I informed him I could hear him sighing "you've been avoiding us we barely saw you today what's going on did you and Cami have some sort of argument?" He inquired shaking my head then I realized he can't even see me.
"No I'm just busy" I replied yet he didn't seem convinced but he didn't push the matter, "oh good so what you wanted me to do?" He asked.
"What do you mean?" I utter walking to the parking lot since school was over which was weird cause we just had lunch.
"Are you kidding me you just told me you need me to do something before I cut you off" he reminded me chuckling "what I don't remember asking you anything I don't even remember mind linking you" I notified him rubbing my head confused about why I even linked him in the first place.
"Don't sweat it you'll probably figure it out anyways what were you doing during lunch you kinda ran out leaving us?" He pointed out.
"What do you mean I ran out" I inquired now I was beyond puzzled "are you seriously shitting me right now or you just lost your memory or something," he said laughing so hard.
I found them in the lot laughing as I approached them "seriously Jeremiah" Jason asked "is it some staff meeting or something why school dismissed" I mentioned they looked between each other.
"Oh my God, you need to see the doctor and get your head checked out school dismissed three hours ago we got worried after you didn't show up for the final classes" Scott noted.
I'm dazed about everything Aaron decided to drive since he didn't trust me behind the wheel during the drive home all I could think about was what the hell was happening to me.