Bianca POV
Looking around the hefty pouring of rain heavy droplets, lightning flashing bolt dashing from the stormy grey sky, the skyline flickering the shimmering contrast of stormy dark clouds wavering around enormous lightning bolts striking none stop.
The skies were bursting raging thunder lightning flashing could be heard, this place looks so familiar but I can't place and pinpoint exactly where the torrential down pouring of rain merges into larger droplets with such force as it echoes with each impact on the ground.
Hearing loud howling ruffled the tensed ambiance growling growl-bark meaning they're in submission, snarl, whimper most of all loud wailing cries of wolves emitting amidst the menacing brutal stormy weather.
Looking in the direction that's when I discovered wolves ranging from different sizes aggressively snarling and attacking each other streams of blood mixed with rain, the separation of limps was scattered everywhere.
Some wolves didn't even get the chance to fully shift meaning they're in half human half wolf forms.
I stood there don't even know what to do watching as they ambushed a brown wolf he did a high-pitch growl-bark bowing his head in submission as he shifted back to human form.
I freaked when I saw those dark grey eyes that haunt me even in my sleep his dark brown medium-length faded hair drenched in blood as the rain washed it away his face was brutally bruised.
I stood there and winced as they savagely ripped Aaron to shreds, I cringe when his eyes changed from the usual dark grey to lifeless pale.
Looking around one wolf stood out to me seeing how helpless his captivating dark golden eyes held such agony and misery as he struggles to stand up, I ran attempting to help him as tears poured down my face.
My heart raced when I saw a man standing over him I sprint over to them the man smirked "aren't so bad after all alpha Jeremiah" he jeered as he continued "how does it feel to watch your worthless pack crumbled to the ground all dead including your parents you should have seen how they begged me to stop when I pierced my razor claws in their hearts yanking it out" he reminisces as if he was explaining his favorite movie flicking his hands as the huge crystal clear white claws emerged from his nails.
I froze paralyze with fear and anguish consume me as he lifted Lucca off the ground by his throat "see you in hell" the man snarled "please no" I screamed out when he forcefully rammed his hand penetrating through his chest a weak grunt left Lucca.
Only coming out with the beating heart he smirked evilly squeezing the heart the bloody water running down his hand, my stomach turned at the sight of Lucca's life drained from his eyes his lifeless body dropped to the ground with a throb.
"No" I cried out opening my eyes to see everyone staring at me weirdly.
I looked around my eyes searching in the direction of Jeremiah my body relaxed knowing that he's safe, he stares giving me a confused look but it quickly replaced with a distasted.
"Bianca care to explain why you were screaming in the middle of class" Mrs. Smith inquired, "she probably just figured out how pathetic and a total waste she is" Jeremiah insult mimicking a pitch girly scream smirking at me.
The class erupted into laughter wiping the tears looking down on my desk I didn't even have my books out taking my bag as I ran out leaving the echo of laughter behind.
Laying down at my spot just reflecting on the dream it was so real lifeless bodies rain lightning thunder, everything seems so true what a weird dream now I'm left puzzled confused sighing heavily.
"Your time is now, start where you stand and never back down" the familiar soft voice whispered through the cool wind.
Shooting up looking around frantic that's the second time I've heard that voice so I know for a fact that I haven't been dreaming and I've come to terms that I'm not only a lone Wolf and Omega nor mate-less but to add to my numerous titles I'm also going coo-coo hearing voices.
"Hello, who are you show yourself" I shouted probably look like a lunatic the steady gust of wind humming blustery as it sweetly swinging the leaves rustling them.
Began getting brisk before I could even get a chance to react a huge whirlwind was just two feet away from me the breeze was gushing causing leaves to sweep all over it was blowing rapidly causing me to stubble down with a force I had to hold on to the roots.
"Do not be afraid my child" the same voice spoke as the breeze seized, I stared shellshock in at most fear the whirlwind formed out the figure of a woman.
Closing my eyes and rubbing them to make sure they're seeing properly reopening them nope it's still there.
The lady looks like an enhanced spirit her milky white skin wearing a gilded Goddess dress romper with attached gold mesh layer dress with thigh slit arm drapes. A halo crown gold leaves headband finishing off her attire her silky hair blow with the wind.
I did a deafening ear-piercing scream "sta-stay away from me" I shrieked beginning to freak out I want to take up my feet and run but I was still too stunned.
"Fear, not Bianca" she calmly said, "how-how did you know my name?" I nervously ask didn't wait for the answer I took off running like my butt was on fire.
I stopped to catch my breath looking back and squealed when I realized all that running I was doing I was only three feet away all along dumbly running on air fucking air.
"If I put you down will you stop screaming?" the lady petition I nodded didn't trust my voice I watched how she carefully lowered her hand causing me to fumble to the ground.
"Who are you? How did you know my name? What are you? how did you-" she cut off my rambling by muting me muffling my voice.
"Silence please" she ordered "I will explain everything to you once I unmute you," she told me nodding my head timidity.
"What the-" I cut myself off when she raised her hand she's pretty scary for a whirlwind.
"My name is Aurora Wales" she or should I say Aurora commenced "Bianca I've been watching over you since the moment you were born" she informed me I just stood there looking baffled.
"But that still doesn't answer why you're" I paused just thinking about it sounds weird "you know wind and why are you even watching me?" I asked confused about everything it's not like am anything special.
"That's why I'm here I need your help Bianca" Aurora claimed tilting my head to the side trying to analyze everything now she's the one who's insane.
I couldn't help but laugh at what she just said "you want me to help you" I said between laughs "you sure you were watching over the right Bianca and not this one" I speculated doubtfully, you know how ridiculous this sounds she looked down at me with disapproval.
"Uh sorry" I muttered "as I was saying I'm Aurora Wales the Goddess of wind" she enlightened me I was left thunderstruck mouth opened eyes dilated.
"God... Goddess of wind" I mumbled unbelievable still processing the new info, "oh my gosh, your highness my apologies" I quickly said respectfully bowing down to show my respect she nodded.
"Now that explains why you're like that" I pointed out, "I'll see you around Bianca" Aurora notified as she disappears with the wind.
"You can't leave I don't even know how can an Omega help you I'm not perfect just look at me I'm helpless" I shouted looking around in circles.
"Don't lower your expectations to fit into a world but know this you were born to stand out," the voice said.
If she's been watching over me she'd know I can't help, what could I do? I'm a lone Wolf I wouldn't even call myself an omega my status is lower I guess there's no rank lower to describe my abomination and if that wasn't bad enough I'm also a reject even to my mate.
Even I know just how useless and pathetic I am hearing it all the time I'm starting to believe it.
Walking back home recapping what Aurora said don't lower your expectations to fit into a world but know this you were born to stand out. But truth be told yes, I'm born to stand out well yep at least she got that part right being bullied being an outcast reject mistake creep most of all mateless ok you got the idea yes I stand out pretty well.
I lost track of time, the moment I reached home It was already dinner time, hurried to shower get dressed, and head to the lunchroom.
Walking over to where the food was tons of options decided to get ground beef, mash potatoes and gravy with cornbread, and a bit of cheesy chicken lasagne.
Scurrying to get back to my room before I could get notice taking up the tray and turned around and just like that I knew I fucked up.
"Why, why just why" I chanted fidget my breathing seems to stop for a second my heart raced my pulse rising rapidly like I've just done a freaking marathon.
"You fucking bitch" Jeremiah lashed out as I stared at his white V-neck shirt that's now covered in everything that was on my tray.
"Why do the Gods hate me so much what have I ever done to offend anyone," I thought.
"I'm soo sorry Jeremiah I-I didn't mean to it was a acc-" I stopped myself when I felt the sharp sting on my right cheek tears poured down without my consent even when I tried to keep them at bay I don't even know he'd hit me even after finding out I'm his mate than again he did reject me so nothing is possible he'll never accept me.
"This was my favorite shirt, you stupid inbred" he spat bitterly causing everyone to laugh it's funny how they just sit back and enjoy disrespecting me like no big deal.
"I-I I'm sorry" I faltered looking hopeless as always.
"Shut up why don't you save us the fucking trouble of seeing your ugly pathetic face and just kill yourself we'll throw an after party to celebrate how worthless piece of shit you were it's not like we'll miss you" he spat out bitterly.
I couldn't believe he would say something so cruel like that how many times will he ripped my heart out stab it, step on it and rub pepper and salt on the wounds before he knows how I feel.
"Don't worry we'll write a little message on your tombstone" Katie added with a creepy smirk as Maya high five her.
"Here lays Bianca Adams the lone Wolf an embarrassment to the moon Queen and all wolf packs including ours" Cami put in her two cents high five Sophie then everyone decided to throw their insults.
I looked at Jeremiah as my lips quiver catching sight of his eyes flickering the colours of amber to dark gold knowing Lucca's trying to control his body.
Every time Lucca eyes flicked on, they held so much guilt I couldn't stand there and watch him feeling hurt I ran to my room locking the door, and climb into bed and let the tears outpour willingly.
I hate him so much I hate everyone in this pack if I could save Lucca and watch them all crumbled to the ground like in the dream I would.
I've learned more from pain than I could learn from the pleasure that no matter what I do I'll never fit in, but nothing is more painful than staying somewhere you know you don't belong. It hurts to have your pains bottled up emotions and agony the anger I hold and hide deep within slowly damages me.
I wish I could hurt Jeremiah the way he had hurt me but I know that even if I have the chance to I couldn't do it, deep down inside I want him to suffer the most painful death but he's still my mate and the bond won't allow me to.
The longer I live the more I realize that reality is just a constant reminder of who I am, enduring their cruelty feeling helpless.
It may sting to let go sometimes, at times I think that way deep inside Jeremiah there's a tiny part of him that someday he'll finally accept me but on the other hand, it hurts more to hold on to empty hopes.
The noise of laughter filled the air as I walked to my window looking out the clearing everyone having fun training I've never had the chance to know how it feels to train everyone underestimate me just because I've shift I don't want to be incapable weak walking back to my bed pulling up the covers and force myself to sleep.
Jeremiah POV
"Can we leave now!" I argued it's been an hour and I'm pissed "no not yet" Lucca hissed as he played with her soft hair, It's been two weeks now since I've found out that Bianca's my mate, and every night when she's asleep we conceal our scent.
And we have to lay down beside her, which was dreadful because I'd rather be wrapped up with Cami than wasting my time with this thing until Lucca's ready to leave because of this I have to spend less time with Cami.
Being around Bianca I can feel our bond growing stronger it still hurt me that I've hit her and Lucca reminds me every day it's not like I'm not used to hitting her so why do I care about it now. Her emotions were not easily hidden on her innocent face, it was visible but her eyes her beautiful eyes showed her soul.
Her lovely essence always seems to find me wherever I am, her innocent round-shaped face, gorgeous brown eyes, the moonlight shimmers and danced on her marvelous brown smooth skin, cute little adorable button nose, not to mention her tempting pink shaped lips.
I like her high cheekbones overall she was very appealing to me, her soft snores I would listen to every night, "what the fuck am I talking about swear it was the mate bond talking".
"How can you give me so much strength yet you're still my only weakness" Lucca professed mumbled in her ear as he caresses her cheeks something he's fond of doing a lot, "the most beautiful thing in life can't be seen or touch they must be felt with the heart first" he revealed.
"Why waste your time with her she rather be alone just like the outcast she's meant to be," I let out in disgust, "sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out but to see who cares enough to break them down" Lucca indicates dismissing what I just said.
"Are you willing to break them down?" Lucca raised a question with certainty "hell no I don't even care whether or not she lives or die" I spat why would I give a shit about her.
"Then you're the biggest fool and embarrassment to our Queen and the alpha title" he growled baring his teeth from anger.
Taking back control getting up and walked out, and headed to Cami's room.
Sneak in and made my way under the covers pulling her warm body against mine kissing on the sensitive part of her neck she started waking up.
"Seriously Jeremiah you've been avoiding me all week and expect to climb in bed with me and everything will be fine" she yelled.
"I'm sorry I just had a lot dealing with" I mumbled while placing feather kisses all over her neck chest face and shoulder trying to distract her.
"What you say I make it up to you?" I whisper sucking on her neck I barely touched her and already she's moaning softly so easy Cami's like a light switch easily to turn on.
"You know me so well" she replied don't have to tell you what happened next.
I could feel her discomfort and Lucca was having none of it he was causing crisis disturbing me which was starting to annoy the fuck out of me and on the other side, I'm feeling the effects of having sex with someone other than Bianca.
Having to deal with Lucca's chaos and dilemma I was beyond pissed they just ruin a good fuck.
"Hey, babe why did you stop...is it me did you find someone else? Oh my God, you're leaving me aren't you" she rambles fretting pushing her off me sighing heavily shutting my eyes taking a deep breath seeing Bianca's face floating around my mind I can never catch a break.
"Damnit" I shouted "you don't love me anymore is that it Jeremiah?" her voice pulled me from my thoughts, "no of course I love you it's not you don't worry I'll always love you Cami," I told her kissing her plump lips it's just not the same I don't enjoy it like I used to.
The kiss cuddles and sex I just lost all interest just dull and boring she lay her head on my chest and I have the urge and the strongest desire to push her off, no matter how hard I try to hate Bianca I can't I crave and yearn to be with her.
I guess no matter what unfortunately once the mate bond is still active and I can't get away from the stupid feeling.
Bianca POV
Taking out my required books walking into biology class sitting down at my usual seat I was wearing a dark blue hoodie grey crop top and dark blue skinny ripped jeans and white flat canvas and my hair was in a messy bun.
"Now class for today's lesson we'll be discussing mating" Mr. Black informed us that awkward moment when we have to talk about sex mating and mating bond etc. all together.
The class erupted with snickering here and there immature "hey Bianca this lesson isn't for you we all know how you'll end up mateless lonely because no one in their rightful mind would be able to spend the rest of their lives with someone like you" Jason's taunts as he and everyone laugh.
I stared at him with so much hatred and resentment "aarrh fuck sake" he exclaimed holding his head as his outcries get louder and louder.
He cried out falling out of his seat Jason fell to the ground clenching his head, "shit it hurts so much" he pants all the laughing haul as everyone turned their attention to Jason.
"Don't fucking stand there go call the nurse he's bleeding" Nathan growled out as he placed Jason's head on his lap.
"Karma is a fucking bitch who's laughing now," I thought smirking as he grunts and pleading for help, I could see him shaking uncontrollably.
"Oh shut the hell up it isn't as funny when you're the one feeling the pain is it" I muttered his screaming slowly getting quiet until nothing only leaving him breathing heavily with a light whimper.
"What happened?" Scott inquired when Jason sat up straight his head hang low while he rubbed his forehead.
"It's like every blood was racing to my head I could feel my blood pressure raising it's like my insides boiling felt like I was gonna explode" he exhaled explaining what had occurred as sweat poured down his face.
"I don't know what fucking happen but it stopped the pain just stopped" he trails off voice uneven I wish it could happen to all of them the excruciating pain I want them to know how much it hurts I want them to suffer I want to pa-
Suddenly the sharp piercing scream only to see Jeremiah Aaron Scott and Jason on the ground whimpering, they were lamenting as they clamped their heads wailing in complete anguish.
They cried out grunting in pain wailing I could feel Jeremiah's pain looking at them I could tell they were in distress I'd be lying if I said I wasn't basked in the moment a smile almost break out on my face.
The pain knocked them down and I was loving every minute for them to feel the pain of others, let it sink into their pores for just long enough to give them a taste of their own medicine on what it's like to be on the receiving end.
I couldn't bear to hear them wailing and I had to swallow every strand in my body not to go and comfort Jeremiah the pull was too intense I could feel his wolf reaching out for me to comfort them.
"Please stop please" I mentally chant over and over my heartache the burning sensation as if part of my body was touching something harsh hot griping pain sudden in my stomach.
Removing my hands from my ears and opening them to the now quiet room the tension was thick everyone had shock expressions on their faces only the low grunting sounds evident.
The school nurse was checking them when the event of what happened with Jason when I told him to shut up and he stopped and how I wished they could feel the same way.
That's when the realization hit me like a ton of bricks "bloody hell ooh my God I-I did that to them" I muttered somewhat proud and confused mixed feelings.
"But how can it be, it can't be possible can it?" I speculated glancing at them as they wipe off the blood from their noses eyes and ears with tissues.
The day flew by news spread faster than wildfire everyone was talking about what happened it was scary but at the same time, they know what suffering feels like.
"Aurora, Aurora" I shouted on top of my lungs running to the forest "not so loud Bianca" Aurora responded as the cool breeze passed over and she stood in front of me, "what's happening to me Aurora" I cried out panicking.
"I-I nearly killed them I made a wish and...and they started feeling pain blood coming from their ears and noses I-I could have killed them," I confessed I'm a crying mess this was what I've always wanted but now why does it feel so wrong and right at the same time, I'm scared agitated about everything.
She started laughing I looked at her with blurry vision seeing the state I am in freaking out and she's here laughing I stared at her how could she be able to laugh when I nearly commit murder.
"Ooh sorry sweetheart I couldn't help it," Aurora said between laughs "I see you're growing stronger each day" she told me, "what" I questioned drying my face with my top.
"Because you have found your mate, you have finally unlocked your magic" she enlightened me I gave her a complicated look.