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Chapter 9 - Theory of Love - Aun and Tu

Been a while since I have been able to write another chapter.

Wish there was more of their story at the end. You just go from them hugging at the beach to them attending an award ceremony together.

Here is my take on their first date.

3RD person POV

Third watches his friend with a wide smirk on his face. His friend is, currently, anxiously tapping his leg as he fiddles with his phone. If Third didn't know better he would say that his friend was nervous.

"Tu? .... Tu?"

Tu jumps, dropping his phone. This causes the small man beside him to chuckle.

"Are you ok?" he asks, his face shows the answer.

Tu takes a deep breath to ease some of the nervousness. His palms are sweating and his heart is racing like a hummingbird. He quickly picks up his phone and checks for cracks. Avoiding the little man's knowing look.

'Why am I so nervous? I've been on lots of dates before, so why does this one feel different?' He is so lost in thought he doesn't answer Third.

"Asshole Tu!"

Tu jumps again and smiles sheepishly at Third.

"Sorry!"

"I asked if you're feeling ok? If you're worried about it I can call him for you to cancel or arrange it for another day," Third offers.

Tu smiles gratefully at his friend. For a moment he considers Third's offer before shaking his head.

"I'm ok Third, just a little nervous. I've never been on a date with a guy before." Tu cringes at the lie but it was better than telling Third the truth. He wasn't nervous about dating a guy, he knew it was not much different than dating a girl. He was nervous because he's never felt so strongly for someone, not even Lin who he had loved since school.

He rubs his hands on his legs until Third pats his hand to make him stop.

"Tu, dating a guy isn't any different than dating a girl."

Tu gives him a knowing look.

"How many girls have you dated?"

Third blushes and shakes his head. Tu has never seen Third interested in anyone but Khai.

"Well, at least that's what Khai says. He says that the only difference he can think of is that you don't have to do a lot of, well 'girly stuff' that's what he calls them. Though, I have no idea what he means. Aun likes you, so just be yourself tonight."

Tu nods he knows what Third is saying makes sense, but he's still nervous.

"I guess I think I'm nervous because I really like him. I wasn't this nervous when I started dating Lin, and I liked her for years. When we finally started going out it felt strange, almost like I was doing something wrong."

Third pats his shoulder in understanding.

Tu's phone suddenly starts ringing, causing them both to jump. They look at the screen, Aun is calling. Tu freezes as he stares at the screen. Third, impatiently takes the phone and presses the answer button.

"Hello, Aun. Yeah, he'll be right down. Ok, bye," Third hands him back his phone and pulls him towards the door. "Just go have fun!" he commands.

Tu tries to calm his breathing down as he walks down the stairs to the lobby. He had considered taking the elevator but decided against it. This way he would have more time to prepare.

When he finally reaches the lobby his heart is beating at a normal rhythm, that is until he lays eyes on Aun.

Aun is standing near the entrance with his back to Tu. His black jeans hug his legs in a way that allows him to see the definition of his hard muscles and round ass cheeks. His pale blue t-shirt clings to his arms allowing Tu to see those strong arms of his. Tu has to remind himself to breathe and to swallow. His throat has become suddenly very dry.

Tu shakily walks up behind him and clears his throat to make his presence known. Aun turns around and smiles brightly at him. Tu feels the breath leave his lungs and his insides melt. Aun has a way of disarming Tu with only a smile.

"Are you ready Tu?"

Tu smiles and nods not trusting his voice.

Aun leads the way to his car, Tu follows quietly behind. As they drive to the restaurant, Aun starts to feel a little concerned. Tu is quiet and that's not like him.

He quickly pulls the car over and turns off the ignition. Then he turns in his seat and stares at the man beside him. Light from the street lights highlights his pale skin and soft cheeks.

Tu turns to face Aun, eyes wide.

"Tu?"

"Mmmm," he says in response, still not trusting his voice.

"Are you ok?" he asks, his eyebrows knitting together.

Tu bites his lower lip before nodding.

"We don't have to do this. I can take you back if you're uncomfortable or anything."

Aun has wanted this for some time now, and Tu has finally started thinking of him in the same way. He doesn't want to push Tu into something if he isn't ready for it.

During the course of making that play, they had spent a lot of time together. They laughed, joked around and flirted or at least he did. He had been looking forward to tonight. He didn't want to do anything to mess it up.

Tu's eyes went wide.

"No! I don't want to go back," he spoke in a rush Aun almost didn't understand him.

"Really?" he said with a raised eyebrow.

"Yeah really." Tu sighs. "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just a little nervous." He rubs his hands together again as though they were suddenly cold.

Aun takes hold of his hands, stopping his movements. Tu looks up, startled by the sudden contact. He watches almost in slow motion as Aun lifts the hand he is holding and brings it to his lips. Tu feels Aun's soft lips plant a small kiss on his knuckles.

Aun hears Tu's gasp and has to hide the smirk that is threatening to break out.

"I'm nervous too," he says with a soft smile. Tu nods and gulps, Aun can see his adam's apple quiver as he swallows. Aun slowly leans forward and kisses Tu's neck. It's only a small peck, Tu might not have felt it if he hadn't known it was happening. However, he does and that soft touch causes his heart to once again beat like a hummingbird.

Aun lets go of his hands and turn back to the wheel. He quickly starts the car and they continue to the restaurant in silence.

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As the meal progresses Tu starts to feel more at ease with Aun. They talk about the play and the trip Tu went on with Khai, Third and Bone. Aun can see Tu relaxing more around him as the night goes on.

Aun's eye repeatedly glances at Tu's hand on the table, he is itching to hold it, but he doesn't. He isn't sure if Tu would be ok with that. Instead, he places his own hand fairly close to the other man's. Tu notices the movement and slowly moves his hand closer. His little finger is almost touching Aun's thumb when they get interrupted.

"Tu? Aun?" Both boys look up in surprise to see Lin. She looks between the pair and their hands. Aun quickly moves his hand away which surprises Tu.

"Lin? What are you doing here?" Aun asks, trying not to sound like he's just been caught with his friend's ex. Lin glares at him.

"A friend messaged me saying that she saw you here with Tu, and it looks like you are on a date. Is this really a date? I thought you were leaving Bangkok."

Aun's cheeks flush red as he looks at Tu in a panic. Tu draws Lin's attention.

"If this was a date, would that be a problem?" he asks. Lin glares at him ever so slightly.

"Yeah, it would! You broke up with me only a few weeks ago and he's one of my closest friends, he wouldn't hurt me like that." Lin points a finger at Aun.

Tu can see Aun is lost for words, he looks very much like a fish at that moment, eyes wide and mouth opening and closing. Tu sighs, pulls his hand off the table and starts to speak whilst looking at Lin.

"Well, then this won't be a problem because this isn't a date. Aun asked me to dinner so we could talk about a project he wants my help in."

Aun's wide eyes stare at Tu, who refuses to look at him.

"Really?" she doesn't sound like she believes him so she looks back to Aun.

Aun nods reluctantly.

"Yeah, it's true!" He tries to catch Tu's eyes but the other man still refuses to look at him.

"Actually, you've come at a good time. We've just finished talking and I was about to go anyway. Here you can have my seat," Tu gets up quickly, leaves the chair out for her and walks away.

"Tu!" Aun calls after him, but Tu ignores his calls and continues walking. Aun is forced to sit back down as Lin takes Tu's seat.

---

Tu doesn't allow his heart to feel anything until he gets home. As soon as the door closes his heart shatters. The tears flood out his eyes as he tries to wipe them away.

He decides to get a shower and go to bed, he hopes he can forget about tonight by the time he wakes up. The hot spray helps to ease the tension in his shoulders but it does nothing for the pain forming in his heart. He balls his hands into fists, he has the strong urge to punch the wall.

"Damn you Aun!" he curses.

He understands why Aun didn't say anything, he understands why he couldn't hurt his friend but damn did it hurt.

After drying off he puts on a pair of shorts and a loose tank top and gets under the covers. His phone pings beside him, eager fingers search for it in the hopes it is Aun.

Tu tries but fails to not let the disappointment crush him when he sees it's just a message from Third.

'Hey, buddy! How did the date go? or is going?'

Tu turns his phone off, he doesn't want to face the reality that his one and only date with Aun has ended sooner than it should have. Does this mean that Aun doesn't want to be with him? Will he be like Third? Loving someone that won't love him?

Tu's eyes go wide.

'Love?' did I just say love?'

Tu buries his head in his covers finally allowing the tears to fall freely.

--

Bang! Bang!

Tu wakes up confused. He looks at the time on his phone, one hour. He has slept for only one hour. The banging continues.

"Fuck off!" he shouts before pulling the covers over his head.

Bang! Bang!

"Damn it! whoever's knocking better have a good fucking excuse!" he rants as he gets up.

Tu yanks the door open and gasps.

"What! .... Aun?"

Aun stands with his hands in his pockets and head slightly bowed. Tu's surprise morphs into anger.

"What are you doing here?" he demands.

When Aun doesn't answer, Tu tries to shut the door. Aun stops him.

"Tu please!" he begs.

Tu tries to shut the door again, but Aun doesn't let him. He moves away from the door and Aun follows him inside. He watches Tu sit on his bed with a sigh. He's a little at a loss as to what to do. Aun isn't sure if he should sit next to him on the bed or on the chair nearby.

He opts for the chair, that way Tu won't feel uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry Tu," Aun says in a whisper, Tu almost misses it. Tu takes a deep breath making sure his voice is even when he speaks.

"You have nothing to be sorry for. I understand. Lin is your closest friend. The last thing you want to do is hurt her. I would most likely do the same thing in your position. We can just go back to being friends. I'll just need some time .... Before we can be like we were."

Tu refuses to look into Aun's eyes as he speaks, he is afraid. Afraid that he will crumble and beg Aun to choose him over his friend. He knew that would be too selfish of him. A small gasp escapes him when he feels Aun take hold of his hands.

"Look at me Tu please!"

Aun is now kneeling in front of him.

Tu lifts his eyes slowly and almost melts. The pain and passion in his eyes reflect what he was sure was in his. A stray tear falls down Tu's cheek, Aun moves his hand up to cup Tu's face and rub the tear away.

Without a word, Aun leans forward and captures Tu's soft lips in his own. Tu hesitates for a moment before closing his eyes and kissing him back.

Their tongues battled for dominance until Tu finally allows Aun to take control. He lies back down on the bed. Aun's body lies flush against his and their lips continue their heated dance. Tu can feel every inch of Aun's hard body, including a very noticeable and hard bump further down.

The pair are interrupted by a shrill ringing. Tu reluctantly pushes Aun off of him as he sits up. Aun sits on the bed next to Tu as he looks at his phone. His eyes go wide and his hand freezes. Tu notices and looks at the screen.

Lin is calling. Both boys look up at each other, unsure of what to do.

Eventually, Tu hits the answer button and puts it on speaker.

"Hello, Lin, erm .. what's up?'

"Nothing. I just wanted to check you were ok, you seemed a little off after Tu left."

Aun looks into Tu's eyes and takes a deep breath.

"Lin, I have to tell you something. I'm sorry, but... I was on a date with Tu. I don't want to hurt you, but I also don't want to hurt him. I really like him, I have for a long time, even before I knew that he knew you. I tried to deny it especially when you two started dating but it killed me. I didn't say anything because I thought it was what you both wanted."

Tu holds his breath as he listens, Lin is quiet.

"I know he broke up with you, and I think that might have been my fault. I confused him, but I didn't mean to. I thought I buried what I was feeling well enough to be around him. I think he did the right thing when he ended it with you. It's better he ended it now instead of later. Imagine how much more pain you would feel if he'd continued to date you only to break up with you later on."

"I'm really sorry Lin, I hope you can forgive me but I need to follow my heart. I need to make it up to Tu, goodbye!"

Aun doesn't let Lin respond, instead, he hangs up and grips Tu's hands.

"I'm sorry Tu, I should have told her at the restaurant. I shouldn't have let you lie and leave. Please, forgive me!" He knows he is begging but he doesn't care.

Tu looks from their hands to Aun's face and back again several times before pushing him back on the bed. He hovers over him, eyes moving down his length.

His hand gently strokes his cheek before moving down his neck. It ghosts over his chest through his shirt, Aun eyes close and he gasps. He moves his hand back up to circle the sensitive nubs. Then, ever so slowly, he continues to move further down. Until his hand fully cups Aun's steel cock.

Aun's hips jerk as a gasp escapes his mouth which then turns into a moan.

"Tu?" he says in a whispered moan.

He can barely control himself. Tu smirks at the blush travelling up his neck.

"Tu stop!... please," he begs breathlessly.

The hand on his crotch stills for a moment as if it's listening to him. Then it presses a little harder, a little faster.

Aun grabs his hand, stopping it himself.

"Tu... I said... S... stop please!" it's hard for him to speak. Tu's wide eyes stare down at him. Panic starts to rise inside.

'Have I gone too far? I thought he wanted to? Wanted me?'

Aun takes a moment to catch his breath and calm his racing heart. He can almost guess what Tu is thinking. He lifts his hand and gently cups Tu's cheek, forcing his eyes to meet his.

"It's not that I don't want to, I do! I've had dreams about being with you. I just need to be sure. I don't want to be another notch on your bedpost ... I'm afraid when we wake up in the morning you'll either say it was a mistake or thank you and goodbye. I know what you were like before you started dating Lin. The many girls that you went through. I don't want to be like them."

Tu leans down and gives Aun a slow kiss. He pours everything he feels for the man into it. Aun is breathless when Tu finally pulls back.

"You will never be just a notch on the bedpost. I won't deny that I've slept with a lot of girls, but you have to know. You are the only man I have ever kissed or had feelings for. When you dived into that water to save me, thinking I was trying to drown myself. I knew there was something about you."

"I admit I didn't like you before, but that was because Khai thought you were after Third. Then after that, I tried to deny what I was feeling because I thought you liked Third too. So, I convinced myself that I would be happy with Lin, but then you got under my skin. No one has ever done that before."

"I promise Aun if we do something more tonight or not, in the morning nothing will change. I will still want to date you, kiss you and make love to you every night. Will you give me that chance? Will you let me prove how much I want you and not just for one night?"

A single tear rolled down Aun's face at his words. Tu softly wipes away the droplet. He leans down and captures his lips. Slow and steady he moves against Aun's lips. Slowly coaxing the other man to respond and once he does he intensifies the passion they are feeling.

Aun flips them over and sits up breaking their kiss. Tu stares up at him with heat filled eyes, he watches carefully as Aun removes his jacket and starts to slowly unbutton his shirt, whilst slowly moving his hips over Tu's.

Bit by bit Aun's lightly tanned chest is revealed. Tu licks his lips wanting to taste that skin. Once it's open Tu sits up and helps him remove it completely before latching his tongue onto his chest.

Aun gasps as Tu licks across his smooth chest, when he latches onto one of his nipples Aun grips Tu's shoulders. His legs shake under his man's ministrations.

Tu's hands roam around Aun's back before finally coming to rest on both ass cheeks. He grabs and squeezes them as he moves to the other nipple. He smirks against Aun's skin as he hears his moans.

Aun grows impatient and quickly pushes Tu back slightly, before making quick work of the buttons on his shirt. Once removed he pushes Tu back down on the bed and gives him the same treatment.

Tu moans and writhes underneath Aun, the other man groans as their hard cocks rub against each other.

Aun's mouth kisses up Tu's body whilst his hand travels downward. As their lips connect Tu gasps into Aun's mouth. His hand cups Tu's erection through his dark jeans. He slowly palms him as Tu unconsciously ruts into his hand.

"Aun! Please!" he isn't sure what he is asking for but whatever it is he needs it desperately. Aun seems to know what he wants as he makes quick work of his belt and zipper, before plunging his hand inside.

Tu moans loudly when he feels Aun's hot hand on his bare cock. He slowly pumps him as he watches the man writhe and moan in pleasure. A small smirk plays on his lips as Tu's head is thrown back and his eyes are closed.

Aun takes his hand away to quickly pull his jeans and underwear down. Tu's cock springs free and jerks as Aun stares at it. Before Tu can complain or argue, Aun's hot mouth envelopes the tip and slowly moves down, taking the length further and further in.

It is taking everything in Tu to stop him from thrusting into Aun's mouth. Aun is giving him the best blowjob he has ever had. No girl has ever made me come undone like this. As Aun bobs up and down on his cock he moves so he can undo and take off his jeans and underwear.

He pumps his cock in time with his movements on Tu's erection. He can feel Tu is starting to shudder a little underneath him and he knows he is close. He has never wanted to make a man cum so much in his life, but Tu doesn't allow him to.

He grips his arms and pulls him up, Aun releases Tu's erection with a pop. Tu forces Aun to move up his body so that he is sitting on his chest. Aun's cock points straight up. Tu moves one hand and slowly grips the long thick shaft. He mimics what Aun had done to him and moves his hand up and down.

Aun moans and tips his head back spurring Tu on. He lifts his head up slightly and flicks the tip of his tongue across the slit. Aun gasps so Tu does it again. Soon Aun is slowly thrusting his hips as Tu licks all around his shaft.

"Tu, please tell me you have some lube and a condom?" Aun begs as his pleasure builds.

Tu points to the dresser next to his bed silently as his mouth is clamped around the tip of Aun's cock, hollowing his cheeks as he moves up and down.

Aun reluctantly moves back so he can reach the drawer. He pulls out what he needs and moves down Tu's body. He rips open the packet and eases it down onto Tu's erection before applying a generous amount of lube. He also lubes up two of his fingers and slowly probes his hole.

It doesn't take him long to widen up for Tu, as he had been preparing himself for several nights leading up to the date, just in case. Aun hadn't planned on sleeping with Tu but he wanted to be ready just in case this sexy man wanted him just as much as he did.

Aun gripped Tu's cock and slowly eased himself down. Tu groaned as the tightness and heat enveloped him.

"Oh god Aun!" he moans as the man above him sheaths himself fully. Aun is panting as he slowly lifts himself up before easing himself down. Tu can't control his pants and moans as Aun slowly rides him.

"Please! Move faster," he begs as he grabs Aun's hips. Aun smiles down at him and shakes his head.

"Patience baby! You're bigger than I anticipated, give me a chance to get used to you."

Tu stamps down on his urges as he allows the sexy as hell man above him to set the pace, however, his willpower is slowly waning. Soon, Aun is moving slightly faster on top of him and he takes that as a signal to move.

He sits up, wraps his arms around Aun's body and flips them over. Aun is now laid on the bed with Tu over him. With this new angle, Aun can feel Tu go deeper. Tu starts to thrust his hips faster, hitting a sweet spot inside Aun each time.

"Tu! Oh God!" he chants as Tu's unrelenting pace sends sparks of pleasure up his spine. Tu grips Aun cock and starts to pump him in time with his thrusts and soon Aun cums with a loud moan.

His hips jerk and his hole clench down on Tu's cock. Tu groans as he gets tighter and it isn't long before he pumps one final thrust into him before cumming himself.

Eventually, Tu slowly eases out of him and pulls off the condom. He ties it and quickly throws it in the bin before collapsing onto the bed next to Aun utterly spent.

Both boys pant, trying to get their breaths back. Tu turns his head to look at Aun who has his eyes closed smiling. He sifts so he is laid on his side and rests his head in his hand. He leans down and gives Aun a quick kiss before pulling back. Aun opens his eyes and smiles up at him.

"That was amazing," he says breathlessly.

Tu smiles and nods agreeing completely. After a few moments, Tu gets up and fetches a washcloth from the bathroom. He gently wipes the cum off of Aun's toned stomach, the soft fabric, as well as Tu's hand, make Aun's placid cock harden a little. Then he climbs into bed pulling Aun into his arms.

Aun rests his head on Tu's chest before allowing sleep to take him. Tu gives Aun a small kiss on his forehead before closing his eyes too. The sex had been awesome, mindblowing even but if he was truly honest with himself. The best part about tonight is wrapping his arms around the man he really cares for, or dare he says loves.

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The sun filtered in through the window, hitting both men. Tu is laid with his back to Aun, whilst Aun spoons him from behind. He smiles as he slowly registers the feel of strong arms around his waist.

Aun pulls him tighter to his chest when he feels Tu pull away. A slight panic settles in his sleep-filled mind.

'He's leaving me! This was all a lie,'

Aun's thoughts are stilled by Tu's chuckle. He turns in Aun's arms and strokes the handsome man's face. Aun slowly opens his eyes, blinking at the light.

"Morning handsome," Tu whispers against his lips before sealing his response with a kiss.

It takes Aun a little longer than he cares to admit to kiss him back. As soon as Tu feels him start to respond he pulls back. Aun glares at him.

"I have class," he says with a chuckle before getting up.

Aun continues to pout. Tu stops at the bathroom door and turns to him.

"Are you planning on staying there pouting or are you going to join me?" he winks at Aun before disappearing into the bathroom.

Aun is up in a flash and races off almost tripping over his own feet.

Tu is standing naked under the hot spray when Aun joins him. Aun quickly lathers up his hands to clean Tu. He reaches around his waist and smiles when he sees Tu's thick hard cock standing to attention.

Aun kisses up his neck as his hands pay special attention to Tu's cock. Tu gasps then moans as he thrusts his hips in time with Aun's hands. His ass slowly grinds on Aun's own erection as he does.

"Tu!" he pants in Tu's ear. The feeling of his cock in between those soft cheeks is amazing but he needs more.

Tu reaches back and grips Aun's cock before guiding it into his hole. Aun gasps in surprise which has Tu turning his head.

"You weren't the only one that prepared for last night."

Tu smirks as he captures Aun's lips in a heated kiss as he slowly pushes back on his cock. He feels some pain as he pushes Aun's erection through his hole, for a minute he considers taking it out and trying again another time.

Aun's hand on his cock moves around his tip distracting him. Soon Aun's cock is buried fully inside Tu's ass and both boys moan.

Tu starts to slowly move his hips. His cock rocks in Aun's hand as his ass rocks on Aun's hard erection. Tu can't describe the feeling of being filled and played with at the same time.

Aun's hips soon join the rhythm. He releases Tu's shaft and grabs both hips. Tu leans forward, slightly pressing his face and chest into the wall. Aun starts to quicken his thrusts, he is very close.

Soon Tu cums screaming Aun's name as Aun cums screaming Tu's. When Aun eventually pulls his cock out, Tu turns and gives Aun a lazy kiss before continuing to clean themselves.

---

Aun makes it to class with only a minute to spare, Third smirks at him. He ignores his friend as he focuses on the teacher. After class, Third pulls him away from the group to question him but he doesn't get the chance. Lin is waiting.

Tu reluctantly follows Lin outside to talk. She is glaring at him as he waits for her to start.

"Is it true?" she asks. He looks at her confused.

"That Aun has feelings for you? and that you broke up with me because you were confused about what you felt for him?"

Tu nods answering both questions.

"Why did you agree to go out with me?"

Tu sighs.

"I had been in love with you for years, you were always the one that got away. After seeing you again I thought this would be my chance but then Aun told me you had a boyfriend. I was heartbroken and he was there for me. I had to spend time with him and I got to know him. The more I knew the more I liked but I ignored it partly because of you and partly because I thought he liked my friend."

"Then we started dating and I thought I was happy. I was for a time, but when I found out he was leaving, I thought I had missed my chance. I knew it wasn't fair to date you whilst I was feeling something for someone else. Even if I thought I had lost them. I really am sorry, but I... I love him."

Two gasps could be heard, one was from Lin the other came from behind him. Tu turns and is surprised to see Aun. Tu's cheeks heat up and he can imagine he looks as red as a tomato. Aun steps forward momentarily ignoring Lin's presence.

"You love me?" he asks with a small smile. Tu nods shyly as Aun's smile grows bigger.

"I love you too," he says before grabbing his neck and pulling him in for a kiss. Neither noticed as Lin leaves in a huff but they break apart when they hear a series of catcalls and whistles.

Third, Khai and Bone are stood cheering the pair on and Tu's blush intensifies and spreads to Aun. Aun turns his back to them, grips Tu's hand and smiles.

"Do you have class this afternoon?'

Tu shakes his head

"Do you have plans with those guys?"

"Not anymore," Tu says, shaking his head and Aun smirks.

"Good! Let's go back to mine,"