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Chapter 10 - Oxygen - Kao and Phu

This is only from one point of view.

Kao's POV

I was staring at the phone in my hand for the hundredth time that day, my nerves were starting to get the better of me. It's been months since I last saw him face to face. The video chat we did a few weeks ago didn't cut it. He could only be on for a few minutes and he barely said anything, I did most of the talking which I know isn't unusual.

A friend had joked about getting naked for him on our next video call, I had rightly slapped him across the head. However, the night of the video call I had a dreamt about slowly undressing in front of the camera as he watched from millions of miles away.

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"Mmmm," I moaned as I swiped a hand across my chest after I had removed my shirt.

I could see his eyes following my every movement, especially when my hands lowered to undo my jeans. My hips swayed a little as I shimmied the fabric down my legs. Once free from them I turned and bent forward so my ass was sticking out towards the screen.

"Shall I remove these?" I teased as I knelt in front of the camera.

Phu said nothing, he only nodded. To an outsider, it looked as if he was indifferent to what I was doing, but I could see the fire in his eyes as he silently watched me.

I did as instructed and soon my rock hard cock was standing to attention as if to salute him. His tongue came out to lick his lips as I leant back slightly to show it off. It twitched as I watched him scan me up and down.

Then, needing to feel something, I gripped my cock and slowly started pumping myself. My hips started moving in time to my hand as I imagined it was his.

"Phu!" I moaned.

Before I closed my eyes to give myself over to the pleasure, I noticed his hand that was out of view for me was moving in a similar way to mine. I smirked as I pictured him with his cock in his hand.

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My alarm the next morning woke me up just as I was about to release my load. I was feeling frustrated, horny and hard as hell. As I took a shower, I gripped my cock and imagined, like always, that it was his hand.

Dreams like that made him being in another country even harder and I was having them almost every night. However, when he told me he was coming back for a few weeks, I instantly screamed with excitement. He said he'll message me when he lands. His plane is landing at half four this afternoon and it's...

Only half three! Damn! Still got another hour till he lands and then about another hour or two for him to get through customs and all that, plus the traffic. I sighed then chuckled at myself, I know I'm being ridiculous but I've never been in love before and the first person I like leaves the country.

Both Gui and Solo look at me strangely. They probably think I've lost my mind, I probably have. Late last night, I had knocked on their door, after hours of tossing and turning too excited to sleep. Solo hadn't been pleased but at least Gui understood and welcomed me in.

Judging from the messed up hair, flushed skin and rumpled shirts I had definitely interrupted something. I did feel a little guilty and told them to go back to bed, I would just play some games to pass the time or have a nap on their couch. Solo had practically dragged Gui back to their room.

I had attempted to make breakfast for them until I almost burnt it, luckily Gui had rescued the food before it became inedible.

"You ok Kao?" Gui asked looking up from his work.

With a smile, I nodded as I looked at my phone again. Solo clicked his tongue at me.

"Can you be any more obvious?" he teased me, earning a playful slap from his boyfriend.

"I'm just so excited to see him. I haven't seen him in months! You can't say anything Solo, what did you do when Gui interned for 3 months, huh?"

Solo glared at me as Gui smirked at him.

"Yeah, you wanted us to run away together because you missed me so much. Solo! Be nice!" he teased and scolded as Solo gave him a pouty look.

"What are you guys going to do? He isn't here for very long," Gui asked.

My excitement dipped a little. I loved that I get to see him again but he's going to leave again. Graduation is still another year away. Another year of missing him, another year of being alone.

"Honestly I don't know, he might not have much time when he gets here. He's mainly coming over to work so ....." I trailed off.

A big part of me really wished he'd decided to come over to see me. I'd even dress up as a bunny if he did that. Gui patted me on the shoulder as my phone dings. I almost dropped it, I was that excited.

My face fell instantly as I almost throw my phone down.

'Son, will you be coming over this weekend.'

It was only from my Jaa. Solo laughed at me, I glared at him and stomped out. I headed down to Phu's room. I let myself in, deciding to give his apartment a clean before he got home. The kitchen was the first part I started with, I plugged in my headphones and started to wipe down the surfaces.

Suddenly, a cold sensation swiped across the back of my neck.

"Yah!" I yelped.

Spinning around with my fist raised, I'm ready to punch whoever or whatever it is. Instead, my arm stopped mid-air as I gasp.

"Phu!"

"Ball!" he said with a chuckle.

My eyes are wide and I've forgotten to breathe as he pinched my cheeks. The moment his heated skin touched mine I pounced. My arms wrapped around his neck as my legs automatically wrapped around his waist. As I clung to him I fully expected to be thrown off or dropped but he surprised me again.

Phu wrapped one arm around my waist and the other I could feel gripping my thigh fairly close to my ass. He chuckled against my ear and it took everything in me not to moan or cum in my pants. Before I could process what was happening he started walking, his grip on my waist and thigh tightened.

I heard a door open and when I looked up I gasped, I was expecting to be in the hallway and he would put me down and tell me he needed sleep. Instead, we were in his bedroom. The covers look rumpled as if he had been asleep.

"Ball," he whispered seductively in my ear, sending a shockwave of pleasure straight in between my legs. Before I could speak or let go, he knelt on the bed and laid me down. Phu's body hovered over me as he smirked down at me.

My legs were still around his waist as he pushed his hips into mine. I could feel the very distinct outline of his erection, pressing against mine through our jeans.

"Phu?" I asked unsure, momentarily worried he was drunk or possessed by some horny rabbit or I could be dreaming.

His gaze locked on my lips as he slowly lowered himself. My eyes widened as I watched him inch closer and closer.

'Is he going to kiss me?' I thought as I scrunched my eyes closed.

His lips pressed against mine in the briefest of touches, so brief that I almost missed it. However, I don't miss the second kiss, this one is more demanding and firmer. I gasped into his mouth as he ground down into my waist again. My legs were shaking as he moved from my mouth and travelled across my cheek. His mouth reached my ear and licked softly around the lobe.

"I've missed you Ball," he whispered seductively. His smooth voice went straight to my dick and I involuntarily moaned.

"I... I... I miss... missed you .. to... Too," God! I sounded like a stuttering teenager who's just experienced his first kiss.

I mean technically it was my first kiss but I didn't want him to think that.

"Ball!" he moaned into my ear again before kissing down my neck. Automatically, I moved my head to the side to give him better access. My hands gripped his shirt as I continued to moan.

His hands, one at a time, took hold of mine and pinned them above my head. He rose up and stared down at me with eyes that chilled me, in an erotic way. His eyes burned with uncontrolled lust and I forgot to breathe.

He sat back, released my hands and moved them down my face, my neck and down to the hem of my shirt. His eyes never left mine as he slowly lifted it exposing inch after inch of my skin. He pulled my shirt over my head and wrapped it around my hands, essentially tying me up.

Then his hands travelled down again and very softly traced a path around my chest and stomach. I was writhing underneath him as he sensually sent me crazy. He hasn't touched me anywhere I would have said was an erotic place but I was already so close to cumming.

"Phu please!" I moaned.

I have no idea what I am asking for, I'm not sure if I want him to stop, continue or go lower. He smirked at me as he bent down. His face licked a wet path similar to the ones his hands had made. I bit my bottom lip to keep myself from moaning.

The last thing I want him to think is that I don't know how to control myself. He's always in control and never loses himself. I know I'll look every bit the little virgin that I am. Never before had I wished I had any type of experience but right then I did. At the least, I would know how to control myself as he does.

"Let go, I want to hear you," he whispered against my nipple.

The hot air of his breath blew against it and I gasped, bucked my hips and arched my back. My cum spurted out of my achingly hard cock into my pants. I came down from the high of my first orgasm that wasn't self-induced and it took me a minute longer than it should, to realise what had just happened.

Mortified, I tried to turn over, he, at least, allowed me to. I buried my face in my shirt that was still wrapped around my wrists. I can feel the heat in my cheeks. He chuckled behind me as I felt his hand on my back followed closely by his mouth as he kissed a path up towards my head.

"Ball!" I could hear the humour in his voice and I can almost imagine the look he had.

This just proves how young and stupid I am. I pushed him back and rushed out of the room, before I left his room I untied my hands and quickly put my shirt on. Quickly slamming the door I practically ran out of the building, went straight home and hid under my covers.

After a few hours of shame-filled crying, I emerged and jumped in the shower. My soiled pants were just a horrible reminder of what I had done. I had cum so fast like a small schoolboy seeing breasts or a dick for the first time.

The hot shower at least helped me to relieve some of the tension and it's then that I realised that he allowed me to leave. He didn't try to stop me or come after me.

A crushing pain filled my chest. He realised how pathetic I am and he doesn't want me anymore. I spent so much time chasing him and getting into his life, now I've ruined it. I fell onto the shower floor, lifted my knees and wrap my arms around them. Tears fall down my face as I bury it in my arms.

It takes me a few more minutes of crying before I finally get out of the shower. I headed straight back into bed after getting dressed and cried myself to sleep.

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When I woke up it was dark outside. I looked at my phone and saw it was close to nine at night. I had slept for five hours. I noticed several missed calls from Gui, Solo and Jaa but none from him.

My head pounded as I got up and went in search of food. My red, puffy eyes itched slightly and it took me a minute to realise that the table is set with food. Shocked, I spun around and there he was. Sat on my sofa reading a book.

He smiled up at me, as he put the book down and stood. My cheeks burned again as I turned around. My heart hammered as I heard his steps get closer.

"Are you hungry?" he asked behind me.

Not trusting my voice, I shook my head and raced back into the bedroom. He followed me, preventing me from climbing under the covers again. Phu lifted me and carried me back out. He finally puts me down once we were at the table. I stared at the food longingly, as my stomach chose that moment to grumble. He chuckled as he manhandled me into the chair.

I refused to look at him as he took his seat and started to eat. With my head still lowered I slowly started to eat too. Our meal was filled with an uncomfortable silence, at least for me he probably liked it. I wanted to talk to break the silence but my brain wasn't working.

"Ball!" he called, I kept my head down.

"Ball!" he said again, a little louder.

"Kao," my head shot up. He's never said my name before.

He smiled softly at me as he reached over and wiped my face.

"Kao, silly bunny."

He was still smiling as he stood and came around to me. My eyes followed him, unable to look away. He bent down and gently stroked my cheek as his other hand gripped my arm and pulled me up. He crushed me to him as his lips claimed mine. Once he has left me completely breathless he pulled back.

"Why did you leave? I was just getting started with you."

That question brings me back to reality. I tried to get out of his grasp but he tightened his grip.

"L... let me g... go," I hated how my voice sounded so weak.

"Not until you tell me," his dark eyes fixed me to the spot.

"I... I was embarrassed," I told him, burying my face in his chest.

I could feel his chuckle and it riled me up. Angrily, I pushed him away and fixed him with a glare.

"Why are you laughing? Is my embarrassment funny to you? I was mortified that you barely touched me and I cum like a little boy going through puberty. I've never been with anyone before and I've been so excited to see you again."

I was close to tears by the time I finished my rant. Turning my back to him I quickly wiped my face. He stepped up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I'm sorry Ball, I didn't mean to laugh. You just look so cute like a little bunny," he kissed my neck as I felt my blush heating my neck.

His hands moved lower and gently gripped my soft cock through my sweats. I do a not so manly yelp as he gripped me. He moved us towards my room, his hand never left my cock. Once inside he stripped me of my clothes before stripping himself.

My back is still to him and I was shyly covering myself as best I could, unsure of what to do. Soon, I felt his hands gently touching my skin again. He ghosted over my ass cheeks and I jumped slightly.

"Lay down on your stomach Ball," he whispered.

Nodding, I do as I was told and laid down, burying my face in my pillows. His fingers slowly moved up my legs. His mouth nipped and licked my cheeks as I groaned. Suddenly, I felt something cold being poured into the crack of my ass. I lifted my head and managed to look back in time to see him put a bottle of what looks like lube down. He smirked at me as he rubbed the lube around my ass and in-between.

I moaned as he swiped his fingers around my hole. Over the years and especially after I met him, I had added fingering myself into my masturbation routine. So, when he pushed the first finger in it didn't burn as much.

He smirked as I moaned when he added another finger, stretching me. Slowly, he pumped me as I started to go crazy. His other hand pulled at my hips forcing me to lift my ass higher.

I was now on my hands and knees in front of him as he continued to thrust his fingers in and out of me. My hard erection painfully throbbed as I felt my release coming and he hadn't touched it since he started fingering me. Just as it was about to hit, he pulled his fingers out.

Frustrated, I groaned as I unconsciously moved my ass closer to him, begging him to continue. He slapped my ass as he chuckled.

"Turn over," he ordered, I instantly did as I was told.

This was my first time seeing him in all his naked glory and I gasped at the sight. His muscles moved and twitched as he crawled up my body. His knees are on either side of my head as his cock jerked in front of me.

"Lick!" he ordered.

Slowly and nervously, I licked around his tip. His eyes closed and a moan escaped him as I get a little bolder. I managed to bring one hand up and I gripped the base whilst I wrapped my mouth around it.

His hips jerked slightly forward, pushing his cock further into my mouth. I tried to think about what I had seen in the porn videos I had watched. Hollowing out my cheeks, I started to bob my head back and forth whilst stroking the part I couldn't fit inside my mouth.

"Fuck!" he groaned.

It's the first cuss word I have ever heard him say and I was liking it. I watched him watch me as I sucked him. Our eyes stayed locked as his hips joined my rhythm. Soon, he pulled out, gripped the headrest and closed his eyes. I watched him take several deep breaths as he gripped his cock.

"I want you," he told me once he opened his eyes.

"I want you too," I whispered.

Phu moved back and laid fully on me, forcing my legs to widen to accommodate him. He kissed me passionately as he ground our hips together like before, only now there were no barriers. Eventually, he sat up and pushed my legs up and further apart. I watched him line himself up and I moaned as his cock stretched me. A pleasurable burn built up as he moved inch by inch.

Once he was fully inside me he groaned and moved his hips back before roughly slamming into me, hard and slow. This slow, rough pace built a heat inside that had me gasping.

Each time he thrust into me he hit my prostate. Stars shot behind my eyes every time and it took everything in me to remember to breathe. My moans grew louder as my pleasure increased. His slow, fast thrusts increased in pace. The quick slaps of our skin echoed in the silent room along with my moans. He gripped my now very hard erection and pumped me just as roughly.

"Phu!" I screamed as my second orgasm exploded.

White-hot liquid shot out of my cock, coating my stomach and chest as he continued his unrelenting pace. Soon, his movements started to get choppy as his own moaned grew louder. He quickly pulled out and pumped himself a few times before he cum all over my stomach. His cum mixed with mine as he collapsed next to me.

My breath came out in pants as I tried to get my brain to function. I knew I should clean myself up but my legs were like jelly and my brain was mush. Phu, eventually, got up and went into the bathroom, coming out with a cloth. He must have read my mind.

With a soft smile, he cleaned me up and then moved me so he could lift the covers. We climbed in and he wrapped his arms around me. I rested my head on his chest.

"Do you feel better?" he asked me, I nodded not trusting my voice.

He chuckled as he kissed my head.

"What time do you have to leave for work tomorrow? I can set my alarm," I asked him once I was sure my voice wouldn't break. Phu chuckled again.

"Silly Bunny! I don't have any work."

Eyes wide I lifted my head and turned to him, I rested myself on my elbow as I stared down at him confused. He smiles at me, the ones that I knew were only reserved for me. No one else got to see them, not even his family.

"What do you mean? You said you were coming over for work," he chuckled and shook his head.

"I never said I was coming over to work, I just said I was coming over."

The realisation of his words took a little time to hit home. Once it did I sat up eyes wide and mouth open.

"You mean you came over just to see me?" I asked, hope sprung in my chest.

He nodded as he pulled me back down stroking my cheek. Love bloomed in my chest as he pulled my head back down onto his chest and tightened his grip on my waist. We fell asleep in each other's arms.

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The next morning I woke up before him. Quietly, I untangle myself from him and headed for the shower. I was halfway through when I felt his body move in behind mine. Without warning, he rubbed my semi-erect cock and placed several kisses down my neck.

He turned my head to kiss me and I moaned into his mouth. I could feel his erection against my ass and before I could process what was happening, he spun me around, lifted me and plunged in.

It was so quick and rough that I jerked against him. My senses were on high alert as he slammed his cock into me whilst holding me up. Our moans filled the shower room as he took me hard and fast.

This wasn't something I thought I would like. When I would watch porn I was always put off by the ones that were too rough. I could never see how that would feel good for the bottom. However, after being with Phu I could see the attraction.

He jerked inside me before pulling out. Then he lowered me down and gripped our cocks together in his hands and soon we both cum with a loud moan. We were both panting and a silly goofy smile breaks out on my face. I laugh as he wiped us both down and stepped out, I followed him once my legs felt strong enough.

"Did you really mean what you said last night? Did you really come here just for me?" I asked him once we are both dressed and in the kitchen.

Phu nodded and smiled before giving me a quick kiss. I blushed bright red as I silently watched him fix us some breakfast. Once we were done eating we move to the sofa. He read a book whilst I lay my head on his lap. His hand was absentmindedly stroking my hair.

"What do you want to do whilst you're here?" I asked him.

Phu put the book down and moved my head. I sat up, as I watch him stand before turning to me. He lifted me and carried me to the bedroom. My eyebrows crossed as he almost threw me on the bed.

"What do you think!" he said with a groan as he palmed himself whilst looking at me.

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We spent the next few days making love. Phu took me in every possible way and in every possible position that I wasn't sure I would be able to walk right for a while. He was also on a mission to have me in every room and space of my apartment.

He had chuckled and said it was so that I wouldn't be able to go anywhere without remembering what he did to me. Phu also took me to his apartment to do the very same thing. I came so many times over the past few days I wasn't sure I'd be able to for another year.

When it was time for him to go it had sucked worse than it had when he went the first time. Only, this time I went to the airport with him. Just before he left me he kissed me thoroughly, I did my best to ignore the fact we were in a busy airport and kissed him back pouring everything I felt into it.

"I will miss you Ball!" He said. "I'll miss your body too," he moaned in my ear.

I smirked, I was just thinking the same thing. My hole was already throbbing at the thought of not having him in me again for however long.

"I'll miss you too," I said before kissing him one final time.

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A few days later, Phu video called me just as there was a knock on the door. I told him I would be a minute and vowed to kill whichever friend had come over to mess with my time with him. Instead, it was a delivery guy. I walked back to the video with it.

"Did you send me something?" I asked, Phu, nodded.

"Open it!" he commanded so I did as I was told.

My eyes widened as I saw what was inside. I looked at the Phu then back to the contents then back to him several times. Phu had sent me a dildo, and not just any dildo. A vibrating one! It was black, thick and the handle part looked a little like small handlebars. I could imagine as it vibrated one end would touch the bottom of my balls. There was also a small remote control.

"That was the closest to my size I could get," he chuckled as I was still staring at it with wide eyes.

"Take it out and undress," he told me.

"What!" I managed to squeak out once I realised what he was asking me.

"You heard me! Show me that body of yours as you push that inside you," he moaned as he undressed.

I stared dumbfounded at his naked body on my computer screen. He moved back slightly so I could see his cock standing up, hard and pulsing.

"Undress now!" he ordered again.

Shaking my head, I put the box down and took off my clothes as fast as I could.

"Take it out and put it in your mouth!" he ordered and I did as I was told.

It didn't feel the same as his but I still moaned as I imagined it was.

"Good Ball!" he moaned as I watched him wrapped his hand around his cock and slowly move up and down.

I did the same to my own cock as I sucked on the dildo, moaning as I heard him moan.

"Be a good Ball, take out the lube from the box and pour some on the toy and your cock."

I hadn't noticed a bottle at first all I could see was the vibrator. Sure enough, when I looked again there was a big bottle of lube so I did as he said.

"Good! Now turn and show me that amazing ass of yours whilst your push it in, but don't turn it on," he was so demanding and I was loving it.

I turned my back to the camera and knelt. My back twisted as I brought the thick toy around and slowly pushed it inside. I moaned at the feeling of being filled. Though it didn't quite feel the same as his hot, thick cock it was close enough.

"Good Ball, now don't move. I'm not sure if this will work but I will give it a try."

Confused, I watched him take out his phone and tap on a few things. Just as he looked back up at me the dildo started pulsing.

"Oh, God!" I moaned as I felt the toy cock move back and forth inside me.

Phu smirked as he tapped something else on his phone and the vibration increased. My hips were shaking and rocking as it continued. I gripped my cock as shockwave after shockwave ripped through me.

"Mmmm! Yes! Phu!" I moaned repeatedly.

Phu pressed something else and my hips started jerking violently as the vibrations increased once again. He was now pumping his cock furiously as he watched me ride the dildo in my ass whilst moaning his name.

"I'm close!" I called out.

He tapped his phone one last time and I came with a start as the dildo continued to pulse violently inside me. Thick white cum shot out onto the hardwood floors and the pleasure slowly increased once again. I was overstimulated and wasn't sure if I could take anymore but low and behold, more cum spurted out of me as I heard him cum calling my name.

It took me a long time before I could move, my whole body felt like jelly. I turned to him and saw him looking equally as dazed.

"God I miss you Ball," he moaned. "Promise me, next time I call you, you make sure you have that in," he asked.

I pulled it out slowly and smirked at him.

"I promise,"