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Chapter 12 - Manner of Death - Sorn and Tat

Here is my take on what happened next. Loved these guys and wish them all the best!

Tat's POV

The engine roared to life under me as I pulled off and sped towards the school. The motorcycle was my prized possession. In the past, I believed that it was all I needed for a happy life. Lately, after watching my older brother Tan fall in love and get married to his husband Dr Bun, I've begun to think I needed more.

Especially after all the near-death experiences I've had recently. With the murders and the corrupt officials, my life had been beyond dangerous and scary. It took a lot to scare me but when I was held hostage, I really did think my life was coming to an end. There was so much I regretted, so much I never got to do and didn't think I would get the chance to do.

As the trees passed by my mind wandered back to the dream I had whilst I was held captive. I had often had dreams of just riding around on my bike, staring out at the beautiful forests that surround my favourite roads. However, that dream had been different, Sorn had been there with me.

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He sat close behind me with his hands on my waist. His body touched mine, I could feel his heart beating as his heat radiated through me. I don't even remember what we were talking about but I had never felt as happy as I had at that moment.

His thighs wrapped around my hips and his bulging cock pushed slightly against my ass. I could almost feel the outline of him with every turn we took, but only for a moment.

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After that dream, I have wanted to ride with him so much that I often made excuses to drive him. Even though I knew he had a bike of his own I still wanted to, there had been times when I had picked him up without even thinking and unbelievably he let me.

I pulled up outside his school and checked my watch. I had about ten minutes to wait. My phone pinged as I leaned against my bike, it was only a message from Tan reminding me I had the night off. Like I needed reminding for that.

Sounds of giggling forced me to lift my head in time to see a couple of girls walking towards me. I shook my head as they squealed a little and blushed at each other when I caught their eyes. Before I got to know Sorn I would have winked at them or blew them a little kiss. Now I found them annoying.

I checked my watch again, wondering what was keeping him when a small voice drew my attention.

"Excuse me."

One of the girls earlier had worked up the courage to approach me. She was small, dark-haired and cute but I wasn't interested.

"Are you here waiting for someone? Your girlfriend?" she asked timidly, blushing the entire time.

I ignored her and stared at the entrance, huffing a little at her question. Why else would I be there if I wasn't waiting for someone? This girl was either really dense or trying to act coy. Either way, she sounded stupid to me.

"Can I help you find whoever it is? Or... can I have your line ID?" she asked me whilst holding out her phone.

Scowling, I turned my cold eyes towards her. She hesitated a little but kept her arms stretched out holding her phone out to me.

I looked past her when I noticed a familiar face. My face changed as soon as he waved at me. The girl must have thought the smile was for her as her shy timid face broke out in a smile. Still ignoring her outstretched hand I waited as he made his way towards me.

He stepped beside her and looked from the girl, her hand and then to me before going back again. I waited, still ignoring her.

"Have you finished?" I asked him after the silence stretched on a little.

Sorn nodded, still eyeing the girl. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see that she had at least taken her hands back but she had not left.

"P'Tat?" she said, forcing me to look away from Sorn. "Is this who you were waiting for? I didn't think you two were friends. Do you have a girlfriend? Can I ...." I didn't let her finish.

"Why? Why didn't you think we were friends?" I demanded pointing at Sorn and me.

She took a small step back as I took a menacing step towards her.

"P!" Sorn shouted. "She just means that she hasn't seen us hanging out before," I knew he was trying to calm me down but I didn't like that he was defending her.

Turning away from her I lifted my leg over the bike and ordered Sorn to get on. He bowed in apology to the girl before climbing on, which angered me even more. I revved the engine and sped off once I was sure he was on safely. His grip around my waist tightened a little as I sped up.

"P!" he shouted over my shoulder but I ignored him.

I pulled up outside his house and turned the engine off. He slowly got off and I didn't move. I could tell he was being wary of me and I didn't blame him. I know I shouldn't have gotten angry, I even wondered how we are friends sometimes. If it hadn't been for everything that we have gone through I doubt our paths would have crossed.

"P'Tat?" he said my name in a question almost like I was going to explode.

'Was he afraid of me?' I thought as I turned my eyes to him.

Yep! He was definitely afraid of me. I mentally cursed myself, this wasn't how I had planned the day to go. Well, to be honest, I hadn't planned anything besides picking him up but still, I didn't want him to be afraid of me.

"P' do you want to come inside? My parents are at my aunt's for a few days, so it's just me," he asked.

I nodded, liking the idea of being alone with him. In silence, I followed him inside and up to his room. I had been up to his room before since we started hanging out but I was always aware his parents were downstairs. This time we were completely alone.

"Take a seat, I'll go and get us some drinks."

He pointed to his bed before disappearing. I did as I was told and sat down. His room was simple, a double bed lined one wall whilst the other had a small table, dresser and a seating area. Above the table was a large board that had various pictures and notes on it. Some looked like school notes and others looked like dates.

"Here you go P'Tat," Sorn handed me a glass of water as he sat next to me.

I took a sip before placing it on the small bedside table. I shuffled back and leaned against the wall, he remained on the edge. His wide shoulders and small waist could be seen as he hunched over.

"P'?" he asked.

"Hmmm," I responded.

"Are you ok?" He sounded nervous.

"Yeah, why?"

He turned to look at me, the look on his face told me he didn't believe me.

"Well, earlier with that girl ...." he stopped talking like he was unsure of what to say or how to say it.

"What about her?" I asked, curious to see what he was thinking.

"You were angry at that girl. She said she didn't think we were friends," he looked back at me briefly.

"I wasn't angry at that, I was angry that she was asking for my LINE ID," I told him.

Sorn quickly spun around with surprise clear on his face.

"Really? Did you give it to her?" he asked almost like a dog eager for a treat.

I shook my head and he moved a little closer.

"Why? She was really pretty, she is one of the most popular girls at my school. All the boys want her. You should have given it to her, she could have become your girlfriend," he rambled on and on excitedly. I almost missed what he was saying.

Angrily, I pulled him down so he was laid on his back and I straddled him. My knees were on either side of his hips and my hands propped me up next to his head. His wide eyes and open mouth was enough to tell me I caught him by surprise.

"P?" he asked as I continued to stare angrily at him.

"Why? Did you really just ask me why? You really don't know why or are you playing dumb?" I asked him.

His mouth opened and closed like a fish as he struggled with what to say. Frustrated, I lowered my head and kissed him hard on the lips before moving off of him and walking out the door.

Without a word I left his house and drove away. I stopped briefly at my bike, hoping he had run after me or at least was watching me from his bedroom window. When I looked back no one was there, so I got on my bike and disappeared.

Sorn's (Sorawit) POV

He kissed me! He actually kissed me!

Those thoughts whirled around my head like a whirlwind as I laid there staring up at my ceiling. I faintly recognised the sound of the door opening and closing but I couldn't focus on it until it was too late.

Once I realised he had left I raced downstairs in time to see him turn a corner up the road and disappear. Quickly, taking out my phone, I dialled his number, hoping he would answer. Nothing!

After the third unsuccessful call, I put my phone away and went inside. My head felt heavy as I crawled onto my bed and screamed into my pillow. Ever since we faced almost certain death together I had felt things towards him but I pushed them down choosing to ignore them.

I've always known I liked guys so it was no surprise that I would like him after he risked his life for me. Especially, when he demanded he gets shot first over me. However, I never thought a cool, tough guy like him would like a guy like me. I've always seen girls around him so I assumed he was straight.

Maybe he still is but maybe because of the intense and scary situations, we faced during the past few weeks he thinks he has feelings for me. Feelings that will go once he realised he isn't into guys. He'll find a girl he likes and then laugh at how he thought he liked me. Maybe, he will insist on just being friends once he gets over it.

Not liking that thought, my stomach decided to twist and turn until I felt queasy. Maybe I could talk to Nam about this or better yet Dr Bun or even Khun Tan. After deciding to go speak to either the doc or the teacher tomorrow I forced myself to make and eat something then jumped into the shower before crawling into bed and dreaming of my first kiss.

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As usual Dr Bun was at the hospital when I found him.

"Oh, Sorawit, why are you here? Are you sick?" he asked.

I shook my head and rubbed the back of my neck whilst shifting my weight onto each foot. He eyed me quietly as I tried to figure out how to start a conversation about such a personal topic.

"P' ....." I couldn't find the words.

"Does this have anything to do with Nong Tat?" he asked.

My head shot up and my eyes went wide.

"Wow! P' are you a fortune-teller?" I asked, making him chuckle.

"No, Sorn. Tat messaged Tan yesterday saying that he won't be around for a few days," he told me. "When Tan asked him why he never replied."

A heavyweight filled my chest and my shoulders sank. P'Bun clasped my shoulder and told me to follow him. He took me into one of the empty hospital rooms and told me to sit down.

Once he was sat I blurted everything out in one go. What I felt for Tat, how I thought he was straight, the girl that hit on him and how angry he was, as well as his reaction when I said he should go out with her, the kiss and then him leaving.

I really hoped he understood everything because I don't think I could organise my thoughts enough to say it again. Everything was just a jumble of emotions and confusion.

"Sorn, I can't say for sure as I haven't known Tat for long but I think he likes you. From what I've seen I believe he does. Maybe he was angry because you were suggesting he have a girlfriend when he wants to be with you," the doctor suggested.

"But P' what if he just feels that way because of what we went through. Before all that scary stuff happened the only time he ever talked to me was when he beat me up. His friend thought that Nam was choosing to go out with me, so he came to beat me up and tell me to leave her alone. What if one day he realises he likes girls and that what he felt for me was just because we faced death together."

Doc. Bun nodded and sighed. My heart sank, I knew it even the doc was thinking that could happen. I didn't want to think that he might actually like me. That thought was sending me reeling. I just couldn't think it was actually possible.

"I suggest you find and talk to him as soon as possible," P'Bun told me.

I thanked the doctor and raced out of the hospital towards the market. Everyone knew his place was just behind it. His place was dark and empty so I went to ask P'Tan. Luckily, he was still at the school. I begged him to tell me where P'Tat was.

Eventually, he told me that he let Tat stay at the cottage we stayed in when we were hiding. I thanked him and raced off eager to find him.

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The lights were on as I approached the door. Nothing moved after I knocked so I knocked again. Eventually, after the fourth knock, a half-naked Tat came to the door. He was dressed in only a towel and his chest and waist were wet.

My eyes went wide and my heart rate picked up as I stared at his smooth, wet chest.

"Sorn?" his voice forced me to look into his eyes.

He wore a smirk at catching me staring at me but his eyes told me he was wary. I shook my head to clear my thoughts and stepped forward.

"Can I come in?" I asked.

That didn't speak, he simply left the door open as he walked away. I quickly followed him inside and shut the door. Tat went upstairs as I waited awkwardly downstairs. My palms were sweating and my heart was racing as I sat patiently waiting for him.

After ten minutes, Tat still hadn't come back down so I decided to go find him. He was sitting on the bed still wearing the towel.

"P'Tat?" I asked as I slowly approached him.

Tat stood up and glared at me, it reminded me of the look he gave me when he first beat me up. I faltered a little then steeled myself. Without a word, I marched right up to him, gripped his face and kissed him. His eyes were wide and his mouth was open.

"I like you P'Tat," I said.

He stared at me for a few minutes before he pulled me into him and kissed me. It was just as hard as the first one he had given me and it was making my head spin. I pulled back and took a deep breath. His intense stare was driving me crazy so I turned around to collect my thoughts.

"Sorn?" he asked, his voice deep and rough.

"I just need to .... To err ... err," I couldn't form my words.

"Sorn?" he asked again.

Taking a deep breath I decided to just get it all out in one go. It was now or never. I turned around and practically shouted.

"Ilikeyou,Ihavelikedyouforalongtimenow.Ialwaysthoughtyouweresocoolandalittlescarybutsohandsome.Youmightjustlikemebecauseallthatscarystuffforcedustospendtimetogether.ItmightjustbetemporarybutIdon'tcareanymore.Sowillyoubemyboyfriend!"

I spoke out in such a rush that even I had no idea what I just said. Tat stared at me like I had spoken a foreign language or that I was stupid. Which to be honest right then I felt like I was.

"What?" he asked with a smirk on his face.

I couldn't tell if he was laughing at me or not but I tried again. This time taking a deep breath and speaking slower.

"I said that I like you, I have for a long time. Whenever I saw you riding I always thought you looked so cool and handsome as well as a little scary. I know you said you like me and I don't know if that's just because of what we went through. You know with all the near-death moments we had. One day you might realise that you don't actually like me and that's ok I just ...."

Tat didn't let me finish. He gripped my face like I had his and kissed me before pulling back.

"If you think I started liking you only because of what we went through. You are very wrong," he said before kissing me again.

He gripped my hips and pushed me backwards until he could push me up against the wall. His mouth never left mine as his hands moved under my shirt and over my skin. I groaned into his mouth. My hands shook as I gripped his waist. His mouth moved off of mine and travelled down my neck, nipping and kissing. My body felt like jelly as my head swam.

He pulled my shirt up and moved lower. He kissed and licked all over my chest and stomach. His hot tongue swept over my skin and it was all I could do to not moan.

Soon, I felt him fiddling with my belt and zipper. I looked down and he was on his knees staring up at me with an evil smirk. Transfixed, I watched as he pulled both my pants and underwear off and took my semi-hard cock into his mouth.

His eyes stayed on mine as he started to suck and lap around my head. I threw my head back against the wall and covered my mouth to stifle a moan. Suddenly, my hips started moving almost on their own. I looked down at him in shock. His hands, on my hips, were forcing my body to move so that my cock was moving in and out of his mouth. The thick, hard shaft moved past his lips and it was all I could do not to cum right then.

My cheeks flamed as he made me fuck his mouth as he sucked. The sounds he was making were obscene but it was turning me on so much.

"P'!" I called out and gripped his shoulders.

He released my cock with an audible pop before he smirked up at me.

"Yes? He asked innocently.

My legs felt weak so I knelt down in front of him. Partly to stop myself from falling and also so I was level with him. He moved forward to kiss me but I stopped.

"P' does this mean will you be my boyfriend?" I asked, needing him to verbally confirm it.

Sorn stood and lifted me up. He carried me to the bed, laid me down and hovered over me.

Tat's POV

His face was flushed and his breathing ragged as I looked down at him. My own breathing wasn't any better. I lifted myself up so that I knelt above him. With my eyes glued to him I pulled my towel off and my erection sprung free.

He swallowed as he took me in. I moved back to finish removing his pants and boxers. Then I moved up and pushed his shirt off, he lifted up slightly to help me. As soon as we were both free I lowered my body down onto his.

Our heated skin melted together as I claimed his mouth. His arms came around my back and his legs wrapped around my hips. Our cocks rubbed against each other as he used his legs to create sweet friction.

"P'!" he moaned with his head thrown back.

I smirked as I attacked his throat before travelling to his ear.

"I want to be inside you Sorn," I whispered huskily.

His eyes snapped to mine. Emotions swam in them but I wasn't sure if he liked the idea or if I just went too far. I was about to move off of him when he surprised me by flipping us.

I was now laid on my back as he crawled up my body almost so his cock was right in my face. Smirking, I gave it a little lick and was pleased when I saw him shudder. From my position, I could see him reaching for something but I had no idea what. Soon he moved back and sat across my thighs.

"Sorn?" I asked.

He held up a bottle and a small box. At first, I was confused until I realised what it was. A bottle of lube and a box of condoms. I quirked my eyebrow as I smirked up at him.

"I knew they would have some," he said, answering my quirk.

He poured some lube onto his fingers and coated my cock before applying a condom. Then he added some more lube and I almost came right then as he moved that hand around behind him. I watched him work his hole before moving up and lining me up.

He slowly pushed down on me and I moaned. He was so tight and I wasn't sure how I was going to last long. He moved slowly, edging me inside him little by little. I gripped the sheets tightly to stop myself from thrusting up into him.

"Sorn, have you had sex before?" I asked, curious and slightly jealous.

The idea that he would have done this with someone else didn't sit well. Though I know if he had it would make our first time a bit easier and less painful for him. However, the idea that I might not be his first wasn't sitting well.

"Nope, but I have ..." he stopped and blushed as he realised what he was about to say.

I gripped his hips and pushed my cock up slightly. It inched up and he jerked then moaned.

"You have what?" I asked, urging him to continue.

"I bought a dildo and I have been using it to prepare myself. I did some research about a guy's first time and I know it can be painful."

Just like my little nerd to be prepared for his first sexual experience. I smiled at him and sat up. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders as I wrapped mine around his waist.

Slowly, he moved on top of me, riding me. His tight tunnel gripped me deliciously. I laid back down and brought him down with me. My hands gripped both ass cheeks before I brought my legs up.

I increased my pace, gradually getting faster. His moans in my ear increased in volume and it was like adding fuel to a fire. Soon, all you could hear in that small room was the sounds of our moans and grunts as well as the sound of slapping skin.

"P!" he shouted as his body tensed above me.

I could feel liquid pooling in between our bodies and I knew he had cum. I followed not too long after. My hips jerked up into him a few times as my orgasm rocketed through me.

We laid panting as we both came down from our highs. Eventually, Sorn slowly sat up and lifted himself up and off of me. I laid there watching him as he removed the condom and grabbed a few tissues to clean us both off.

Then he laid back down half on top of me and half off. His head laid on my shoulder as he looked up at me.

"You never answered my question P'," he said with a smile.

My post-orgasmic brain wasn't functioning yet so I gave him a confused look.

"About being my boyfriend," he clarified.

Laughter erupted from me like a volcano but I soon sobered up when I saw a hurt look on his face. I knew he must think I was laughing at the idea of being with him. Quickly, I moved so he was laid on his back and I was half on him. I claimed his lips in an intense kiss. Throwing as much of my passion for him into.

"After everything we just did, Sorn, you still have to ask. Yes, I will be your boyfriend and you are mine. You're not allowed to go with anyone else," I warned playfully.

The bright sparkle came back in his eyes as he kissed me back. When he pulled back I could see nothing but pure happiness in his eyes.

"I've liked you for a long time, Sorn. When my friend came to me and said that you were bothering his girlfriend I watched you for a while. I didn't think you were after Nam but I couldn't let my boy down. When you both admitted you were friends I felt guilty for beating you but also happy that I could go after you," I told him.

"If all that stuff hadn't happened I would have found a way to approach you. I would have made sure you would become mine."

Sorn blushed and I smirked before kissing him one last time. We both fell into a peaceful sleep holding each other close. It looked like my dream of us riding together would continue to happen after all, especially with his cock pressed against my ass as we rode.