If like me you wanted to know what happened with these two after the last ep then here is my take. If you haven't watched the show, then please do it before you read.
Kim's POV
Two weeks! It's been two weeks since I sent Porchay that video of me singing that song. I don't know what I expected him to do or say, but I expected something. Instead, I got nothing but radio silence.
I know he's living in the main house and I've been avoiding it. Cowardly, I know, but I don't want to see that pained look again. The one he gave me when I tried to help him at that club. I wanted to kill that senior for even thinking of giving him drugs.
A part of me wondered if I should have told Porsche about it. At least then Porchay would be protected in that way. However, Porchay would get even angrier at me.
"Mr Kim," my new bodyguard bowed, interrupting my thoughts.
"What?" I asked grumpily.
"Mr Korn would like you to come for dinner. He said you must attend since they haven't seen you for a while."
I waved him off dismissing my father's request. However, I paused, Porchay would be there too. Maybe, in the presence of others, he wouldn't give me that look.
"Tell my father I'll be there," I told the guard who nodded and left quickly.
My stomach churned, I wanted to see him but I wasn't sure how to approach him.
All my life, I've kept people at a distance yet he managed to worm his way into my head and if I'm being truthful, into my heart as well. I've never been the proactive type of guy, especially after what happened to my brothers.
If I want him back, I'm going to need to change things. He came after me before it's only fair I pursue him this time.
Making a decision, I picked up my phone and called the one person I knew could give me some advice about this.
"Hello! This is a surprise. Is something wrong?" Kinn answered, sounding worried.
I couldn't blame him for feeling that way. I only ever called if something was wrong, meaning I don't call often.
"Can you come to my place? I need to talk to you in person," I asked.
"Now?"
"Yeah now!"
I hung up and waited. Kinn arrived twenty minutes later looking concerned. I offered him a drink but he declined and took a seat opposite me on the sofa.
"What's wrong? Why did you need me to come so urgently?" he asked.
My eyes avoided his, I tried to think of what to say but my mind was drawing a blank. He stared at me as I agonised over what to say before he chuckled.
"Is this about Porchay?" he asked.
My eyes shot up to his and he nodded as if my reaction confirmed something for him. He stood and came to sit beside me. His hand patted my shoulder and I sighed heavily.
"I don't know what's gone on between you but I'm going to say it wasn't anything good," Kinn confirmed. "Can you tell me?"
With a sigh, I nodded, "I met him at a school event. He knew the most about me but my friend ran out of shirts to give him so he asked if I would be his guitar tutor. Of course, I couldn't and then he left after I signed his school shirt"
"After that, I learned that Pa appointed Porsche to be your bodyguard. I found it strange so I dug into his background and realised that that kid was his brother."
My hands twitched together as I rubbed them back and forth. Kinn noticed and placed his hand over mine.
"Go on!" He urged.
"I wanted to find out about Porsche so I approached him. I taught him to write a song and got him to talk about his brother. I even went to his house. He acted suspicious about a room, saying I wasn't to go in, so of course I did once I had the chance. It was his bedroom, he'd covered a wall with my pictures, that's why he didn't want me to go in."
"After his practice exam, he gave me a gift to thank me for my help and then confessed to me."
A smile broke out across my face as I remembered how nervous and cute he looked that day.
"I kissed him and we started going out. When he was kidnapped I was there, I tried to help him. Luckily, he had already been knocked out. That's why Big and I got there first."
"A part of me knew he would find out who I was one day and he did. When he came to live with you. Khun told him about me. Porchay came to see me and asked me if I'd ever felt anything for him."
"I'm guessing you said you didn't," Kinn asked, already knowing the answer.
I nodded anyway.
"I walked away and thought it was for the best. This life is dangerous for someone like him. However, since then I can't stop thinking about him. When I found out he didn't go through with the interview for Uni I tried to reach out but he blocked me. I even went to a club he was at with his stupid friends and he got angry with me so, again, I just walked away."
Kinn sighed and patted me on the shoulder again. I hated the pity he was giving me.
"Is Porchay the reason you haven't come home?" Kinn asked and I nodded.
"P' … What should I do? All I can think about is the look on his face when he asked if I'd ever felt anything for him. I miss the smiles he used to give me or the blush he used to have when I got close to him."
"Kim, all you can do is say you're sorry and tell him the truth. Keep saying your sorry until he forgives you," Kinn suggested.
I knew that was what I had to do but I wasn't sure I could. I've never had to say sorry, never told people the truth about me. Everyone sees my mask, Wik, but no one gets close enough to see the real me. Even my brothers are kept at arm's length.
Kinn patted me once more before standing up and buttoning up his jacket.
"Come on, Pa's waiting for us."
"Wait!" I said before rushing into my room.
Quickly, I packed a bag and headed back out. Kinn smiled when he noticed what I was carrying. He nodded at me before turning and walking out. For the first time in a long time, I was going to stay at home.
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We took our own cars and I nervously gripped the wheel as I pulled up behind Kinn's. Never before have I hesitated to go home, however, this time I was going to do something I'd never done before. I was finally going to open my heart.
I walked into the dining room behind Kinn and instantly saw him. He looked tired and pale like he hadn't slept in a long time. That pained me.
Naturally, Pa was sitting at the head of the table with my chair and Khun's on either side of him. Porchay sat next to Khun. Kinn sat opposite Pa with Porsche and Porsche's mother next to him.
Porchay hadn't noticed my arrival as he smiled and laughed at my oldest brother. I hated Khun a little for being able to make him smile. Especially when my Pa called out my name and he turned to look at me. The smile fell instantly and he turned back avoiding my eyes.
"Kim! Finally!" Pa called out happily.
With a smile, I took my seat next to him before looking at Porchay who seemed very interested in his lap. Porsche noticed.
"Chay! Are you ok?" he asked.
Chay quickly sat up and plastered that fake smile on his face that looked unnatural to me.
"Yeah I am, I'm just hungry," he lied.
"Well now that everyone is here, let's start," Pa called out waving the servers over.
During the meal, Porchay kept his head down and took small bites. I watched him out of the corner of my eye and it killed me. Once the food was finished he excused himself quickly. Kinn nodded at me to go after him.
"Pa, do you mind if I stay for a while?" I asked.
"Of course not! You don't even need to ask."
Obviously, Pa was happy and smiled warmly at me. Khun started cheering and asking me why I was suddenly staying but Kinn told him to hush. Quickly, I excused myself and went after Porchay.
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Porchay's POV
What the hell do I do? I thought as I slammed my door shut.
Instantly, I paced my room as I thought about the past few weeks.
First, him showing up at the club, acting like he was concerned for me. Then, the video clip, that song! I've played it over and over again. Each time, I tried to delete it but I could never bring myself to do it.
Every night, I dreamt of him. No matter where I was, he would suddenly pop up and sing to me or hug me. There were times he went to kiss me but I would wake up and it would feel even worse realising it was just a dream. Now he's here.
I knew it was a possibility, but after everyone told me he hardly ever comes home I thought I would be ok. Makes me wonder what the hell was he doing here. I have no idea what to do or say to him.
A knock on my door startled me out of my pacing and I froze. One part of me hoped it wasn't him and the other hoped it was. Another knock and I was still frozen to the spot. Quickly, I sat on my bed, grabbed my headphones and pretended I didn't hear it.
It was silent for a long while and I wondered if I'd locked my door. Just as I got up to check, the door opened and Kim walked into my room.
He advanced on me and all I could do was walk backwards until the window stopped me. P'Kim continued to get closer and I felt like I was hyperventilating, I struggled to breathe.
P'Kim stopped a foot away from me and I stared up into his eyes. For a moment, I was transfixed by them until the image of his cold eyes flashed through my mind when I confronted him.
With as much strength as I could, I pushed him back and he went. Only a few steps, but it allowed me to have a little space.
"What do you want? Get out!" I demanded, trying to sound tougher than I felt.
P'Kim gave me a strange look I couldn't figure out. He sighed and sat down on my bed. I just stood there unsure of what to do.
"I'm sorry!"
He'd whispered the words and I only managed to hear them. I'd waited for those words, waited so long but now they made me angry.
"Sorry? What are you sorry about? Whatever it is, I don't care! I want you to get out!" I screamed.
Porsche must have heard me shouting from the hall he rushed in looking worried. I pointed at P'Kim and told my brother to get him out of my room. Porsche looked confused and P'Kim looked sad but strangely he didn't resist when Porsche pulled his arm. P'Kim looked back at me before stepping out the door.
I closed the door and locked it, collapsing against it in a flood of tears. It wasn't long when Porsche called through the door asking to be let in. I wasn't sure if I was ready to tell him anything but I found myself unlocking the door. Once he stepped through I immediately locked the door again and he held me.
I cried into his shoulder as he carried me to the bed and squeezed me tight until I fell asleep.
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The next day I did my best to avoid P'Kim mainly by staying in my room. However, I'd promised P'Khun that I would come and watch a series with him. Reluctantly I left my room and made my way to his.
Halfway through the series P'Kim came in and sat next to me. P'Khun teased him about coming to watch the series but I knew why he was really there.
The rest of the night felt tense and uncomfortable. I wanted to escape so I lied and said I was tired. P'Kim followed me out and to my room.
"Porchay!" he called out but I ignored him.
He followed me inside and before I could turn and yell at him he wrapped his arms around me. My arms were locked in place as I felt him resting his forehead against my shoulder.
Tears pricked my eyes as I tried to break free but he was a lot stronger than me.
"Let me go!" I called out my voice breaking.
"I will if you listen to me!" he asked.
Again, I tried to break free but his hold was too tight.
"Please let me go!" I begged as fresh tears streamed down my face.
He did release me but only enough to turn me in his arms. P'Kim hugged me and I couldn't help but cry into his neck. His hold tightened and I gave one final attempt to break free but he just gripped me tighter.
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I woke up the next day with a terrible headache. Groggily I sat up in bed and groaned. My head throbbed.
"Are you ok?"
I jumped at the sudden voice and turned to see P'Kim sitting in a chair beside my bed.
"What are you doing here?" I asked with a croaky voice.
Instantly, he passed me a glass of water that was beside my bed. I knew it hadn't been there last night.
"Here drink," he told me and my dry throat urged me to listen.
"What are you doing here?" I repeated once I put the glass down.
P'Kim sighed and hung his head. A part of me ached to pat his head to make him feel better. Instead, I squeezed the covers to stop myself.
"Porchay … I …" he started.
For the first time since I'd known him, he looked unsure, less confident and nervous. This reaction had me pausing.
"I'm sorry," he said again but this time it didn't bring up the anger it had last night.
Instead, I just felt sad. All those feelings I'd tried to push away came back up and fresh tears spilt down my cheeks like waterfalls.
"P'Kim …" my voice broke.
Instantly, he was at my side on the bed wiping my tears away. His soft touch felt nice against my skin but it also stung. I wanted to push him away but I didn't have the strength.
"I know I hurt you Chay, and I'm sorry for that. Please, can you give me a chance to explain, please don't push me away? Once I'm done, if you want me to leave you alone, I will. I won't bother you ever again, but let me talk first, please?"
A small part of me wanted to push him away and tell him to leave me alone now. It wanted me to protect myself but instead, I slowly nodded. He gave me that small smile he does that always sent butterflies soaring in my stomach and my heart skipped.
"Do you want some breakfast first?" he asked just as my stomach rumbled.
He chuckled and got up from the bed. I showered whilst he collected breakfast. Nervously, I fiddled with my hair as I stared into the bathroom mirror. A knock on the door made me jump and blush as if I had been caught doing something naughty.
We ate breakfast in silence and it didn't feel as uncomfortable or as awkward as I'd expected. I could feel his eyes on me and it felt nice. When we'd finished he took my hand and led me to the bed. We sat next to each other and I waited. His hand in mine felt great as he sighed and started to talk.
"It's true, I did first approach you because of your brother. He was suddenly appointed as my brother's bodyguard but we knew very little about him. Since I'd met you before I figured it would be a good way to find out about him. Seemed like a good idea at first, however, the more time I spent with you the more I realised that I liked you. Not because of who your brother was but because of you."
He chuckled and I blushed. Kim brought a hand up and stroked my inflamed cheeks and I shied away.
"See! You're so damn cute. Even when you weren't around I would think about you. Then you confessed to me and I couldn't help it. You were being shy and cute and it felt like I had no choice. When you told me that you loved me, I wanted to say it back, but I couldn't make the words come out."
"Why?" I asked.
"Being in the main family has always been dangerous. I learnt at a young age how this life can affect someone. My oldest brother is a prime example. I've only ever known him this way but Kinn and Pa have told me what he was like before. So, I tried to put as much distance between my life and my family's as I could by moving out. I've also kept everyone else at a distance too."
His thumbs were rubbing the backs of my knuckles and I found the motion comforting.
"I'd convinced myself that I preferred to be alone, that it was better that way. Especially after what happened to Kinn and his ex. It almost killed my brother and destroyed my family when Tawan betrayed us. So, I pushed you away, ignored my own feelings and told myself it was for the best."
P'Kim moved to kneel in front of me and gripped both hands. His look pulled me in and I slowly lean in but I stopped. He brought one hand up and stroked my cheek again.
"I didn't want to admit how I felt about you. I didn't want to admit you were in my heart but you are Chay. The minute you weren't in my life anymore I realised how much I loved you."
My eyes widened at his words and he smiled.
"I love you Porchay, please forgive me and give me another chance. I promise I won't push you away again. I'll do everything I can to make it up to you. Will you forgive me?"
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Kim's POV
I waited for what felt like hours but in reality, was only a few seconds. Chay seemed to be thinking over everything I said carefully.
"Chay?" I asked, unable to wait any longer.
"Can I have some time to think about it?" he asked quietly.
With a small smile, I nodded. It wasn't an acceptance but it also wasn't rejection either. I left his room and sighed heavily as I shut the door. Kinn and Porsche saw me and smirked.
"What?" I asked, moving past them.
Kinn patted my back as they laughed.
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Several days later, there's still no word from him. Today I was planning on going back home. There was only so much of my oldest brother's nonsense I could take.
Before I left and went to Porchay's door and knocked. He didn't answer but I knew he was inside.
"Chay! I know you still need time to think. When you've decided, come and find me. I'm going back home. I'll be waiting."
I heard nothing so I turned and left. I imagined I heard his door open but I didn't dare look back. If I did and he was standing there I just might push him into his room and kiss him until he begged for mercy.
Back at home, it felt emptier than normal. Usually, I liked the silence and the space but now it was missing something.
For the first time, I had no idea what to do in my own home. Deciding I needed to work off some nervous energy I decided on a swim. I didn't have a large pool like the ones at home, but it was good for when I wanted to swim.
I was two laps in when I noticed someone walking beside the pool following me. Instantly, I stopped and rubbed the water out of my eyes. There was no one there when I looked around. It wasn't until I turned to carry on that I saw him.
Porchay stood at the far end of the pool watching me. I swam over and stared up at him. He looked nervous and so cute, fiddling with his shirt. I reached out a hand for him to help me up and just as he started pulling I smirked and pulled hard.
Porchay fell into the pool with a cry and I started laughing. He came up and instantly glared at me. Without a word, Chay swam to the edge and hoisted himself up. I followed suit and grabbed my towel and one for him.
He had his back to me and was wringing his shirt as I approached. Without thinking, I lifted his shirt up and pulled it over his head. Porchay spun around in shock and I stared.
His pale skin shone and I longed to touch it. Beads of water ran down his chest and I followed its path with my eyes. You could see the faint outline of his abs but only just enough to make them out. My tongue itched to taste his skin.
I took a step closer and his eyes widened. With that cute blush of his, he spun around and wrapped his arms around his chest. I chuckled as I wrapped the towel over his shoulders.
Chay glared as he tightened the towel around himself and turned to me. My laughter increased.
"P'Kim!" he pouted and then turned to leave.
"Ok, ok! I'm sorry!" I called out stopping him.
I showed him to the bathroom and brought him a change of clothes. My leg bounced nervously as I waited for him to come out.
"P'Kim?"
I jumped at the sudden voice. When I turned my dick jerked and instantly stood to attention in my pants. Porchay looked sexy as hell wearing my clothes. It was only one of my long, white t-shirts and a pair of my black sweatpants but damn did he look good in them.
"Are you ok P'Kim?" he asked, bringing me out of my shock.
Without a word, I walked around the sofa and pulled him into me. I pressed my lips to his. For a moment, I could feel his resistance before he relaxed into the kiss and kissed me back. His hands tentatively gripped my waist.
My tongue swiped at his lips asking for entrance but his mouth remained closed. I pulled back allowing us both to breathe.
"Porchay?" I asked.
His blush was making him even cuter and I wanted to kiss him again. However, he pushed against my stomach, making me step back. I realised I must have been too forward for him. Porchay showing up here made me think he'd forgiven me but maybe I was wrong. Maybe he was here just to tell me to leave him alone for good.
"I'm sorry Chay, I shouldn't have done that," I said, stepping away and sitting back down on the sofa. "Have you come to tell me to leave you alone? You could have done that in a text message, I would've been ok with that, preferred it actually."
I felt him sit down next to me but I didn't look at him. I didn't want to see the pity, pain or anger that was surely on his face.
"P'Kim, look at me," he asked and I had no choice but to do as he said. "I'm not here to tell you to leave me alone."
A little flicker of hope started to rise in my heart as I stared at him. His blush was back in full force.
"I haven't forgiven you fully, yet, but I don't like the idea of never seeing you again," he whispered.
"Can I have a chance to make it up to you?" I asked hopefully.
Chay blushed beautifully and nodded. Slowly, I took his hand and inched closer.
"Can I kiss you?" I asked, reaching my hand up to his cheek.
His blush crept higher up his face but he nodded. I didn't want to waste another moment so I leaned in and pressed my lips against his. He whimpered against my mouth and my cock jerked once again.
Gently, I pushed him back a little so that he was lying flat on the sofa. His hands slowly gripped my sides as I pressed my weight onto him. I moved my lips down his face and onto his neck and he whimpered again.
I was getting a little carried away. One of my hands snaked under his shirt to rub over his chest. I knew I'd gone a bit too far when I felt his hands push at my chest.
Slowly, I lifted up but not quite off of him. His face was flushed and his eyes looked dazed. I smirked as I stared down at him especially after I felt his equally hard erection rubbing against mine.
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Porchay's POV
When P'Kim finally lifted up I used all my strength to push him off before racing out. In the elevator down to the lobby, I tried desperately to calm my racing heart as well as my throbbing erection. Thankfully, P'Kim had given me a long t-shirt to wear which would hide the bulge.
The car I'd arrived in was waiting for me though it still made me flush in embarrassment. Ever since my brother became the head of the minor family he'd insisted that I have a driver and bodyguard with me at all times.
I hadn't liked the idea but P'Porsche said he would ground me inside the building for the rest of my life if I didn't accept it. I tried to go to P'Kinn but he was even worse, he said he would lock me up in the cells. Didn't know they had a jail in the building.
Once I got back home I headed straight for my room and decided to take a long cold shower. Not expecting anyone to be in my room, I walked out with just a towel wrapped around my waist. Another towel was over my head drying my hair so I didn't see anyone until I crashed into a solid body.
"Careful!" The wall laughed and I froze.
'P'Kim!'
I could feel his hands on my bare skin and it sent both chills and heat through me. My cheeks felt hot as I slowly removed the towel and stared up at him. P'Kim was here, in my room and I was half naked.
His eyes stared at me intently as they raked over my naked chest and I felt like his prey. I wasn't sure that this could get any worse but as I said before luck has never been on my side. When I tried to get out of his grasp the towel around my waist became loose and fell to the floor.
Naked! I was now naked in front of him!
I wanted the ground to open up and swallow me whole. Especially, when I felt my dick harden and jerk as he stared. He licked his lips and my dick jumped. P'Kim's grip on my waist loosened and I raced back to the bathroom but he was right behind me.
"Chay!"
There was nowhere to run but into the shower stall. Like a child, I attempted to hide against the wall with my back to him. Kim's hot breath against my ear caused a whimper to escape my mouth. Quickly, I clamped my hands over it to stop any more sounds from coming out.
P'Kim's chuckle stirred my dick again and I blushed. After a moment, P'Kim stepped back and I sighed with relief. I thought he was leaving to give me some space but then I heard the sound of clothes rustling.
I chanced a look back and quickly spun back around squeezing my eyes shut. Kim was undressing. Right here in my bathroom, he was getting naked! Silence fell and I wondered if he'd left. However, soon, I both felt and heard the shower start.
"P'Kim! I've already had a shower," I called out as the cold water startled me before quickly turning warm.
"You've missed a few spots. I'll help you get them," he chuckled and I could hear the smirk in his voice.
Unsure of what he meant I was about to protest but then I felt his hands sliding over my back and around to my front. He pulled me so that my back was against his chest. My hands instantly went to cover my erection but he chuckled again.
"No point hiding, I've already seen it!"
His hands pulled mine away and trapped them behind me. I squeezed my eyes shut and turned my head away in embarrassment.
"Let me help you with that," he murmured against my neck. "After all, there is a lot I have to make up for."
"P'!" I protested trying to get free.
He kissed up and down my neck and a sound escaped my lips like a whimper. My face flamed, and I could feel the heat sweeping all over my body. When his soapy hands gripped my erection I jumped and looked down. Firmly, he grabbed my dick and began to stroke it up and down. I couldn't help the moans coming out of me.
No one's ever done this to me before. Sure, I've masturbated usually to the image of P'Kim but it never felt like this. One of his hands came to swipe across my chest and a spasm of pleasure rippled through me each time.
His hands knew exactly what they were doing and for a moment I wondered about how experienced he seemed. How many lovers has he had? Before I could dwell on the idea he turned me to face him and kissed me.
Whilst his hand continued to pump me, his mouth moved over mine. To my own surprise, I instantly responded to him. My arms wrapped around his shoulders and I kissed him back, pushing my tongue into his.
P'Kim moved back a little and I moaned at the loss. When I finally opened my eyes I could see him panting. His body was sleek and heated. He looked just as turned on as I was which made my heart jump. It was good to know I could affect him just as much as he affected me.
"P'Kim?" I asked after he stood clenching his jaw.
His hands remained on me but he'd moved so our bodies were no longer touching. When I tried to reconnect us he would step back again.
"I think we should stop," he panted, finally releasing me.
"Oh! Why?" I asked as he turned off the shower, wrapped a towel around his waist and left the room.
"What the hell!" I muttered to the empty room.
He started this and then suddenly pulled away. What the hell is going on?
I grabbed my own towel and followed him. He'd also grabbed his clothes. He was in the process of pulling up his jeans when I pushed him onto the bed. He turned in surprise and stared at me.
I was seething. I could feel the heat in my cheeks once again but this time it was for a different reason. My chest was rising and falling rapidly. I'd never felt this way before. P'Kim could bring out emotions in me I'd never felt before and they weren't always good ones.
"Chay, I …"
"Get out and don't come back!"
Tears spilt down my cheeks as I turned back to storm into the bathroom. I felt P'Kim grab my arm just before I made it to the door. He wrapped his arms around me as I tried to break free of him. I cried and called out for him to let me go but he didn't listen.
"I'm sorry, Chay! Let me explain!"
"Let me go!" I cried again.
"Please listen," he begged still with his tight grip on me.
When I stopped struggling against him, he turned me to face him. One of his hands wiped away the tears as the other still held me.
"It's not what you're thinking Chay," he whispered softly. "I want you! Of course, I fucking do! I've had dreams of you moaning in pleasure beneath me or screaming my name as you ride me."
My tears had stopped and my cheeks heated.
"You've only just agreed to give me a second chance. I don't want to rush you or make you do something you're not ready for. When I saw you all I could think about was touching you, tasting you, hearing you moan my name. I lost control of myself. If I'd continued I might not have been able to stop even if you wanted me to."
Kim lifted my head and forced me to meet his eyes.
"What if …" I started.
My courage failed me a little but I steeled myself and took a deep breath.
"What if … I don't want you … you to stop?"
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Kim's POV
My heart almost stopped at the question and my dick definitely jumped.
"Porchay, do you know what you are saying?" I asked, needing him to be sure. "Do you know what it means?"
Porchay bit his lip and I almost moaned. An image of him biting his lip whilst I ploughed inside him flashed through my mind. It felt like hours, but in reality, it was only a few seconds, before he slowly nodded.
Gently, I gripped his shoulders and turned so his back was now facing the bed. I moved him so that he was forced to sit and I knelt in front of him. He stared at me as I slowly unwrapped the towel.
As soon as he was bare I lowered my head to slowly kiss up his leg, starting at the knee. Chay moaned and I smirked against his skin. I had the best view of his dick getting hard. Mine wasn't much better. It was so tight in my jeans that I had to pull them down just to relieve some pressure, otherwise, I wouldn't last long.
"P'!"
His moans were like music to my ears. I couldn't wait any longer. My tongue flicked the tip of his erection and his hips jerked. When my mouth finally wrapped around the tip his body spasmed.
I could see his hands gripping the sheets beside him. Gently, I pulled them free and moved them onto my head. His fingers snaked through my hair and I moaned.
"P'Kim!"
With a smirk, I popped his dick out of my mouth and looked up at him. He looked flushed and dazed.
"Moved into the middle," I commanded as I stood.
Porchay did as he was told but froze as I pulled my jeans down revealing my own excitement.
"I said, move into the middle!"
Porchay jumped but did as he was told. As I crawled onto the bed and over him, I felt like a tiger stalking his prey. His wide eyes bulged as I came face to face with him.
"P'Kim?"
His voice was quiet and I almost missed it. Instead of answering I claimed his mouth with mine. Slowly, I coaxed his tongue out to meet mine, and when it did I groaned. Porchay tasted incredible, I'd not had the chance to taste him before he found out.
His tentative hands came up to wrap around my back and I pulled back. I stared down at him as I pulled one of his hands and brought it up to my lips. Chay blushed as I gave it a kiss before moving it so it lay over my heart.
"Are you sure Chay?" I asked again.
"I love you P'Kim, please," he answered.
"I love you too, Porchay."
If his wide eyes were any indication, I don't think he expected me to say it back. A silly goofy smile spread across his face.
I kissed him slowly and sensually pouring everything I could into the kiss. As I kissed him I moved the hand I was holding down my body.
He pulled away from the kiss when we finally reached my dick. It was throbbing and begging to be touched. When his soft fingers nervously wrapped around me I had to clench my jaw. I was ready to cum just from his touch.
"Chay!"
"Mmm," he asked.
"It's going to hurt, I can't stop that but I will do everything I can to make you feel just as good as you make me feel. Ok?"
Porchay smiled and nodded. I sat up and looked around for what I could use as lube.
"What are you looking for?" he asked.
"Something to use as lube, it'll make it go easier," I told him.
"Oh?" he blushed as he pointed to the drawer beside his bed. "I think there's something like that in there. It's not been opened. I think whoever used this room before left it behind."
I opened the drawer and smirked. There was a small bottle of lube unopened. I made a mental note to first get my own and secondly find out who stayed here and beat them up.
After opening the bottle, I applied some to my fingers and told Chay to lift his legs and hold them. He did as instructed with the brightest blush on his face. I used my fingers to slowly open him up. At first, he looked uncomfortable and I almost decided to stop but then a small moan escaped him.
"P'Kim!"
With closed eyes, he moaned my name and I knew I couldn't wait any longer. Chay whimpered as I pulled my fingers out and his eyes shot open to stare at me. He watched fascinated as I leaned over to grab a condom I had in my wallet.
When I looked back at him I couldn't help a little chuckle. His face was a mixture of confusion, jealousy and anger. Quickly, I leaned down to kiss him.
"Stop whatever you are thinking. P'Kinn thought it would be funny to put this in my wallet after I talked to him about you. I hadn't noticed it until I came after you. My wallet dropped and I noticed it sticking out. I was going to throw it away but I wanted to catch you before you got away again."
Porchay nodded, seemingly satisfied with that answer, as I rolled the condom down my length and then applied some lube.
"I'll go slow," I told him as I lined myself up.
He nodded as I pushed in, past the ring of muscle. God! He felt so fucking tight. It took all of my strength not to just plough straight into him. Ever so slowly, I pulled back and then pushed back in, inch by inch until I was fully inside him.
Tears were spilling out of his eyes and I felt like a jerk for hurting him again. I leant down to kiss him and wipe away the tears. He smiled a watery smile at me.
"It's ok P'Kim," he pecked my lips. "Please move."
I did as I was told and slowly began to rock back and forth inside of him. His whimpers of pain soon became moans of pleasure. One of my hands pinched and rubbed his chest whilst the other started to play with his cock. It had softened from the pain but it slowly started to harden in my hand.
"P'! I'm gonna …" he called out just before jets of his hot white cum shot out of his tip.
Most fell on his stomach but a few landed on his chest. I moaned at the sight as my fingers spread the hot mixture around. My own release was fast approaching. I pulled out and quickly jerked the condom off. With only a few more strokes I was cumming all over his stomach too.
I had enough strength not to collapse on top of him. I leaned over him to kiss him on the lips before laying beside him. We lay on our backs, panting as we both tried to catch our breaths. I turned to look at him and smiled. He looked so beautiful.
Eventually, I had enough strength to get up and go into the bathroom. I started running the bath and went back to him. Without a word to his confused expression, I picked him up and carried him into the bathroom and gently lowered him into the water.
I climbed in behind him and laid him against my chest. When the bath was sufficiently filled I turned off the taps and leaned back. He rested his head against my neck.
"I'm never letting you go again," I told him with a kiss on his forehead.
He stared up at me and smiled.
"Good!"