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Chapter 11 - Oxygen - Jay and C

This one is more wishful thinking. We find out about Jay's feelings but what about Khun C's? Does he feel anything for his long time assistant?

This is purely my take on how that might go.

Jay's POV

"Khun are you ready?" I asked my boss as I sorted through the files he would need for the upcoming meeting.

"Mmmm," was his only reply.

I nodded silently and followed Khun C to the car. No words were exchanged between us as we drove to the meeting. During the meeting, Khun C sat expressionless as the data was explained. I listened carefully just in case my boss missed something. It was very unlikely but I still listened.

"Are you hungry, Khun?" I asked as we left the meeting and climbed back into the car.

"Mmmm," was his reply again.

I instructed the driver to go to Gui's cafe. Ever since accepting his son's relationship and adopting the little one, his boss has frequented the small cafe. Again, the silence stretched between us as Gui brought us our drinks and snacks. Khun C looked over some files on his iPad whilst I chatted with Gui.

The day was going fairly well. We attended another meeting after lunch.

"Jay," I jumped a little.

It was the first time he had properly spoken to me all day so I was a little startled.

"Yes," I asked, trying to calm my racing heart, as we left the second and final meeting of the day.

"Tonight is the benefit function right?" he asked.

I scrolled through the day planner to double-check before confirming.

"Yes Khun C. Your suit is pressed and ready, shall I contact Miss ...." I started but was stopped.

"No, there will be no need. I will attend with you only," he told me and I nodded.

Thankfully his back was to me so he didn't notice the slight blush creep up my neck. I knew he meant attending as his assistant, not as a date. However, I couldn't stop that little flutter my heart made at the idea of going on what looks like a date with my boss.

Before my mind got carried away I shook my head and focused on getting him ready for the event.

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Several hours later Khun C and I were exiting the hired car and walking into the hall that was hosting the event. It was to raise money for orphanages in the area. If it hadn't been for Khun C's new family member, Moon, he wouldn't have attended.

The party was in full swing when we arrived. As usual, I followed Khun C around as he spoke and greeted many business associates. I had remained in the background happy to simply observe the most brilliant man I have ever known.

However, when we approached the next acquaintance I became a little uneasy. Khun Tan wasn't quite as honourable in my mind. He was a good businessman and fair to his employees and partners but something about him didn't sit well in my stomach. Especially with the looks he often gave me.

I think Khun C also felt something was off about him because he has never enjoyed meeting him. He was always reluctant to speak to him and always puts meetings with him as far off as he possibly could.

"C! Good to see you," Khun Tan said joyfully before turning to me. "Ah Jay, always good to see you."

He gave me a wink as he smiled. I could see Khun C's jaw clench as he nodded. I bowed in response, staying behind Khun C.

"Didn't think I would see you here tonight C," he said, seemingly undisturbed by the icy cold stare given to him by my boss.

"Yes, well, it's an important event. Is it not?" Khun C said as if Khun Tan hadn't understood that.

Khun Tan nodded and smiled.

"Khun C, please excuse me for a moment," I asked before bowing and walking away.

When I first started working for Khun C I would often be too embarrassed to ask for a bathroom break. Which would result in some serious stomach problems, even hospitalization. Khun C had told me if I have to go, and I was too shy to say then just ask to be excused. Thankfully, it saved me from further embarrassment.

When I exited the stall and proceeded to wash my hands I noticed Khun Tan also washing his hands. I hadn't heard anyone come in after me so I was a little startled to see him. Ignoring his presence, I quickly washed my hands and exited, not missing how Khun Tan followed quickly.

"Jay!" I heard my name called out.

At first, I thought it was Khun Tan but then Khun C walked up to me and surprised me. He raised his hand and gently stroked my face. My shock didn't allow me to register the feel of his hands on my face.

"I missed you," he told me softly, I was frozen in shock.

"What?" I stammered.

He looks behind me so subtly that I almost missed it. I started to turn but Khun C gripped my chin stopping me. He took a step closer and my eyes widened. For a moment I forgot to breathe as his face came within an inch of mine. Just as it looked as if he was about to kiss me a shadow walked quickly past us. Khun C pulled away not long after, just in time for me to see Khun Tan turn the corner.

Khun C dropped his hand and took a step back. He watched Khun Tan disappear before turning to me. The realisation of what had just happened hit me like a ton of bricks. I lowered my head slightly to hide my blush and the tears that were starting to form. My hands clenched into fists at my side, my nails digging into my palms.

I couldn't believe how stupid I was for even thinking that he would kiss me. Why would a man like him be remotely interested in a guy like me?

"I'm sorry Jay, Khun Tan ...." he started to say but I stopped him, I didn't want to hear his explanation.

"It's ok Khun, I understand. Thank you," I bowed respectfully.

"Let's go home," he said after a moment of silence.

I had still yet to look him in the eye which I was positive he noticed. I nodded and dutifully followed him to the waiting car. On the ride home, we were silent like usual, but it was uncomfortable for me. I kept my gaze looking out the window, but every so often I could feel his eyes on me.

Once back at the condo I bid Khun C a goodnight before quickly walking to my room. Once inside I collapsed onto the floor and finally let the tears flow out. For a brief stupid moment, I truly believed that my dreams and wishes were finally coming true. My heart had raced and my breath had stopped, it was as if time stood still.

Now my heart was breaking. All this time, I have known that I was always just an assistant to him, possibly a friend at times but mainly his employee. I knew all that but still allowed my feelings for him to grow, I felt so stupid.

Eventually, I dragged myself into the shower and then into bed. Where I cried myself to sleep.

C's POV

Jay left the moment we got back home. I had wanted to discuss some business with him but he seemed tired. In all the years I had known him he had never left first. In fact, I always had to tell him to go to bed.

I decided to call it a night as well but I stopped as I passed his door. I swear I could hear crying. When I stopped to listen I couldn't hear anything else so I continued to my room. After my shower, I read some documents on my iPad before going to sleep. A document came through from Tan, the vilest man I have ever had the misfortune of meeting.

My mind goes back to earlier when Jay left for the bathroom.

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"Khun C, please excuse me for a moment," Jay had bowed and walked off after I nodded. I didn't miss the look Tan gave him before he excused himself as well. I gave his assistant an icy glare and she fidgeted.

"Where is he going?" I asked her.

"Erm ... well he .. he is ..." she stammered, unable to speak. That gave me a bad feeling.

"Speak!" I demanded.

"Well he ... you see... he... likes Jay and ..." I didn't let her finish.

Immediately, I left and went to find my assistant. I had heard many rumours about Tan and his male assistants, which seemed to be confirmed, at least to me, when he hired a female one

When I finally found Jay he was walking out of the bathroom with Tan following behind him. Jay didn't look like he was in any distress so I summarised that nothing had happened yet. There was a rumour, that he didn't go after men in a relationship, though that wasn't confirmed.

I kept an eye on Tan as I called out for Jay, walked up to him, raised my hand to his cheek and leaned forward. Luckily, Tan moved past me before our lips touched. I had no problem kissing Jay but I didn't want to embarrass him.

I watched Tan turn a corner, happy that I had saved Jay, but when I turned back to look at him his head stayed lowered and his fists were clenched. He did that when he was upset, especially when he didn't want me to see. When he interrupted my explanation I knew something was off, so I decided it was time to go home. Something told me that Jay needed to be somewhere else.

In the car he was silent, we normally are, but this seemed different. For the first time, I wanted to say something to him but I had no idea what. He looked hurt or upset. I was worried that I hadn't gotten to Jay in time, maybe something happened in the bathroom.

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I tipped my head back against the headboard and sighed. Unsure of what to do for the first time in my life. Frustrated, I got up and went to make something to drink. Solo always raves about Gui's warm milk helping him sleep. I'm hoping it does the same for me.

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The next day Jay seemed fine but he was more distant than usual. We had no meetings to attend, so we stayed in the office. Normally, he would stay with me for most of the day, often asking me if I wanted a drink or something to eat.

However, that day he left with every chance he got. He wouldn't even look at me and when we spoke he would only speak a couple of words. I couldn't understand what was wrong. Was he mad at me? I had helped him, he even thanked me.

During one of his countless absences Solo, Gui and Moon came in. I was happy to have the reprieve and distraction until Jay followed behind them, head down again.

"Father, we're going to get some lunch. Would you and Jay like to come with us?" Gui asked.

I had liked him calling me father, it was nice. He was more considerate towards me than Solo but I can be blamed for that. I put down my things and nodded. Gui and Moon smiled widely whilst Solo eyed Jay. Even he could tell something was off with him.

We went to a small restaurant that had a play area for Moon. During the meal Gui and Solo mainly talked, I added things now and again and Jay remained silent. Which was unusual for him when in the presence of two of his favourite people, well three since Moon arrived.

After we ate Solo, Moon and Jay went outside. I stayed behind with Gui. He eyed me warily.

"Are you ok, Father?" he asked me and I sighed.

I am not good at understanding people so I decided to speak to Gui, he is better at it than I and Solo will ever be.

"I need your advice," I started.

I could see he was surprised, I imagine he hadn't expected me to speak. I recounted the previous night and how Jay was been acting. The more I spoke the more confused and frustrated I became. Gui seemed to understand, I could see it on his face.

"Can I ask you a question?" he asked and I nodded. "What do you think of Jay?"

"He's a great assistant," I said automatically.

I truly believed that he was the best assistant I have ever known. Not just because he had been with me for a long time, but because he was that good. My associates were always commenting on how professional and respectful Jay was when they dealt with him.

"No, I mean as a man. What do you think of him?" He said again which made me pause.

'As a man?' I thought. I looked back at the man outside and inspected him carefully. He was a very handsome man and very hardworking. I turned back to Gui unsure of what he wanted me to say.

"Have you ever thought of Jay as something else besides your assistant?" he asked and I shook my head. I could stretch to thinking of him as a friend but not much more than that.

"I understand, but to answer your question I think you need to speak to Jay and make sure he can tell you anything without fear of losing his job or your company," he suggested.

My eyebrows knitted together, unsure of what he meant. Why would Jay be worried about that? Unless he committed murder, rape or corporate espionage there wasn't anything he could do to make me not want him around.

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We left not long after and parted ways. Jay and I started heading back to the office but I decided against it once we were near the condo.

"Jay, I want to stop here for a bit."

He looked worried but instructed the driver to turn in. He walked ahead of me into the condo and looked unsure of what to do.

"Are you feeling unwell? Shall I call for a doctor?" he asked.

I shook my head and indicated for him to sit at the small table in the kitchen area. He hesitated a moment before taking a seat. I got us both a drink of water and then sat opposite him.

'Here goes,' I think as I look at him.

Jay's POV

When Khun C asked to go home instead of going back to work I was naturally worried. The only time he had ever missed work was when his wife passed away. He dismissed my offer to get a doctor and told me to sit down.

He looked serious, which made me feel a little nervous. I wondered if my work performance had slipped recently or if he was still upset that I intervened a little with Gui and Solo.

"Jay, if I ask you something will you give me a completely honest answer?" he asked me.

I nodded, of course, I would be as honest with him as I could. He shook his head and sighed.

"No, I mean completely honest, not holding anything back. ignore the fact that I am your boss, you have no fear of losing your job or being sent away. So when I ask you my question I want you to be truly honest without holding anything back."

My eyes widened in surprise but I slowly nodded. My palms began to sweat as I became very nervous to hear what his question was going to be.

"Good. So my question is this. Last night you were upset, why?" he asked, showing his confusion.

He asked the one question I would have never have expected in a million years.

"Remember you promised to be honest with me," he reminded me and I gulped. My palms haven't sweated this much in a long time.

I nodded and took a deep breath giving myself a chance to collect my thoughts. It didn't seem like a good idea to be completely honest. What if he hates me? Will he really want me around if he knows I'm gay and totally in love with him?

"Jay, just start talking. I promise you will not get fired or sent away," he said looking frustrated.

"Ok," I started. "Truthfully, I was upset because you had to do that. I imagine you sensed Khun Tan's interest in me and was suspicious as to what his intentions were that night," it wasn't entirely the truth but close enough.

Khun C must have known that I was leaving something out as the look he gave me spoke volumes. I sighed unsure of what he really wanted me to say.

"Khun, I'm not sure what else to tell you," I said.

"Tell me everything," he ordered, leaving no more room for argument.

"What I said before is true, but I guess I was also upset that you touched and nearly kissed me," I finally said.

"So, you were upset that a man almost kissed you?" He asked.

I shook my head before bowing my head a little to hide my blush.

"No, I was upset that YOU didn't," I said, avoiding his gaze.

Khun C was silent for a long time but I kept my head down. I don't think I can handle his look of disgust or pity.

"I see," he said finally. "So when I approached you, touched you and almost kissed you, you wanted it to happen. When you realised I only did it to get Tan to leave you alone, you were upset with me?" he asked and again I shook my head.

"I wasn't upset with you. I was upset with myself for being foolish enough to believe that you would want to kiss me."

I had yet to look up at him so I had no idea what he was thinking. Though to be fair even if I did look, he would most likely be wearing his usually stoic face, the one that never gives anything away.

"Jay, look at me," his voice was soft which caught me off guard and I looked up.

His usually intense and cold brown eyes were soft and warm as he reached his hand over to mine. My heart was about to explode out of my chest.

"I'm so sorry. I had no idea you had feelings for me, you've never given anything away. I understand why that upset you," he started and my heart fell.

I knew what was coming. I had always known nothing would ever happen between us. Why would it? I was nothing compared to a great guy like him. Instantly, I pulled my hand away just before he could touch it.

"I'm sorry," I said, tears threatening to break free. "May I leave?" he nodded, allowing me to escape to my room.

Once inside, I let the tears fall for the second time in two days. My heart ached and my head throbbed. I always knew that I had no chance with him and now it's finally confirmed. The thought that I now can put my feelings for him aside and finally move on. It killed me more than learning he had no feelings for me. Again, I cried myself to sleep.

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When I woke up and checked the phone, I almost jumped out of my skin. It was almost five o'clock in the evening. We had returned to the condo just after lunchtime. I rushed to get up and return to work.

Khun C may have promised not to fire me for telling him the truth but I was sure he would for missing at least four hours of work. As I made my way towards the front door I was surprised to see Khun C still sat at the kitchen table.

He had several pieces of paper in front of him as well as his iPad. He looked up at me as I approached but I couldn't meet his eyes.

"Are you feeling any better?" he asked.

I nodded still not meeting his gaze.

"Yes Khun, I am sorry I took so long," I said quickly bowing.

"Sit down Jay," he ordered softly.

I did as I was told and took the seat I had left earlier. My head was still lowered and I still refused to look at him in case I broke out crying again.

"Jay?" He said my name like a question. I wasn't sure what he was asking.

"Jay!" he said again, a little more forcibly this time. "Look at me."

Reluctantly, I did as he commanded and I had to look away again. His eyes were soft and his face was unusually warm. He was pitying me. He probably feels sorry for the little, sad, gay assistant he has.

"I am not going to say that I am sorry for what I did, but I am sorry for how it made you feel. I have heard about Tan's reputation, especially with his male assistants. Also, I've noticed the way he looks at you whenever we meet and I don't like it. When he followed you his assistant indicated he liked you and I became worried."

He sounded like he really cared about my safety. I understood that was why he did what he did, I didn't hate him for that.

"I will understand if you hate me and no longer wish to work for me, but if I had the choice to do it all over again. I would do it the same, especially if it meant keeping you safe from him," he sounded so sincere, I smiled.

"I don't hate you. I am worried that you will hate me. After all, you are a straight man being crushed on by a gay guy. No one likes that," I told him and he scowled at me.

"Says who?"

C's POV

When his wide eyes shot up at me I wanted to laugh. He looked so cute at that moment.

"What?" he asked.

"I will be honest with you, ok?" he started. "I've never really thought of you or any man in that way before. When you left earlier it killed me to know I had hurt you. I really felt like a jerk for putting you through that."

He started to speak but I held my hand up to tell him to stay quiet.

"You know I'm not good at speaking about things like this so please just let me get it out."

He nodded and I took a moment to collect my thoughts. I wasn't sure where I was going with this but I knew I needed to let him know.

"When you left I thought about how I felt about you, about your feelings for me even Gui had asked me what I thought of you. First of all, get this straight, I'm not disgusted with you, actually, I'm flattered. Secondly, after Solo, you are the most important person in my life, followed by Moon and Gui. You are more than an assistant to me."

I took a sip of my drink and continued. Enjoying the look of pure shock on Jay's face.

"Since my wife passed you know I haven't been interested in anyone. I always preferred to spend time with you than anyone else. When I thought you might leave me I realised that I have never liked it when I don't know where you are or who you are with. You are the first person I look for when I walk in a room and the last person I want to talk to before going to bed."

"When I saw you walk out of that bathroom with that man following you I felt very possessive. I've never felt that possessive about anyone, not even my wife. I realised that I have felt that way about you for a few years now."

Jay gave me a confused look, with his head tilted just like a cute puppy. It made me smile.

"A few years ago, when we were in America I saw you with a man. You laughed, held hands and even kissed goodnight. At first, I was shocked to see you with a man as I had never known you were gay but then I became jealous."

Jay looked like he was trying to remember the night I mentioned. Once he did he looked up at me with wide eyes.

"Is that why I went on an impromptu month-long business trip with you the next day?" he asked me and I nodded, smirking. Not even the slightest bit ashamed.

"Yes and I'm not sorry," I said feeling proud.

Jay shook his head at me like he often did when I was fighting with Solo about Gui.

"Look, what I am trying to get at is that I can't say for sure if I feel the same for you as you do for me, but if you are willing to be patient with me then I am willing to find out," I said and again he looked confused.

With a sigh, I stood up and grabbed his hand, forcing him to stand up with me. I held onto both of his hands as I took a step forward. We stood just inches apart, just like we had the previous night.

Jay's eyes grew wider and his mouth hung wide open as if he were gasping. His lips were full and round and I found myself wondering what it would feel like to kiss them. Deciding to find out I moved closer.

My lips pressed against his softly and briefly. I licked my lips when I pulled back, liking the taste, he still looked frozen. My hands cupped his face, I pulled him to meet me and I deepened the kiss. It took him a few minutes to realise what I was doing. However, as soon as he did he pushed me back.

"What are you doing?" he asked, bringing his hands up to his lips as if to check they were still there.

"Kissing you," I said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"I know that but why? You said that you don't feel the same about me ...." he started.

"No, I said at first I didn't but over the years I have realised I do feel something, possessiveness if nothing else. Why would I feel that if I felt nothing else for you? I may not be fully sure but I want to find out," I explained before kissing him again.

This time he slowly responded. I can't quite describe the feelings that arose in me when he kissed me back. His tongue danced with mine and it was glorious.

His hands held my waist and I wanted them to move, to explore my body. With my hands still on his face, I stepped forward forcing him to take a step back. Only stopping when his back hit the wall.

I pressed my body against his feeling every inch of him. Never have I thought I would find being pressed up against another man arousing. Eventually, I decided to let him breathe but I didn't stop my own exploration. I moved my lips down his neck, kissing, nipping and licking down the long column.

His moans spurred me on. I had no idea how to seduce a man but it sounded like I was on the right track. His hands were gripping my shirt and he would try to pull me away then to pull me closer.

I moved my head back and smirked at the dazed look in his eyes. His cheeks were a bright red and his lips looked swollen. Red marks littered one side of his neck. I decided it looked uneven so I attacked the other side.

Once satisfied, I lift my head away to admire my handiwork. Though my gaze didn't get the chance, I was drawn to his face. Jay's eyes were hooded and his bottom lip was caught between his teeth. His chest was rising and falling and I was overcome with a strong desire to touch his bare skin.

Instantly, I start undoing the buttons on his shirt. I was almost finished by the time he noticed what I was doing.

"Khun?" he says in a breathy tone.

"Don't call me Khun right now, not in that voice," I growled as I pulled open his shirt.

My hands spread across his chest, ghosting over his hardened nubs. His moan hit me right in my cock and I loved it.

"C!" he said breathlessly.

Smirking, I gripped his wrist and pulled him to my room. Once inside I pushed him down onto the bed and climbed on top of him. Straddling his waist I continued my exploration of his hard muscles. No one, no man or woman had ever aroused me so much, so quickly.

I pulled him up to remove his shirt. Jay was at my mercy and I was going to make sure that didn't change. Leaning down to kiss his lips he moaned into my mouth. His hands came up to grip my hair and I pulled them away, over his head. Whilst he was lost to the pleasure I removed my tie.

Leaning back I tied his wrists together. His surprised gasp and wide eyes broke the dam inside me. Not caring that the shirt was expensive or that the buttons would go everywhere I ripped open my shirt, forcing it off my body like it was burning me.

Pressing my lips to his as I ground my hips into his was the best feeling I had ever felt. His noticeable bulge rubbed against mine as our hips moved in sync. Moving away from his lips I continued the assault I started earlier on his neck, moving down his chest. I paid special attention to his chest before moving lower. My tongue licked a path outlining his abs as he clenched underneath me.

My hands went to his belt and zipper before pulling his trousers and underwear down. He was completely bare to me now and I could feel my mouth drooling. I have seen him shirtless before but never fully bare. His hard cock twitched as I eyed it. His eyes followed me as I moved lower.

"Khun, you don't ...." he started but my hand gripping his thick cock stopped him.

"I said don't call me Khun," I growled, squeezing his member in my hand.

"C!" he moaned.

"Better, don't make me remind you again," I warned. "Obviously, I've never done this before so don't hold that against me," I said with a smirk.

"C, please, you don't have to do that. Let me, please you, release my hands," he begged as he tried pulling against his restraints. I shook my head at him.

"You already are. No one has aroused me as much as you have. You always do everything to please me and to make me happy, it's your job after all, but not here. When it's just us, when you are beneath me or on top of me, I will be the one pleasing and making you happy."

I promised him before my tongue flicked out across the tip of his cock. His hips bucked and his cock fully entered my mouth.

"I'm sorry," he gasped.

Instead of answering or scolding him, I moved my head down bringing him fully into my mouth. I hollowed out my cheeks as I bobbed up and down. His hips were bucking widely underneath me, causing his cock to sometimes hit the back of my throat.

I resisted the urge to gag and just focused on pleasuring him. His moans were increasing in volume.

"C!" he cried out.

His cock popped out of my mouth but I didn't let him breathe. My tongue lapped around his head before licking down his shaft to his balls. Bringing one into my mouth caused Jay to spread his legs wide.

I looked up to see his head thrown back, his back arched and his chest rising and falling rapidly. Whilst I continued to play with his balls I repeatedly traced a finger over his hole.

Like I said before, I have obviously never done this to a man before. So, earlier when he disappeared into his room I decided to do a little research. I knew I wanted to please him, to make up for hurting him so often without realising it. Googling how to go down on a man had introduced me to several porn videos and erotic stories. I read and watched as many of them as I could, paying close attention to everything.

"C! Please, I'm close," he begged.

Moving back, I crawled up his body kissing along the way. As I ravished his mouth I moved to untie him. As soon as his hands were released he instantly switched us into a different position.

Jay hovered over me as I looked up into his eyes. His emotions were clearly written all over his face, especially his eyes. I grabbed his face and brought his lips down to mine.

He didn't spend much time kissing me, as he had other ideas. He moved down my body in a similar way to what I had done to him. When he reached my waist he nipped at my abs as he undid my trousers and pulled me free.

I moaned loudly when his mouth enveloped me. His wet, hot tongue swiped around my shaft as he moved up and down. I gripped the sheets to prevent myself from gripping his hair and thrusting up into his hot mouth.

"Jay!" I panted.

It's been so long since I had been touched like this. Even when I was married to my wife we hadn't made love that often and it wasn't like this. After she passed I threw myself into work so I barely had time to sleep let alone anything else.

Now I can't imagine not touching him or being touched by him. If I was unsure of my feelings earlier I can safely say that I'm no longer confused. I love being touched by him and I doubt anyone else will compare.

"C," he said after almost bringing me over the edge.

My hooded eyes watched him get off the bed and I instantly went to pull him back. He stepped back shaking his head. His cock bounced as he walked and a smirk played on his lips.

"Just wait," he said before leaving.

I couldn't believe it. Did he really just leave? Did he make me feel pleasure like I had never felt before then just walk out?

I was about to get up and go after him when he suddenly appeared. He shut the door and with one hand behind his back, he crawled onto my body. Jay sat down just under my waist so our cocks stood erect next to each other. One hand was still behind his back and his face was getting even redder than it already was.

"Why did you leave?" I asked.

He brought his hand around and he was holding a long bottle. Jay looked like I should understand fully just by looking at the object he was holding but I had no clue. My confusion must have been written on my face as he sighed.

He opened the cap and placed some of the fluid on his fingers. I groaned when I watched his hand reach around himself to his ass. The full-length mirror on the wall opposite us gave me a beautiful view of him fingering himself. His arm moved as his hips swayed a little. Once satisfied he put some more of the fluid on his hand and slathered my cock with it.

"Jay?" I asked, still a little confused.

Jay kept my gaze as he moved up a bit more and then it all became clear. He lined himself up before lowering his hips down. We both groaned at the feel of being connected. I gripped his hips as he slowly rocked against me.

"Fuck! You're tight," I moaned before sitting up.

He kissed me as his hips moved against me. The feel of his hole gripping my cock sent electric currents of pleasure all over my body. Eventually, his slow movements weren't enough. I moved him back so he was laying on his back. He wrapped his legs around my waist as I brought my knees up and started increasing the pace.

He held his legs close to his chest as my hips almost pistoned against him. The sound of slapping skin and our moans and pants were the only things you could hear in the room.

"C, I'm close," he said.

"Me too," I moaned as a pleasurable pressure started at the base of my spine.

Soon, Jay gripped his cock and tugged furiously before hot white cum spurted across his stomach and chest. I followed not long after him. As soon as I felt it approaching I pulled out and pumped myself. His chest and abs were covered with our cum.

I felt a great urge to mix and rub it in so I did. He eyed me tiredly as I spread my hand across his skin. Once I was satisfied I pulled him up and laid back down across the pillows. He stopped me and sat up.

"We should get cleaned up before we rest," he explained. I shook my head.

"No, just come here," I ordered, reaching to grab him.

He moved off the bed and reached his hand out.

"Trust me Kh.... I mean C," he said blushing.

I almost scowled at him but I agreed. I allowed him to lead me into the shower, however, we ended up spending more time in there than we had meant to.

Jay's POV

It's been a month since the most amazing night of my life. When I woke up the next day wrapped around him I had to pinch myself. I had so many dreams of waking up naked next to him that, for a moment, I thought I was dreaming again.

After that, our life hadn't changed much. We still worked closely together. We still went to meetings in silence. However, now he makes sure that we are home more often. We may still work once at home but it's usually after he has had his way with me.

He also moved my room into his, so now we wake up next to each other every day. When working at home he insists I sit next to him which has not been a good idea so far.

We would be working fine until I would feel his hand gripping my thigh, edging closer to my hardening cock. I would have to bite my lips to stop myself from moaning, especially when Solo was present.

The man had no shame. His face would remain unreadable as he groped me in front of his own son.

One day I decided to turn the tables on him. He and Solo were discussing Solo's next meeting when I slowly moved my hand onto his knee. Thankfully the table was high enough and close enough to us for me to be discreet.

A small twitch on his leg was the only response I got so I decided to up the ante. I moved my hand up slowly, gripping and squeezing as I went.

I noticed his jaw clenched slightly but nothing else changed so I went higher. By the time I reached his cock he was hard and throbbing. I gripped him through his trousers and slowly rubbed. He coughed a little when his voice faltered and I inwardly smirked.

"Are you ok father?" Solo asked, eyeing him with concern.

"Yes Khun C, are you ok?" I asked feigning concern.

He glared at me as he shook his head.

"Yes, I am fine. Let's end this here it's getting late. I'm sure Gui and Moon want you back," he said, collecting and sorting the papers he had been looking at.

Solo eyed him warily before nodding. I showed him out and was immediately pounced on. He pushed me up against the door and pressed himself into me. He growled in my ear as he rubbed himself against me.

"Just what were you playing at?" he asked as he spun me around.

Now normally, in the past, I would shy away, stutter and try to beg for forgiveness. However, since that night when we are alone, I'm a different person. I shocked him and myself.

"Giving you a taste of your own medicine," I said calmly.

His eyes held a dangerous glint in them as he scowled at me.

"You will pay for that," he promised before pulling me to our room.

I bit my lip as I had no choice but to follow him. Thinking about all the ways he would make me pay was making my already hard cock leak with precum. I knew tonight was going to be a long and pleasurable night.

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The next morning, we had a meeting with Khun Tan, so reluctantly we both got dressed and headed into the office. I was a little sore and C smirked when he noticed my discomfort. However, as soon as we entered the office his face changed to his usual stoic one. I loved how his sons and I were the only ones that got to see his other side.

"Khun C, good to see you. It's been too long," Khun Tan greeted loudly as he walked into the office.

I was stood behind C who was sat at his desk. He nodded at Khun Tan but said nothing else. Khun Tan smiled at me, before taking his seat. The meeting lasted longer than we both had hoped, and I was drawn away to collect some documents.

When I came back C was no were to be seen, Khun Tan was sitting alone. I placed the documents I have collected on his desk and was unsure of what to do.

"Solo needed to speak to your boss, he should be back in a moment. Come have a seat," Khun Tan said with a smirk as he patted the space next to him on the large sofa.

He had obviously moved from the chair to the sofa but I was unsure if it was during the part of the meeting I missed or after C left. Shaking my head I move to stand near the window whilst looking through my emails.

I heard and felt him move behind me and I took a step away, but he followed. Eventually, after trying to step away unsuccessfully twice I turned to him.

"Is there something I can help you with Khun Tan?" I asked widening the space between us as much as I could but I was close to being blocked in.

He continued stepping forward until I was stopped by the wall, he placed both his hands on either side of me stopping me from leaving.

"Oh yes Jay, I have something very hard you can help me with," he purred at me and I rolled my eyes.

"If it is hard, then I am afraid I will not be able to help you," I told him trying to mimic my boss and lovers stoic expression.

"Oh I am sure you can Jay, you really think for a second I believed what C did that night at the gala? The man shows no interest in anyone for years and suddenly he is being sweet with you, I don't think so," he said as he brought a hand to touch my face.

Naturally, I turn my head to prevent him but he grabbed it anyway.

"Please, release me!" I tell him in my strongest voice, he just smirked at me.

"Why? I think you and I could have some fun before the cold fish gets back. I, honestly, don't know why you are so attached to him. The man gives pays you no attention or warmth, and yet you still bend over for him. Am I wrong?"

Khun Tan smirked as his eyes travelled down my body.

"You can leave him and come work for me, I promise to make you feel good every single night. I can have you on your knees begging for my cock, begging for my touch," his hand started to move down my neck.

Angrily, I pushed him with as much of my strength as I could. He glared at me as he almost tripped. Bravely, I stood up straight and glared at him.

"You could never make me beg for your cock or touch because it is something I will never want. Not even if you were the last man on this earth I would rather die than feel you on me," my voice sounded stronger than I felt.

Though he was a creep and had just harassed me, he was still a very influential man. This could damage any dealings he had with C.

"You will regret saying that," he growled at me as he started to move forward.

His back was now to the door and I could see C standing watching us with a glare. He nodded at me, that told me he was there if I needed him.

We had talked about Khun Tan many times and knew he would try again with me, so C had told me to let him have it and not worry about any consequences. I made sure to contact his previous assistants to find as much dirt on him as I could just in case I needed leverage, I received a lot more than that.

"No, I won't. You on the other hand may regret a lot of things. There is something you should know about assistants to very wealthy and powerful businessmen... we talk to each other," I started and he stopped looking confused.

"So?" he asked.

"So, think about it. Your previous assistants, after being harassed or seduced by you. They shared many stories," I said calmly, C was smirking at me.

"Stories? What stories?" he asked, his face turning pale.

"Of how small you are, even when erect. Of how quick it takes you to cum and you would always leave them unsatisfied. They also said they had some pictures, imagine what would happen if those pictures and stories were discovered by the tabloids. You would be ridiculed, laughed at."

Khun Tan stood frozen to the spot, his eyes and mouth were wide open. It took him a few minutes to recover before his eyes burned with an anger I had never seen in him before.

"How dare you!" he shouted as he raised his hand to hit me, that is when C moved.

He gripped his wrist and Khun Tan turned in surprise.

"C?" he said, a slight tremor in his voice told me he was scared.

"Raise your hand to Jay again or try to touch him and I will do more than spread those stories around the tabloids. I will make sure your business goes under, I will bankrupt you and destroy your very life. Jay is mine, are we clear?" I loved how possessive he sounded.

Khun Tan nodded wide-eyed at him. C let go of his hand and Khun Tan quickly, almost fell over himself to get out of the room. Once he was sure he was gone he walked over to me and stroked my face, where Khun Tan had touched me.

"Are you ok?" he asked me, I smiled and nodded at him.

"Father?"

We both froze before we turned to see a smirking Solo stood where C had been only moments before. Gui was also behind him, he had become the young masters assistant after he graduated. Solo had insisted that Gui, do a job that he loves but Gui had insisted he loved Solo, and this meant he would be able to help him as well as spend almost all day with him.

"Yes," C said dropping his hand before going to sit down.

His face had the usual stoic expression on it but I could make out a slight redness creeping up his neck.

"Father, do you seriously think we don't know," Solo asked.

We both stared up at him in shock, before C smiled softly.

"Since when?" he asked.

"A few weeks ago, I needed some paperwork. You weren't answering the door so I let myself in and heard some strange sounds coming from your room. I went to Jay's room to ask him about it but it was empty, none of his things was there. I knew he was still living there so I put two and two together and left."

"Good, now leave," C said with a smile before waving them off.

He then stood and wrapped his arms around my waist before drawing me in for a slow kiss. I sighed into him as I allowed him to ravish my mouth until the phone started ringing and we went back to work, as usual.