Love this pairing and I can't wait until season 2 comes out next year hopefully. This is my take on what I hope will happen next for them.
All of it will be in King's POV
I stopped and took a deep breath, before quietly opening the door. My ears were straining to hear any signs of movement within the darkroom. Thankfully, only silence greeted me.
'Maybe he's already asleep, or he hasn't come home yet,' I thought hopefully as I quietly shut the door. I looked at my watch, the screen flashed midnight at me. My stomach sank instantly.
'He wouldn't be out at this time,' I thought. 'Be asleep, be asleep,' I chanted in my head as I walked past my plants greeting them as quietly as I could, whilst gently touching them. I contemplated going into the bedroom when I passed the door for a moment before deciding against it.
Instead, I headed for the sofa and put my bags down. I sighed as I sat down, my head in my hands. A small shuffling sound had me looking up startled, I looked back at the door, scared that it would open. I wasn't ready to talk to Ram. Thankfully, nothing moved.
"I'll get up early and leave before he wakes up," I whispered to the small plant on the table next to me. I nodded satisfied that the plant was agreeing with me until I froze. 'My shirt,' I thought in a panic. I stood up eyeing the door, I contemplated just leaving it but I shook my head. 'I have to get it,' I decided walking to the door quietly.
I was so close to the bedroom now, my heart hammered in my chest with every step. Just as I was about to reach out for the door handle, I was pushed, from behind, into the wall. My face was flush against the cold surface whilst a hot body held me in place. My heart was beating even faster now and my mind was going blank. I tried to break free but whoever it was, was much stronger than me. I was about to scream out when one sentence stopped me cold.
"I wasn't drunk that night," my eyes widened as I gasped.
"Ram?" I asked in shock. He pushed into me again, I could feel him everywhere. It was like he was invading all of my senses. His body heat was burning into me, his breath was igniting my neck and his strong grip was making me weak. I could feel every inch of Ram's body as he pressed it into me. My brain automatically mapped out all the planes of his chest and abs.
I gasped as I felt something hard against my ass, I could feel it rubbing against me as he moved his hips. 'Oh! My! God! Is he hard?' I thought to myself shocked. It pushed through my clothes, rubbing in between my ass cheeks. I moaned out loud, I couldn't help it. He was making my mind go blank with pleasure.
Losing myself to the feeling, I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. Ram kissed up and down my neck as his hands travelled around my waist and over to my now bare cock. My eyes shot open and I gasped.
'Where are my clothes?' I thought in a panic.
I couldn't remember him taking them off. His cock had no barriers now, it's wedged in-between my ass cheeks. The tip rubbed against my hole sending shock waves through me as he played with my hardening cock.
Ram moaned loudly in my ear as his hips moved faster against me. His tongue licked around the curve of my ear before he took the lobe in-between his teeth and bit down gently. I was moaning so loud now, Ram panted and moaned in my ear.
Quickly, Ram flipped me around so my back was flush against the cold wall. Ram pressed his body against mine again, our cocks rubbed against each other. My hips moved on their own against his.
I was lost in Ram's dark brown eyes, his intense gaze spoke volumes. I could see that he was just as overcome with his desire as I was.
"I was not drunk that night," he said again.
My eyes widened as I watched him lower his head. My lips tingled in anticipation as I closed my eyes.
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"King!" I jolted awake.
Several cars raced past me as I looked around confused. 'Was I dreaming?' I thought for a moment, slightly disappointed. Reality kicked in as I looked at my sister. Kumfah had come up to see our grandma at the end of my stay there. She was currently driving me back with a pissed off look on her face.
"I was talking to you!" she said annoyed.
I gave her an apologetic look as I shook the dream out of my head.
"I'm sorry sis, I'm just really tired, I couldn't sleep well," I told her.
Over the past few days, I did have trouble sleeping. My head had been throbbing like an extended hangover, but if I'm really honest, that wasn't the only reason or even the main one. The kiss had consumed my mind, even when I was asleep. The dreams I had left me aching and hard every time.
Her face changed from annoyed to worried. She reached over and placed a hand on my forehead, I quickly pulled it away. She frowned at me.
"Why? You don't have a temperature, so you're not sick," she said with a worried look on her face until something clicked in her head. Her face instantly went from worried to happy.
"Don't tell me you were missing your Ram!" she was practically squealing now.
I stared at her with wide eyes. She wasn't too far off, I did miss him but I missed the kiss more. Not that I would admit to that out loud, ever!
"My Ram?" I asked incredulously.
She squealed even louder, almost bouncing in her seat.
"I knew it! You couldn't sleep without your Ram next to you, holding you," she was lost in her fantasy now.
I couldn't speak, my mouth opened and closed several times trying to think of something to say but nothing would come out. Thankfully, she was oblivious to this, it would only confirm everything for her. I loved my sister but sometimes her BL obsessed mind would take things too far.
I turned away from her and looked out the window. 'Did I really miss sleeping next to him?' I asked myself. I remembered the kiss again then afterwards we had fallen asleep wrapped in each other's arms. Kumfah finally noticed my silence.
"I'm only teasing," she said as she patted my arm playfully.
I nodded and closed my eyes. She took the hint and went silent. Several hours later she pulled up outside my condo, I got out and got my bags.
"Thanks, sis," I said with a small smile. She smiled back and grabbed my hand.
"You know you can talk to me, right?" she asked me. I smiled again and nodded. "Do you want me to come up with you?" she asked me. I quickly shook my head. That would be a bad idea, any hopes of Ram being asleep would vanish.
She drove off with a disappointed look, I watched her car disappear before turning and walking inside. Just like in my dream I quietly opened the door, praying he was asleep. It wasn't as late as it had been in my dream but it was still late enough for me to hope.
The room was dark and quiet, I was so focused on not making a sound I didn't even talk to my plants. I quietly opened the bedroom door, Ram was fast asleep in bed. I got my shirt and went to sleep on the sofa.
Well, I would have slept, if my mind would've let me. Every time I closed my eyes to sleep, either the kiss or the dream would pop up. Affecting me in the most disturbing of ways. My pants were pitched like a tent.
I tried my best to ignore it, but after several hours of trying to sleep and failing I gave up. The sun filtered in weakly through the curtains as I checked my watch, it read half-past five.
'I might as well get up,' I thought as I stood and stepped towards the bedroom door, before stopping.
I had automatically headed for the shower until I remembered that the door to the bathroom was in the bedroom. No doubt Ram would wake up if he heard the shower running. I wasn't ready for that confrontation.
I grabbed my shirt and bag and left. Tee lived close by so, I decided to go over to use his. He wasn't happy being woken up that early, I lied and said my shower was broken. Reluctantly, he let me in and afterwards we went to class together.
I found it hard to focus during my morning classes, everything was a blur. When the teacher dismissed us I looked around slightly shocked. The time had passed so quickly, I looked down at my paper and it was as blank as my mind was. Luckily, the class had been about revision for an upcoming exam. I don't usually have a problem in that area.
During lunchtime, I found myself sitting with my friends at some picnic tables near a cafe. I was listening to Boss, talking about something funny when the moment I had been dreading arrived. Duen walked up with his friends. Ting, Tang, Phu and Ram.
I avoided Ram's eyes as he sat down across from me. Duen was talking excitedly about the camping trip with Bohn. Ting said something about him disappearing and then coming back with Bohn, and them doing something in between. Duen blushed and looked away, Bohn smirked.
That got me thinking about that night, I had played cards, drank some strong alcohol, confessed to Ram and then we kissed. My lips tingled as I remembered the moment our lips touched. I was so lost in the memory that I jumped a little when my phone pinged.
'P'King are you ok?' it read.
I looked up at Ram shocked, his eyes instantly went down. I smiled a little, that's what drew me to him. Never before, had I met anyone as shy as he was. My phone buzzed again.
'Is your head ok?' it said.
I looked back up and this time he didn't look away. I nodded with a small smile, he smiled back. Our small staring contest was broken by Ting, I swear that girl has a radar for things.
"Hey! What's up with you two?" she asked as we jumped in surprise. Her loud voice silenced everyone else as they all turned to look at us.
"What!" I asked pretending not to have been caught staring at Ram. She leaned forward and pointed at us.
"You two, somethings going on..." she accused. I look at Ram and then turned back to her with a smirk on my face.
"What's going on?" I fired back, daring her to say something.
She was about to when Tang stopped her. I had never been more grateful in my life, especially not to Tang. She sat down pouting whilst the group laughed at her.
At the end of the lunch, the group split off. Duen, Ting and Tang went off to the medical building, whilst Tee, Bohn, Mek and Boss headed off to class. I was looking for something in my bag and didn't notice them leave. When I finally looked up I headed off to meet them but someone grabbed my arm, stopping me.
My eyes widened as I stared at Ram. I could see Phu walking away behind him oblivious that Ram wasn't with him.
"What?" I asked him.
Ram stayed quiet as usual, his piercing brown eyes bored holes right through me.
"You want to meet after class and get something to eat?" I asked, Ram, nodded.
Reluctantly, I agreed and he let me go. I quickly left him behind and went to class. I again struggled to concentrate in class, but this time Boss noticed.
"Hey! What's wrong with you?" he asked me in a whisper, eyeing the teacher. I shook my head and chuckled at him.
"Nothing's wrong, I'm fine," I lied. "Now concentrate or the teacher will scold you again," I whispered just as the teacher turned to look in our direction.
Boss instantly stuck his head down, writing whatever. I turned to my own and blocked any thoughts of Ram out of my head as much as I could.
The class drew to a close and we all left. Duen and his friends were waiting for us at the gear statue.
"N'Duen! Are you here for your hubby," Boss teased, again Duen blushed and Bohn smirked.
I shook my head at them, it didn't take much to embarrass Duen. Mek smacked Boss over the head and walked off shaking his head, Boss scrambled after him. We all laughed after them, it was hard to believe they were together. One being so quiet and the other so loud.
Tee waved goodbye as he left saying something about meeting a girl. Bohn and Duen left too, Bohn practically pulled a blushing Duen away. Ting looked at the rest of us.
"What shall we do now?" she asked us.
"We are going to the library, remember," Tang reminded her, she pouted disappointed.
"I'll come with you," Phu said before looking at Ram. "Do you want to come with us?" he asked, Ram shook his head.
A part of me had hoped he would have said yes. They waved and left, leaving us alone. Ram stared at me silently as I avoided his eyes. Eventually, I turned and started walking.
"Let's go," I said to him as I turned.
I knew Ram would follow me but I didn't look back to check. We went to our usual place, the waitress that hit on him last time served us. Even though he turned her down last time, it didn't stop her from staring at him or trying again every time. I felt a sudden wave of jealousy as she eyed him until I remembered he didn't turn me down. A smug feeling washed over me when I gave her the pad back with our order on. She pouted when Ram didn't look at her. I caught Ram's eyes as we waited for our food, I quickly looked away. My phone pinged and I picked it up knowing it was from Ram.
"Are you ok?" he asked me again.
I knew I needed to say something otherwise he would keep asking me if I was ok.
"Yeah I'm fine," I said. "I'm just a little tired, Grandma wouldn't let me sleep much. You know, she had me up at the crack of dawn every day. She had a big list of things for me to fix around the house. There was so much to do every day which meant that I wouldn't get to sleep till late," I lied so easily I even surprised myself.
I hoped I sounded convincing. If I told him he was one of if not the main reasons I was so tired, my wound being the other, I was afraid of what he would do.
After what seems like hours Ram finally nodded accepting my excuse. I released the breath I hadn't realised I'd been holding. The silence between us wasn't as uncomfortable as I thought it would have been when our food came. We ate in silence like usual and it wasn't long before we'd finished. We walked back to the condo side by side, my heart hammered faster the closer we got. I knew once we got back there would be no avoiding it then.
Thankfully, when we got back Ram took the dogs out for a walk. I had never been more thankful to have the dogs here than I was right then. Whilst he was out I decided to get a shower. I let the hot spray relax my muscles, I hadn't realised how tense I was. I wrapped a towel around myself when I got out and then cursed myself. I had forgotten to bring a change of clothes. I opened the bathroom door and froze.
"Ram!" I called out in shock, I thought he would still be out.
Ram was sitting on the bed staring at me, the droplets from the shower running down my chest, down my abs and into the towel. I could see the desire in his eyes as he followed the path of the droplets. I won't lie, it did excite me a little... okay, it excited me a lot, a lot more than I thought it would.
I grabbed some clothes and rushed back into the bathroom. My heart was racing, my breathing was ragged and my cock was standing to attention, straight up. My towel was doing little to hide my excitement. It took some time for my cock to calm down enough for me to get dressed and leave the bathroom.
When I, eventually, went back into the bedroom Ram was in bed and he had his back to me. I quietly got in and turned over facing away from him. That night my dreams were filled with images of a shower, a wet body and Ram with a very skilled tongue.
Again, I woke up early and with another very hard problem. I quickly got up, got dressed and left as quietly as I could. It wasn't until I got to the university that I remembered I didn't have any classes until later on. None of my friends would be awake at this time of day, so I sat by myself at the bench near the gear statue. I was so preoccupied that I was startled out of my thoughts when someone dropped something heavy on the table.
"Ruj!" I said in surprise looking around expecting to see Ram. "What are you doing here? Are you skipping school?" I asked. Ruj looks sheepishly at me like he has been caught doing something wrong.
"No!" he said quickly. I smiled thinking that I got it right in one go. "I'm looking for Ram, he left home and hasn't been back," he told me. I sighed I wanted to tell him but I wasn't sure how much Ram wanted him to know.
"He is staying with me at the moment, but I can't tell you why or when he's coming home," I told him, Ruj naturally looked disappointed.
"I want to see him?" he told me. I shook my head, and he visibly deflated.
"He's most likely in class right now, which is where you should be, right?" I said as he avoided my eyes.
"Ruj!"
We both looked up in surprise as Ram walked up. I quickly looked away though, I don't know what it was, but that serious intense look in Ram's eyes always did something to me, it melted or heated something inside me.
Ruj jumped a little when Ram clasped his shoulder. When he looked up at his brother he was looking slightly nervous.
"I just wanted to see you," he said with a sad smile, I felt a little sorry for him. So, I decided to help the young boy out.
"He was just asking me if I had seen you. You left without letting him know you were ok, as the big brother you have set such a bad example," I said playfully scolding him a little.
He gave me a look that told me he wasn't in the mood. I cleared my throat and moved up so he could sit down.
"Exactly, You just left, no warning no explanation. You even took the dogs," Ruj tried to look brave as Ram stared at him. Ram looked at me, a pleading look in his eyes. I nodded, knowing what he needed and looked back at Ruj.
"Ruj, you know your brother. He won't tell you when something is bothering him. He won't explain why he hasn't come home, but as soon as he has sorted through some things he will come back. In the meantime, you can come and see him at my condo, just as long as you don't skip school," I explained to him. He looked at Ram who nodded, confirming what I said.
"Fine!" he said, not happy. I smiled as Ram stood up and grabbed his arm.
"Come," he said, dragging Ruj away.
I was once again alone, left to my thoughts. It wasn't until I felt a tap on my arm that I noticed I wasn't alone anymore. Ram was sitting next to me again, I jumped.
"Oh, cool boy! When did you... I mean why are you here? Don't you have class?" I stammered. Ram shook his head at me.
"Class in the afternoon?" I asked, he nodded at me. "Me too," I said looking away.
I watched him take out his phone and I waited for the beep. A few seconds later my phone pinged as expected.
'Why did you leave early?' it said.
I had been dreading this question, what reason could I give him that he would believe. I was still thinking when my phone went off again.
'Are you avoiding me?' it asked.
I looked up at him in shock, his dark eyes stared at me sadly. 'Oh god, he has those puppy dogs eyes,' I thought as I lost myself in them. I swear I could feel myself leaning forward, but I wasn't sure. Thankfully, for my sake, we were interrupted.
"Ram!" someone shouted.
An older looking man was walking up to us, I swear he looked familiar. I turned to look at Ram but all I could see was his back as he left quickly. The man stopped when he reached me, I stood up and bowed respectfully before following Ram. When I managed to catch up to him, a girl was holding onto his arm. She looked familiar too. I caught what she was saying when I finally reached them.
"Ram please!" she begged. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to happen like this. Please remember what I said about everyone having good and bad inside them. Please don't hate us, we didn't plan it," she kept repeating this as she refused to let his arm go. I could tell he was getting upset.
"Miss, it's best if you let him go," I said grabbing his other arm. She looked at me with tears in her eyes. "Let him go," I said again.
She reluctantly let go of him and I pulled him away. As we walked back to the condo in silence I remembered who they were.
'That must have been his dad and his friend, the ones having the affair' I thought.
I looked at him, I could see his jaw and his fists clenching. My heart broke for him, I wanted to take his hand but I decided to just hold his wrist.
We got back to the condo and Ram dropped his bag then disappeared into the bedroom. I wanted to follow him but I knew he needed to be alone. My phone pinged, I picked it up hoping it was Ram.
'Where are you? Thought we were meeting before class?' Tee messaged. I sighed as I looked at the door.
'Not going in, not feeling good. Take some notes for me,' I put back before I heard Ram's phone ringing. I looked at the door before picking up his bag and taking his phone out. The caller ID said it was Duen calling, I answered.
"Ram? Are you on your way?" he asked.
"Ram won't be coming in, tell Phu to take some notes for him," I said
"P'King? Why do you have Ram's phone? Where is he? Is he ok?" he asked quickly.
"I saw Ram out and noticed he wasn't feeling well, so I brought him to my condo. He's asleep at the moment that's why I'm answering his phone," I lied.
"Not well? I'll come over and look after him, you have class too right?" Duen said quickly. I frowned, I didn't like the idea of someone else looking after him.
"It's fine, I can take care of him. I'll get him to message you when he wakes up bye-bye," I said quickly before hanging up and putting his phone back in his bag.
I decided to check on Ram. Slowly, I opened the bedroom door and the sight broke my heart. Ram was sitting on the bed cross-legged, head in his hands crying. I sat down next to him and put my arm around his shoulders. He looked up, tears streaming down his face. I wiped his cheek whilst staring into his eyes.
"It's ok, I'm here," I said with a small smile.
I felt him lean into my hand a little, whilst his eyes stayed locked on mine. I pulled his head down onto my chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist. Then I leaned back against the pillows so that we were laid down.
I held him tight as he cried. It pained my heart to see him like this, he always looked so strong.
"Was that your dad?" I asked and he nodded. "The girl, was she that neighbour friend?" he nodded again, gripping me tighter. "I'm sorry Ram, I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. I promise it will get better soon though, and you always have me."
Ram lifted his head and looked at me with a small smile on his face. His watery eyes looked from my eyes to my lips then back again. I watched, in slow motion, as he lowered his head. His lips touched mine in the briefest of touches but it still ignited my cock and heart. When he moved back I pulled him back down. Our lips crashed together in a bruising kiss, one that took my breath away. My hands gripped his shoulder blades pulling him down on top of me. One of his hands gripped my neck as our mouths danced.
"Ram!" I moaned when he moved to kiss down my neck, his hand angling my head whatever way he wanted. I was completely lost to the feel of him.
"King!" we froze.
"King!" we looked at each other shocked, before shooting up off of each other. I shot off into the bathroom, trying to calm my racing heart.
"Oh! N'Ram, where is King?" I heard my sister ask Ram. I flushed the toilet and walked out as calmly as I could.
"Sis!" I greeted trying not to blush.
Ram avoided her eyes as he sat crossed-legged on the bed. 'Lucky bastard, he has an excuse to look away and not talk,' I thought. Kumfah looked from Ram to me, arms crossed, I could almost see the wheels in her head-turning. It didn't take a genius to know the path those wheels were heading in.
"What's going on? Why didn't you answer the door?" she asked me accusingly.
"I was in the bathroom, and Ram won't go to the door," I said. "Did you even knock more than once? or even give me chance to get to the door?" I teased her.
She looked a little guilty which told me she might have knocked but she didn't wait for long before walking in.
"Well no... but why are you home? I saw Tee and he said you weren't feeling well. Are you really sick?" she asked me again looking at Ram.
I could see her BL wheels turning again as her face suddenly became giddy.
"Don't tell me, you wanted to spend time alone with N'Ram. So you could kiss, cuddle and ....."
"Stop!" I said stopping her from going any further. I could see Ram going a little red, I could feel my cheeks turning red too.
"Sorry, but It's not what you think, sis. Ram has some important exams coming up, one being tomorrow and he needs some help with studying. My class today was just a revision, so I decided to help Ram instead. Plus I can revise whilst I help him," I lied to her.
My fingers were almost crossed hoping that she believed me. She thought it over before looking confused.
"Why did you lie to Tee? Why did you say you were sick instead of helping N'Ram?"
'Shit!' I thought. 'What can I say?' I asked myself until a light bulb went off. I remembered something, I had been meaning to talk to her about. I folded my arms and glared at her.
"I lied to Tee because someone told him that when she first met Ram we were holding each other and that when he left we held onto each other refusing to let go," I said to her.
I saw Ram shoot his head up quickly in surprise. Tee had told Boss and then Boss had teased me or tried to. That's when I found out what she had told him. Kumfah was looking guilty again.
"Well, I ..." she stammered.
"Did you need anything?" I asked her after watching her try to stammer out an answer.
Before she could answer her phone starting to ring. Whilst she answered her phone I looked at Ram, he looked back at me calmly. It looked like being almost caught kissing didn't faze him at all.
"I only came to check on my brother but I have to go now," Kumfah said before waving goodbye and rushing out quickly.
She left us alone in the bedroom, the nerves taking me over again. My palms started sweating and I felt like a little kid going on his first date. Though I haven't had as much experience as Bohn and Tee I am by no means a virgin. However, this is the first time I have felt something for a guy. My stomach growled breaking the silence, I smiled timidly at Ram.
"Let's get something to eat," I said before walking out and into the kitchen.
Unfortunately, my cupboards and fridge were pretty much empty. I turned and jumped, I hadn't expected Ram to be so close. He was just a foot away, his eyes gazed softly into mine.
"There's no food," I said quietly. "Let's go to the store," I suggested moving around him, trying to get some space between us. I picked up my bag and watched Ram get his jacket.
We were silent as we walked around the store, Ram pushed the cart as I put things in. I would ask him if he would like things or didn't and he would either shake or nod his head. It was going quite well and we were nearly finished when Ram stopped, eyes wide. I hadn't noticed until I went to throw something in and dropped it on the floor, luckily it was only a bag of mixed peppers.
He was staring off down the aisle, I turned to look at the same moment the man from before, his brother and a foreign woman looked towards us. The foreign woman, who I assumed was his mother, smiled and headed for us straight away.
"Ram!" she said gripping his face and kissing his cheeks. I eyed his father warily as he walked up with Ruj. "I've been so worried, you've not been home for so long." Ram smiled sadly at her, I could tell he was avoiding looking at his dad.
"Where have you been? Ruj said you aren't at your dorm," she asked before she finally noticed me. She smiled at me then looked back at Ram.
"Hello, my name is King. I'm Ram's senior at school," I spoke to her in English which made her smile.
"Mum, he is staying with P'King," Ruj said, which surprised her.
"Why? What is wrong with your condo?" she asked him.
Ram looked at me for help. I knew he didn't want his mum to know the real reason was so his dad and that girl couldn't find him.
"He has a lot of exams coming up and I've been helping him study, I've been going to his place and he has been coming to mine. We often study late and end up sleeping over, so we decided to live in one place until his exams are over," I gave her the same lie I gave my sister and like my sister she believed me.
"That's great!" she said happily. Ruj looked confused, I caught his eye and put a finger to my lips. Telling him not to say anything, he was still confused but he nodded. His mother looked down at our basket and smiled.
"Are you shopping together?" she said looking up at me. I nodded with a smile, I liked her.
"Yeah, we are." She looked at what we had in the cart and nodded approvingly.
"This is good, not too many unhealthy things. Make sure you eat right whilst you are studying," she told Ram as she patted his arms.
She then turned around to her husband and asked for his wallet. She pulled out some money and gave it to Ram. He looked at her confused.
"So, that King isn't paying for everything," she explained before giving him another kiss. She said goodbye to us and turned to leave with her husband, Ruj stayed behind.
"You told me he has to work through some things," he said looking at us. I nodded at him.
"Yeah I meant his studies," I said, he wasn't buying it.
"But then why couldn't he tell me that," he asked.
"Ok, maybe it isn't all that but he doesn't want your mum to worry. So, just for now keep that part to yourself, ok?" I asked him.
"Ruj!" his mother called him, he told us he wouldn't say anything and then left. When I looked back at Ram his head was down and I could see his knuckles going white.
"Come on, let's finish shopping," I said pulling the cart.
He followed me in silence, as usual, I could tell he was struggling to keep himself in check. As we left the store and headed to my car, he stopped again. I thought he saw his family again but this time it was that girl.
"Ram!" she called and rushed over to us. I stepped in front of Ram, stopping her from getting close to him. She looked at me surprised before looking at Ram.
"Ram, please! Talk to me," she begged. I looked back at him and he shook his head.
"He doesn't want to talk to you," I said for him. She looked at me sadly, before looking back at him.
"I'm sorry Ram, I wish I could explain but I can't. I never wanted to hurt you," she said sadly. That got my back up.
"If you didn't want to hurt him then you shouldn't have slept with his father, it could break his family apart," I said angrily.
I was careful not to raise my voice but it was hard. She gasped as she looked around.
"He told you?" she asked me. I nodded before looking at Ram.
"He told me everything," I told her, putting my hand on his shoulder as he moved up next to me.
"I... I can only say sorry," she hung her head and I could hear her start to cry.
I was getting angry now, it was like she was trying to get the sympathy vote.
"Are you still seeing him?" I asked her.
I knew it was something Ram wanted to know. Her head shot up startled, wide-eyed. Her mouth opened and closed like a fish, that gave us the answer.
"Are you kidding me! You're still seeing him! Your best friend's married father," I accused angrily. I could tell I was close to shouting out loud at her. A part of me knew that this wasn't anything to do with me, but I couldn't stop myself.
"Does it matter that I love him?" she asked the stupidest question I had ever heard.
Ram glared at her before walking off, I stopped her from following him.
"No, I'm sorry but it doesn't matter that you love him," I said coldly. "Because he is an older married man with two kids. One of those kids is the same age as you, and he is your friend. If you want to make any of this better, then stop seeing your friend's married father." I kept repeating that he was married hoping to get it through to her. "I'm sorry, but your feelings don't matter here, because what both of you are doing is wrong and you know it, otherwise you wouldn't be keeping it a secret. You need to think about what the right thing to do is because he won't. He has his nice family and a young thing on the side, he won't stop that. You need to grow up and leave him."
"I don't know if Ram will ever forgive you, or whether he will start talking to you again, but imagine what will happen if your affair breaks up that family. Then you can definitely forget about Ram even acknowledging your existence," I turned then and followed Ram leaving her behind.
Ram was waiting by my car, without a word I opened it up, we put the shopping in and then we left. The drive back was silent which wasn't strange but I could tell he was stressing out. Once we got back home he helped me put everything away and then he went into the bedroom again. When he didn't come back out I decided to follow him, only this time he wasn't sitting on the bed. I could hear the shower going, I opened the door a crack to check he was ok.
He had one hand against the wall, his head hung down, and his other hand was clenched into a fist. I could see his shoulders shaking, and I knew he was crying. I hesitated for a moment before opening the door fully and walking in. I got undressed and stepped in behind him. I wrapped my arms around his waist, putting my chin on his shoulder.
He jumped a little before he turned his head to look at me. I gave him a reassuring smile as I squeezed him. He didn't do anything else, so I grabbed both of his hands and brought them to his waist and held them. We stayed like that for a while before the water started to get cold, and our stomach growled.
We got out, dried ourselves and then went to make some food. Whilst I cooked he took the dogs out for a walk. When they came back they must have smelt the food, because they made a beeline for me. I instantly panicked and clambered up onto the counters.
"Shoo, shoo! Your food is in your room," I screamed out as Ram appeared.
He moved them away as I slowly calmed down from my heart attack. Ram came back and carried the plates to the small table as I sat down. We ate, again in silence, and once we are done he helped me clean up. As soon as we're done he grabbed my wrist, I looked at him in surprise.
"What!" I asked before he pulled me towards the bedroom.
I'm a little stunned so I don't resist as he pulls me through the door. I yelped in a non-masculine way when he pulled me hard enough to fall onto the bed. Quickly, I turned in time to see him close the door and then stare at me with a primal animalistic look. Which, I won't lie, excited me a lot.
He stood at the end of the bed watching me. I gulped as I unintentionally shuffled back a little, then propped myself up onto my elbows. I froze as he slowly took off his top. He then removed his shorts, leaving him in only his boxers, before he moved to kneel on the bed.
"Ram?" I said in a gasp.
He crawled up the bed, over me forcing me to lay down. He was now completely laid over me, his hands holding himself up. His eyes roamed my face as my heart threatened to explode out of my chest.
"P'King!" he said in a whisper eyeing my lips.
He leaned down and kissed me, softly at first until I responded. I lifted my arms and cupped his face, he took that as his cue to lower his body down. Once he did he took hold of both of my arms and forced them above my head.
I was locked in place by him, I was at his mercy and I was excited by that. He moved his knees up and then sat up staring down at me with a small smirk on his face. I knew that look as my cheeks flushed at the same time as my eyes glazed. He still had hold of my arms, I eventually tried to break free but he was a lot stronger than me.
"Stay!" he commanded as he squeezed my hands.
He released my arms slowly and I instantly started to move them. He gripped them again and fiercely looked at me.
"Stay!" he said again more firmly this time. I finally found my voice.
"Why? What will you do if I move them?" I challenged him.
His eyes looked like they had turned darker. He moved one hand off mine, still holding them in place with the other. He then took the hand that was free and did something I never would have expected him to do.
He gripped my face, then moved his hand down my chest to my waist and grabbed me through my pants. I jumped in surprise, which pushed my cock even more into his hands. He squeezed my hands again.
"Stay!" he commanded and I nodded, eyes wide.
He let go and I did as I was told, I kept my hands above my head. He sat back and I could feel myself becoming hard at his gaze.
"Ram?" I panted.
He slowly lifted my shirt until my chest was exposed. His hands explored my chest and abs, ghosting over my highly sensitive nipples. That was something I hadn't known about myself. I had no idea that I was so sensitive, the few times I had slept with a girl I wasn't like this. I didn't know if it was because this time was with Ram or if it was because he's controlling me or both. Either way, all I could do was pant and moan.
Ram leaned down and captured my lips again, as he ran his hands up my arms again. He lent back and pulled me up with him, using my hands. Once I was up he pulled my top over my head. I wrapped my arms around his waist as he crashed his mouth on mine again.
He gripped my face angling my head back as he lifted himself. My hands roamed around his back, gripping his shoulder blades, his waist before I slipped my hands inside his shorts and I grabbed his ass cheeks.
Then he pulled my arms away and broke our kiss. His gaze was intense as he pushed me back down. He moved back and stood at the end of the bed. I watched him slowly pull down his pants. His very long and hard cock sprang to attention at being freed from its confines.
I gasped wide-eyed, I couldn't take my eyes off of his hard-on. I froze on the spot when he took hold of his cock and slowly began to stroke his length whilst looking me up and down. I'm, honestly, frozen in place, my eyes never left his hand as he stroked himself.
"Come!" he commanded.
It took me too long for him to realise he had spoken. So, he repeated his command louder. I looked up into his eyes as I moved towards him. Honestly, I'm on autopilot right now, my brain is lost.
I knelt in front of him, as he was still playing with himself. His other hand came up and grabbed my neck pulling me towards him. Our lips crashed in a mess of teeth, tongues and lips. My hands were no longer idle, they roamed all over his chest and waist. I moved my lips down his neck, I could hear him panting as I moved down his chest.
Thanks to his boxing Ram had one of the best physiques I had ever seen. I kissed and nipped across his chest, I licked around one of his nipples as my hand played with the other. His chest moved faster, I looked up and our eyes connected. He watched me play with his chest, his eyes never leaving mine.
Then, I decided to continue downwards, tracing around his abs with my tongue. I was bent low in front of him watching his hand move up and down. He then stopped and moved his hand away, I looked up at him in surprise. His eyes flicked from mine to his cock and then back to me.
I understood what he wanted. I was a little nervous, I've had it done to me but I've never done it, I mean I've gone down on a girl but this was a whole other ball game. I wanted to do it right for him, I felt this overpowering feeling to make Ram feel so much pleasure he could forget the world.
Tentatively, I gripped him and slowly began moving my hand up and down. I looked up at him and smirked, he had his eyes closed and his head lent back. I leant forward and kissed the tip. Ram gasped loudly, so I did it again. I swiped my tongue over and around the tip. Eventually, I brought his length into my mouth stroking and sucking, until I felt his tip reach the back of my throat. I felt him twitch.
His hands gripped my hair, as I bobbed up and down. I was so caught up in the moment pleasuring him that I hadn't realised I pulled my shorts and pants down enough to free my own cock. I rubbed myself as I sucked on his cock.
Ram stepped back causing his cock to pop out of my mouth, I looked up at him surprised. He pushed me back and yanked my shorts and pants off. Then without hesitating, he gripped me and licked from the base of my cock to the tip, before swirling his tongue around. I gripped the sheets to stop myself from pulling his hair.
I had gone slow with him, but he wasn't going slow with me. His mouth aggressively sucked my tip as his hand pumped me. My hips were involuntarily moving in time with his hand. I couldn't help it, I was moaning so loud I was almost worried next door would be able to hear me.
"Ram!" I moaned out as the pleasure started building at the base of my spine. He pulled up and kissed me, pushing his body against mine. His hips moved, grinding our erections together. My legs instinctively spread and wrapped around his waist.
I couldn't control myself, my hips were moving along with his and I was moaning into his mouth as he kissed me. One of his hands gripped my ass and the other was wrapped under my head. I'm eventually forced to come up for air, but he doesn't let up. He attached himself to my neck leaving marks that I knew I'll have a hard time hiding or explaining, but right then I didn't care.
He moved down me again, gripping my cock again before he reached over to the small bedside table. I watched him confused as he opened the drawer and pulled out a small bottle. I blushed when I realised that it was a bottle of lube.
"Ram?" I asked him, he smirked at me. 'Has he planned this?' I thought.
He gripped my legs and made me turn over. Then he pulled my hips back, forcing me to kneel up. I looked back at him as I watched him put some of the lube onto his fingers before rubbing it in-between my cheeks.
My body tensed for a moment before I moaned as he circled my hole and his other hand pumped me. It was a strange pleasurable feeling, then I felt him push a finger inside, I groaned in pain a little. I closed my eyes as the pain slowly subsided and the pleasure built.
After a while, I felt him add another finger. Again, I groaned in pain until it made way for the pleasure. He was moving his fingers inside me slowly at first until I started moaning louder. Ram then started to move faster whilst pumping me even harder.
"Ram! Please!" I begged.
I wasn't sure what I was asking for but whatever it was I needed it now. Ram seemed to understand as he pulled his fingers out. I looked back to see him applying some lube to his straining cock before guiding it to my entrance.
He pushed himself in slowly, the pain this time was much worse. I tried my best not to cry out in pain as I hid my face in the pillows, gripping them tightly. Ram stopped and I knew he was fully inside me now. The feeling of fullness was so strange, I couldn't decide if I wanted it to stay as it was or to move. Eventually, I became restless, so my hips started to move on their own. Ram took the hint.
He gripped my hips and slowly moved back pulling himself almost all of the way out, before pushing back in. The pain started to subside and a pleasurable spark sent shockwaves up my body each time Ram hit a specific spot. As my moans increased so did his pace.
Soon, Ram was pounding into me at a force that I didn't know if I could take. I turned my head, Ram had his eyes closed and head back. I could hear his moans slowly building. He must have sensed me watching him because he moved his head and stared straight at me. That animalistic look was back, I felt my cock twitch and leak a bit of pre-cum.
Ram moved forward and pulled my shoulders up forcing me to kneel up. His hands held my chest, which kept me in place as my back rubbed against his chest. He licked up and down my neck as his hips pounded into me from this new angle. My head hung down as I watched my cock bounce as his pace increased.
I'm so lost to the feeling that I almost tripped when he started to move us off the bed and over to the full-length mirror I had. He stopped us in front of it and continued to pound into me. I could see Ram clearly now, his eyes watched my face as he slammed into me. My moans were mixed in with sounds of slapping skin.
"Ram!" I moaned, putting both my hands up onto the mirror to anchor myself.
Every so often Ram would slow his frantic pace down and circle his hips, That would make me scream louder than when he pounded.
"King!" he moaned into my ear before he nipped it.
I turned my head and captured his lips, my tongue poked out and swiped along his. Ram opened his mouth and our tongues danced around each other as he continued to slam inside me.
Ram leaned forward and grabbed my cock in one of his hands. He moved up and down my length in time with his hips.
"Ram! I'm close," I moaned out loud.
He didn't let up his assault and soon I was calling his name as I came all over the mirror. He slowed as I came down from my high. Then he pulled out of me and moved us again. I was now forced onto my back at the end of the bed. He lifted and spread my legs as he added a bit more lube and pushed himself back in.
Again, his pace was relentless. He held me in a spread eagle position as he fucked me. The normally cool and calm man was now a wild beast as he neared his end. Soon, he pulled out and came all over my stomach. We panted together as he watched me.
He then went into the bathroom and came back out with some tissues. My body felt like jelly, so I let him clean me up. Ram them picked me up, I automatically wrapped my legs around his waist. For a moment I thought he was going to go again, I didn't think I could handle another round. He instead, moved us around the bed, leaned down and pulled the covers back before placing me gently down. He walked around to the other side and smiled down at me.
"Come here," I told him, patting the space next to me, to which he obeyed, moving under the covers. "You know I never expected you to be so aggressive in bed, you're usually very shy and quiet. I mean I know you are a strong person, but I never expected that!" I chuckled as I saw the blush rise on his cheeks before he leant his head down.
"You're a dark horse," I said as I felt him smile against my chest.
We quickly fell asleep like that wrapped up together.
I woke up, sometime later to see Ram watching me sleep. He smiled at me before kissing me, I guess he was making sure it wasn't like before.
"That's a nice way to wake me up," I said with a smile.
He smiled and did it again. Eventually, he pulled back and looked quizzically at me.
"What is it?" I asked him.
"Why did you avoid me before?" he asked me in a quiet voice. I thought about what to tell him but I decided to be honest.
"After what happened on the camping trip, I was scared. You brought out feelings in me I had never had before, I've never felt this way before. I don't mean for just a guy either, the couple of girls I have dated haven't made me feel the way you do. I've never had feelings for a guy before and I didn't know what to do."
"I know I should have just talked to you, but a big part of me was scared. I think I was scared that you might not have felt the same way I did. That maybe that night you just went with the flow when you kissed me back." He smiled warmly at me before cupping my cheek.
"I feel the same," he said before he kissed me again.
Things started to get heated again until we heard a knock. I told Ram to stay in bed whilst I put on some pants and went to answer it to see who it was. I definitely didn't expect his dad to be there.
"Hello," I greeted him politely.
"Hello, King right?" he asked, I nodded. "Is Ram here?" he asked me, I sighed.
"Yes, he is, but he might not want to see you," I said honestly.
His dad looked down, I almost felt sorry for him, almost.
"Can you ask him please," he begged.
I nodded and told him to wait there. I closed the door and went back into the bedroom. Ram was sat patiently waiting for me.
"It's your dad," I said, the smile he was wearing instantly fell. "Do you want to talk to him?" I asked.
He shook his head so I went back out. Ram followed me enough to hear what I would say but not too far that his father could see him. I opened the door and his father's face fell when he saw it was me again.
"I'm sorry but he doesn't want to talk to you," I said.
His shoulders slumped and he looked disappointed.
"Did he tell you?" he asked me, I nodded. "Exactly how close are you to him?" he asked me.
I saw him glance at my neck and I know he noticed the red marks, anyone could tell they had only just been done. I panicked at first, thinking about how I should lie and say that I have a girl here, but then something told me not to.
"I'm his boyfriend," I said proudly.
Even though I couldn't actually hear him, I could imagine the gasp Ram just made. It would most likely have sounded like the one his dad just did.
"Boyfriend?" he asked me surprised and I nodded smiling.
"I didn't know he was gay," he said almost to himself.
"Neither of us thought we were gay, not until he met each other, but honestly we don't like all men just each other. Well, at least it's that way for me," I said with a small smile.
He nodded still not quite knowing what to think.
"Can you tell him I'm sorry? I never wanted to hurt anyone and I hate that it has changed the way he thinks about me and Pin," he said, which almost mimicked what she had said earlier.
"I know it's not my place but I care about Ram and I know he won't say this himself," I started before I paused, unsure if I should say anything to his dad. Saying something to Pin was one thing she is younger than me, but he was an elder.
"Go on," he said, stealing himself to hear whatever I had to say.
"Ok! If you never wanted to hurt anyone then you should have never had an affair, especially with a young girl the same age as your son. That almost makes it worse, she is so young, you should know better. Your wife is a very beautiful woman, and I can tell that she is really kind. You're not only playing with her feelings but your two sons and Pins. She thinks that you really love her and maybe that one day you can bet together, but she doesn't realise what she will ruin, you do. You know you will lose your wife and sons.
My mum always tells me to listen to my heart and my head. She says that people my age think more with their feelings and not with their heads. That's what Pin is doing, she isn't thinking about the consequences because she doesn't really know how to yet, you do. Even her family could disown her for this."
"Ram doesn't trust easily, it took me ages before he would even look at me let alone speak to me. So, when you cheated on his mother, you cheated on him. He was crushed, the guy that normally shows no emotion was crying the first night I brought him here."
"You need to make this right, not just with Ram but your family too. You or Pin should stop this, I am not saying tell your wife but you need to be fair to them. You have an amazing family, are you really willing to throw it away for a young naive girl. If you are then you should walk away from your family, but that doesn't just mean your wife but your sons as well, because I know Ram will most likely not want anything to do with you and I can imagine Ruj being the same."
"I'm sorry that was more than what I should have said, but I was the one holding Ram when he was crying over you. I was the one that tried to take his mind off it."
I waited for his dad to either punch me or leave, instead, he sighed.
"Have you ever been in love before?" he asked me, to which I nodded thinking of Ram.
"Have you ever been in love with two people?" he asked me too.
I shook my head seeing where he was going with this, similar to what Pin had been saying earlier.
"No, I haven't but just because you love two people doesn't mean it is ok to be with both of them and hurt your family. You will also eventually hurt Pin, she will not always be satisfied being the other woman. Eventually, she will want to have you to herself and demand that you leave your wife or she will leave you. Either way, you'll hurt her too," I told him.
"One day you will understand ....." he started to say but I interrupted him.
"No, I won't. If I'm with someone I'm with them. My heart is only for them, I've been cheated on, so I know what it feels like and I will never do that to someone I love, I would never betray their trust in me."
"I'm sorry if this offends you sir, but you need to grow up. You are a husband to an amazing woman from what I have heard. You have two great sons and a good life. You can't have your cake and eat it too, it's not fair to your family, and it's not fair to Pin."
He stared at me for a while, not quite as intensely as Ram's stare but close enough to see where Ram gets it from. Eventually, the silence goes on too long for me.
"I have to go now sir," I said before I shut the door but just before it fully closed I stopped, a thought occurring to me.
"Sir, how did you know where I lived?" I asked.
"Oh, errr. I asked Duen and he found your address for me. Do they know about you two?" he asked me.
"No not yet, but we will tell them," I said firmly.
"Don't!" he said quickly, I almost glared at him.
"We are not embarrassed to be together, and our friends won't be either. Especially as Duen has a boyfriend called Bohn, a friend of mine," I shut the door and I walked back to Ram, he hugged me tightly.
"I meant every word Ram, but I'm sorry if you think I said something wrong," I whispered suddenly feeling scared that I had gone overboard and said the wrong thing. He kissed me and smiled.
"You said it just right, I like you too P'King," he said, which had me smiling.
He kissed me and we headed back into the bedroom for another heated session that will most likely make it a sleepless night for us. One of many more to come I hope.