Why is this happening to me? What have I done that was this bad? These thoughts keep circling in my mind and I can't stop it. My face hurts where he has his hand squeezing it and my lip is bleeding where he bit me. I can taste my own blood and it's making me gag. His tongue is in my mouth trying to get me to join in and my stomach is churning. Why me? Is another thought that pops in my mind. Then I feel his hand leave my face and move down to my breast. Oh god no, please no. As his hand reaches it I start to panic and struggle again. He's lies to me. He didn't want to talk at all he just want to take just like Mitch. As I'm struggling I hear him growl and kisses up to my ear saying,
"Stop it Shawn. Your mine this is going to happen so just enjoy it. I'll make sure you cum."
Oh my god what the fluff. I know I'm crying and I'm so scared of him and what's he going to do. I don't have to wait long before I hear the top of my dress being ripped and his hand closes over my white breast. I jerk and he laughs and then squeezes hard enough to make me whimper.
"Hmm, you like that babygirl? Are you getting wet for me?" Aidoneus asks.
I don't reply. How can I? He's not listening to me, he's just taking what he wants with or without my permission.
So I turn my head and shut my eyes. If I'm going to survive this I have to endure it. If I fight he might kill me. And with that thought I cry harder.
I can hear his breathing and feel his hand going from my breast to under my skirt, I stop being passive and start to fight. This is not happening to me again I'm not going to be a lamb to the slaughter. Getting all my energy I push his chest as hard as I can, it doesn't move him far but gives me room to slap his hand away. The shocked look on his face would be funny if not for the situation and the dire need I have of getting out of this room and to safety. With is moment of stillness I bring up my knee right in to his balls. The shocked look morphs into pain and he drops right in front of me, I don't waste my time I open the door at my back and run out the door while grabbing the torn top of my dress together.
I don't stop running not even when I'm outside and in the parking lot I just keep on running. No one is around anymore I don't hear or see anyone and I'm not taking in anything but flight. That's why I don't see or feel the arm's snake around me and pull me right of my feet and into a firm hard chest. I'm struggling and screaming for help when a hand clamps over my mouth and a voice whispers in my ear,
"Baby stop this, it me. What's wrong? What happened?" With the soft musical tenor of Shaw's voice the fight goes out of me. My whole body goes laxs and I cry harder. My feet hit the ground and I'm turned around to face Shaw. I hear his intake of breath and then I'm being brought into his arms and safety. I'm crying so hard I'm not capable of making a sound or hearing Shaw. All I know is that I'm never coming back here again never.