After you lied about me, did your life get better or more miserable?
Out of nowhere Travis said that. He claims he made it up based on people's perspectives out there.
I don't buy it. I feel like it has something to do with his ex. He's slowly warming up to opening up about what went down with their relationship.
Before that he said girls think that you have no life once you have a baby with them. They think they can do whatever they want and how ever they what since you're not going anywhere because of the baby. They think you're trapped, that there's no breakup after a baby. He wasn't specific enough but I guess this whole thing was about his ex. I'm guessing she lied about something and thought Travis would let it slide since they have a baby together.
Saturday: 17 October
I wake up to something poking my vagina. My head is still heavy from sleep so I pay more focus without opening my eyes, just enough to register what Travis is doing.
He's got his finger moving in and out of me.
I roll over, facing him. His hand moves up to my waist then he grabs me with both his hands, placing me on him.
As much as I wanna be awake, I can't. I'm still sleepy.
"Uh-uhm", I shake my head no but he ignores me. His hand moves back to the outside of my vagina and he starts rubbing soft circles on it. "Let me sleep", I say in my sleepy voice but he still ignores me.
I grab his hand and move it.
Placing his hand back to where I moved it from, he says, "Goodmorning babe",
I let my body fall on him, and just lay on him just to finish my beauty sleep. He grabs me by my waist and moves his hands down to my ass in a seductive manner.
"What's wrong with you?", I finally open my eyes. I pop my head up to look him in the eyes. He smiles then leans forward to place a kiss on my lips.
He rolls us and I'm now laying on my back and he's over me. He pushes my legs open and I let him be between my legs. He starts kissing my neck, moving his body in an up and down motion and I suddenly feel his erection against my thighs.
Now I know what woke him up, I smile to myself.
"Morning sex huh?", I smirk. He ignores me and keeps working on his attempts to get me in the mood.
"Why aren't you getting wet?", he asks after a few tries. "This is actually the first time I have to work this hard just to turn you on", he adds.
"Well, maybe its because all I'm thinking about is getting back to sleep", I shrug my shoulders. He smiles then gets up, rushing to his drawers. When he comes back he pulls me to the edge of his bed, then I hear a squeezing sound. Within seconds I feel coldness at the tip of my vagina and slowly his cold dick slides in. I gasp and hold on to his arms. As he moves in and out, the cold gel he has on warms up, and my nails dig in to his skin as I relax to the feeling he's creating inside me.
I'm on. His pace is slow, I'm moaning lightly since I'm holding my screams back. He increases his pace and I bite my bottom lips as he grinds in and out of me.
I can't hold my screams anymore. I can feel my body at the edge of releasing so he rolls letting me on top of him.
I position his dick for a ride of his lifetime. He moans as I let his dick up my vagina. It's an incredible feeling. I take his length all in as he grabs on to my breasts. I know he feels what I want him to feel, his face says it all. I start moving slowly, taking him half in then all in. My thighs tighten and I let myself increase the pace. He grabs hold of my waist and helps me move up and down faster. As he grabs tighter on my waist I moan. As my energy builds more and more, I grab hold of his shoulders and release.
He rolls me, taking me from the back. I feel his length slide in as he grabs me by the waist. This time he doesn't start slow, he fucks me real hard. Within seconds, just as I'm hoping, he pulls out his dick and cums on my back.
"I'm sorry", he whispers.
"Its okay babe", I reply with a smile. He gets off bed and comes back with a towel to wipe of his sperms, then lays back pulling me to his arms.
"Aren't you going to work?", I ask before the alarm sets off.
He switches it off then holds me tighter. "I need few more minutes with you", he places a soft kiss on my neck, then rolls over to be on top of me, as he leans in for a kiss. The alarm sets off again as we kiss.
"I love you", he says with his dimpled smile on display. I can't help but notice how much he means it from the tone of his voice.
"I love you too",
The alarm sets off again and this time he gets up. He prepares himself a bath, gets cleaned up then wakes me so we can leave.
"Hey, let's go", I get up and fix the bed. After getting dressed we head out.
The day goes by pretty quickly. After he left for work I went home. I did my usual home chores and relaxed. It's a Saturday so he'll be back early.
Later around 7:30 he comes picks me up. Takes me straight to his gran's place.
"You look tired", he says as we watch a movie on his laptop. We in the living room, it's dark, the only light we got is the one from the laptop. He's seated on the couch which is facing mine, and I'm laying on mine blinking so hard to keep myself from sleeping.
"Babe", he calls out as I close my eyes.
I'm in deep sleep when I feel my tshirt being pulled up.
"Stop", I say in my sleep. As he pulls off my tshirt its hurting me, since its tight.
He let's go of it then picks me up in bridal style. Within seconds I feel my body being placed on the bed.
I roll to the side and fall back to sleep.
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Sunday: 18 October
My head is moving up and down against his chest. I'm relaxed and I'm loving the sound of his heartbeat against my ear.
I know its morning already by the chirping birds outside the window and his breathing tells me he's still fast asleep. I slowly move from his chest and fix myself in a sitting position besides him. He doesn't move so I guess I didn't wake him.
This is actually the best time to take him all in, his beauty, his handsome face, and how perfect he looks when sleeping peacefully. I place my hand on his chest and trace my fingers on his soft skin, moving my hand down to his stomach. He opens his left arm and motions for me to lay back right besides him. His breathing hasn't changed so he's still asleep. I guess Gary Zukav is right on his book The Seat of the Soul, when he speaks of people doing things unconsciously. Travis is still sleeping but he felt that I wasn't close to him anymore and he wanted me back on his chest.
Doing what he unconsciously wants me to do, I bury my face on the crook of his neck and start kissing it, my kisses moving up to his cheek, slow, soft, wet kisses, that's what he loves. He's breathing changes, a signal that he's awake and I glance up to see a smile tug on his lips. I can't help but smile back.
"Goodmorning babe", he whispers in a deep sleepy voice.
"Mmmh, goodmorning", I reply.
We continue to lay on bed, in each others arms, for a while. The sun shining from the window tells me it getting late and I already in trouble at home.
I quickly get up, grabbing my phone as I slide down from his bed.
"Where you going?", he asks while sitting up. I let him watch me remove my tshirt, which has been tight on me all night.
"I need some air, plus I have to call my mum", I reply. "Crap, this thing has been strangling me all night", I add as I struggle to get my tight tshirt off.
"I also tried to undress you last night but failed", he says.
I look around for what I'll wear. I'm totally not going outside with my boobs showing, that for sure. As I stratch my arms and neck, I spot Travis's tshirt, the one he had on last night. I don't have to think twice on whether to put it on or not.
"Do you really have to go outside for air?", his expression changes and I cant really tell what he's thinking. "You could just open the window", he suggests and I smile, shaking my head. That's when I realize he's naked.
"Oh gosh, you're naked", I voice out.
Right now I'm only dressed in his tshirt and panties.
"I know", he chuckles. I don't like sleeping naked and he finds that fact amusing. I get dressed immediately after having sex. I just don't feel comfortable sleeping naked.
"I'll be back", I walk out of his room and out the kitchen door. When I get outside, I feel a few eyes on me. Fuckshit, he's neighbors are out, and they're staring. But since I'm not out here for them, I start dialing my mum's numbers and listen to the caller tune as it rings.
Just when she picks up, I quickly explain that I'm alive and safe, so she shouldn't worry. I also ask about dad before she hangs up. She didn't sound mad, but also didnt sound like she accepts what I did as the right thing to do.
When I left last night, I made it seem like I'm gonna be back before midnight. And what usually upsets my parents is the fact that I don't usually call to update them on changes. They don't even approve the fact of me sleeping out, especially with a guy or anybody they don't know. They get worried to a point where they'll think of the worst scary scenario that could happen.
After speaking to mum, I head inside and find Travis still laying on bed naked. His eyes focus on me as I climb back on bed and he opens his arm for me place my head on. Before laying down beside him, I stare into his eyes and I can tell they're begging for a kiss, but I ignore all that and just lay next to him.
"So?", he pauses, probably thinking of what to say. "What did your mum say?",
"I'm in deep shit", I reply.
"What?",
He doesn't look shocked at all, he was probably guessing I'd say that.
"I'm kidding",
He sighs, "she's cool, I'm not too deep in trouble", I say.
"But you are in trouble?", he asks.
"Yeah, I think", I reply. "But we can still chill, you'll take me home at 9AM or something",
"Okay",
We chill on bed, talking, sharing childhood stories and laughing at how naughty he was back then.
About an hour of sweet romance on his blankets and his funny stories, a loud knock comes from the main door.
"Yeah?", he yells. "I think it's Sam", he whispers.
Sam. He's friend.
Flashback: back in June 2018 when Sam and I used to sit together in a bus headed home from work.
"Hey", Sam greets as he takes a seat right next to me in a bus. It's a Saturday and I'm not rushing to get home.
"Oh hello", I reply.
"I'm hungry, what have you bought me?", he asks. He's got this tendency of wanting me to bring him something to eat all the time.
"I forgot to buy you something, sorry",
"Its okay, I'm not that hungry", he says.
"Oh wow", I roll my eyes.
The bus starts moving. I'm glad it isn't that full so we not that heated up.
Along the way Sam tell me about work, and how his boss likes him.
"Oh, did Travis tell you he's got a kid on the way?", he asks.
I'm facing the window but that turns me back to him with a look of shock all over my face. "What?",
"Yeap, his girl is pregnant", he nods.
"Which girl? The one who's busy with studies at the university?", I ask, still shocked and slowly getting confused.
"Oh yeah, that one",
"No", I shake my head making him laugh.
"Em, what do you mean no. Think it's not his?", he asks.
"Totally not his", I still shake my head. "Look at it, they barely see each other, how the hell did she get pregnant?",
"So you really think the girl is lying and the baby isn't his?", he laughs.
"Yes", I nod, trying so hard to make him see this whole thing the way I am.
He shrugs his shoulders, "I don't know, could be his",
"Oh well", I look away. "If Travis wants to support a baby that isn't his then-", I shrug my shouldn't. "So be it, it's his life",
"Maybe you should talk to him", Sam suggests.
"Talk to him about what?",
"I know you two love each other, and you guys could have something strong going on",
"No", I shake my head. "Even if I had feelings for him, it won't work now. I don't do baby daddies",
"Oh come on", he rolls his eyes.
"Oh no, I can't. He's got a family now so", I shrug my shoulders yet again.
"Alright", he looks away. "But I know you two love each other and it's only a matter of time for you both to sort it out",
I roll my eyes.
Back to reality
Travis and Sam have been friends since forever.
He knocks again making Travis to slide off bed.
"Hey, get dressed first", I toss him his underwear since he's about to walk out naked. He probably forgets he isn't dressed.
He grabs the underwear and pulls it on, the puts his shorts on.
As he walks out, I follow him.
"Where you going?", he snaps his head at me.
"What you expecting me to do? Keep laying on bed alone?", I roll my eyes as I check the length of the tshirt I have on. It's right on my thighs, looks more like a tshirt dress.
He sighs, then let's me follow him to the door.