I wish I could run aw- the sliver haired boy shook his head Its fine just be patient Kousaki a little patient and it'll all be over. As he took out his phone to check on what ingredients he would need for dinner when a black cat came to his feet and circled around his leg. "Hm? from where did you come?" He asked himself as he picked up the tiny ball of fur. "You have a collar but no tag huh?" He says as he picks up the cat. "Your so adorable. I wanna take you home, but it seems like you have an owner though." He says as he continues to speak to the cat.
'Entry date: xxxx/xx/xx I met him again today. Although he may be an inspirational captain he is a totally cute baby, He almost cried when I asked him if he felt like a proud captain. It's scary. Falling in love is freaky. I have been hurt, crushed and broken.'
"Oya? Shi-chan?" a familiar voice asked. As Shiro rose his head he saw a certain bed headed captain in a red track suit. "Ah, Kunimichi-san it's been a while has it not?" He asks. "Hi Shiro-san" said a small voice came from behind the hundred and eighty eight centimetre tall rooster looking man. "Kenichi!! sorry I did not see you there." Shiro replied in embarrassment of forgetting to observe his setter friend's presence. "I see Beezelbub has taken a liking to you Shirogane senpai." Kenichi stated as his took his eyes away from his PSP to look at his friend and cat bonding. "Beezelbub? Ohhh He is your cat?" Shirogane questioned.
'I know *sigh* I have been broken many times before but, but there is this thing about him that makes me feel as if I'll be fine. His presence alone gives me the feeling of reassurance that I won't get hurt that I'll be safe.'
"Nope that's m-" Kunimichi was cut off when his phone rang. "Hey Hey Hey" Said the voice on the other end. Ahh Botan. So loud and energetic as always. Shiro said to himself Unlike a particular someone. "Hey botabro what's up?" Kunimichi replied with a smirk on his face. "Ahh sorry Shirogane I have to take this." He said. "Oh it's fine please go ahead." Shiro replied with a genuine smile. " Here you go Kenichi I have to be going now guess I'll see you at the party this coming Saturday?" Shiro said turning and giving the bundle of black cuteness to Kenichi. " Well I have to go since Kunimichi, you and Okami-san are leaving." He said as he took the cat. "Or we can have a separate celebration just us setters? You, me, Okami-san, Atsushi and Keita-kun." He added. "Well I'm down I'll tell Tomoe and Keita. You tell Atsushi, kay?" the taller boy responded.
"Yep Botanbro I'll ask them again. Ok see ya later Botan" Kunimichi said as he ended his call. "Sorry bout that Shi-chan Botan wanted to confirm if coach Nagii is coming." He continued "Speaking of which are the KAIS's managers and coach coming?" "Yes everyone will be attending the party." The shorter silver haired boy replied. "Well we have to go now. See you later at the party Shi-chan." The tall bedheaded captain said before turning on his heels. "Bye Shirogane Senpai." said Kenichi before he followed the older male.
'I was not always this broken. There was one person I still love and respect. She may have thrown me away but there is noway I'm letting the time I spent with her leave me.'
"Guess I'll call Tomoe." Shiro said to himself as he took out his phone out from his pocket.After a while of scrolling through hiss contacts he found his best friend's phone number.
'Biiib Biiib Biiib' "Moshi Moshi?" Said a voice on the other end. "Hey Tomoe it's Shi-" The silver haired boy was cut off with the person on the other end scream "KOU-CHAN!!! OMG I MISSED YOU SO MUCH." "Hehehe I missed you too Tomoe" Shirogane chuckled before continuing "If it isn't an inconvenience can we meet up?" He asked to be polite because he knew Tomoe wouldn't turn down an offer to meet him. "Of course Kou-chan. Gimme your location." Okami said. A few minutes after Shiro gave him his location he noticed some one running with high speed. The person literally leaped and threw his body over Shiro and yelled "Kou-chan!!"
'After that very important person left my life I stopped may things because every thing I did reminded me of her. That was until I met the next most important people, Daiken, Aoi and Okami. Don't know when it happened but me and Tomoe became great friends pretty quickly. He became the only person who would care for me.'
"Hahaha. It's nice to see you again Tomoe." Shiro managed to say as Okami got up from him. "How have you been?" He asked. "I have been good Kou-chan. I'm glad you wanted to meet but why did you want to meet?" Okami questioned as he helped Shirogane to his feet. "Oh, it's because me and Kenichi-Kun planned a setters only party. Are you going to come?" "Well obvi if your going I'll definitely be there." Okami replied with a huge grin on his face.
"Ya know Tomoe you are the best friend I have ever had and needed. Thank you for being with me for all this time." Shirogane Kousaki said with the most widest genuine smile.
'By the way the one woman I have ever needed was my Mother.'