Every time i hang out with anyone i scold myself for being happy without them
Isn't that strange? Why do i do that?
You can't be happy without them Charlotte, you said they were all you had. You lied, didn't you? You guilt tripped them into loving you. You're awful.
I only think this about myself, you see, I'm the type of person i would hate if i met them. I'm the person that i never wanted to be.