School used to be my life. I used to be on a schedule and school was something I worked very hard for, but lately it feels like nothing is worth doing at all.
School work is torture, and I can't seem to sit still in class without checking my phone every other minute. I don't like to take notes and I'm too tired to focus anymore.
I have lots of missing assignments and am never on top of my work, it feels like my life is falling apart. I want to have all A's and get a scholarship to help with money, but I can't find the energy to even put in an effort.
I just want my friends. I just want my parents to leave town again so that we can all have sleepovers and do whatever we want. I love them so much, I feel like I could do anything when we are together.
If they told me to do school work while we hung out, I would do it all, as long as we were together. If I'm just in their vicinity I have all of the power in the world.
But I'm not, and it's 12:23 AM.
And I'm sitting here, writing this stupid journal entry.
Complaining about my own laziness.
I'm so lazy.