I think that I really am selfish. Really really selfish. I mean, he has a girlfriend, why do I think that I should be the only one he touches?
I'm n o t the only one. That's for sure. He, touches grace. Even when I'm right next to them. Even when we are all together. He always priorities her, because she's better. God. I sound like such a bitch.
Why do I care so much? I need to get over it. So what if he does that with her, or any Girl for that matter. I need to get over it, and realize that he's not mine. I have no right to care.
I think, that I'm just happy that I'm here. I'm happy, that I can sit here with all of them. I'm happy that I have a hand to hold, and a shoulder to lean on. I'm happy that I have company, and someone who cares.
I'm happy. Right? I'm happy that I'm here? I'm happy that I'm with them? Right?
I think I am.