(Lonia's POV)
He's so mean! Curtis is so mean! I am now on the bleachers probably having tantrums but I don't care! I am kicking whatever my feet reach and I know it's pretty noisy, gladly no one's around. How dare he! He took my first kiss! How can I tell Kyle about that? How will Kyle react if I told him that? He's so annoying!
I notice that I am now crying. Why did Curtis do that? Is he really that bad to do that to a girl? Forcing them in a kiss. Playing with their feelings? I know I told them I have someone in my heart already. He knows I have someone already, then why did he kiss me? Ughh! My head is aching with all these questions.
Why Curtis? Why?
"Miss president? What are you doing here?" looking at him, I remember what happened earlier. That's why I just avoid his gaze and stand up to walk away. "Wait, are you crying?" Even hearing that I just continue on walking until I felt a hand grasping my wrist, stopping me.
"Lonia why are you crying?" I'm still not looking at him cause I hate them. "Why didn't you attend the meeting earlier?" I only hear him sigh.
"Did my brother tell you? I know he tends to be--" I cut him off on what he was gonna say.
"Curtis doesn't tell me. I'm not stupid to not tell you guys apart."
"Yes, you're not stupid. Then why are you crying? Did he do something stupid?" after hearing that I just got a lot angrier. "Stupid?! What he did was way more than that! How can you kiss someone who already has a boyfriend?! Why?! How can I tell Kyle that? How can I tell him that someone took it." I know I shouldn't be mad at Calvin because it's his brother's fault. I know I shouldn't be shouting in his face right now. But I can't help it. I was so weak and all I can do is just cry in front of him. My legs give up and now I'm sitting on the bleachers, crying.
"Wait, Curtis took your first kiss?" he's sounding so shocked right now then he just stares at me. "How long are you in a relationship with him?" I look at him confused.
"Why are you asking me that?" I'm still looking at him confused and he just shrugs at me as an answer. I sigh before answering that, "Almost a year now," hearing that he doesn't react. He just continues to stare at me. And then he laughs a little.
"My brother is impulsive I can't say anything more. But," he then cupped my cheeks and make me look at him. "We won't apologize for anything." then I just feel his lips against mine. I try to push him away but he doesn't budge. I felt so weak. Why?
They're never like that. They can't do the things they're doing right now. So why? Why Calvin? Curtis? Why did you change?
After he pulls away I slap him hard. And run as fast as I could away from him. Not knowing what to do I just call Kyle and he picks up immediately. "Sweetheart?" Hearing his voice I just burst out crying. "Lonia? Sweetheart? Why are you crying?" I couldn't even answer all his questions because I'm still crying.
"Sweetheart tell me where are you?" I couldn't even mutter the words parking lot. I tried hard but I don't know if he heard it right. "K-Kyle, I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." that's all I could say right now.
I know I couldn't lie to him or else it'll be just way worse. And the moment I'll tell him what happened he might be disappointed in me, worse is that he'll think that I cheated on him. He'll hate me. Tremendously. I can't stop crying even though no one should see I can't move. I can't hide. All I could do is crouch here against the wall and cry.
"Sweetheart hang in there. Don't hang up the phone." I couldn't do anything. Hearing his voice I am just paralyzed here. My heart's shattering at the thought of him getting closer and closer. Kyle, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. But it's my fault for not having my guard up.
My train of thought stops when I hear someone scream my name. And I just freeze when I saw him running towards me. The moment he is close enough he grabs me and hugs me. "Kyle, I'm sorry... I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..." I know I'm the worst right now making Kyle worried for me. But I can't help it.
"Sweetheart tell me what happened, please," he looks at me worried all over his face. I can't still answer him so he decided that it'll be better if we talk inside his car. My mind is blank so I just go with it. Even after I sober up I just remain silent and Kyle is still waiting for me patiently. "Are you ok now sweetheart?" Kyle put his hands above mine but with everything that's going on in my head I pull away.
I saw him flinch and I hate that. Kyle is always helpful and patient towards me, and I'm causing him pain right now. I'm not worthy of his love. "Kyle, I'm sorry but I'm not worthy of this." even after I said that Kyle still looks at me lovingly but still with pain in his eyes.
"Why do you even say that? What happened?"
"The twins... They k-kissed me.." I can't even look at his face right now. I can't bear to see those disappointments in his eyes. I'm just sitting here with my eyes shut tightly. I don't want to look. I don't wanna look.
"Lonia," he called my name slowly, not even a hint of anger or disappointment.
"Can you tell me what exactly happened?"
"Uhmm.. After the meeting, Curtis comes into the office and then teases me. I try to ignore him but then he pushed me and kiss me. Then I get angry and sad because he took away my first kiss so I go to the bleachers to cry. But Calvin saw me and then he also kissed me too. I'm really sorry Kyle, I'm not worthy of your love. I should've always been on my guard. I'm really sorry." I know I'm pathetic because some tears start to fall again. What can I say? It's so difficult knowing that someone you love will hate you. He might probably be gross-out right now. But looking at him, he's still calm, maybe thinking it through.
"Then why are you crying?" those questions made me look at him like he's kidding.
"Curtis stole my first kiss! And I felt like I've just cheated on you! Do you really need to ask that?!" but after I said that Kyle just laugh. "Sweetheart, I am your first kiss. I didn't tell you this because I thought you'll be angry at me. But I've kissed you when you were sleeping once. And no sweetheart you didn't cheat on me. It's not you that kiss them nor you didn't want that to happen. All I hear is that they force you and take advantage of a weak girl. Sweetheart, stop crying ok?"
Hearing all the words that he said, I just can't take it. He's way too perfect. I didn't notice that my fingers are fidgeting, not until he put his hands above it. "Sweetheart, what are you thinking right now?"
"Y-you wouldn't... You wouldn't break up with me?" then once again he just laughs and messes my hair. "Sweetheart, that wouldn't cross my mind. Never. I love you too much to even think that let alone considers doing it."
"But aren't you mad?" after hearing that, the mood shifts and he looks like he's really mad. "Yes, but not at you. But to them." I never really saw Kyle get mad. He's always composed and happy. Seeing him like this I can't help but hug him. "I didn't know what I do to deserve you. I'm way too lucky to have you. I promise this won't happen again."
"I know, this won't really happen again," then he kissed me on the top of my head.