So after finding out that my own boyfriend was a drug dealer, it just made him even more cuter, so a couple weeks later, he made it back from Suspension,"Hey Rodney"
"Hey babe" He kissed me on the cheek,"Did you miss me here?"
"Of course I did" I pulled him into the staircase and started making out with him in the same place where I talked to him,"Whoa whoa what are you doing?"
"I don't want to take it slow, I want to have sec with you"
"Wait what?"
"I'm ready, I want to know what it's like, especially with you" He pulled me closer to him and we went into this Janitor's closet,"You wanna know what it's like?" I nodded as I was breathing heavily,"You ready?" As he was unzipping his pants, he took my pants,"I'll take it slow with you"
"Okay" He raised my leg up and he went inside me, I gasped lightly and rest my head on his shoulder,"That feel good?" I nodded,"Yes"
"Good because I'm gonna keep going" He started thrusting in and out, it hurt like a bitch that it felt like I was bleeding down to my shoes, i wanted to scream, I wanted to make noise, but he was covering my mouth to keep quiet.
After a while, we were late to class,"That was amazing" He said to me as he was zipping his pants,"How did you like?"
"You know, it was actually better than I imagined" He smiled as he came over to kiss me,"Did I hurt you?"
"I think I did bleed, but I think I'll be okay, I'll just say I was on my period" He nodded,"Okay you come out first and I'll wait 5 seconds" I walked out slowly as I heard footsteps coming down the stairs, I walked out quick and walked out into the hallway,"Hey you! What are you doing?" My heart panicked, I thought I was gonna get caught,"I had my period and I need a pad" It was a male teacher, he sighed,"Okay I'll take you to the nurses' office, come with me" He put his arm on my shoulder as I looked behind me waiting for Rodney to come out, but I never did get a chance to see him come out. So the teacher did give me a pad,"Thank you so much"
"Not a problem, if you have a ladies' issue and you don't have what you need, you know where to go" I nodded as I walked out and I went back to my class which was Math, Mr.Kuzak was wondering where I was at for 10 minutes, I gave him a slip that will excuse my tardy, he didn't say it in front of the entire class, so he continued his learning session, I sat in the far right close to the window, just you know looking out the window and after what just happened, I feel like everything has changed for me and I felt like I couldn't tell anyone about it. Juliet was across the room and I was handed a note by Camille,"From Juliet" I nodded as I thanked her, I opened the note
How come you're late? Got held up?-Juliet
I wrote back
Rodney and I made it-Unknown
So you guys did it? How was it?
I'll tell you about it after class
So when class was over, she walked by my side and asked me about it,"So ohow it did it happen?" JOkay I didn't know how to tell her, maybe I don't think that it'll do any harm you know, so I told her what happened,"In the Janitor's closet, did you guys get caught?" I shook my head as we went into the bathroom,"No we didn't, which is a shock there" She nodded as she was fluffing her hair up in the mirror,"But there's one thing to know" SHe put down her brush and turned to me,"DId it hurt?"
"Yeah, I-I think it did"
"Well don't worry, jst keep doing it, it'll get better when you do it more"
"Well wha-what happens if you….." SHe smirked at me in the mirror,"Trust me when I say this, it'll be like the first time" I nodded and we walked out of the bathroom and went to our next class,"So the girls and I are going to the Roller skating rink this Friday?"
"Girls"
"Yeah Heather, Pam, Marcy, we're all going there this Friday and I want to know if you want to be there"
"I would have to ask" She walked in front of me,"Orrrr you could always you know, sneak out, I mean it is a Friday Night, it's not like your mom does nightly checks on you right?" I shrugged,"Not that I know of"
"Well you can ask first, if that doesn't work, you can always sneak out, we'll be in front of your house no matter what"
So Friday rolled around, my mom did say no, so I was contemplating if I should or shouldn't, so I ended up doing it anyway, I called Juliet and asked her what I should do, she suggested that I should put some pillows to resemble my body type which was difficult since I was small, but I made it work, I crawled out of my window and I landed nicely in the backyard, I saw Juliet waving over at me and I ran over to her very quick and quietly as I could. Both of us giggled as we got into the car,"I can't believe you did that"
"I can't believe it either"
"Oh, this is Heather, she's driving, that's Pam, Marcy and we have 2 new girls on here, her name is Laurie and Christy, everyone this is my new friend and the newest member of Womanhood"
"How come Heather's driving, isn't she our age?"
"Yeah don't worry, she's had a lot of experience with this, as soon as we hit HIgh School, we'll be cruising in this baby here" We went to Wollman Rink,"Yo Jules. What's the curfew?"
"She said it's okay we come back when this place is closing down"
"Which is when?" I asked her and she looked over at me,"This place closes until 1am"
"Wow really? You picked the right spot"
"Heather was the one that picked this spot, trust me, your mom will be passed out before she even finds out that you're out here" I smirked at her and we started skating around, it was a while since I've been on skates, so it wasn't very long until I managed to stay on my skates for a good half hour, we ate some nachos there, I had a soda,"So….." Pam took a drink of her diet drink and put her drink down,"Spill, what was it like? Especially with Rodney Casboro, I heard that he is like an animal in bed"
"Uhhhhh I wouldn't know that much, I mean it was really really great, but it hurt really badly" Pam suggested the same thing that Juliet said about doing it a lot,"In the Janitor's Closet, boy is he romantic" I chuckled,"So Marcy, how's you and Danny boy?"
"We broke up, after we thought that I was pregnant, he left before I got a chance to tell him that I wasn't" Christy groaned as she was dipping a fry into the sauce,"Boys" She made a gross noise after that,"You see that is why I go for older guys, they're more mature and got their head screwed on right, soon we can all find a man, not a boy"
"I don't know about that Christy, with my luck, I'll be ending up like an old spinster with 25 cats to feed and no husband" Laurie said to us at the table,"Stop it Laurie, you're beautiful, you're only dating boys, not men yet, there is a difference when you really think about it"
"Come on girls, let's go skate the night away" Heather got up and we all did as we skate back into the rink, we played some more arcade games.
It was until Midnight when we were driving back,"Hey guys, I have a surprise for us on Monday during lunch" Pam said to us and we were all curious of what she wanted to surprise us with, but we would have to wait until School, I climbed up to my window, I opened the door to see if my mother was still awake and I turned on the light,"hey" I gasped,"Oh God, Rodney?" I slapped his shoulder,"What are you doing here?'
"I've been here since 11pm, I just had to see you, what….what were you doing climbing back in here?"
"I just got back from being with my friends"
"And your mom said no" I nodded as he smirked,"I'm starting to like this side of you, get over here" He pulled me in for a kiss, running his hands all over my body and I pulled away instantly,"No, No Rodney, I can't do this right now"
"Come on babe, it's the perfect time" I moved his hands away,"No, s-stop, we can't" He still kept coming at me,"Babe come on, you know you want to do this"
"No, Rodney stop please! We can't...I'm sorry, but we-we can't, not right now anyway" he scoffed,"Not even on top of the clothes?" I shook my head as I was sitting on the foot of my bed,"No, I'm getting tired right now, you know maybe we can...cuddle" He rolled his sleeve up for the time,"No, no I don't thin that we can, my mother will try to call out an AMBER Alert, so maybe I should…." I nodded with a slight disappointment and he was on the window sill, I walked over,"See you on Monday?" I asked him and he nodded,"Yeah, of course, see you babe" He kisses me,"You know you are a tease"
"Oh yeah?"
"Oh ho yeah I can definitely tell that you are" He smiled as he went down the way I came up,"I'll see you before first okay?" he says to me and I nod with a smile
On Monday, Pam had us go into the bathroom and she had something wrapped in a paper bag that has already been crumpled around it too many times,"Okay, what I am about to show you, you cannot say a word about it and try to act normal"
"Why would you say that to us?" She pulled it out,"Because this is strong, pass it around" So we passed it around, I never really knew the flavor, but I know that it was burning down my throat, I made a sour face,"We are corrupting our little innocent friend here" Juliet put her arm around my shoulder and I smiled,"This is nice" She smiled and we finished the bottle before lunch was over. I saw Rodney,"Hey babe, I went to look for you during lunch and I couldn't find you, something wrong?" I chuckled lightly and put my hand on both sides of his face and squeezed his face forming a fishface,"You are soo cute babe, do you know that?"
"I know that now, are you okay?" I nodded as I closed my eyes and raised my eyebrows,"Never felt better, I am just sooo happy to see you"
"Yeah me too, me too, um were you….." He got closer to me as we were leaning on the lockers in the halls, he whispered,"Drinking??"
"Shhhh" He sighed as he was looking down,"Wow, I can't believe this, I'll walk you to your next class" I nodded as he put his arm around me,"Don't be shy Rodney, I know you want me, you weren't being bashful when you snuck into my bedroom window"
"I-I don't know what she's talking about. Babe, you need to go home, you're not feeling well" I looked over at him while smiling,"You're right, I'm not well, I'm….happy" I think that was the first time in my life when I was happy, the first time that I didn't have a care and I was able to do whatever I wanted and I know that people aren't gonna have a say in it.
The next day all I remember was nothing, I couldn't remember at all, I mean I didn't know what the hell I did yesterday. I went to school and just had my sunglasses on, my hair was a mess, my head throbbing hardcore and I couldn't say anything about it in front of my mother. I got on the bus and my head was lightheaded, also burning at the same time, like I couldn't think straight, John caught up with me in the halls,"Hey, do you have any idea what you did yesterday?"
"No, what did I do?"
"Oh man you were wasted, the teachers didn't know except that you weren't feeling good, anyways one girl came up to me, her name is Pam I think" I thanked him,"And have you seen Rodney, I need to talk to him"
"Yeah I saw him in the halls down there" I thanked him again and walked down the halls. I see him….with a girl, he put his hand on her shoulder, I walked over to him and his eyes widened when he saw me,"Rodney…."
"Umm I need to talk to her, okay?" She nodded and walked away with her friends,"Babe, I think we need to talk"
"Okay…." He put his hands in his pockets,"Look, you're a wild child, you are, but not the kind of girl that I'm looking for and her, she's what I'm looking for"
"You mean she puts out more than me"
"Well not more, but….look I think we should break up, I mean we had fun, but…." He sighed and patted my shoulder and walked over to her, I turned around,"You asshole!" Juliet came over to me,"Okay okay hon, let's go"
"I hope you burn in hell"