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Chapter 13 - Life is a Scary Bitch

Amelia/Jax

Coming out of a shell is quite fun when you are with the right people. Between Chris and Jax, I was sexually comfortable. I had this newfound confidence that I and my boys enjoyed. The first time Jax came to the club after our wager was over it created a new bond between the three of us.

Chris explained this night we were both at his command. I was cuffed and bare to them, sitting on a round futon. Jax was not allowed to touch me or himself while Chris explored my body. All Chris did was use his hands and mouth to explore. Every time Jax shifted he continued where he was at. When Jax let out a throat growl he would move away. These two really did know each other. Chris knew when Jax was uncomfortable without a single word.

When he was done exploring, they took a chain and suspended me from the ceiling. High enough where my knees rested comfortably on the futon and enough that someone could go under me. We were both given the command to follow as told and be quiet.

We both agreed but lord was it hard, not once when it is just Jax and I am I able to be quiet. Jax was ordered to lay under me and eat me out, he held my hips and thighs to hold me in place. His tongue moved over my clit instantly, sucking and more licking. He let out a groan when Chris lowered his head down to Jax's fully erect shaft. Each movement that Chris did made Jax's mouth do even more, he was restraining himself because his hands were gripping my thighs like he was holding himself to the spot. Fuck I was enjoying this between watching Chris go down on Jax and his mouth on my clit I was close. Squeezing my thighs, the best I could while he was there.

The shuffle of Chris brought me out of my pre climax. "Jax stop." Chris demanded and he obeyed. That was something I enjoyed, Jax not being in charge.

"What now Draco?" Shit I almost forgot we were at the club. "River is very close, and I was almost there."

"we can have her now. Since she obeyed you can take her sweet cunt." Chris drug his fingers between my folds, then licked off my juices. "And I will take this sweet ass"

Chris and Jax rolled on condoms before positioning themselves on either side of me while I still hung from the chains. Chris grabbed the lube and began pumping his shaft coating him and my tight pucker. Coaxing his fingers in to stretch me out. At some point Jax had my legs around his waist, his lips found my neck and his hands grabbed my ass to spread my cheeks for Chris.

"You're going to take all of this love." Jax whispered. No words from me as I could only nod in anticipation for this. Chris was swift and plunged into me, causing me to let out a scream. The stretching burned for a minute while he waited for me to adjust.

"Shh tiger, we got you." Chris ran his fingers from my hips to my tits, cupping each one in his hand. My nipples poked through his fingers and they tightened over them, causing pain and pleasure. "You're going to take Jax now. His hand will be on your throat while the other rubs your clit. I will set the pace. Got it River?"

"Yes, Draco I am ready." The second I finished that sentence Jax was in me. Fuck did it feel good to have him. They were stretching me to my max and neither of them were moving yet. Two-day dry spell from Jax was two days too long. His hand found my throat as he lightly squeezed, and Chris began to move. My eyes locked with Jax, despite Chris being in control, his look read that he was in more way then one. It was him claiming my pussy when it was still us three. Any other time it was Chris while we were working.

Chris speed picked up, Jax's thumb found my clit and his speed increased. I was seeing stars and my body began to tense. Fuck I was not ready to come yet. "It's okay tiger, you can come." Chris purred into my ear. "We're close too". He was not wrong because I could feel them both twitch as I climaxed.

Month after the wager I spent time with Annie, Destiney, and Dani. They had set up a spa day for us all. While drinking my water I let it spill. "I have never done a spa day."

"What the fuck?" they all said in unison.

"What? Between Emmet and Jesús I never really needed to or wanted to."

"Lucky bitch." Pipped Destiney. She was a beautiful Latina with long ass raven hair. She was drinking her mimosa while we sat around in the sauna.

"I needed this though. I have been beat lately. Between work, club, and meetings, I could use a full day of sleep. Shit I cannot even sleep lately. This sauna is perfect though." Honestly, it was, I could feel my muscles loosen. Who knew I was so tense? Especially when I had been so dam tired and sleeping a lot.

"Well you wouldn't be so tired if you and Jax were constantly at it." Annie was smirking across from me.

"we don't do it every day, plus lately I have been too tired to do even that."

The four of us then began chatting about everything and anything. Annie was training for a 5k with Chris for this coming spring. Destiney was going back to college at thirty-four. Dani had rushed her divorce with Rory and began working on cleaning up his mess. I told the girls about how Jax and I have been doing. No once was I ever alone and it felt great. I was either with Jax, my boys, Chris, one of the girls or sometimes Ryder would come hang out with me. It was weird not being alone, but I was understanding why it was good to have it.

While in the middle of our pedicures Dani brought up my birthday and Jax's. Mine was on Halloween and his was the day after. According to him his mom was not surprised he was born on Day of The Dead. His father came from a huge Latino family so his birthday would just add to the party.

"We should do something for you guys end of next month." Dani was already cooking up a plan. "No club this time just somewhere we could all relax"

"Monthly Mia and I smash the shit out of things." Annie adjusted in her seat. "maybe we can do that?"

Horror splashed across Dani and Destiney's face. I quickly explained a therapy technique to reduce anger. I also explained I learned it while in rehab.

"you literally just smash shit with a bat?" Destiney asked and I nodded.

Dani scoffed. "Fuck, I need that. Between the divorce, the club, visits and calls from Lucis." She paused as her phone dinged. Retrieving her phone, she growled. "and now emails from him. I'm down for it."

Fear was enveloping me. No matter what I could control, he was the one thing no one could. Since the last call with Jax in August, he only reached out once more. Although, Jax had told me his thugs had been out full force, watching the club and occasionally Jax's business. That was the only thing that was preventing me from fully relaxing. It made me feel sick, why almost every day I had no clue. My mind was probably just running with it all, if I were stressed enough there would be times where I could not eat.

"What does he even want?" Annie asked.

Dani cleared her throat as we gathered out things to leave. Her face was full of worry when her phone dinged again.

"Dani?" I whispered. "What is he wanting?" it was not until we were in her car that she let it out.

"For some reason Lucis wants to purchase a couple of our girls. Not like for workers either. I did not understand until recently that he likes to use girls from certain clubs. Lord knows what he does with them, but they never return. They just disappear." Dani began sobbing and continued. "Rory denied him months ago but Lucis gets what he wants eventually and now he just sent pictures of who he wants."

Dani handed me her phone; the first picture was of a young blonde named Kandy. There were many shots of her out of the club. She grabbed her phone and opened another email. I saw this one had Jax in the recipients, scrolling through the email it read.

I do not share the things I want. And I will get her regardless of who she belongs to.

-Lucis

The email followed with pictures that made me run cold and felt like things were crawling on me. There were pictures of me leaving the club, my office, and my home. The last set were of me and Jax. Some were from us on his roof being intimate, a couple others were us walking on the beach holding hands and the last one was of me a few hours ago getting into Dani's car.

Jax and I had agreed to be somewhat secretive of our relationship. Mostly so it would not cause issues at the club. Only Dani and our crew knew, honestly non one needed to really know. It was our life, now things were really on the line. Lucis wanted me and I know he would do anything. My phone ringing brought me back. A goofy picture of Jax showed his call did not surprise me.

"Love are you okay?" His voice was panicky and scared.

"I'm okay Jax, just scared. I'm still with the girls at the spa."

Jax let out a sigh of relief. "Please listen to me carefully Amelia. I need you to go somewhere safe until I or Chris can get to you. Do not go home or even to my place. Do you understand?" I could hear chattering on the other end and even a gun cocking. "Amelia do you hear me?" His voice was almost a bark.

"Yes Jax. We will go somewhere. I will let you know once I am safe. But please come back to me Jax." I paused, a sob let out and I could not stop those words. "I love you."

"Oh, my sweet Amelia. I love you too. Always." The phone call ended, and I looked towards Dani she knew what we needed to do. "Well girls it looks like we will need to end this early. We'll drop you off at your cars." Dani shot me a look; they knew somewhat of the situation but the less they knew the safer they would be.

Once Annie and Destiney were in their cars, we took off to the club. Dani and I agree that the club would be safest. She had a safe room, shit tons of cameras, Jax ran the security system, so he would know when we arrived and there were so many cameras to catch anything. It was very ominous pulling into the club. A storm was rolling in, dark clouds and wind picking up. Shit was foreboding. For a Tuesday early afternoon, no one would or should be in. My car sat in the back lot with the company cars. Dani put the car in park and reached over to her glove box to pull out a gun. She loaded it and removed the safety. She looked badass with it honestly.

No words were exchanged while we both exited the car. My heart was hammering into my throat and my chest was tightening. Horrible time to lose my shit and possibly my lunch soon. I am not sure which was worse, the fear, anxiety, my headache, or my nausea. Step by step we walked towards the staff door. Punching my code in so we could get in, as I pushed the door open, I heard a 'pop' followed by a burning pain on my side. Turning to see what the hell happened, I see Dani's face, pure horror was across it. She placed a hand to her stomach which was now covered in red. Fuck! Dani was shot! It was all in slow motion, seeing her collapse and realizing the bullet that hit her and exited while it grazed my hip.

"Run Mia!" is all I heard from her and I bolted into the club.

Running towards the office, I stopped in my tracks seeing two big men in black coming towards me. Nope Mia! Different way. Not even thinking I ran through the black velvet curtains to the main stage. Darting and rushing to the stairs that led up. Maybe three steps in a giant hand wrapped around my ankle and pulled. Dragging me to the bottom where these two grown men waited. I let out a scream instantly. No one was here so why was I even trying? Pain shot to my head when I came to the bottom of the stairs.

Plus, side of being an abuse survivor is constant state of fight or flight. So, like Hell was I not going to bite, hit or scratch these men. They pulled and I resisted, screaming as loud as possible.

"Fuck sakes bitch! Shut up!" the man yelled.

I saw red, yeah, I may act like a bitch, but no one could call me that unless it was my crew. So, I bit the man whose arms were around my shoulders pulling me with him. He let go instantly but before I could run my back radiated with pain. Falling to the ground, knees first, I caught myself. My shoulder was met with the same pain and it just kept coming.

My body went limp and darkness came. I could tell I was being moved, propped onto a pole? What the fuck? Something held me up to it, I could not think straight my body arguing to give up. I did not want to; come on Amelia we need to stay awake. Warm fluid was covering my neck and my body was screaming. Or was that me? I have no idea how much time has passed, I was so alone and scared, would anyone find me in time or even Dani?

Shit, Dani was outside bleeding to death! And I could not do shit! I needed to move but there was so much pain, breathing alone hurt like a bitch. I must have blacked out because at some point hands were on my face. Big hands that were caressing a cheek. I could barely open my eyes, but I could make out beach blond hair. My restraints were loosening, and I was in their arms. I am quite sure Ryder came to my rescue.

"Mia, you'll be okay." I must have said his name. "Yes, hon it's me. I got you." He shouted something to a person but then my world went black. There was nothing. Just darkness.

Jax

The storm coming was certainly foreboding because something was not right. Not sure how sixth sense worked but clearly something was wrong. It had been an hour since I got off the phone with Amelia and twenty minutes since her code was used at the club. Why hadn't she called? Her life was clearly in danger and I needed to get to her.

Thirty minutes later an alert went off on my phone. Units were being dispatched to one of my accounts which was..." Fuck!" I am pretty sure I scared the shit out of Chris, especially when I banged my fist on his dashboard. "We need to get Brimstone now!"

"That's thirty minutes with this traffic." His eyes were on the road. "What's going on man?"

I explained to Chris that Amelia's code was used and now something was tripped that called all units available. This was a disaster; she was in danger and I needed to get to her. I could not lose her now. If I did my father would pay. Chris's phone rang and I saw it flash 'Ryder'

"Man, now is not the," Ryder had cut him off. I have seen Chris mad, but this was jaw clenched, red face and veins popping. His hand on the steering wheel was white knuckled. "Fuck! Okay, stay with her we'll meet you there."

When he ended the call, I was scared shitless to ask but I needed to know "Chris? What happened?" He let out a heavy sigh and I could see his eyes tearing. Last time he was this way we learned about the SUV

"Ryder found Dani with a bullet hole in her stomach. She will make it thankfully. But Jax, whoever your father sent did a number on Mia. Ryder found her tied to a poll. He was really shaken up. He was in the ambulance with her."

I must keep my cool, keep it together for her. She will need me more than ever and I cannot be raging asshole, or the hospital will not let me in. The drive was agonizing, so much fear as to what happened to her. I did not even let Chris fully stop before I bolted into the ER. Ryder was pacing in the lobby, coated in dried blood. Fuck that poor kid, he may need to change his club name from 'sunshine' to something darker.

"Jax!" he ran to me grabbing my shoulders. "I'm sorry Jax, she's in pretty bad shape. Possible broken wrist, concussion and a few cracked ribs." Fuck, Chris finally caught up to me when Ryder continued. "I didn't know man, I'm so sorry."

"Ryder it's not your fault" Chris started "but we'll get who did this."

A nurse came out and Ryder pointed to me. "This is her boyfriend. Can we see her now?"

"You can see her for a short time but she's under for now, she needs a lot of rest." She looked at me "we are admitting them for observation so you can stay with her."

Them? What? My feet moved quickly to follow the nurse. She pulled back the curtain, I broke down and cried. My sweet Amelia was bruised, cut, her face was swollen, and her arm bandaged. Her body looked so frail, as I approached her, I was afraid to touch her. But I gently grabbed her hand and kissed her forehead.

"Mi amor, I am so sorry. I failed you." I pulled up a chair to sit next to her. Stroking her head gently watching her chest slowly rise and fall. I was so engrossed in her that I did not notice the doctor walk in. I heard him tell Ryder that Dani was out of surgery and in ICU. Chris asked some questions regarding if she would be okay. The doctor finally caught my attention when he sat on the other side of Amelia's bed.

He looked at me with sympathy. "Mr. Adams, I have somethings to discuss with you. Is that okay?" I only nodded. He asked if she was allergic to anything, past hospital visits, meds she was on, but his last question floored me. "Son did you know she was pregnant?"

"What?" all three of us asked at once.

"I take that as a no." He chuckled at our reaction.

I looked at the doctor dumbly "She's on birth control doc and we have used condoms." I paused because the doctor held a smirk.

"Well according to the meds, you said she is on they can mess with it." He had me lost here. We had been safe every single time...except. my 'oh crap' face had the doctor continue. "Miss Hart conceived August 25th give a day or two. So, she is six weeks along, but fetus is a month. When she wakes, we'll do an ultrasound to see how little one is doing." He stood up to leave. "I suggest a few more minutes and these two should head home. But congrats Mr. Adams."

I look to Ryder and Chris. I was scared as fuck. August 24th, we had way too much whiskey and clearly did not pay attention. Amelia and I have a baby on the way, my father sent thugs to hurt her, he hurt my family and I was trying to keep it together. Finally, I mustered up the words. "No one and I mean no one besides us are to know about the baby." Lord that was a foreign "not until we know everything is okay."

They both nodded in agreement. Chris spoke after hugging me. "When you guys are ready, you know our crew will move worlds to keep them safe. But for now," he brushed her hand gently. "see this as a win, she's alive and you're going to be a dad."

He was not wrong. Amelia was a live, so far, our baby was okay. Our baby, shit that was weird but still felt amazing. A ping came across my phone, a text from my father. Well there went my mood

Lucis: Because you are my son, I will give you until the new year.

Lucis: After that, the club will be mine and so will she. I will get what I want son. Whether it be her or you by my side.