Jax
If someone besides our friends knew about our lives Chris, Amelia and I would be in jail or the nuthouse. Here we were though, I just watched and let my best friend fuck my girl to help her feel safe because my own father sent his men to beat her up. None of that screamed normal, all the three of us knew was fucked up. When Chris's dad died in that attack the state failed him. They let my father 'raise' him. He was already a broken kid; quite sure he killed a man for my father by the age of fifteen. His dark past of being trained to work for my family, losing his family and countless other skeletons was all why he never kept a relationship. Too much darkness there, our crew was the closes he would come to a family. Amelia and I would be the closes for a relationship, any other person would lose their shit with that, but it worked for him.
Amelia's life was no better, she spent years in abuse from her father and then into the arms of another abuser. It took her eight years to get where she was mentally, and it took one simple man to almost destroy it all. I could not tell where she was at now, but I knew there was not any major concerns. She was more concerned for the life growing in her then my own father, that little hope was keeping her more anchored then I or Chris could. She still needed us, just like she could have used us all those years ago when she was abused.
As I cleaned myself up, I could not help but think of how our future could look. I made it to the doorway and saw my Amelia laying in the bed still while she was lost in thought. She was more beautiful than ever; her hands were resting on her belly where our baby was growing. Right there was my future, my love, and our child. It was enough to make my heart swell. Even being in the basement of my friend's sex room, what was in that bed was all I needed. We could go anywhere in the world and I would still be home. Despite it all there was her and our child.
I walked to the bed and climbed in laying on my side, using one arm to prop myself up and placing my hand on Amelia's stomach. I gently caressed her stomach and her smile warmed my soul; she could do that before I even got the courage to talk to her. There was no stopping me from kissing her and man there was an urge to. I leaned over slowly kissing her warm soft lips, her teeth grazed my bottom lip releasing a moan from me. Something so simply made my cock come back to life.
She pulled away and whispered, "I am going to go clean up." Before she could even move, I pulled her into a tight embrace.
"Oh, not at all are you moving from this bed." Grinning ear to ear I rolled on top of her, pinning her to the bed and began trailing kisses down her body. I lingered at her stomach smiling at the life growing in there and continued "I am going to clean you up myself."
Her breath hitched as I got to her thighs, gently massaging one and kissing the other. I could smell her arousal; it was a mix of her sweet smell and my friend's seed. See fucked up relationship. Fuck did I want to reclaim her body for my own. While kissing her thigh I slowly placed my lips over her velvety lips, I could barely contain a moan.
"I am going to lick you and suck you clean." I paused to suck her clit, holding it and her hips while she squirmed. Fuck she was still sensitive from earlier. "Once you are clean, I will fuck you myself and spill my seed into you." I glided my tongue from her clit to her entrance lapping up all the juices that in this sweet pussy. "Mine" I growled, causing her to squirm more as my voice vibrated her clit. I dove a finger into her, rotating to find her G-spot then pulling the finger out licking it clean of her come and Chris's that still lingered in her body. "You taste sweet and salty baby." I dove my finger in again and sucked her clit harder.
"Fuck Jax!" she squirmed "I am close already"
I stopped because I wanted this climax on my cock. I moved up wiping my face in the process, fairly sure she whimpered at me moving up. "No love, I am going to fuck this pussy. Why am I doing this?" I rubbed my erection along her opening.
"Because it's yours" she purred.
"That's right baby." I pushed myself in not giving her time to adjust and fuck was she tight. "This is my pussy and my body." My elbows were on each side of her kissing her passionately with each thrust I made. Each one as if it would be my last, she clenched down pulling me in more. Her screams and moans bringing me closer. I pushed myself up and grabbed her hips driving in more to her core.
"Jax" she moaned, dragging her nails down my shoulder and arms. "I am so close already"
"Then come with me baby." As I thrusted again, I became more demanding. Hoping that the pounding I was giving her was showing that this was mine. "This is mine love. All fucking of it." We both cried out as I spilled so much of my seed into her, but I wanted to give her more but not now. I fell and rolled her over, hooking my leg over her body. I smoothed her hair, cupping her face and began kissing her sweet swollen lips. Dam how could one fall so quickly in love? It is too crazy to think that it is possible. Over the past couple of months, I learned so much about her and still craved more. There was also something amazing about her carrying my child, it made her sexier to me but more possessive. There was no giving her up, not now or ever.
"I love you." She whispered as she began falling asleep in my arms. I pulled her closer, kissing her forehead.
"I know" I could feel her smile, fuck did I love my nerdy girl.
As soon as I knew Amelia was asleep, I headed upstairs to talk with Chris. We needed a plan to deal with my father. I needed a plan to protect Amelia at all costs. While I was taking care of Amelia, Chris worked on looking into my father's movements. I had learned last week he was selling women and drugs; few days ago, I saw he had many illegal gambling sights and was loaning money out to people who usually wound up dead.
I reached the kitchen to Chris handing me a beer. "What have you found out?" I took a sip and watched him look over his computer. I sat next to my friend taking another sip.
"One, I think you need to pay me for this shit." Chris paused taking a swig of his beer. "Two he's got some serious government people watching him."
"well there goes my idea of snipping his ass."
"The smart but dangerous thing to do is turn in what we know to whoever wants him. It will put a target on us and potentially Mia" I shot him a glare quickly and he snapped back. "but we can disappear until it's safe."
"Jesus Chris," pure fear running through me now. "she's pregnant, right now she needs all of us. We cannot just up and leave. We have to make sure her involvement is minimal."
"Can you give me some time to come up with a plan?" he placed a hand on my shoulder, Sadness in his eyes. "Remember this is all for her, even if we can't go with her."
I nodded at Chris. "We should plan out all options possible, ones where we all disappear or at least one of us with her. Then you and I will discuss from there. Deal?"
"Deal, now go back downstairs and get some rest with your baby mama."
There was no arguing there, I was exhausted, with taking care of Amelia, work and looking for my father I was ready for some rest. My feet carried me to her, my sweet Amelia laying on her side, her dark hair cascading around her and some pieces falling over her face. A hand was laying over her belly, possessively protecting it. I love her body and honestly could not wait to what pregnancy did for her. I was already loving how much fuller her tits had gotten, shit I needed to get back into bed before I got too excited. I curled around her body as we were before I went upstairs, she sighed when I embraced her body, that sound made my heart flutter.
If I could do anything then it was better, then nothing. If we just ran, if we hid, if we turned my father in, it was better than nothing. I could get behind Ifs because it was good. We could make ifs work right?
Amelia and I's birthday came and went like it was nothing. We convinced our friends that watching Halloween movies and eating junk food was perfect. All our friends catered to her in their own ways. Emmet and Jesús were always giving her foot rubs and back rubs. The girls simply hung out with her when they could. I did not need to tell our friends that Chris and I were working on a way to protect her. For our birthdays we just camped out in her living room watching cult classics and some horror films. It was nice to see Amelia relax and enjoy this time.
Pregnancy was not being too kind to her by our birthdays anyways, she did not have issues with morning sickness, but she was always so drained. No matter how much sugar she consumed or how many hours of sleep she got she was still drained. Her doctor did not notice anything wrong with her tests and felt it was just a typical pregnancy.
End of November we were no closer to a plan for my father than Amelia was to losing her shit over her tits growing more. I honestly was not complaining at her fuller chest because at some point she quit wearing a bra. Her body was changing; a small bump had formed by now and her curves only increased. She only wore leggings and they usually shaped her body more; I had a hard time keeping my hands from her. Thanksgiving weekend we were having dinner with the crew at my place. Amelia had protested on relaxing, I argued that her putting milk in the cupboard was grounds for doing nothing. Annie had convinced her to watch Christmas movies while most of us worked in the kitchen.
Destiney would sneak in the kitchen to grab her snacks to keep the 'beast' at bay. Hangry Amelia was not fun to be around, we all started keeping snacks on hand for her. Every night before she started her shift at the club Chris would bring her soft pretzels and a shake. I could not complain because if she were eating, I knew she was at least keeping some strength. Once we all sat together eating and laughing Dani stood up with her glass to make a toast.
"Alright you guys." She paused "I certainly couldn't make it through the last few months without you all. You are all like my kids I never had. I love you all so much."
Annie sniffled "You always did scold Chris and Ryder like they were naughty teens" we all laughed.
Dani continued. "Honestly, I think my business decision I made or will be because of all of you."
"Just spit it out bitch." Emmet chuckled
"I was thinking of closing the club and maybe start fresh. Under a new name or do something completely different." She looked at Amelia and me. We had discussed this at the last board meeting. A lot of her divorce stuff was not going well thanks to Lucis providing the best lawyer possible. One of our options was for me to buy Brimstone but that failed due to Lucis. The other option she had was to give him the company but with some twists. Dani looked at everyone. "Only you guys are the ones I am offering this to. I will tell everyone Monday that I will be handing everything over to Rory. But I am offering, no giving you all severance on your contracts. Effective the 1st."
Ryder looked confused and asked first. "Dani, what's going on?" everyone who did not know agreed with Ryder. There was only the four of us who knew it all.
"Well guys, Rory really got caught up in some nasty people. The less you know, the better and the quicker I can get you out even better. I will actually destroy the evidence the proof any of you worked there."
Amelia looked at me, she was trying to be strong. "I've actually been working on a code that will destroy what is needed to be." I looked at our crew "there will be no trace that any of us had anything to do with Brimstone." I caressed Amelia's leg soothing the concern that was growing in her face. I was moving the world for her.
Middle of December things were looking up for just about everything. That should have been our first sign things would go south soon. After Thanksgiving I told Amelia the plans, we had set up to ensure our safety, but I did not want her to focus on that. Instead I made sure we focused on the now, we had gotten into Christmas shopping for our family and started serious baby talk. We were on the way to one of her appointments when we began discussing names and plans on her moving in with me. I was getting excited for it all. I enjoyed her appointments between hearing our baby's heartbeat and watching the doctor measure her growing belly it helped with everything.
"Jax?" she whispered as we left her appointment. I looked at her while we walked to my truck. "Which options do you think will work?"
"Love, so far we don't have to make those." I stopped at my truck cupping her face, so she looked at me. "My father hasn't made a move yet. Chris and I have been five steps ahead of him." We honestly were, I was able to drop various tips to government agencies and it would stop him.
I hugged her fiercely as if she would leave that second. No way could or would I allow it. I gently kissed her forehead. When she looked up at me her eyes and body was off. Maybe I was overthinking it all because there was so much on our plates.
"How about I treat my two loves to lunch. Whatever you girls want." I stroked her tiny bump.
Amelia arched an eyebrow "She? You think this little one is a she?" she chuckled "Well we want tacos."
My baby gets what they want. I was not going to lie tacos did sound amazing. I was enjoying when the baby craved something I enjoyed, sometimes its annoyed Amelia because she did not care for it. Especially peanut butter cups, she did not care for them but could not stop eating them with her shake and pretzels. While driving there I could tell there was still something off. Amelia was not as chatty or laughing as she had been earlier in the day, she was almost a shell of herself. I was hoping that tacos would open her up and I was not just on the verge of hangry Amelia.
We stopped at a mom and pop Mexican restaurant that was near her work. She or Emmet would make trips down here, the owners learned her order quick and knew when to have it ready. When I parked and go out to go open her door something else felt off, like Spidey sense shit. I felt like eyes were on me, but I could not see where. I was trying to be subtle with looking around the area, I did not want to alarm her that something was wrong. As I shut the door it sounded like I slammed the thing.
The world was moving slowly suddenly, and it was trippy as fuck. Why was Amelia screaming? Why was I cold and on the ground? I was so confused, there was blood on her shirt and face. Where did it come from? Why was she…fuck! I was bleeding. My eyes locked to hers, they were greenish brown when she cried. I needed to focus on those eyes. She was talking to me, but I could not hear a thing, I needed to focus on her eyes. My hand touched her cheek "Shh Amelia, it's okay. I love you." I do not know why those words came out; I was so confused especially when more tears poured from her eyes.
She was screaming as someone pulled her away, fuck someone was taking her away! No! I needed to get to her, but I could not move. A shadow hovered over me as darkness came. Darkness there and nothing more.