Amelia
Something about the nervousness coming from Jax was cute but kind of scary. What could make him scared? I cupped his face and kissed him, it was sweet and simple, but it also gave him the courage he was looking for.
"Amelia please know that I have no part in his life anymore." His? My heart picked up. "Lucis is sadly my father."
"He's what?"
"Hold on a second my love. I have not had anything to do with him since I was eighteen. I dropped his last name the minute I could. I was sixteen when I expressed, I had no interest in his life." Jax paused for a moment. "I'm telling you this and I can't urge it enough, only Chris knows and so will you. My father is THE mafia boss Lucis. "
I was not so much as upset I just was not sure how to get the words out. "I have questions, but I don't know where to begin." Okay Mia that was a start. "I guess what does it mean for when there is an us?"
"That life is my past. I never engaged in it that much and bolted the second Chris and I graduated." Jax embrace grew stronger. Not sure if he was reassuring me or to make sure I did not leave. "Amelia whatever happened earlier at the club was uncalled for. I won't ever let him near you."
The memories of the interaction from the office played through my head. Rory and Lucis interaction seemed as if they were friends or were conducting a deal before I came in. "Jax, I ran into him in the office." His arms helped me tell him about the office interaction.
"Jesus, what has Rory gotten himself into?" Jax picked up with the blankets quickly he shimmied under me, so I was in between his legs, back against his chest and his back laid back on my headboard but not once did he loosen his embrace. "Enough about all that. Emmet mentioned you watch certain movies for 'mental days' what did you have in mind?"
"Usually I watch Princess Bride or Spaceballs." A blush creeped onto my face. "Also, Holy Grail plus a few other cult classics. But I don't have a DVD player up here anymore." Wow Amelia, lay on the nerd. "We'd have to brave the layer of Mordor."
Jax chuckled "We could grab some snacks while down-" yelling came from downstairs. Jesús was shouting at someone.
"I swear Chris to our lord Elton John, touch my avocados that way again I will make sure YOUR avocados never see the light of day."
"On second thought, let's not it's such a silly place." My eyes locked with his, I was smiling for many reasons. One was that my house was just full of crazy and two Jax was a nerd after my heart. "I may be just as bad as you." He chuckled.
Jax gestured to my room and chuckled more. He explained that he had a spare bedroom that was full of pop culture and nerd items. We began to get into our favorites, go to shows or movies. I told Jax about calling Chris out for being a closet nerd. I even told him how I chose the name River, there was so much one could idolize from River song from Doctor Who and River from Firefly. Somehow, we got into debate on British shows and re-using the same actor in various shows and movies.
Both of our stomachs growled followed by laughing. "Let me see what is to eat downstairs. You should change while I am out." Little confused as to why until I realized I am half naked. Jax chuckled and gently kissed my cheek. "Don't get me wrong, I love the outfit you're in and would love to rip it off you but," another kiss on my lips. "That can be for another time."
As he walked out, I could not help but imagine that man having his way with me in all the ways possible. Jax Adams was in my bed, he was pretty much mine and made me feel ways I did not know was possible. I walked to my dresser and pulled out my Batman night shirt and shorts while placing the shorts on, I could only think about how not once since Dean did Amelia Hart have relationships. Sure, there was flings with occasional sex, but I was wanting this to work. Was I seeing a white picket fence and babies on my hip? Lord no Amelia we cannot let out heart run with this. We had to keep her on a short leash.
Placing my shirt on, I heard a light tap at the door. In my doorway stood this 6'4" man who I could see had just as much pain that I did. No judgement from him just understanding, acceptance and even pride. It was not something I was used to, but I wanted it more than ever. Jax was smiling at me and looking like I was perfect. But what was in his hands was close to it. He held up a box of pizza and a case of hard lemonade.
We met at my bed and sat down together while getting settled in we agreed upon X-Files reruns and discussed alien theories. Jax and I held conversations as if we were long lost friends catching up. It was simple as breathing and it terrified me because I spent years avoiding it.
My anxiety must have been showing as clear as Emmet is gay. Jax grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers together. "My sweet Amelia, I know you had been hurt in the past. Please remember I am not them. Just like I know you are not her. Let us not have us live in those shadows."
Where the fuck was this man years ago? Fate is a bitch to make me wait this long for him. "Jax I needed that and to be honest you would be my first relationship since him."
"Does he have a name or is he like Voldemort? Though shall not be named."
Jax's smile led into us bursting into laughter. We continued our laughing, relaxing and everything in between. Somewhere halfway through the case of hard lemonade my phone began beeping. First message was from Emmet.
Em: Hookah we are going out and taking Chris with us. Don't' do anything. I would not.
I quick replied to him trying to contain my laughter.
Me: Bitch mind your mother fucking business.
While putting my phone down I told Jax the guys were leaving since he was here. He was leaning against my headboard now watching the TV. He pulled me into his lap again, my butt resting in between his legs and my head laid against his chest. His arms wrapped around my chest and creating a sense of peace. Minutes later my phone began beeping like crazy. I winced knowing it was our crew.
Jax chuckled "Someone is popular this evening. I almost envy you"
"Watch yourself Mr. Adams you'll regret that because it's the crew. Give it time and you'll be added to it."
"Is that good or bad?'
I laughed "Well, let us read the thread and make that call. Now I remind you I am not held responsible for them." I opened my messages and instantly was regretting it because Emmet seemed to be having fun with Jax in my room.
Em: Our lil 1 has a boy in her room right now. And we left em alone.
Annie: About fucking time
Ryder: is he goin 2 rearrange her guts?
Des: I need a man 2 do that 4 me.
Chris: *gag*
Annie: Is some1 jelly of our Mia?
Chris: nope, it just grosses me out 2 thing some1 with a dick would touch Des.
Des: Bullshit Chris!
Me: you all need help.
Chris: I can help u both tiger
Jesús: let her have this guys
Ryder: y do I feel like we are missin some info here?
Well shit her goes nothing. Emmet will bust soon and spill it all if not Chris. "There is not going back now Jax" I laughed.
"It can't be that bad with them, right?"
"Oh, honey you have no idea." The thread continued and honestly it was just too good.
Em: Baby girl has Jax in her room
Des: Wait? Like bar guy Jax?
Annie: The 1 whose been eye fucking her 4 months?
Ryder: The guy I intentionally pissed off the other day?
Chris: No, the other 1 that has the hots 4 her an wants her
Me: I am turning my phone down now guys.
Em: Jax is getting added now!
Jesús: Do not scare him away hon.
Em: He is bffs with Chris and his client. Not much could scare him off.
Chris: not sure if I should b offended or take it as a compliment.
Lord have mercy on me. These guys were on a roll, but I would not have it any other way. They were my family, not a normal one for sure. Jax nuzzled into my neck and began placing kisses amongst it. They were sweet and innocent, but I was craving more from this man. Heat was pooling between my legs as the desire burned through me. I was internally reminding myself that I wanted to take it slow because we barely knew each other, and I did not want to get hurt. He was like a magnet to me though.
"It puts me" kiss "at ease" kiss "to know they are all" kiss "there for you."
I turned around to face Jax, straddling his lap. He grabbed my hips to pull me closer, our lips met before I could focus and instead, I deepened the kiss. Jax let out a growl from his throat while it became obvious he was enjoying this as much as I was. My arms wrapped around his neck as I used him for an anchor while I grinded my body against his. The simple notion was enough to make me wet, pulling away from our kiss his lips traveled down my neck and onto the top of my tits. Just from looking up with his eyes only made me wetter.
His voice was sultry and heavy "May I?" as he grabbed the straps of my tank, sliding them down. I could only nod, his goal was to get to my tits. Who was I to deny this man? He pulled my shirt, so they sat under my tits. "Fuck! These look amazing." One hand covered one despite his big hands he could barely hold the one. His mouth trailed over the other slowly licking my nipple until it was erect. "I've imagined what these looked like for months. They are better than I could have dreamed."
This man was amazing with his mouth and hands. Rubbing, squeezing, kissing, and sucking all over them. He was lingering as if he was studying them. A moan escaped my mouth and I could feel his cock twitch in response. As if I could not help it my hips moved to rub his cock, wanting release from the friction and his touches.
Jax flipped us over on to my back and had me pinned. Placing his forehead against mine "Amelia if your glorious hips don't stop, I am not going to last long."
Just like that night he spoke to me I had confidence because I was in control. As if second nature I pouted and whined "but Jax I need release."
"Fuck Amelia. My name on your lips is pure ecstasy." He kissed me passionately and as he pulled away. "I really like you love; I don't want to rush or anything. But you make me weak."
"Then let's scratch this itch and then wait before we do anything again" Who the fuck is this Amelia?!
"Even if I come to the club?"
"Yup, I'll tell Chris in case we want to cave our urges."
A growl escaped his throat, it was territorial and annoyance. "But he gets to fuck you at least three days a week. Maybe other guys will too."
"oh, my sweet protector. Clients don't get to fuck this." I gestured to my body. "For at least two months. And Chris doesn't do this to me." I grabbed Jax's hand leading him between my thighs, moving the fabric so he could access my folds. Fingers barely inside and he released a moan. "from just kissing and dry humping."
Jax let out a deep sigh while he drug his fingers between my wet folds. He removed them and began sucking the juices off. "You are certainly sweet."
It took seconds before we were both fully naked. Jax perched on his knees, drinking me in and eyeing every inch of my body. He looked as if the man was starving. He flipped us over, so I was straddling his lap again. His cock was rubbing my entrance and fuck it was huge. He was thick and long, not trying to compare but a bit bigger than Chris. Jax had pulled a condom from my nightstand, I moved back a bit and watched him roll it down his shaft slowly. Pumping himself while watching me and when he was content, he grabbed my hips to pull me back to him.
"We'll take it slow until you adjust. Okay love?"
I only nodded. His head slipped into my entrance creating a gasp come from my lips. Fuck this already felt better than the other guys I had. Jax slowly pushed me down taking him inch by inch. Slowly feeling the grooves of him while he stretched me.
"Fuck Mia." He growled "You're so tight around me."
All I could do was moan when our hips were flushed and moved in unison. He thrusted in me, diving himself in further and further. Shit maybe he was going to rearrange my guts. I could feel myself constrict with each movement from my hips, no matter how much pressure kept building in my core. My nails drug down his chest as his hands squeezed my hips following my movements. One hand glided up my back another grabbed my ass, with a swift movement he flipped us, so I was on my back. His thrusts became deeper while I wrapped my legs around his waist urging him more.
"Mia each time you're at the club remember this tight beautiful cunt belongs to me." He grabbed my ass to adjust my hips. "This body may be touched by others but none of their touches will be mine. Each time you are touched or fucked I will need to reclaim what it mine."
"Jax I am all yours, my body is all of yours." Each thrust brought me closer and had me clenching him more. His thrusts became more demanding and his cock grew thicker. "I'm about to come!"
"Okay love, you can come with me. I want your pussy to milk my cock."
As if I on cue I came and hard. It was amazing and felt like I needed more before we were even done with this wave of orgasms. How could this be man be so addictive already? I could feel every twitch and pulse of him. We both let out cries of pleasure and dropped to my bed, trying to catch our breaths. We looked at each other smiling.
Jax pulled me into his body tucking me into his arm as I laid my head on to his chest. He chuckled "how about we up it with all of this and taking it slow?"
"What kind of nonsense are you speaking about?"
"Well hear me out love. We can make out and touch." He drug a finger down my spine. "But that is it for a month, then we move to oral. Two weeks after that then we can have sex" He kissed my head "that includes if we are at the club."
"Jax you are playing a dangerous game." I looked at him "We'll have to tell Chris. You and I both know he'll push the limits on us both."
"This may be true, but I want to learn you every way possible." He continued caressing my back. "Like I said you walked into my life and I am not letting you go."
Bitch your heart is getting too involved it is almost as deep as his balls were a few minutes ago. My eyes grew heavy, his warmth was reassurance just like his embrace. As I was drifting, he pulled the blankets over us and he whispered. "I would rather share one lifetime with you then face all the ages of this world alone."
Ah shit, busting out the nerd love quotes on me. "Do you promise?" I am sure that was a mumble, but he heard me because he replied
"Always"
Ah fuck! Oh, we are in too deep. Is it possible to fall so quick?