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Chapter 11 - Glimpse of Past

Flashback

5 Years Ago

I got transferred to another school because in my previous school people there are just shits. They are all just so self centered they didn't even care about someone else. They didn't even care if someone has to die because of them.

I tried to be one of them and I did because I want to divert my mind from the chaos happened every single day in my house but one day when we were bullying a girl and she cried in front of us yelled at us to stop and what she had is enough because she gets abused at home by her dad and now here we were abusing her again and makes her life more hellish than it is before.

But I felt guilty somehow cause I can relate to her. Nobody knows about me about my family and my life. Cause I put on a mask to hide it. I know we're doing wrong but I shrugged of the thought and continue to do what we were doing with my so called friends.

But when I heard that girl attempted suicide because of our bullying. My mind gets blank it didn't process anything for some good few minutes. But when it does I ran as fast I could to the hospital so see her.

And what I saw is terrifying me.Her wrist covered in bandages where she cut herself. Saline attached to both her hands back side while her week body is pale as if someone sucked her blood from her body. Her lips chapped. I get close to her while gently holding her hand tears started to fall down on my cheecks. My heart filled with guilt that I am also one of them who made her do this.

"I-i-i am s-so-sorry I n-never thought we were making you t-this miserable. I am s-sorry please forgive m-me. " I apologized to her ever she is in her sleep but I still did. My eyes stings because of the tears I shed.

"I p-promised I would n-never do this again to a-anyone just p-please fo-forgive m-me." I plead in a cracked voice.

I let go of her hand slowly onto the side standing up and quickly running away from such event balling my eyes out. For a whole month that when my mum decided to transferred me.

And that's how I ended up in this school. Where I want to start my life in a new ways I want to forget everything happened before.

I sighed and walked up to my First Class.

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I was walking to my class the hallways are full of students. They were staring at me and whispers could be heard. Which is didn't slepped from me. Some of them were gossiping some girls were glaring at me boys whistling and hooting like animals which makes me nervous.

But I ignored them walking them to the schools office. I decided to came early as I have to get my schedule. Just when I get it bell rings and I ran to search for my class as I don't wanna get late on my first day.

I reached to my class a knock on the door. A man in his forties with greyish hair opened the door which I assume as our science teacher as my first class is of science.

"Oh you must be the new student. Right? " He asked me.

"Uh yeah I'm. " I answered nervously.

"So what are waiting for. Come inside and introduce yourself. "

I nodded.

The teacher stand in front of the class and speak.

"So students we have a new student. Please introduce yourself. "

I nodded again and speak.

"Hello everyone. I am Kim Y/N the new student. I hope we'll get along. " I said with a small smile on my face.

"Oh fantastic. Now go and take your seat besides Jungkook. Jungkook please raise your hand."

The teacher said to a boy and I followed is gaze.He raised his hand. There's a handsome boy with brown hair. And I thought he resembles a bunny. I chuckled to myself .

"Yes sir I am here. "

"Oh okay so Y/N go and seat beside him okay.

I nod and make my way towards the Jungkook boy.

"Hi" I wave a little to him.

"Hey" He waved and gives me his bunny smile. Awe his so cute.

I sighed and thought my new life started and it's going to be good or that what thought so.

The rest of the class goes smoothly and other classess to. This school is better in every way I thought. The students are good the teachers are also very kind. In my previous school the students and teachers are to arrogant.

I am happy I take the decision to change my self and my life. Until now it's going fine. I made a new friend he is very kind and nice. And don't start with his great looks and his cute face.

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Lunch Time

It's already lunch time. I was packing my things then I see Jungkook already leaving the class so I called him.

"Hey Jungkook."

He stopped in his track and turned towards me.

"Yeah?" He asked.

"Um can i-i also come with you?" I asked nervously. He smiled and nodded.

"Yeah you can now come he said as he turn around to walk out of the class. I followed behind. We went in the cafeteria but as we walked some girls are glaring at me but I shrugged it off we walked to a table around the corner which assumed his usual table. As there were already two people sitting there.

"Hey hyungs. " Jungkook said to them.

"Hey man. Why are late today? "

"Oh I totally forgot. Meet Y/N my new classmate." He introduced me to them. They adverted their eyes on me and I smiled nervously and wave little to them.

"Hi"

"Hi Y/N. Nice to meet you. " One f them said with the bright smile. That smile can light the whole world.

"I am Hoseok. You can call me J-hope." He said cheerful voice.

"I am Yoongi." He said with a bored tone.

"So where's Taehyung hyungs?" Jungkook voice turning our attention to him as we sat on our places.

"Uh- I don't know." Hoseok said as he take a bit of his ham cheese sandwich.

"He is late as always. Maybe he is messing around like always. " Yoongi said in a bored tone again as he sighed.

"Yeah. Maybe you are right. " Jungkook nodded in agreement.

"So what do want for lunch Y/N? I am going to get lunch to myself so you can tell me what do you want since it's your first day here. " He said as he smile towards me. Making me shy because of his politeness.

"Uh no it's okay I can buy it myself you don't have to trouble yourself. " I said as i started to get up but he grabbed my shoulders and make me sit again I looked at him confused.

"You're not troubling me Y/N we are friends right? So just tell me and I will get whatever you want. You can buy me lunch tomorrow okay as a return of this. " He said and before I could protest he walked away quickly.

"Don't worry Y/N just be comfortable around us. Alright? And Kookie is always like this when he cared for someone and who are closed to him. " Hoseok said to me as he smiled brightly towards me. God he just makes my day.

"Um o-okay" I returned his sweet smile as I waited for Jungkook. But after a minute or two I heard screaming and hooting from the entrance of cafeteria.

As I turned to look what it is all about. I can only saw the girls of whole cafeteria is surrounded someone while screaming like monkeys. God what kind of behavior is that? I thought to myself.

"Here we go again. " Yoongi said while rolling his eyes towards the screaming girls. I turned my gaze to both of them.

"Yeah here comes another heartthrob of  university." Hoseok joined looking bored as heck.

"Um c-can you tell me what is this all about? Why are all the girls are jumping and screaming like monkeys over there? " I asked. Earning resonated laugh from both of them. I looked at them still confused.

"Oh sorry we didn't tell you. Actually it's our friend for whom we were talking about. " Hoseok voiced while scratching the back of his neck.

But before i could asked further the screaming stopped and I can fell a tall figure standing behind me. I didn't looked back nervousness eating me up.

"What's up hyungs? Sorry for being late. I was kinda busy." A deep voice said sending shivers down my spine. I gulped.

"It's alright. It becomes a routine now. Just sit and eat your lunch already. " Hoseok answer while looking up at the tall man behind me. Just then his eyes landed on me. I can feel him staring at me but I didn't turned around. But this didn't get unnoticed by him.

"Who is she hyung? " He asked. Walking over to take a seat to my right.

"Oh I am sorry. She is Y/N. She is new here same batch as Jungkook." Hoseok explained.

"Oh really? That's cool."

"Hi there Y/N. I am Taehyung. Kim Taehyung." He said as he is still looking at me. I turned to glance at him and just then. I froze. The time around me seems to stopped.

Oh my God. He is so handsome. He looks heavenly my heart started to beat crazily into my chest just by looking at him. And I pray to God that he didn't listen to it. My cheeks flushed red. He smiled at me his smile is beautiful he had a boxy smile and heart eyes.

I stared at him longer than I should. He waved his hand infront of my face and smirk towards me. I clear my throat and looked away. Just then Jungkook came and sat out trays full of lunch on the table.

"Here you go." Jungkook said to me.

"Thank you. " I mumbled a small thank you to him and started eating silently. I can feel someone's eyes on me as the three of them chat boring holes into my soul. I looked up but saw no one they were indulge in there own conversation. Then I turned to my right. There we go.

Taehyung's gaze fixed on me as I caught him staring at me. But instead of looking away he smirked at me as he eating his pasta. The he looked away as if nothing happened just now. Started talking to the others.

From that time I know it's not the end of this. God help me with this mesmerizing demon.

To be continued...