His heartbreak while His happiness
The incident of last time got me still shocked how everything happened all of a sudden. But I guess everything is fine now.
The hallways is packed with people and I was standing on my locker to get my stuff as Jungkook was telling me how was his last night date went.
"She is good but- " He said but stopped as I glanced at him with a crocked eyebrow as to why did he stopped. He take a brethe before speaking. " She was a leech. I mean how can you just cling to someone you barely know?" He continue and wide his eyes telling me all in the brief with gestures. " So at that moment I get the signal to just excuse and ran for my life. Before she could rape me in the garden of hotel." He sighed while act like wiping the sweat on his forehead as I assumed he did last night after he leave the girl dumbfounded their.
I burst into a coherent laugh closing my locker as he squinted his eyes on me. I pursed my lips still snickering inside but my eyes started to teared up cause of the laugh I control.
"What? I can't help it." I said as I pursed my lips again. But the next moment he also burst into fit of laughter as he stomped his foot on the floor throwing his head back. I joined him. As he clutched his stomach to control himself. He wiped his tears when I was still snickering. He just stared at me with a emotion I can't identify. As I don't saw something like that into his eyes or maybe I did but I didn't pay the attention.
I stop laughing and pursed my lips as he was still staring at me. I looked away from him as I felt it hard to looked at him in the eyes. The next I felt hot breath on my left cheek as leaned while grabbing the back of my head and pecked my cheek. My eyes rounded like plate as I never expected something like this from him. I can feel myself blushing hard and I glanced at him and then to our surroundings. Everyone seems to busy with there business so that's a relief that nobody saw it.
"Why did you do that? " I asked whispering. But he still didn't said anything but the emotions from before was still there in his beautiful doe eyes. Shrugging his shoulders he just walked away from me with even answering me. I sighed and frown as to what happened to him. Why did he do that?
I was so busy talking to myself that I didn't saw the figure towering me from behind. Looking up I saw a shadow and in a swift motion I turned around and my eyes widen seeing the person infront of me.
There he is towering me as I felt so small and vulnerable infront of him. He has a serious expression on and knowing him I pray to God that he didn't saw anything that happened earlier. Otherwise I remember what happened last time as I don't want him to hurt Jungkook.
"Hi baby. How are you doing? " He asked and I sighed knowing he didn't know anything. I smile to him and he engulfed me into his arms making panick. As we were in a secret relationship that nobody knows about. I heard gossiping and gasping around us. That's it everyone knows now I hung my head low as I was about to be the topic of everyone's fun.
But the thing happened next got me more shocked. " Hey everyone. You all know that I like Y/N right? " He said snacking his hand on my waist as he pulled me closer to him. He glanced at me smiling sincerely. I just looked at him still in shock. " So I want to tell you all that I not only like this girl. I fucking love her so much. " He continue as I just stand there stiff. " So Y/N will you be my Girlfriend?" He voice sweetly to me while kneeling down on one left infront of everyone.
I get back from my shock state as my eyes started to tear up from witnessing the love and sincerity into his heart eyes. Without any hesitation I nodded at him. " Yes yes I will Tae. " I said as he get up and pulled me into a hug as some of the people clapped while some still gossips. But one didn't get unnoticed from me. He was looking at us more like me with images tears in his eyes. He looked like someone tear him apart. He looked heartbroken. There he stand like a vulnerable kid who seems like begging to me to deny what just happened.
I know he didn't said anything to me and act like the things happened doesn't effect him. He knows everything but he didn't know about our secret relationship I didn't tell anyone so do Taehyung.
He glanced at me one last time and dashed towards the entrance as he left despite the calls from Hoseok. Yoongi just saw him leaving quietly as he was leaning into the wall. I looked towards him as he also did the same. He shooked his head making me frown and then left shortly followed by Hoseok. I can't help but to worried about as to why they all behaved like this suddenly? Jungkook was my best friend and so does Hoseok and Yoongi and I don't want to loose them.
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Next week ~
My life changed drastically in one moment I was a badass girl in the second I was a fragile one who could break if you just try to even lay a single finger on me.
All the time till now flashed into my mind. It's horrible but when I thought about the time I spent here till now was considered as good besides Taehyung being over possessive. I made amazing friend here and doing great in studies also. Talking about friends they still don't talk to me yet. But I don't give up so easily.
Shrugging it off. I get to know that all this time. When I try to ignore Taehyung he was the one thing I want in my life the most. He is all a want all this time. In these past three months I felt empty inside and outside. I was in unbearable pain there's not even a single night where I not cry myself to sleep. But now he is back and I felt alive and new again.
We have been dating for month now but I want to take things slow and I am glad he understands me. And he never pressured me to do anything which I am not comfortable with. So we decided to make our relationship a secret till now. Although he wants to show off to everyone from the start that we are together and I know he did it but never let me know. But I am not dumb I know it all just wants to play along with him.
Today is Valentine's Day the day so special to me. Finally today is the day I waited for. He announced that am his 'girlfriend' in front of everyone last week. Today he asked me out for our first official date. I dress in a dark blue velvet dress with a slit which teacher my upper thigh as it hugged my curves perfectly and do some makeup to enhance my features more.
Glancing at myself in the mirror I was thinking why of all the girls me? Why he chose me when he can get anyone he wants? Thus though makes me self conscious that all the girls around the Uni just drooled over him. And looking at me I am not sure about myself. I am hella nervous about all this.
It my first time that someone asked me out I mean it's not my first time but it just that it was the first time I said yes to someone who asked me for going out. And the part makes it more difficult us that that one is none other than Kim Taehyung the heartthrob of Uni. But that's also make me feel like am different from all the girls in Uni in his eyes and I am glad he didn't chose anyone but me which makes me proud of myself inside.
We go out often but not like this we just hangout and do love talks that's all. But today. Today was different all I felt like butterflies all over the place it's seemed that today was the day we really did consider ourselves into a relationship. But it was foolish of me that doubted him and want to know him better although he already did showed me what I meant to him.
I want to put my all today so I looked presentable infront of him. Although he said he loved me the way I am but i can't help with the thought keep bugging my mind. I just don't want him to look down on me and make him embarrassed. It's not like am not good or anything it's just my self conscious that make it difficult for me. I just want his eyes on me just on me.
Thinking of this I seemed I started to get possessive over him a little now I get to know how he felt back then. Now I know he really loved seeing his possessive side for me makes it all clear and now it's time for me to prove my love for him.
The sound of bell could be heard from downstairs with the sound of someone talking. Thinking it might him I glanced at the on the nightstand. But it's not time yet. I was just glancing myself while doing some touch up. Just then.
"Y/N-ah? Come downstairs now." My brothers yelling starling me as I was just bending down to put on my heels. Loosing by fall down on my butt as I was wear just of my heels.
"Yah Oppa. What the hell is your problem? " I said standing up still rubbing my sore butt. As I made my way downstairs angrily. But my steps halthed as I saw the figure standing next to my annoying brother. His back was facing me but I guess he felt my presence as he turned towards me making my breath hitched.
There he is standing in a dark grey tailored suit under that he wear a black high neck shirt with permed hair and finished off his looks with accessories and dress shoes that make him look so ethereal. It took me like two minutes to get back to reality.
He smirked at me and my eyes rounded. I looked away and my eyes landed on my brother who's eyes doing back and forth between the two of us with a weird look on his face. He rolled his eyes as now I stand in front of them.
Taehyung take my hand kissed the back of it making me blush. "You're looking gorgeous baby. " He said as we locked our eyes.
"You are also looking ethereal Tae. " I told him sincerely. As we just lost into each others eyes.
But my stupid brother just decided ruined the moment. " Yah what are you doing I am still here? How dare you kissed my sister infront of me?" He yelled at Tae getting a eye roll from him.
"Yah hyung you know me right? Still you asked me that silly question again and again everytime I showed up. " Tae argued for God knows how many time already. "You know I am here to take Y/N out with me." He give a bored look to Jin earrings a squinted glared from him. I laughed at them as I can't control when it comes to there conversation.
Yeah right they both know each other well as I introduced Tae to my brother as he is the only family I have who cared the most for me. As my parents didn't get the time for us and what we do in our lives. So I don't want to hide anything from him. But his reaction was priceless so does his interrogation to Tae. Yes he literally interrogate him while sitting across trying to look intimidating. But Tae is literally a social butterfly he answered every question with sincerity and spelled my brother to and now they're best of friends. But always bugged each other whenever they get a chance. It's an everyday thing now.
"Yah stop it both of you. Will you? " I butt in between as they both still throwing daggers at each other with their eyes. Tae looked at me as he smiled. And Jin scoffed looking away. But Taehyung being Taehyung he turned to glanced back at the scoffing Jin.
"Yeah we are getting late anyways. We should leave. " Taehyung said to Jin in a mocking tone as smirk plastered on his beautiful face. As he grabbed me by my waist pulling into him. I looked at him shocked.
"Yah you TaeHanging. If you dare do anything to my sister. You had a death wish to be six feet under the ground. " Jin said while glaring at the smirking Taehyung. Making him gulped as the smirk long left his face and it become pale. He knows very well that when it's come to me Jin can ran to hill. And if he did anything to me he will be dead. So he nodded obediently.
"Ye-Yes hyung. We will be get back in the morning. As we h-have to ride to a long distance s-so I guess you understand? " Taehyung said stuttering as Jin's angry expression replace with a proud smirk. He smile at Tae as he nodded and glanced at me smiling before he walked away.
But stopped and tilt his head. " You better remember your promise Taehyung. " He said making the man stand next to me pale as his eyes widened. He bowed as Jin and nodded his head repeatedly. With that Jin walked away into his room leaving us alone.
He sighed in relief as put his hand onto his chest and he looked around. " Shall we leave princess ? " He asked glancing back at me with a boxy smile. I nodded my head. I was so nervous yet excited to go on a date with him. And we headed out of the house. Getting into his car as he started driving to our destination. (But little did I know it's more than what it seems to be. And I don't even have any idea that in future it's become my most regrettable mistake. )