Warning : Mature content ahead.
Pleasure and Pain
We were in the car as the gorgeous man besides me drives and looking as handsome as ever. He was the first man that caught my attention. He was someone whom I want to be with forever and had a future with. But I don't know what he think of this? Of what he think of us?
He was the most famous heartthrob of our campus yet he chose me. And that made me to doubt myself that do I really belong with him or not? Do I really deserve this man who can take the breaths away of every single women wherever we go?
He seems to noticed that I was lost into my own world as he put his hand on my own which were placed on top of my lap. I get back from my lost state as I glanced at him who was already starting at me. "What are you thinking baby? Are you okay? " He asked with a smile and I smiled to him as well before answering.
"Yeah I am alright Tae. " I said as I glanced infront again as I speak again. "Where are we going? Why it takes time huh? " I asked as I saw that we were far from the place we both lived in. I was hella anxious about all of this as it was my first time. Taehyung again glanced at me as a small smirk plastered on his beautiful face.
"Don't worry princess. I will not kidnapped you. "He said still with the smirk held by him. " So just stay calm and be patient for while. Will you? " He asked leaning forward towards me as he rasps the last sentence made me gulped hard. He let out a chuckle as he saw my reaction leaning back to fix his gaze at front.
"Stop teasing me Tae. And tell me where we will be going? " I said to him with a pout as he just pinched my cheek as he cooed at me giving me a peck on it. He gestured with his index finger for me to be quiet and being an obedient and inexperienced one I obliged.
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Soon enough we both reach our destination as the car comes to a halt. Taehyung was the one to get out of the car and jogged over me to open the door for me as he extended his hand for me to take. And I did.
But when I stepped out of the car I got stunned by what I saw. Here we are infront of the most popular and expensive restaurant for our first date. I don't expect him to go overboard for this but he did and now we were heading inside while he snaked his hand around my waist securely. " Shall we princess? " He asked making me blush.
The guards welcomed us as they open the door for us. " Welcome sir and ma'am. Hope you enjoyed your visit? " They said and bowed to us. We both nodded our head and get inside.
Soon the a man approached us who seems to be a manager. " Well young master. Here I was the one tonight to assist you. So don't hesitate if you need anything. " The manager said to Taehyung as I frowned at that. Then he lead us to our table. Seems like Tae planned everything beforehand. I smiled to myself as we both take our seat him being a gentleman assist me to pull out a chair for me to sit first.
"Here you go princess " He said then take his own as well. My heart beats pick it's pace as I was hella nervous. It feels like it's to much for me. It seems like I didn't belong here even if I got dressed well but still looks like it's not enough. I glanced around as the women dressed up well in there designer clothes and shoes and for the cherry on top of it there jewellery placed gracefully around there neck, hands and even ankles.
But I shrugged of the feeling as I don't want to ruined our first ever date. I thought he tried his best for me but this is not what I want. I don't want a fancy restaurant, jewellery and cars. The thing I want is just as simple as it seems which is love. All I want is his love and care for all to myself.
But I am happy that he tried his best and his intentions are not for me to feel that I don't belong here. " Baby? Baby? Y/N? " Soon I snapped back to reality as I heard him calling for me as I realized I zoned out again for the second time now. But I can't help but to take over this uneasiness into the pit of my stomach.
I give him an awkward smile as I speak. " Yeah. What are saying Tae? " I asked completely unaware of what he was asking just now. He knittied his brows at me.
"I was asking what would you like to have for dinner? " He asked shrugging off my zoned out state from earlier. He noticed that you got zoned out so much today but didn't asked you as he also don't want to ruined the date he was planning for a while now.
"Um? I will get lamb screwer with some salad. " I told the waiter whom I didn't even know when he arrived here. He nodded and turned to take Taehyung's order as well. He give us a smile while bowing before leaving us alone.
"So did you like this place? " He asked as I glanced at him. I nodded my head with a smile on my face. But he seems to didn't believe so I put my hand above him. " Don't lie to me baby. I know you didn't like this place but I want to our first date to be memorable and worth remembering but I guess I failed cause I know you don't like places like this but stupid me still bring you here. " He said taking my hands into him as he slapped his hand on his forehead. He looked so adorable doing that but I stopped his hand and intertwined them.
" I like this place Tae. Don't worry you don't have to be guilty for anything. It's just that i felt that I didn't belong here in between bunch of rich people. " I honestly answered as he held my hand tightly before he planted a kiss on top of them.
He hummed at me while nodding his head. He seemed to be suspicious of my answer but the waiter cut his thoughts as our dinner arrived.
The waiter set up the table for us as if we were some special guest which makes me confused as to why we received such a behavior from the staff here. But I shrugged of the thought and we both started to eat while talking about some random stuff and of course about us. Him makes me blush here and there by his comments or by his action. And I had fun tonight I can't lie earlier I was just being naive but he made so much effort for us so why would I be the one to ruined our mood just for this. And make sure to pay all his attention on me tonight.
He seems to be more playful and flirty tonight cause he was someone who always goofing around and not being serious but something went off tonight. Or probably his behavior was also different today. I saw something sparkes in his orbs as he looked at me making me gulped hard. Maybe because I had a clue what is it all about and where this leads us next.
After we finished our meals he payed the bill even I insist to him to spilt it but he cut me with that "I brought you to here and you are my date. So I should be the one to pay tonight. " As if he let me pay the other time we were together. I rolled my eyes at him but try not to say something. The a beautiful melody played on piano by the pianist. I looked to that direction.
"May I have a dance with you princess? " Tae asked making me turn my gaze back at him. He was now standing up from his place with a extended hand for me to take. I smile at him as I put my hand into his.
"Of course Tae. " I said as we both made our way to dance floor where some other couples are already dancing while gazing at each other with so much love and passion.
He put one of hand on his shoulder and interwined the other with his. And pull me closer by my waist to him locking our eyes we started to move with the rhythm of the music lost into each other.
After we both had fun and our date come to an end it's already late enough and Tae decided to stay here tonight. So I call my brother for telling him that we were going to stay here for the night. "Bro we were going to stay here as it is already late enough and we were far from home so- " I was just explaining my brother when he almost broke my eardrums by yelling so loud at first.
"Yah why? Why didn't you both coming back earlier huh? Are you planed all this before hand huh? " He asked and I rolled my eyes as I shut my eyes closed to listen his blabber. He sighed after bombarded me with questions. "Okay I let you this time as I know Tae well enough to trust him with you. Or maybe I know already that this is about to happened." He blabbering stuff which made me almost choke on my own saliva. I assure him by telling him that I will alright and be back by tomorrow. And I somehow convince him after he blabber some more and soon ended the call. I realised a sigh of relief.
I walk back to Taehyung who was waiting for me on the seating area after he got our room keys. "Is hyung convince? " He asked and he sighed as he take my hand into his and kissing it. It was a habit of him which I get to know he had whenever we were together.
Then we made our way to the elevator. I can't lie I was hella anxious and nervous and I don't even know why. But I know for sure that Taehyung was not gonna force me to do something which I don't agree with.
I was quite the whole time as I zoned out again and he let me. But soon the ding sound could be heard signaling us that we reached our floor. My heart started to beat faster than before as he grip my wrist and lead us to our room. He slide the key card into the door and opened it he gestured me to get in first by his hand and I did.
But as I did the next thing I know was that I was swing around and then being pushed on the wall beside the door. I gasped but cut short but him engulfing my lips into him as he put both my hands above my head with his own. He pressed his body to me not leaving space for even air to cross by.
Still in shock I just stood there and closed my eyes. But he started to kiss me desperately as he licked my lip while biting it gently to make respond and let him into my mouth. But I can't process what is happening.
It's not like it's my first time kissing him. We kissed before but as I said before his behavior seems a bit different from other days when we were together. He almost seemed desperate and I know why cause I am the reason why he was being like this. I was the one who asked him to take things slow between us and he obliged. I am glad that he did but now he was desperate and I also think that it's time to let go of myself and melt into him.
So I did what he wants me to I kissed him back while I opened my mouth and our tongues danced together as they fight for dominance. But of course he won as usual. He kissed me more desperately as one of his hand was still holding my hand above and the other made it's way down to cupped my face. Pulling away he tug at my bottom lip as a string of saliva still connected them together. He smirked seeing my breathless figure.
But he didn't stop there he dugged his head in the crook of my neck as he give open mouth kiss to me which make me to let out moans and I could feel him smirking against my skin. The kisses turned harsher as the time passed and his hand who was cupping my face slide down and stop on my breast area. My breath hitched when he suddenly grope my breast into his large hand as he squeezed them make me to throw my head back while moaning.
Picking me up bridal style as my hands automatically landed around his neck. He made his way to the huge king sized bed which were placed in the center of this huge room. He laid me down as he just stared at me with pure love and lust into his chocolaty orbs. He started to unbutton his suit and pulled off his turtle neck making me panick a little cause after that he then started to unbuckle his belt as he pulled down his pants living him only in boxers.
He made me to sat up as his hand get on my back and started to unzipping my dress as I hold his shoulder in anxious. "Don't worry love. I am not gonna hurt you. Relax. " He purred in my ear while biting on it as he pulled away after he was done. His eyes stuck to my figure as he just glanced at me while the lust take over his senses. "Fuck" He cursed as he felt his length twitching and wanted to be free.
"You don't even have any idea baby. As to how much I want you from the day I saw you entering the Uni. You don't know how much I had to control myself whenever I am close to you. " He told me as he laid me again but not before unhooking my bra he pulled it off of me as my hands automatically covered my exposed self as it's my first time being naked in front of him. I blushed and I can feel my cheeks heat up. This is too far for me but I can back off now.
"Don't hide baby you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my fucking life. " He said huskily while pinning both my hands beside my head as my eyes widened a bit as he hovered over me making my breath increase and making my heart to go crazy at his husky voice.
"B- be gentle Tae. You k-know it- " I was cut short by him pecking my lips as he nodded his head at me as he moved back.
"Don't worry babygirl. But I can't promise you anything as I myself don't know what was I am about to do to you when you are under me like this. " He explain but I am still nervous about this. But he continued after that. " So I can't promise you but I will make sure that you will feel my love and each and every thrust I made. " He said in rasp laced voice with a smirk on his lips as he tug at my bottom lip. Her hands got free from his grip as his hand made it's way to massaged my core from above the fabric. I flinched as I moaned at his touch.
He continued to abuse my core pulling aside my panties while teasing my bud as he pinched it here and there making me moaning mess. He pull away his hand and take it closed to his mouth as he sucked his two fingers. And the next thing I know was that he pushed the into me as my body jerk by his sudden action. "AHHH.. Tae. " I moaned out in pain. He stopped for a moment then started thrusting them in and out of me. Soon I came around his slender fingers while breathing hard as he take them out and suck them as if it was his last meal.
Soon after both our clothes were scattered on the floor as he was now rubbing his hard length against my swelled core because of his foreplay. But he made me impatient as this new feeling inside me got increased and I want to feel more of it.
I put my hand above his as I glanced straight into his own. His eyes widened at my action but soon replaced by a smirk as he let me do whatever I want to. I started to rubbed his length as well while stroking it then I positioned on my entrance and started to push it inside slowly. I huffed as I can feel the stinging pain as his huge hard length stretched my walls and made me full.
I was half way through it as tears brimming on my eyes and the more I pushed in they started to fall down as I can felt myself loosing my virginity to the man I love with all I have. He wiped them and kissed on my eyes. "Ahhhh..." we both groaned at same time as he was completely inside me.
"Fuck... Baby It felt so good. " He said he waited for me to adjust his size. After sometime I felt the stinging sensation gone a little as I nodded my head to him to tell him that he can start to move now.
"AHHH... " I yelped as he was deep inside me.
He started to move gently as he groaned and Iet out a shaky moan at the foreign feeling. "AHHH... So tight so good.. " He said plunging into me slow yet deep now as me body jerked with each thrust he made. The pain replaced by pleasure as he did so. I was screaming my lungs out as it was to rough for the first time but i can't lie it felt so good yet painful. " I wanted this since beginning. Oh how much I want to touch you to feel you to be inside you. Above all I want you to be mine. Forever mine. " He deadpanned as he now pushed inside my roughly. He indeed was man of his word huh?
"Ahh.. Tae s-slow down a bit. " I plead to him but instead he increased his pace making me to throw my head back in pleasure and pain. I was moaning continuously as I felt like I was in heaven.
" FUCK... TAE " I screamed out his name. As he just smirked at me in proud.
" Yeah scream. Scream my name babygirl. Tell the world who you belong to. " He said moving faster. " Tell the world who owned you. " He roared as he thrusts rapidly .
"Ahh.. Fuck as I said baby I -i can't promise you. " He said thrusting harder into me. " Cause I waited for this moment for so long I waited to feel you around me. And I swear to God baby it felt amazing. " He said engulfing my figure as he placed his both hands on my back as if he was hugging me as he captured my lips into a hungry kiss I whimpered as he now drilled into me deeper and harder into an inhuman pace. I could felt him hitting at the same point again and again making me go crazy. The only sounce could be he was of our mixed moans and groans. As sweat lace body making contact and our skin slapping repeatedly with the scream here and there. My hands made their way to his back as my nails dig into his flesh he cursed loudly as I clenched around him as I felt the same foreign feeling into the pit of my stomach.
He pulled out of me as I got close to my orgasm I gasped and he flipped me around as I now laid on my stomach. "Not yet baby. Hold on you can't come until I told you to. Alright? " He warned leaning onto me as he his voice had scary yet seductive tone into it. He bite my shoulder moving away I nodded my head to him. " Good. " He mumbled and with waiting further he slammed into me from behind.
"AHHHHHH.... " A scream left my throat as I grabbed the sheets tightly. I could feel him deep into me and started to plunging without giving me time to protest. My body jerked up with his each thrust as I screamed my lungs out.
His hand came to wrap around my neck as he made to be on fours. Then started to drilled inside me making me come into my edge but I can't cum as he told me not to. "Mine. All fucking mine. " He said with each thrust he made. After sometime I could feel his dick twitching inside me as his thrusts become sloppy. He was close to I could tell. "Now. Cum now baby. " He ordered as he was closer to his own orgasm and with waiting further I cummed all over his length.
"AHHHHHHH Tae..... " I screamed out as my legs are shaking by coming so hard my chest heaving up and down.
"FUCK....Y/N AHHH.... YOU'RE MINE. JUST MINE. " He roared into his sexy deep voice spilling his seeds deep into me as our juices got mixed and dripping down my thighs. I slumped down on the bed and he on top of me. We are trying to catch our breath as it was ragging with our rapid heart beats. My eyes shut closed as a smile made it's way to my lip curving it upward. He was still inside me I could feel his dick pulsating into me.
He pulled away from me planting a kiss on my back and pulled out his length rolling beside me. I opened my eyes to caught him already staring at me. I smiled to him and he did the same.
He swiftly rolled me around and cagged me into his arms as I giggled at his action. " I love you so fucking much Baby. " He rasp into my hear and I blushed while hiding my face into his naked chest.
He made me to look into his eyes while pulling on my hair gently and kissed me passionately. I could saw his love and possessiveness towards me. Pulling away we gazed into each other as I put my head on his chest while saying the words he longing to hear. " I love you too Tae. "
He smile and planted a soft kiss on my forehead. " I am sorry baby. I am sorry for being rough at you on you first time. " He apologized but I shooked my head at him to stop him.
"I loved it Tae. Don't apologize to me. " I said cupping his face as I could see guilt in his eyes and I don't want that in them. " I don't want you to feel guilty for nothing. I felt good you were the one that caused it so hush. " I told him as I gestured my index finger to him to be quiet. "Although it's true that you're too rough to me but I forgive you. " I said narrowing my eyes at him but smiled afterward. He laughed at me as he hugged me tighter.
"Damn I love you so much babygirl ." He kissed all over my face making me giggle. Then our eyes felt heavy as we both went into deep slumber whiled embracing each other lovingly.
Today I give my everything the man I love with all I have. But I don't know why it somehow feels like I will regret doing this in the future.
To be continued...