You are slowly fading away
from my heart
its hard , trying to forget you
when at one point you were
the only thing i knew
so why now is it so hard
for me to even look at you
to even sit in the same room
as you
once we would laugh together ,
smile at each other after long
days , talk sweet nothings to each
other
but now you remain silent
your smile doesn't reach your eyes
your words are strange to my ears
its not your fault
neither is it mine
your role in my story has
changed
so has mine in yours
im fading from your heart
as well
but never from your soul
its weird
i loved you
with my very being
but now its different
i can see your flaws
as well as you can see mine
you have since the very beginning
but always loved me more
for it
you hid yours from me
maybe that why
i feel betrayed
i just wanted to be the
one for you
a person you can talk to
a person that can be the light
to your darkness
but i was wrong
you never needed
the light
neither did i need
the darkness
now we both became
strangers
again , slowly fading
from the others mind
and heart
now we decide
who will hold our hearts
next
and will become apart of our
souls
but we will always have the fading
memories of each other
and old pictures to remind
us of what we once were
time changes everything
but in this case it was my heart
to blame
it could not love you
and could not change the
fact that we both belong
to the ones that will
one day complete us
so now we part
and say our goodbyes
and maybe one day
our parts will cross again
but only this time
we will have different
people that hold
our hearts together
and have made our souls
their home
i cannot say i love you
but i wish you
a better life
and a person that will
one day
give you the love
i never could
~A.